letter of commitment

Trial marriage?That's right, the royal family has always attached great importance to the reproduction of offspring, but he really can't do it, so he distanced himself from Jiu'er.

"Shen can't be humane, Miss Jiu'er should report the truth to the Holy One." Shen Qing wrote calmly, picked up the skirt scattered by the bed and put it on Jiu'er, but Jiu'er was stunned, inhumane, don't Speaking of ordinary men, no surprises, the person in front of him is obviously the son-in-law of the Qingyue Dynasty, and his bright future will be wiped out because of these four characters.He didn't shy away from it, as if he didn't think it was a disgraceful thing, he admitted it openly.

Jiu'er suppressed her astonishment. She had already planned to serve the princess together, in order to be closer to the princess. If you want to give up, the princess will not have to marry him, and she will be wronged in the future.

"Ms. Shen will rest on the soft couch in the outer room tonight. Miss Jiu'er, please do as you please." After finishing speaking, Shen Qingshu retreated and walked away quickly, fearing that it would be too late for him to be calm, and this calm disguise would be seen through .

After a sleepless night, the two had their own concerns.

The next day, since the wedding ceremony was held at noon, when Jiu'er bid farewell to Shen Qingshu, he saw him sitting on the soft couch with an indifferent expression on his face, staring intently at the ray of light that sneaked in and reflected on the floor.Maybe it was anticipation of the upcoming reversal, and didn't intend to want the heavy and gorgeous wedding dress. The palace people next to him were very anxious and embarrassed, and even knelt down to persuade him, but he turned a deaf ear to him. Follow up.

The princess gets married, and one day, all officials in Beijing, regardless of their rank, will enter the palace for a banquet. When Jiu'er saw Zhao Qiaomu, he was talking and laughing with several princes and princes, and asked someone to take him down. After waiting for a while, he was allowed to see him.

After hearing Jiu'er's report, Zhao Qiaomu frowned, and dismissed her displeasedly.

On Zhao Jinlu's side, Feng Guanxia was already on her body, and the palace servants were still putting on makeup for her. She was already good-looking, but the tight makeup made her look like a fairy in a painting. Many palace servants lowered their eyes shyly.She herself was quite satisfied, and she didn't know if that person would also like it. After that day, she hadn't looked for him for a long time, and her worries and troubles were all wiped away by joy at this moment.

"Princess, princess!"

Suddenly a little palace maid came running panting heavily, not knowing how to be impolite, she whispered in Zhao Jinlu's ear, so that she would ignore that she was a bride to be married, so she stood up and went out of the palace in a hurry, letting the palace people stop her She couldn't help it, her outfit was also clumsy and difficult to move, she simply pulled it off by herself and threw it aside, the face of those palace servants was scared and turned pale.

"Princess! You can't go!"

The palace promenade wrapped in red silk is playing a scene of chasing each other, the closer you get, the colder your heart becomes, Shen Qingshu, I really don't want you to see me like this.

Entering the side hall, ignoring the astonishment on the face of the palace man inside, seeing the man in plain clothes writing and drawing on the desk as if nothing had happened, like being in an ice kiln.

"You all step back."

"Princess, you..."

"Get out!"

Drinking in a cold voice, the man still didn't look up, as if all this had nothing to do with him, the palace people retreated one after another, Zhao Jinlu almost lost control and came in front of the man, what should have been a question of guilt, but she said it in a sobbing voice, she really couldn't do anything about him up.

"It's inhumane. Marrying Bengong makes you feel so embarrassed? Don't hesitate to make up such an embarrassing lie? It's fun to tease Bengong and father!"

Shen Qingshu put down the pen in his hand, picked up the scroll and dried the ink on it, showed it to her, and said calmly: "Does it look like it?"

Taking a closer look, it was a young girl taking a nap on the desk, but the characters in the painting drove Zhao Jinlu into a frenzy, Mu Chu, Mu Chu, and Mu Chu again!In the blink of an eye, the scroll was torn into pieces in her hands.He didn't stop him, let alone blame him. Shen Qingshu just looked at her quietly, seeing her watery eyes, crying silently. After waiting until her makeup was blurred by tears, she took out a brocade handkerchief and gently wiped it for her. The unexpected gentle behavior caught Zhao Jinxi away. Surprised and stopped crying, there must be a demon when things go wrong, but there is no abnormal expression on his face, could it be that his own crying went into his heart, prompting his conscience to discover it?After thinking desperately, he whimpered and said, "You..."

"Princess."

Interrupting what Zhao Jinlu was about to say, Shen Qingshu looked at her consciously for the first time, but Zhao Jinlu couldn't see through him anymore, and couldn't see the emotion in his eyes.

He came over in a hurry, the phoenix crown had already been removed by himself, and now the hair style was messed up, he stared at it for a long time, felt unreal, forgot the original purpose, shyly looked away, but listened After he sighed, he heard him say: "I am not teasing the princess and the sage, and I am not making up. It is just that I have an unspeakable secret, and I was able to figure it out yesterday. Li apologized to the princess."

Zhao Jinlu didn't know what to do, and looked at him perplexedly as he knelt down, kowtowed, and then stood up.

"I am fortunate enough to be loved by the Holy One to be able to display my small ambitions in my heart. It is even more so that He Dehe can capture the heart of the princess and leap into the sky. I have always been in fear. Partly because I already have Mu Chu, I just want to have a good time with her." , On the one hand..." Shen Qingshu paused, and said: "Before I said, I hope the princess can agree to the subject, not to involve the innocent, they are just people who are deceived by the subject, and if they are held accountable, the subject will bear it. Allowed the subject."

Zhao Jinlu frowned, why did she lose her understanding the more she listened, did he hide something?

"I promise you, you say so."

After getting the promise, Shen Qingshu heaved a sigh of relief, and didn't say anything more, but led her into the inner room, and then took off his clothes.Seeing this, Zhao Jinlu's face became hot and she turned her back, "My lord, what is this for?" There was an involuntary pounding in his heart, and his reason was still there. Suppressing the throbbing in my heart, I took a deep breath.

"My lord is inconvenient right now, I am waiting for you outside." After speaking, he was about to walk away.

"Princess stay, please turn around."

As the last piece of cover faded, Shen Qingshu called to her. Zhao Jinlu's body shook when she heard the words, and when she was hesitating whether to turn around, Shen Qing had already stepped forward to pull her stiff body.

This is really a big joke, Zhao Jinlu stared blankly at the naked upper body in front of him, his mind was blank, and his red face turned pale with shock.

"You, you..." But he couldn't form a complete sentence for a long time.

"The truth is what the princess has seen. I know that I have committed the crime of deceiving the king and what is waiting for me. I just hope that the princess will not forget the promise just now." Shen Qingshu said calmly, without much emotional ups and downs. Unhurriedly put on the clothes again, unexpectedly the expected storm did not come, Zhao Jinlu just looked at her in astonishment, and murmured: "So it is, so it is, heh, heh." Suddenly, Zhao Jinlu looked up. She laughed out loud, her exaggerated laughter was full of sternness and resentment, the person who made her throw her heart and soul out was an out-and-out woman.

In early summer, it was neither hot nor cool, but Zhao Jinlu felt it was bitingly cold, and her beating heart was filled with ice slag, unbearably cold, and then shattered. She won the punishment, and then cut her into pieces with her own hands to vent her hatred of being bullied, but at this point, she was reluctant. If she was willing, why would she be kept to this day? She had lost herself because of her. It's just that her wishful husband is a fake one.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Shen Qingshu thought that she had heard it wrong, not only did she not get angry, but she asked the question calmly.

"Because of fear."

"Aren't you afraid now?"

Shen Qingshu shook his head: "Is there anything else to be afraid of?"

That's right, she should have made up her mind to reveal the truth, besides, she said that she is not afraid of death, so why was she afraid in the first place, and what was she afraid of?Mu Chu?But she is a woman, isn't she?Zhao Jinlu also forgot, how could the three thousand beauties in the father's palace and the queen's palace be able to enjoy the rain and dew evenly, are there not many people who can't stand loneliness?Reflecting on what Mu Chu said at the time, it seemed clear, and I didn't feel disgusted because she was a woman, and even wanted to ask her why Mu Chu could do it but not herself.

"Can't it be my palace?"

"Ok?"

"Mu Chu is also a woman, but she can fall in love with you. Why can't I? The marriage has been announced to the world, and if I take it back, it's a joke for the world to see. I don't care if you are a man or a woman. I want to marry you. Wife, this is a secret between you and this palace, how about today's incident as if it never happened?" Zhao Jinlu was annoyed or hated, and she was unwilling to let her go like this. "It doesn't matter if they are both women, as long as they are together, you belong to me, you belong to me!"

Zhao Jinlu let out a low growl, Shen Qingshu was a little flustered by her abnormal appearance, and heard her muttering to herself: "I will tell my father, I will tell my father, and let him not regret the marriage, wait for me, I will The palace will go right away."

Zhao Jinlu didn't wait for Shen Qingshu's reply and ran away on her own, still laughing. If the palace people outside the palace saw her and didn't know her, they would inevitably think that this person was insane.

Shen Qingshu looked deeply at the fiery red figure who was surrounded and left by the palace people, then turned indifferently and walked towards the desk.

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Zhao Jinlu was crazy all the way, his behavior or appearance shocked many palace people on duty.When he saw Zhao Qiaomu, Zhao Qiaomu was discussing with several officials from the Ministry of Rituals how to be decent about retiring the marriage.

"I want to see my father! My father!"

The guards on guard are soldiers newly dispatched from the Ministry of War. They have no chance to see the princess's face, but they have heard about it. They all say that the little princess is beautiful and beautiful, and many princes and nobles admire her. Although the woman in front of her is somewhat She was beautiful, but she was a madman, so she was stopped, and the palace servants at the side just waved their hands impatiently at his theory, and it was the people inside who heard the noise outside and sent people out to have a look before they resolved the siege.

"Princess!" Jiu'er was startled when she saw Zhao Jinlu, and then scolded the guards: "Bold slave, you don't even recognize your master!"

Hearing this, the guard knelt down in panic and begged for mercy, but what he thought in his heart was that the rumors were really unbelievable, that the little princess was a lunatic.

Jiu'er helped her in, Zhao Qiaomu and several officials stared wide-eyed at the appearance of this person, this...

"You wait outside the temple and wait."

Getting up from his seat, Zhao Qiaomu looked at the person in front of him in disbelief. Is this really his daughter?

"Liu'er, what's the matter, why are you like this?"

Zhao Jinlu broke away from Jiu'er's support, and knelt down in front of Zhao Qiaomu, which surprised them again.

"What's wrong with Lu'er?" Zhao Qiaomu hastily helped her up, full of care and worry.

"Father, my son is only willing to marry Shen Qingshu, no matter what she is, I don't care, don't divorce, don't! My son will be obedient in the future, father agrees with son, I beg father to agree with son!"

Zhao Jinlu spoke eagerly, with tears hanging on his face, and he held Zhao Qiaomu's hand tightly.

"This..." Zhao Qiaomu's face was a little ugly, why did it get to her so quickly, and I have to clean up those bad mouthers some other day.

"Father, I beg you, you love me the most, don't you? Can you promise me this one last time, I beg you." Zhao Jinlu knelt down and kowtowed several times, without manners. to speak of.

"What are you doing here, my father is doing it for your own good, this Shen Qingshu... Well, after this, my father will choose a better one for you"

"No, I don't want her. Father, I can't live without her. If my father refuses, I would rather the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha live alone and die alone."

Even Jiu'er didn't know what kind of princess this princess was. When she came here, everyone could see what she looked like, but this meeting was very well organized. Except for the appearance, she was still the princess after all.

"Lu'er, why are you doing this, the emperor promised you, you get up quickly." Zhao Qiaomu felt sorry for her from the bottom of his heart, but this marriage must be withdrawn, so he thought about agreeing first, and calming down the little ancestor.

"Father, can you take it seriously? Could it be that you are bluffing my son?"

"Really, today is your day of great joy. Look at you, you are still a child at heart." Turning to Jiu'er, she said, "Aren't you going to wait on the princess?"

Jiu'er took the order to step forward, but Zhao Jinlu didn't need it, and smiled through tears: "I thank you, Father!"

Zhao Jinlu came here in a hurry, and left in a hurry. Zhao Qiaomu opened his mouth to say something, but the man had already run far away, and hurriedly asked Jiu'er to follow.

***

"Shen Qingshu, Shen Qingshu, my father agreed! My father agreed! Shen Qingshu..."

Even though she was disheveled and received strange looks from the palace people all the way, Zhao Jinlu still wanted to let her know immediately that she would not give up on her just because she was a woman, and that she wanted to be with her.

Entering the side hall, the joy did not fade away, and the scene in front of her instantly made her lose her voice.

I saw that the ground stretching to the desk was stained with red stars, Shen Qingshu sat slumped on the chair, the neck, the slender wound on the neck was dripping with blood, the gurgling blood flowed all the way down to the chest, on the plain white Dark red flowers bloomed on the clothes, and her face was pale white with her eyes closed, and she was still holding the "criminal" knife in her hand.

"Imperial doctor, pass on the imperial doctor!"

Jiu'er followed behind and heard Zhao Jinlu shouting loudly. With trembling hands, he covered the man's neck with a silk handkerchief. The large swath of bright red set off this day, so Jiu'er hurriedly ordered the people outside to pass on Doctor, he found out the medicine box to stop the bleeding for Shen Qingshu.

When the imperial doctor arrived, the blood flow in the wound had slowed down, but the person's beating pulse could hardly be detected. Zhao Jinlu was eager to save her life, but Zhao Jinlu had already forgotten that this move was pushing her further to death.

"Wang Fangshi, please come inside quickly."

Wang Fangshi saluted and was led into the inner room by Jiu'er. He inspected the injury with quick hands and feet, took medicine to stop the bleeding from the wound, and the scratched area extended to the throat. Fortunately, the blood vessel was not cut. The amount of bleeding described should indicate that there were other wounds, and Zhao Jinlu stretched out his hand to stop him when he wanted to untie his clothes.

The alchemist was puzzled, and saw that the princess was just hesitating, so he said solemnly: "Princess, human life is at stake, why do you stop me?"

Zhao Jinlu was silent for a while and said: "No matter what you see, you must keep silent after you go out, otherwise don't blame me for being ruthless."

While the two were puzzled, Zhao Jinlu went to untie his clothes by himself, and spread out the blood-soaked skirt, middle coat, and small coat, and untied them all. The thick strip of cloth had already been dyed vermillion, and this The real gender of the person is also clear at a glance.

Wang Fangshi turned a blind eye to this. His duty was only to save people. He switched places with Zhao Jinlu and found a small opening near his heart that was still oozing blood.Fetch cotton to clean up the mess around the eye, put the needle on Neiguan acupoint, and evenly disperse the golden medicine to the wound, and still listen to the other party groaning in pain, then suture and bandage, all done in one go.

Wiping the sweat from his forehead, he exhaled slowly.

"Princess, this girl's life is not in danger. She just loses too much blood and falls into a coma for a while. She will wake up in a short time. She can recover from her injuries in the future. It's just that the wound on the neck hurts the throat, maybe..."

Wang Fangshi didn't say it clearly, and Zhao Jinlu also understood, but no matter what, it's enough to save the person.

"I'm sorry for the alchemist Wang. I hope the alchemist will keep the matter of today secret." After speaking, Zhao Jinlu took off a white jade bracelet from his wrist and stuffed it into the alchemist Wang's hand. The alchemist Wang saluted without changing his expression.

"The princess speaks seriously, but the medicine on the prescription still needs to be sent back to the imperial hospital to get it."

"Jiu'er, you go with the alchemist."

However, Jiu'er didn't seem to have heard her shout, and was stunned. She obviously didn't recover from the surprise of knowing that Shen Qingshu was a woman. Zhao Jinlu called a few more times before she took her order and left. Before he glanced at the person in the bed meaningfully, he saw Zhao Jinlu's worried face, and his heart was sour.

Even though Zhao Qiaomu said yes to Zhao Jinlu, the Ministry of Rituals has already taken orders to remove all the belongings of the wedding ceremony one after another, and all the officials who had entered the palace for the banquet were also sent out of the palace. constantly.

***

The last shovel of soil went down, and the dark coffin was completely covered by the soil. After a while, a conical mound was built, and all 28 members of the Mu family were buried here, which also contributed to their reunion in a different way. I think so, The people present seem to be able to get a little comfort from it.

"I didn't protect her well..."

Then there was a sob.

***

The willows were already on the moon outside, and the celebration was still cancelled, and they had already changed back to the skirts they wore for daily use. By the man's bed.

The man had already woken up, and when he woke up, he just stared blankly at the top of the bed curtain. The pain in the wound told her that she was still alive, and she couldn't atone for her sin.She heard the people around her calling her name, asking long and short questions, and she just felt noisy. It lasted for a while, a warm wetness pressed against her palm, and she wanted to withdraw her palm, but found that she couldn't use any strength in her body and wanted to speak , There will be a sharp pain deep in her throat, even breathing is painful, she simply gave up, closed her eyes, and isolated all of this.

Opening his eyes again, the room was full of people, to be precise, soldiers, and that majestic face, majestic and ugly staring at his side, Shen Qingshu was not sure, it was just a guess, because whoever the daughter wanted to be with People who are also women are contrary to Chang Lun's mutual protection and beg you together. As parents, can you look good? This is the case in ordinary families, let alone this emperor's family.

As expected, Zhao Qiaomu didn't soften his heart any more. Shen Qingshu returned to that familiar yet unfamiliar place with injuries, saying that he was familiar because she had stayed here before, and unfamiliar because those inmates had been executed before and moved into a new batch of new ones. face.

She was locked up in solitary confinement, and the jailer said that Zhao Jinlu begged for it for her, and the Imperial Hospital sent people to treat her wounds every day, but it didn't help. Never forgetting to burst the old wounds.After a few days, no intact flesh could be found on her thin body.

The environment was humid and hot, many wounds were rotten and pus, and the prison cell exuded a stench of decay. Those who came to treat her wounds had to cover their mouths and noses with silk cloth to hold back vomiting.However, Shen Qingshu seemed to have lost all five senses and couldn't feel it. Even if he poured strong wine on the wound, it was just the trembling of the body's own consciousness, like a dead body but still hanging his breath. People don't give way.

On this day, the person sent by the imperial hospital was Wang Fangshi that day. As soon as Wang Fangshi stepped in, he saw Shen Qingshu lying on a blood-stained haystack, frowning, put down the medicine box, and went to check her body. His pulse became more and more serious, and he kept shaking his head, this person was probably dying.

Most of the flesh at the wound was tightly adhered to the clothes by the coagulated blood. Every time she pulled it, she could hear a slight muffled groan, and finally cleaned up part of the wound's pus and blood clots. If Wang Fangshi was in trouble, if he forcibly tore off the bloody clothes, wouldn't he just take his breath away in pain and die?The little princess can't punish her own crimes.

After thinking about it, he had to take out the scissors and pick it away a little bit. As a doctor, he claimed that he had never seen any scene. When the bloody wound was displayed in front of his eyes, Wang Fangshi still couldn't bear to look away.

After giving her the medicine, he gave some instructions to the guarding jailer and hurried away.

***

In Shijin Palace.

"Is this palace treating you well?"

No sorrow or joy could be seen on Zhao Jinlu's face, as he spoke slowly, he flicked the exquisite thin whip in his hand, Jiu'er gritted his teeth and let out a grunt, another ferocious whip mark was added on the smooth and fair back, which made her unable to stop the heat. She was trembling, but she didn't regret it.

"You have been with Ben Gong since childhood, so you should know what Ben Gong is like."

Zhao Jinlu leaned down, pinched Jiu'er's chin fiercely, looked at this pale and lifeless face pretending to be pitiful, and suddenly said with a serious expression: "You know how the father punishes those who have broken mouths. Is it? I will tell you now."

Leaving aside the panic in Jiu'er's eyes, from time to time there will be a few palace servants

He came in with a tray, and the contents of the tray made Jiu'er shudder. "Princess, the princess is merciful, Jiu'er is nothing but for the sake of the princess!"

"When will I need a slave to make decisions for me?"

Suddenly, Jiu'er's heart fell to the bottom and broke into pieces, she didn't know the pain, yes, she is just a slave, how can she love the princess?As half of his tongue fell to the ground, he passed out before he could make a sound.

In a blink of an eye, another month passed, and Shen Qingshu was finally picked up from the prison. No one knew what the little princess had done during the stalemate with the Holy One for more than a month. Surrendered, and pardoned this man's felony of punishing the nine clans.

There has been a new group of people in the Shijin Palace. It is unknown where the palace people who worked here have gone. The little princess has also changed her mind for the first time. There is nothing wrong with her, she just sits there all day long. In front of the bed, time and time again, he tirelessly told the unconscious man about the daily trivial matters in the palace. The man was seriously injured. The guard who was ordered to pick him up at that time vaguely remembered that the body was bleeding and dying. The look of dying, even the imperial doctor who was in the imperial hospital came over and comforted the princess after seeing it. This man is not alive for a few days, and he should start preparing for the funeral. Therefore, the princess talked to the man several times. I broke down and cried for a while and then regained my faith. What's interesting is that this person is also very uplifting. He couldn't stop his breath. Under the day and night of acupuncture and decoction therapy, this person actually woke up!No one paid attention to how long it had passed, but only knew that after the man woke up, he seemed to have seven souls and six souls, and he had no perception of anything outside.

When the weather is good, the princess will take a group of palace people and push her paralyzed in a wheelchair to go around the imperial garden. When encountering novel things, the princess will always be sensual and enthusiastic about popular science, even if she has never Get a response from her.

The Holy Majesty would come to visit the princess occasionally, but the ending was always a smile and a smirk, sometimes helpless.

People from Shangyiju also often go to Shijin Palace, because it is not an exaggeration to say that the person has only a skeleton left due to long-term injuries. , and the princess was also affected by this person, and she became haggard and thinner day by day.

Day after day, under Zhao Jinlu's unremitting efforts to take care of her, Shen Qingshu's injuries have been healed. The only regret is that her legs are no longer as convenient as before, and her warm voice can no longer be heard. Her person also becomes moody, usually more angry than happy.

"Where is Master Shen?"

Today is a special occasion, when the foreign envoy hosted a banquet in the palace, Zhao Jinlu couldn't shirk it, but the queen mother came to arrest him herself, and she had to go to find out that she was the protagonist of this palace banquet, and the foreign envoy was here. The one who proposed marriage to her father, although her father didn't say anything, turned a blind eye to the current situation of her and Shen Qingshu, put his heart at ease, and agreed to the marriage. In the spring of next year, he will marry far away from another country , to undertake the good of the two countries.

After the banquet, Zhao Jinlu didn't feel much, but felt a little tired. She was so tired that she didn't even refuse Zhao Qiaomu's offer. When she returned to her bedroom, she saw the mess everywhere, but the culprit had gone somewhere, so she turned to Zhao Qiaomu. The palace man who was taking care of the mess asked.

"Princess, Lord Shen is taking a bath at the back of the palace."

Zhao Jinlu nodded thoughtfully and entered the bathing pool, surrounded by mist, she could barely see the beautiful figure sitting in the pool with her back to herself.

"You all go down."

On the surface, the palace servants who served Shen Qingshu to take a bath but had never been able to get close to him could only stand aside and wait, relieved, bowed their backs and backed out.

After taking off her clothes, Zhao Jinlu also went down into the pool. The surface of the pool was slightly rippling. Shen Qingshu turned around with deep eyes. Zhao Jinlu smiled at her, moved closer to her, and reached out to stroke her as usual. Every scar on her body moved to her neck, and other scars could be covered by wearing clothes, but this scar was clearly exposed, no matter how many times she looked at it, it would cause her bone-piercing pain.Staying for a while, she slid to her moist pink lips, smiling infinitely and gently said: "You don't let those palace people serve you, are you waiting for me?"

Even though he knew that this kind of joke ended without a response, Zhao Jinlu never tired of it. When the skin was close, he kissed her lips, and wanted to invade her whatever he wanted in his heart. Even so, Shen Qingshu never moved to resist, but this It also doesn't mean acceptance, Zhao Jinlu knows it.

At the end, Zhao Jinlu leaned on her shoulder, played with the scattered Wusi, and said in a low voice: "Do you still miss her?" Realizing that her body paused, she continued: "Then this is Gong will go out with you to see her."

****

"Are you all ready?"

"Princess, everything is ready."

"What does the emperor say?"

"Just let you come back earlier."

"Understood, let's go down."

Zhao Jinlu and others all pretended to be ordinary people and left the palace in a carriage. In fact, she didn't know that Shen Qingshu heard what she said last night when she thought Shen Qingshu had fallen asleep. She said, "Shen Qingshu, I suddenly want to let you go." What should I do if I'm gone?" And what she asked, do you still miss her?Thinking, why not, after so long, how should I face her?But the fact is that she doesn't have to face her anymore.

The carriage drove towards the outskirts of the city, and stopped when it was leaning against the mountain. When Shen Qingshu's eyes caught sight of the large and small conical shapes, and finally stopped at the brand new one compared with the surroundings, something rushed into her brain. Not only that my legs and feet are inconvenient, but in the future I took over the crutches, fell off the slope, and climbed forward with dragging belts. Is the name engraved on the tombstone a coincidence?Shen Qingshu asked himself, could it be that the surrounding ones were also a coincidence?

Mu Chu, Mu Chu, "Mu Chu..." She hadn't spoken for a long time, trying to make a sound, like a knife cutting through glass, hoarse and piercing, her eyes were scarlet, her breathing changed from light to heavy, and she stroked the inscription on the inscription. The slender hands trembled non-stop.

how could be?She asked herself again in her heart, why did I survive while you were gone?Why?Why……

I don't believe it, I don't believe it, it's not you.

Shen Qingshu supported the ground with both hands, and moved to the back of the stele with difficulty. When everyone was wondering what she was going to do, she actually dug up the soil on the grave. The fingertips were already bloody, and it was just a few red scratches of different shades left on the soil surface.

She was still going on, and Zhao Jinlu didn't let anyone come forward, but she could only hear her screaming with an indistinct throat:

"Why, why didn't you wait for me to explain to you, I can explain, Mu Chu, Mu Chu!"

Suddenly, a gust of blood surged up and spit out following the roar, before falling to the ground.

"Shen Qingshu! Help her back to the carriage, go back to the palace, go back to the palace!" Zhao Jinlu panicked, she didn't want to provoke her, and looked at the face that suddenly turned pale with regret.

"Mu Chu..." In a coma, Shen Qingshu opened his mouth and spit out two unclear words, Zhao Jinlu leaned his ear to her lips: "What do you want to say, say it."

I don't know whether to respond to her question, it is also not clear, but it made Zhao Jinlu completely determined to set her free, because she said:

"Muchu, how can you leave me alone, selfish..."