bad daddy

He Yaning is often alone.

Rather than saying it is a personal preference, it is better to say that it is a habit he was forced to develop since he was a child.

He wasn't the kind of kid who was liked, and he didn't have many friends around him.But that's okay with him.For He Yaning, free arrangement of time is nothing less than a pleasure. He can read books, study and work quietly, and live a fulfilling life.

But recently, he often feels a little lonely.

If you want to talk to someone, the other person doesn't have to be eloquent.As long as you listen politely, it may not matter if your mind wanders in the middle.

But sometimes he is dissatisfied with the hearts of those he listens to.Feel like they're too clumsy, or incapable of empathy, or just don't have that nice voice.

Later, He Yaning found out that all he needed was Xiang Jie.

Xiang Jie underestimated He Yaning's sensitivity.Long before this, He Yaning had been surprised and somewhat frustrated to discover his irrepressible attachment to Xiang Jie.

He realized that he desperately needed Xiang Jie to be by his side.When Lian Ming told him that Xiaozhu needed to go to the hospital, when he vomited uncontrollably after lunch with Xu Yingyue, when he told Jie that he missed him.

He Yaning had an urge of unknown origin but extremely fiery.As long as there is an order, he will rush towards the destination of Xiang Jie without hesitation.

And yet he was such an inarticulate person that his moods were a strange riddle.His enigma was too calm, so many people quit in spite of the difficulties.

When Xiang Jie came, he untied all this naturally and lightly, and He Yaning felt a sense of relief suddenly letting go.

After coaxing He Yaning to sleep, Xiang Jie showed rare patience at this moment.He confided that he was extremely sleepy, so he nestled in Xiang Jie's arms, and his breathing gradually became calmer.Xiang Jie slowly, slowly helped him breathe.

My heart hurts and I feel sore, but there is nothing I can do.Xiang Jie can only be a gentle puppet, showing up when the other party needs it.

When He Yaning woke up, Xiang Jie was answering the phone.He sat by the window with his face turned sideways, without saying a word.In the hazy morning light, his outline seemed to be a layer of fluffy fur, and his whole person became extremely gentle, like a well-behaved big cat.

Moving his fingers, he found that the quilt was tightly wrapped around him.Hearing the movement, Xiang Jie knew he was awake, put his finger on his lips with a smile, got up and came back, and pulled the quilt for He Yaning.

"Okay, I see," he said finally.

"The company's phone number?" He Yaning put his face on Xiang Jie's arm.The eyelashes trembled slightly like a small fan.

"Well, you told me something unimportant." Xiang Jie turned over and lay down again, holding He Yaning in his arms, "Honey, let's sleep for a while."

It's rare that when you wake up in the morning, you can see your lover by your side.But He Yaning couldn't fall asleep anymore. He stretched out his hand and hooked Jie's little finger, knowing that the other party didn't really sleep again, but such a small gesture made him very happy.

"I'm going back in the afternoon," Xiang Jie played with him for a while, then suddenly said in a low voice, "I have something urgent."

"Well," He Yaning has always been sensible, nodded calmly, "then you go."

The arms around his waist were hugged tightly again, "You are so cold—" Xiang Jie pretended to be dissatisfied, "You were obviously so enthusiastic last night. I see, you didn't even recognize anyone before you got out of bed, really Pulling x is ruthless..."

He Yaning heard that his words were getting more and more outrageous, so he slapped Xiang Jie angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about? You have a job, can I still let you not go?"

"Then you are not reluctant?" Xiang Jie had a faint nasal voice, sounding extremely aggrieved, "I am so sad."

"But it's work." He Yaning answered irrelevantly.

"I know," Xiang Jie took a bite of He Yaning's shoulder, "Can you stop being so rational? Just tell me, do you want me to go?"

Gently stroked Xiang Jie's fingers.Long and slender, with well-defined joints and cleanly trimmed nails.Those were beautiful hands, with a slightly higher heat, and there seemed to be fire hidden in the fingertips, because He Yaning was always ignited inadvertently.

"I don't want you to go," Xiang Jie heard He Yaning whisper after a while, "You didn't even accompany me well."

"Then I'll stay with you." Xiang Jie smiled, "OK?"

Knowing that it was impossible, He Yaning was still a little moved.

"You know I won't agree." He Yaning said, "Hey, go back to work."

He Yaning often treats him in a coaxing tone.Xiang Jie was dissatisfied, he propped himself up with one arm, and covered He Yaning with his whole body, "Give me a kiss, and I will be obedient."

When Xiang Jie showed up at the company, the meeting had already started for 10 minutes.Apologizing to Jie Lianlian, he sat down in embarrassment. "Where have you been?" The little girl next to him asked him curiously.

"I'm going to see my wife." Xiang Jie smiled, and the other party looked incredible.

Wen Jia also attended the meeting.After putting on makeup, he smiled at Xiang Jie when he saw him.For some reason, Xiang Jie always felt a little stiff.

The content of this meeting is not complicated.Since Xiang Jie performed unexpectedly well in the last live broadcast, the upper management decided to let him become independent and open a live broadcast room.

"Any questions?"

Xiang Jie raised his head in a panic after being hit on the leg, "I..."

He seemed to be hit at once, panicked and froze in place.Countless eyes shot at him, and Xiang Jie felt a slight pain in his chest.

He saw Wen Jia's eyes in the crowd.

"Why, Xiao Xiang has no confidence?" Old Yu asked him with a smile, "The market has given you a pretty good evaluation."

Xiang Jie suddenly felt that the lofty altitude had returned.

He sweats easily when he's nervous.A cool and greasy layer, you need to grab some paper towels.

Xiang Jie tugged at his pants nervously, subconsciously wanting to refuse.

"I just started studying with Jiajie..." Xiang Jie declined, "I still have a lot..."

"Xiao Xiang," Wen Jia, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly said, "You have to have confidence in yourself."

Xiang Jie was sweating profusely. "Xiao Xiang may need some time to get used to it." Lao Yu said to save the situation, "It's okay, everyone starts with no experience."

Passing a cigarette from his hand, Xiang Jie raised his head and wanted to stand up immediately, but Wen Jia stretched out his hand to hold him down.

"You sit." Wen Jia smiled and pulled a swivel chair over, "You are too tall, I feel oppressed standing up."

Xiang Jie smiled, "Miss Jia, how do you know that I smoke?"

"You came to see me in the hospital that day, and I smelled smoke." Wen Jia said.

"Sister Jia knows everything." Xiang Jie narrowed his eyes, "But I don't smoke often."

Wen Jia nodded, "Well, smoking hurts your health. When I first got divorced—" She knew she had made a slip of the tongue, and she pursed her lips into a smile, but felt that she had nothing to hide, "When I first got divorced, I am so anxious that I often suffer from insomnia, so I never leave my cigarettes.”

Xiang Jie raised his head and put the cigarette in his palm.Wen Jia rested her chin on one hand, and she was very close to him. "Are you with lawyer He now?"

Xiang Jie was stunned for a moment, Wen Jia asked bluntly, and he couldn't understand other meanings.

"He was my attorney back then, and he is very nice." Wen Jia's earrings dangled like two shining fragments of stars.

"He loves you very much," Wen Jia said again, "Didn't you ask me why we found you?"

Xiang Jie scratched his fingers blankly.

"He told me about you. He said that you are a talented and thoughtful person." Wen Jia said, "He said that you are just temporarily frustrated. If you have a good platform, it may be completely different."

Xiang Jie never thought that He Yaning would talk about himself with a third person.He has some cognitive blind spots about his position in He Yaning's heart.

He has always believed that He Yaning just sees himself as a child, and he is a beautiful toy in He Yaning's rigorous adult life.

Perhaps such a positioning is not glorious, but to be loved, it is enough for Xiang Jie.

Butterflies tend to stay in the flowers, but he is just a mediocre grass.It is a blessing in life if you can get the other party to stay for a short time, even if it is only for a short moment.

"He... came to intercede with you?" Xiang Jie struggled to extract the central idea.

"No." Wen Jia said with a smile, "You had a new job at that time." Xiang Jie asked Wen Jia's exact time, and estimated it. At that time, he had just received the acceptance notice from the library.

He Yaning always silently cared about him in secret moments that he didn't know about.And all of this, Xiang Jie didn't realize it.

"I don't know what you are worried about," Wen Jia continued, "but I told you before, if the opportunity comes, don't give up easily."

Xiang Jie bit his lip.

If that is the abyss, then He Yaning is the safety rope tied around his waist.The abyss is still there, but at the moment of falling, Xiang Jie knew that He Yaning would hold him firmly.

He Yaning is his backer and also his bottom line.

"I see, Miss Jia." Xiang Jie clenched his fists, as if exhausting all his strength, before making up his mind, "I'll try."