masculinity

When I saw that Chicheng and Bai Yiyi were chatting very well, I started to feel a little jealous in my heart, a slightly sour feeling spread in my heart, and little by little halos formed circle after circle.

They chatted like this, which already made me feel that they ignored my existence. I went to the sink by myself to wash my face, so it was better not to disturb them.

When I finished washing my hands and went to the living room, I stared at the suitcase in the living room with wide eyes in surprise. The lockbox with One Piece on it belonged to me. What are they doing?I stared blankly at Chi Cheng and Bai Yiyi who was silent on the side.

"Why is my suitcase here?" I looked at Bai Yiyi curiously, because usually my suitcase is placed in the bedroom, which is full of my clothes, and there is no place to put it in the living room.

Bai Yiyi didn't speak all the time, and she couldn't see any emotion on her face. She sat on the sofa and looked at the suitcase with a calm attitude, and didn't speak. I haven't waited for Bai Yiyi's reply.

Chi Cheng opened his mouth and said to me: "Move in and live with me." The cold and domineering demeanor of the king, with a serious face, makes people feel surrendered.

I am not a vegetarian, he told me to go west and I go north, his momentum is like a rainbow, his domineering like an emperor, but what does it have to do with me, I am not his, why should I listen to him Yes, what kind of onion is he, Chicheng? If I listen to him, I must listen to him?funny!

"No! Who decides my behavior!"

"It's because you slept with me last night. Huh?" Fuck you, someone took advantage of you, and now you're being bitten back, why is Chicheng so thick-skinned.

"It's up to you, your roommates have agreed." Chi Cheng said, looking at Bai Yiyi who was silent at the side, "Do you think so?"

Bai Yiyi didn't look at me, nodded slightly, and then spit out two words, "Yes." Hearing these two words, the warmth in my heart was instantly frozen, and I couldn't feel the boiling blood flowing , only a burst of heart trembling.

I knew in my heart that it must be what Chicheng said to her just now, and then Bai Yiyi compromised and decided to stand on the same front with him. Thinking of this point, I stared at Chicheng with an ugly face, and yelled at Chicheng with a particularly loud voice Said: "What you want is me! Don't threaten and lure innocent people!"

I believe that Bai Yiyi will not be so ruthless to me. After all, I am the one who helped her. People are mutual, and there is nothing that can't be overcome. If I help her, if she doesn't help me, at least she won't Fuck me.

"Hehe, since you know this, why are you disobedient? My little baby."

Chicheng smiled triumphantly and treacherously, I know he has the ability to make me submit to him, so he doesn't care about my feelings, he just blindly satisfies his domineering desire in his heart.

Chicheng is talking now, I feel a little scalp numb, and also a little disgusting, I haven't seen Chicheng for a few months, I find that a little bit has changed, he is becoming more and more cruel to me, although he is still gentle, he is more domineering.But I just don't like people who are forced, I like voluntary.

"You are enough! Can't I go with you?!"

I'm about to be driven crazy by Chi Cheng, doesn't he want me to go back with him and be his tool for warming up?Okay, that's fine, then I'll go to him, as long as he doesn't hurt and threaten the people around me, I can do whatever I want, I feel wronged about my own affairs, why should I involve the person I love.

Chicheng looked at my face contentedly and smiled without speaking. He got up from the sofa gracefully and calmly, walked slowly to the side of the suitcase, pulled the handle of the suitcase with his slender hands, and walked towards me .

Chicheng came to me, put on Hexi's smile, and said to me softly, "Let's go, baby." He took my slender waist in his arms, and took me to the door with all his strength.

What can I do with his strength, in the end I still haven’t resisted Chicheng’s domineering coercion, I’ve been disappointed with my ability to counter pressure and gave up, and now I’m basically just going with the flow and letting Chicheng domineer, just It was the same as the previous thought, anyway, I have been eaten by Chi Cheng several times, and it is no longer short of one or two times.

I don't know what to do now, I have left and disappeared on my own initiative, and finally I was found by Chicheng, and now even I don't know what to do, I know that going on like this is definitely not a solution, Either leave forever or stay together.

Like now hot and cold, hopeless and fruitless entanglement, it will only make two people who love each other even more resent each other. One of the truths of love is that you give me the result you want, and I will give you the result you want. Only in this way can we truly grow old, and don’t say that you don’t need anything. In fact, you already need the warmth of love from the other party. This need may be spiritual or substantive.

I like Chicheng, that is because Chicheng can give me a sunny and warm sense of dependence, which makes me want to get close to him, and slowly find that I greedily want to possess this warmth privately, so I start crazy love On Chicheng.

"Bai Yiyi, you can call me if you have anything to do." I was pulled to the door forcefully by Chi Cheng, I stopped at the door with all my strength, and then turned my head and said to Bai Yiyi who was already standing by the sofa.I can't worry about her. She is a girl, and she is often inconvenient. As a fellow, I can't bear it.Since I have lived with Bai Yiyi for a while, I already know her pretty well, but I always feel that Bai Yiyi has something else, if she doesn’t tell me, I don’t ask, and others don’t tell me, it must be that I am not suitable to be her audience .

"Well, don't worry, I can do it myself, remember to play with me."

Bai Yiyi's face suddenly smiled like a flower, and a row of white teeth were exposed, which was very beautiful. This girl always made me feel like my sister, and I wanted to protect her well, but I couldn't protect her now.I was a little jealous of her just now, and I feel a little ashamed when I think about it.

"You can go? Huh?" Chi Cheng impersonally urged me to leave quickly. Doesn't he know that when people say goodbye, they are always attached to each other? Say it naturally, it's really impersonal!

"What's the rush! Didn't you see that I'm leaving? A robber!" I couldn't bear it and growled at him. The more I looked at him, the more angry I was. I was just talking to Bai Yiyi. Go with him, I have already promised him to go back with him, and he still wants to make more progress.

"Uh...then what else do you want to say?" Chicheng asked me with a gentle face after hearing what I said, "Tell me, I'll wait for you in the car downstairs."

I was stunned, what is the situation?Just now he was sneering at me as cold as ice for a thousand years, but now he is so compliant to me, and his tone is suddenly gentle and indulgent, does Chi Cheng have schizophrenia or some other disease?

"Eh..." My mind was confused, so I replied in a daze.

After Chicheng left, I made sure that he had gone downstairs, so I closed the door of the room again, and then quickly walked towards Bai Yiyi.

"What did he say to you? Did he mean that you would not be able to go to school or have a place to live? Or would he force you to leave Canada?"

I was anxious to know what Chicheng said to Bai Yiyi just now, so that Bai Yiyi would reluctantly compromise him and let me go with him. She understands that she will not agree to others just because of a trivial matter.

"It's nothing, it's really nothing...Lin Xi, don't ask, you can go." Bai Yiyi couldn't help but want to cry when I asked her, her originally nice voice now sounded like she was sobbing without confidence, afraid let me know.

Seeing Bai Yiyi like this, I couldn't bear to ask, even though I really wanted to know what was going on in my heart, I still tried my best to suppress my curiosity, anyway, if Bai Yiyi didn't want to say it, then I didn't ask, anyway, I already agreed to Chi Cheng Going with him, I know what's the use?

At first, I wanted Bai Yiyi to tell me that I really wanted to solve it, and then I could leave the threat of Chicheng smoothly. It seems that Bai Yiyi's handle is still very important, otherwise why Bai Yiyi and I have such a good relationship, she is right. I kept my mouth shut and refused to say a word. I must be powerless, so I'd better accept my fate.

"Since you don't say it, I won't force it. You have to take good care of yourself. Tell me if you have any difficulties. Treat me as your brother. I already treat you as my sister."

It’s a bit like the elders’ earnestness to the younger generation. To be honest, I used to be quite disgusted with such a tone, but now I can’t help but say such words compared to Bai Yiyi, who is younger than me. I smile in my heart. Are you really old? ?

"Brother?... Treat me as a younger sister?" Bai Yiyi looked at me in disbelief, her eyes were completely red, and I could clearly see the tears in her eyes. Bai Yiyi was moved by me crying?

I couldn't bear to feel sorry for her tears, and I said it again, "Yes, you are my sister, and I am your brother!"

Bai Yiyi still couldn't hold back the tears welling up in her eyes. In an instant, like the mouth of a sea breaking a bank, the tears leaked wantonly and turbulently, and the tears on her pure and lovely face intertwined and overlapped.Bai Yiyi said to me with a heavy cry: "Lin Xi, can't you see it? Don't you understand what I mean to you...to you?" Bai Yiyi didn't give me a chance to speak, she continued Cried and said: "Ah? You know that I am in love with you, I have a crush on you, I pick out your wallet for you, cook for you, go to school with you every day...you can't see these? I don't want you to be My brother! I only want you to be my boyfriend!"

In the last sentence, Bai Yiyi yelled at me almost with all her strength, and I couldn't respond to her words, it was too heavy and too thick, and I suddenly realized that Bai Yiyi liked me, and it turned out that the mysterious boyfriend in her heart was myself...