letter of commitment

Shen Qingshu knew that he had to be ruthless. Mu Chu was wrong because she didn't know the ways of the world, but how could he be wrong.

"Mu Chu." Shen Qingshu had thought about how to persuade her to give up this idea, but just as the palm of his hand left his eyes, he saw Mu Chu who was already crying with pear blossoms and rain.

"Sir, it's fine at all, even a little bit. As long as you have the same mood as me at this moment, I'm satisfied..."

I don't want much, I just hope that my husband can love me too.

Mu Chu's humble begging and pitiful face made Shen Qingshu's heart extremely struggling, but even so, Shen Qingshu still used the little reason left to dispel her thoughts:

"Muchu, I treat you only with the friendship between teachers and students, and nothing else at all."

When Shen Qingshu said these words, his chest also felt a tearing pain, and he didn't dare to look at her squarely.

"gentlemen……"

"If you still think of me as your husband, don't be so obsessed with it. I can pretend that nothing happened..."

Shen Qingshu closed his eyes and turned his back. If he couldn't see her, he wouldn't soften his heart.

In the eyes of the husband, is he obsessed with obsession?Mu Chu felt quite helpless and sad. He thought that as long as he stayed by his side, he would be able to impress him, but he was so hard-hearted.

Mu Chu lowered his head and looked at the ten fingers that were still wrapped. Speaking of which, the day he learned needlework from Mrs. Li, he pricked himself so painfully. Now it seems that compared to the pain in his heart, this is like scratching an itch.

He stopped his tears, and simply wiped away the remaining tear stains on his face with the corner of his sleeve, and eased the somewhat disordered breath caused by crying.Staring at Shen Qingshu's back for a long time, he seemed to be making up his mind.

Shen Qingshu heard that she had not moved for a long time at the back, and thought that she had figured it out, so he turned to look at her, but the sadness in her eyes hurt her eyes.

"Sir, if the saying that there is an afterlife is true, I hope I can still meet sir."

There was a smile on the corner of Mu Chu's mouth, but combined with the sad expression, it looked extremely weird.

Shen Qingshu frowned, not knowing what she meant by saying this.

The next moment, she saw her clothes fluttering, and she picked up the inkstone on the other table.

Shen Qingshu had a bad premonition, striding out to snatch it, but it was too late, with a bang, the inkstone fell to the ground, Mu Chu's body swayed, his footsteps became unstable, bright red liquid oozed from his forehead, click, It dripped down the cheeks and turned into a bright red flower.

"Mu Chu!"

Shen Qingshu tightened his breath, and when it was crumbling, he held her by his arm and covered the wound with his palm. She could feel the warm blood flowing, but her heart was hit by Mu Chu's inkstone on her head. It was freezing cold.

"Why are you doing this, why are you doing this!" There was remorse and incomprehension in Shen Qingshu's words.

Seeing the panic on Shen Qingshu's face, Mu Chu frowned, and cold sweat broke out on her forehead, but she was smiling again, with a desolate smile.

"Sir, I'm not afraid of bleeding or injury, because wounds on the skin can heal, but wounds on the heart can only be allowed to develop."

Shen Qingshu's face changed from panic to ugly, she bit her lips tightly until the smell of blood permeated her lips, and her body couldn't help shaking.

"It's a pity, it seems that the strength is weak..." Mu Chu seemed to be laughing at himself, because his fingers were wrapped, he couldn't grasp things, he couldn't use his strength, and he had a cut in his forehead, but he couldn't take his life.

She touched Shen Qingshu's face with her hand, and the husband was shaking so badly that he frightened her.

"Sir, you have left a deep wound in my heart. I think it will never heal..."

Mu Chu closed her eyes, because she saw the hesitation flashing in Shen Qingshu's pupils, so she didn't want to look at it, she only wanted an affirmative answer from her husband.

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Because it took time to get to the county, and it was too late, I asked the barefoot doctor in the village to apply some medicine and bandage to Mu Chu, and I will ask the doctor in the county to come and take a closer look tomorrow.

Sending the doctor away, Xiao He didn't give Shen Qingshu a good look. She only knew that Mu Chu was injured after going to find her, and even drove her out without letting her stay in the room for a while.

Shen Qingshu was a little annoyed and wanted to go back to his room, but Li Erzhu came and said that Mrs. Li was looking for her.

When Shen Qingshu first stepped into the door of Mrs. Li's house, he didn't even come to shout for someone, so he slapped Mrs. Li firmly.The burning pain spread around the face, and there was rumbling echo in the ears, Shen Qingshu only felt these.

Because of too much force, Mrs. Li felt a little numb in her palms, but she didn't feel relieved because of it. The anger was still churning in her heart, and she stared at the person standing opposite her with wide eyes.

"Do you know why I hit you!?" Because of anger, Mrs. Li's voice was already trembling a little, she really hated iron but steel!

"I know." Shen Qingshu lowered his head and spit out these two words.

These two words made Mrs. Li speechless for a moment, but gasped for breath.

"You said, you can't do it, you shouldn't have brought her back in the first place!" Mrs. Li felt sorry for Mu Chu from the bottom of her heart, and even felt worthless for Mu Chu!

Shen Qingshu just kept silent, no one knew what she was thinking, and Mrs. Li went on to say, "Are you happy after tossing Chu girl? Are you feeling better? Feel your own conscience and ask, Are you?!"

Mrs. Li supported her head, really, high blood pressure was about to be irritated.

"Your brother Li and your sister-in-law Li are old, but they still have no children. Although your brother Li calls you younger brother, he treats you as his own child, and the old man treats you as his grandson. We wish you well."

"Chu girl can face her feelings calmly, why can't you?"

Shen Qingshu raised his head suddenly and looked at Old Madam Li in surprise.

Seeing Shen Qingshu's appearance at the moment, Mrs. Li calmed down, feeling a little helpless.

"Son, don't let yourself regret it."

Mrs. Li spoke earnestly and thoughtfully, this sentence made Shen Qingshu plop down on her knees, tears welled up in her eyes: "I can't hurt her...Grandma, I can't hurt her." cried out.

After all, Mrs. Li still loved her, and raised her hand to stroke Shen Qingshu's head. As someone who has experienced it, how could she not understand her worries.

"Son, you're not harming her, you're just following the guidance of fate and doing what's in your heart."

Helping Shen Qingshu up, he looked at her lovingly, completely different from before.

"Grandma..."

"Okay, wipe away the tears, go back to freshen up, and sleep again, and I will be a 'sensible person' tomorrow."

"En." Shen Qingshu nodded heavily, and said goodbye to Mrs. Li.

Looking at the back of Shen Qingshu leaving, old things flooded into Old Madam Li's mind. If, back then, she had been half as brave as a young girl, surely her life now would be a different scene.

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(in Muchu's house)

"Miss, is it still hurting?"

Xiao He sat on the outside of the bed, fanning the person lying on the inside and asking.

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

What Mu Chu said was the truth. I have to say that the herbal medicine given by the barefoot doctor in the village is quite effective. When it was first applied, it was refreshing and cool. After a while, the pain disappeared.It's just... It would be great if the wound on the heart can be like this.

"Okay, don't fan any more, turn off the lights and go to sleep."

After Mu Chu finished speaking, he turned over and closed his eyes facing the wall.

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When Mu Chu saw Shen Qingshu again, it was when the doctor was invited from the county to look at his injuries, but the mister's eyes were no longer hesitant, and he was completely clear.

The doctor removed the cloth belt wrapped around Mu Chu's head, replaced it with herbs, and prepared to clean Mu Chu's wound.

When the cotton cloth stained with shochu touched the wound on his forehead, Mu Chu gasped in pain, Shen Qingshu and Xiao He both showed worried expressions.

After cleaning, the doctor found another cloth bag from the medicine box, looked at Xiao He, then at Shen Qingshu, and said to Xiao He: "You, hold her leg later." To Shen Qingshu: "Later, hold her down."

The two were puzzled, and the doctor explained: "The wound is a little deep, and I have cleaned the blood clot inside, but if you want to heal faster, you have to suture the edge of the wound, um... it will hurt... "

What the doctor said was tactful, and the two of them followed suit, but they didn't expect that when the doctor really started to sew up Mu Chu, the two of them almost couldn't hold Mu Chu back.

Because he was biting something in his mouth, Mu Chu could only make a muffled sound, his face was also flushed, covered with fine cold sweat, his eyes were wide open, tears were streaming down his face, and his hands were tightly clutching the quilt.

"Miss..." Xiao He also felt pain when she looked at it, so she simply closed her eyes and didn't look at it.

"It's almost over, it's almost over." Shen Qingshu's heart ached, and he only hoped that this process would end soon.

When it was over, Mu Chu was already exhausted, and all the clothes on her body were soaked with sweat. Even when she was re-bandaged, she had to be supported to barely sit up.

"Thank you doctor." Shen Qingshu sent the doctor out the door and immediately returned to Mu Chu's room.

Seeing that Shen Qingshu came back again, Xiao He said angrily: "Why are you coming back again, there is nothing to do with you now!"

"Xiao He..." Mu Chu didn't want Xiao He to say that.

"Miss, it's all because of him that you have to suffer all this!" Xiao He angrily defended Mu Chu.

"Miss Xiaohe, I have something to say to Mu Chu."

"What are you talking about? What else is there to say?" Xiao He didn't budge. For the first time, she felt that her husband was so annoying.

"Xiao He!" Mu Chu snorted, "I sweat a lot, go and boil some water for me."

"Miss!" Xiao He is not stupid, she knows that this is Mu Chu who wants to distract herself.

"Go quickly."

Xiao He gave Shen Qingshu a dissatisfied look, and went out to boil water for Mu Chu.

Mu Chu raised his eyes to look at Shen Qingshu, and said angrily, "What do you want to say, sir?"

Could it be that you want to make up for it again, and make me give up completely?Mu Chu laughed to himself.

Shen Qingshu approached the bed, knelt down and held Mu Chu's hand.

"Muchu, do you blame me?"

Shen Qingshu looked like a child who had made a mistake and was begging for forgiveness. Mu Chu looked at the hand being held, feeling mixed emotions in his heart.

"Sir, what are you talking about? Mu Chu doesn't quite understand."

"I was wrong, I hurt you, can you blame me?"

Mu Chu smiled, "What am I blaming, sir? Do you blame him for his refusal? Blame yourself for not dying, and let him blame himself?... Hehe... Sir, if this is the case, there is no need. If you want to say blame, I will blame you." I don’t blame sir, I only blame myself, it’s my own will, I didn’t consider sir, it’s my fault..."

"No, no, Mu Chu, I was wrong, I was not brave, I was too worried, I want to be with you." Shen Qingshu said a little excitedly, Mu Chu couldn't believe his ears.

"Sir, you, what are you talking about?"

"I said, I have the same mood as you, and I want to be with you."

"Mister, did you do this to make me happy, or did I hear it wrong...?" Mu Chu felt that this was untrue, but saw Shen Qingshu shaking his head with firm eyes.

"It's not to make you happy, and you haven't heard it wrong, Mu Chu, I'm sorry, I'm late."

"Sir..." Mu Chu cried with joy, and Shen Qingshu wiped away the tears for her: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't cry, even if I have to go through many ups and downs in the future, I will be with you."