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"It's better not to." He Yaning hesitated for a moment, and pulled his hand back from Xiang Jie's hot and humid palm.Xiang Jie's proposal was very tempting, and his tone was firm and sincere, as if he could really do it.

But He Yaning still decided to return to reality.

"It will take four, five, 10 minutes to drive at the fastest. If you have this time, you might as well take it to sleep." He Yaning said, tapping the tip of his nose lightly.

Unlike the high fever, Xiang Jie's nose was a little cold.Dessert was brought up, the white ice cream was topped with a small cherry, Xiang Jie picked it off and ate it.

"And I've been very busy recently." He Yaning seemed afraid that he would disagree, and said again.

Talking about the topic of parting when they got together, Xiang Jie felt that they might be a pair of fools made in heaven.He smiled and grabbed He Yaning's hand again, "Then where should we go to play on the weekend?"

He knew that He Yaning would not allow him to waste precious work and growth time.He also knows that this job is hard to come by.

Xiang Jie's cell phone rang again, and his colleague asked him where he was now.

"I'm going back," he said.

"Go." He Yaning uncharacteristically did not avoid him when he approached.As if he knew what Xiang Jie was going to do.His eyes were smiling, as if filled with many stars.

Xiang Jie quickly kissed him on the cheek, "Thank you for coming to see me."

"—I'll be home on weekends."

I am no longer a child.Xiang Jie realized that he had to give up something, even if he was unwilling.

Maybe it's not his problem alone.Xiang Jie thought that when He Yaning was younger, he might have had a similar situation.Xiang Jie had no way of knowing what He Yaning gave up at that time, and whether he would regret it.

When he walked out of the cold drink shop, Xiang Jie turned his head quietly again.He Yaning rested his chin in one hand and was talking to the phone.He suddenly wanted to turn back and hug him again, but he held back, turned around and pressed the elevator button.

It was one o'clock in the morning when we arrived at He Yaning's home.Xiang Jie took a taxi and walked into the familiar neighborhood.The evening wind in the summer night is very cool, even with a little dew, which feels light and unreal.

The door opened before there was a knock.Xiang Jie was a little surprised, and He Yaning shook his phone shyly, "I guess you'll be here soon."

Xiang Jie smiled and opened his arms to him.

He Yaning took a bath, and there was a faint scent of body wash on his body.He was very thin, and Xiang Jie's arm passed under his ribs, and he could easily hug him.

"Do you miss me?" Xiang Jie hugged him, as if holding a light and gentle dream.Bury your face on He Yaning's neck, and turn your face slightly so that your lips can touch He Yaning's skin.

Clean, soft, satiny, with a sweet, citrus aroma.

He Yaning didn't answer, but just hugged each other tightly.

"No?" Seeing that he didn't answer, Xiang Jie gave a low laugh.Embracing him to enter the door, her footsteps were disordered.The two found each other's lips in the dim moonlight, and stuck together in a panic.

Once in contact, they are inseparable.After a long stalemate, Xiang Jie put his hand into He Yaning's thin pajamas, "I miss you all the time."

It's always easy for kids to confess.He Yaning was pressed on the sofa by him, as if trapped in a long-lasting fantasy.Xiang Jie kissed him repeatedly, as if confirming his existence; then he frowned, as if he believed that the other party belonged to him, so he marked it carefully.

He Yaning's breathing became disordered, and he passively responded to Xiang Jie.Xiang Jie was much taller than him, and He Yaning felt a little strenuous looking up.He gently raised his hand to push He Yaning, and gasped, "Go back to the room."

Xiang Jie hugged him tightly, a little reluctant to part.He Yaning urged him nervously again, and Xiang Jie used all his strength to hug him up horizontally.

Clouds and rain rested, and a cluster of cool lights lit up.Xiang Jie rolled his eyelids and saw He Yaning took out his phone.

Turning over lazily, Xiang Jie put an arm around He Yaning's waist.Sliding down gently along the smooth lines, the moonlight shone on He Yaning's fair skin. "Why aren't you asleep?" Xiang Jie muttered.

Then he felt the screen of the phone go dark, and after a while, a somewhat cold arm wrapped around his shoulder.

"Little Jie." He Yaning said suddenly.

"Huh?" Xiang Jie squeezed out a voice from his throat.

"Is what you said true?"

Xiang Jie raised his head from the faint citrus aroma, "Is it true or not?"

He felt that He Yaning probably smiled, because the surrounding air trembled slightly at this moment, "You said you miss me all the time."

The dense kiss, like raindrops at first, carefully touched the tip of He Yaning's nose.Then the warm breath wrapped around his ear again.

"What do you say?"

Putting his hands on Xiang Jie's chest again, He Yaning's voice was so vague that he could hardly hear him, "I think it's true."

"En." Xiang Jie sucked his ear, and the hot body temperature pressed against him again, "Congratulations, you got the answer right."

He Ya was quiet for a while, as if he wanted to say something.But he still didn't say anything after all.The air conditioner made him a little cold, so he huddled under the blanket.

Xiang Jie lay down for a while, and almost waited until He Yaning fell asleep before tiptoeing out of bed and taking a shower.

When he came back, Xiang Jie thought He Yaning had fallen asleep.As soon as he sat down, he heard He Yaning turn over.

"elder brother?"

Xiang Jie was a little surprised, he turned around, trying to see He Yaning's face.He Yaning took a light breath, and Xiang Jie was startled, thinking that he was not feeling well.

"What's wrong with you? Did I hurt you just now?"

"No." He Yaning curled up, still making himself into a ball.

Still worried, Xiang Jie hugged him from behind, as if hugging a huge cocoon, which contained his little butterfly.His little butterfly is beautiful and proud, and he has his own garden.Every day, he has endless work and endless world to see.

But in the dead of night, she would cuddle up to him obediently.

Xiang Jie imitated He Yaning's tone of coaxing Xiaozhu, "What's the matter? Who bullied our children?"

After a short silence, Xiang Jie heard He Yaning sob softly.

Xiang Jie's heart twitched in an instant.

"Xiao Zhu has split." He Yaning cried, "She has the same disease as me."

"I killed her." He Yaning said, "She will hate me."

Xiang Jie had a sore nose, but luckily, he didn't cry.

Xiang Jie has seen many kinds of He Yaning.Proud, serious, strong.He Yaning should always be a shining positive character, because he never showed too much darkness.

"She won't blame you." Xiang Jie said.

"She can't do artificial intervention. The doctor said that she will differentiate into an omega again, with a high probability." He Yaning said with a sob, "She could have become an alpha."

She could have been better, doing what she wanted to do without any scruples, and challenging all kinds of unknowns.Instead of being bound every step of the way, trapped in life by various shackles.

Xiang Jie was speechless, and just stroked He Yaning's back gently with his hands.

He Yaning's words suddenly increased, and he began to speak intermittently, but incessantly.

He said how he broke up with Xu Yingyue, Xiang Jie didn't want to hear it, wanted to close his ears, and kept silent with restraint.

He said that after Xiaozhu was hospitalized, he thought a lot.

He talked about his 14-year-old experience of painful second alienation.Panicked, he begged his mother to take him to another school before starting again.

He said that Xu Yingyue had been here and had an unpleasant lunch with him.He talked about the other party's vicious warnings, which would wake him up from nightmares for several days.

He said he hated his omega status.He worked so hard, so hard, but he was still labeled as an "omega lawyer".

And all he wanted to do was to be a lawyer.

He Yaning started a long talk mode without pausing.In the end, my mouth was dry and my tongue was dry, but my tears didn't stop.

Xiang Jie poured He Yaning a glass of water, saw him drink hastily, and accidentally choked.The water flowed down the corner of the lips.He Yaning coughed shortly and softly, and Xiang Jie gently followed his back.After a while, he stretched out his arms and held He Yaning tightly in his arms.

He hugged tightly, squeezing the excess air between them hard, hard.It seems like this, He Yaning's sadness can be taken away a little.

What a proud person He Yaning is.He keeps improving and is strict with himself. His life may be a math test paper that is constantly being answered. He tries his best and tirelessly pursues the only perfect solution.

But his pace was disrupted.

Xiaozhu is a solution question with a high score, and what he is absolutely sure of is the word "solution".

"Xiaozhu won't blame you." Xiang Jie gently pressed his chin against He Yaning's shoulder, "She may not be an alpha, but she can be herself."

Xiang Jie's eyes were bright, and He Yaning raised his tear-stained face and looked at him fixedly.

Xiang Jie kissed those teary eyes again, cherishing them very much, like kissing fragile porcelain.His butterflies are tired from flying and temporarily rest in the mortal world, and all he can do is to provide a quiet meadow.

"I will stay with you, stay with you. I will not leave, as long as you want to."

"He Yaning," he called out the name so solemnly for the first time, "You may not know, then I will tell you."

"I love you."