letter of commitment

50.

There is no thing or person who can't be forgotten, but Shen Qingshu is an exception.

The people around him, subordinates, friends, and colleagues are basically married and established businesses, and earlier they have both children.But the seat next to her is vacant, and there are often enthusiastic matchmakers who help out with good intentions, and what's more, they directly come to the door to plug someone to her. Regarding this, she will rarely joke, saying: "Who said there is no one around me? Na Xiao, you have to ask Madam, Madam is not here, no way."

So, madam, where are you?I have prepared the wedding dress and dowry gift, and I am waiting for you to come back.

After three years, he was transferred to Beijing after his term expired.Goodbye to Zhao Qiaomu, his temples are already gray, and he sighs that time makes people grow old.

Zhao Qiaomu didn't talk to her, and didn't even give her a straight look, and only let the officials talk about her merits and demerits in the past few years.

Good fellow, although because of her, my precious daughter became a nun, but looking at the performance report presented by the Minister of the Ministry of Officials, it is densely packed, with ten lines at a glance, meritorious deeds, public and private must be distinguished, and I sigh that I have not misjudged the person.In terms of rewards, he moved to the governor of Nanyue and took office a year later.

Appreciation is appreciation, and awkwardness still has to be troubled. South Vietnam has superior geographical conditions and abundant materials, but there are many floods all year round, and local officials often complain about it.

Mentioning Nanyue, Shen Qingshu thought of Mu Chu again. The red bean hairpin she picked for her hadn't arrived in time to give it to her. The lacquer on the outside had been oxidized and mottled due to time, and the wooden hairpin itself was corroded and full of sores. hole, but she was reluctant to throw it away.

Before leaving the palace, Zhao Qiaomu made a request.

"I have time to visit my son for the widow."

Shen Qingshu heard the helplessness in his words, and the concern of an old father for his children.For Zhao Jinlu, Shen Qingshu has already chosen to forget everything between them, just like what she told her when she saw Zhao Jinlu, the past is just like clouds and smoke, fleeting.

Shen Qingshu stayed for a few days and visited Ling Luoqian during the period. Three years was enough to resolve all misunderstandings. He also abandoned politics and went into business. Sun Qingling gave birth to a daughter for him, and Shen Qingshu recognized her as a relative. Two days later It's the little guy's hundred-day banquet, I was invited to the banquet, chatted about homework, said some blessings, teased the little guy, and resigned.

The Mu Mansion has been restored and built, and the builder tried his best to make each courtyard match the original appearance. There is still a year left, so Shen Qingshu simply lives here temporarily.

In March in Yangchun, the wind was warm and the sun was warm, Shen Qingshu remembered Zhao Qiaomu's entrustment, sent people to prepare chariots and horses, took a few personal guards and brothers surnamed Zhong and went out.Passing through the market, it was noisy, and was blocked by the crowd of spectators.

"What's the matter?" Seeing the carriage stopped, Shen Qingshu opened a corner of the curtain and asked.

"It should be something happened in the front, and the subordinates took people to see it."

Zhong Qiao drove his horse to the front of the car, Su Se said to Shen Qingshu.

"Well, that's fine too."

Shen Qingshu responded, and Zhong Qiao brought two people over.

After dispersing the crowd, I saw a man dressed as a hunter viciously beating and scolding a woman. The woman was disheveled, wearing a tattered and patched short-sleeve shirt, curled up and hugged her head with her thin body, crying and begging for mercy: "I Don’t dare, don’t dare.”

The Orion seemed to get angrier the more he listened, he pulled the woman's hair, and said viciously: "Damn, I gave birth to you, and you still want to escape? If I hadn't found you at that time, you would have died long ago, stinking!" Ladies, dare to escape? I can’t beat you to death!”

"stop!"

Following the sound, I saw Zhong Qiao took out a token, and the interested crowd dispersed when they saw the officers and soldiers coming, but the Orion was still cursing at the woman, but he didn't do anything anymore, and came to Zhong Qiao with a nod and bow. In front of him: "Master, I'm just teaching my mother-in-law how I disturbed you."

Zhong Qiao gave him a cold look, and motioned for the two to help the woman up, but they struggled fiercely as soon as they got close to the woman, and finally restrained her, and brought her to Zhong Qiao.

Zhong Qiao didn't intend to look at it. Just now she had been holding her head and couldn't see her face clearly. Now that she saw it clearly, she was startled and even more excited. She pointed at the Orion and said to the two soldiers: "Take him Get off!" He picked up the woman and hurried towards Shen Qingshu.

When Zhong Qiyu saw him, he was still holding a dirty man trembling like a sieve in his arms, and said, "Why do you..."

"My lord! My lord!"

Zhong Qiao was so excited that he didn't know what to say, so he could only call the people inside.

When Shen Qingshu opened the curtain and came out, he put down the person in his arms. The unfamiliar yet familiar face made Shen Qingshu's breathing quicken, and he welcomed the person into the spacious carriage at a loss. talk.She should be happy, shouldn't she?She has been looking for her for so long, why...

"Mu Chu...is that you?" Shen Qingshu wasn't sure, because regardless of the appearance of the person in front of her, as long as she reached out to touch her, she would be like a frightened little animal, trembling, tearful and curled up in a corner, holding her head He kept saying: "Don't hit me, I don't dare, never dare again."

"Muchu, it's me, I'm sir, I won't hurt you."

Shen Qingshu coaxed softly, trying to get closer to her, she realized that she was yelling louder: "Don't come over! I don't know you, I don't know you, go home, I want to go home!"

The fear in her eyes really couldn't make people happy, Shen Qingshu could only feel distressed and guilty.

What has she experienced in the past three years?

As soon as this happened, he resolutely went back home, and before he had time to explain to everyone, he asked Xiao He to take Mu Chu down to take a bath, and informed the medical officer to wait outside.

Zhong Qiao had already explained the reason, and Shen Qingshu suppressed the anger in his heart, making the hunter think that he could get something out of it.

"So, you saved Mu Chu?"

"Yes, the villain found her after chasing a prey to the river. Seeing that she was still alive, he brought her back for treatment. Sir, you don't know that when the villain rescued her, she was seriously injured. There is a hole in the right side of the abdomen that looks penetrating, and the left thigh and right arm are almost about to be amputated, but the villain searched everywhere for a prescription to cure her..."

The summary of what Orion said was that without him, Mu Chu would have died, and how much he had done to make Mu Chu survive, but he kept silent about the previous incident.Of course he didn't tell Shen Qingshu, he thought that Mu Chu was still alive at the time, although she was disfigured, she was a woman anyway, in their small lumpy village, he was the only one who was still a bachelor, picked up dead horses and used them as live horse doctors, Maybe he can pick up a daughter-in-law for nothing.

Listening to his eloquent talk, he could not get any useful information. Shen Qingshu didn't want to listen any more. Thinking that he was Mu Chu's savior, he didn't hold him accountable and arranged for him to stay in the mansion. Zhong Qiyu and Zhong Qiyu went to Lintong Garden by themselves, just bumping into Xiaohe who came out.

Xiao He kept wiping away her tears. When Mu Chu was taking a bath, Mu Chu was extremely resistant and finally took a bath. The bruises on her body, big and small, had healed, in Xiao He's eyes, The tears just fell for nothing.

When entering the room, Mu Chu had already drank the tranquilizing medicine and fell asleep. Compared to Xiao He, the medical officer cupped his hands and expressed joy when he saw Shen Qingshu.

Shen Qingshu frowned slightly, "Why do you like it?"

"Madam is two months pregnant, but Madam is mentally ill and physically weak, which will affect the fetus, but you don't have to worry..." The medical officer thought that he was asking for credit, and he would definitely be able to restore Mu Chu's body. Let the fetus be born safely.

Shen Qingshu's mind was buzzing in disbelief.

"What did you say...she's pregnant?"

Seemingly not aware of the abnormality in Shen Qing's writing, the medical officer hastily nodded with a smile and said: "Congratulations, my lord is about to become a father."

Shen Qingshu suddenly lost strength, like a deflated ball, if she hadn't used crutches, she would have fallen, she couldn't hide her emotion anymore, she was furious, and swept the objects on the table to the ground.

"Bastard!" Shen Qingshu roared, his previously gentle face turned ferocious.

"My lord?" The medical officer stepped in without knowing, and Shen Qingshu had already turned around and left angrily.

Orion was still complacent about his wonderful fantasies, immersed in the big dream of spring and autumn, the moment Shen Qingshu broke in the door woke him up, and he opened his mouth and cursed: "That one who doesn't have eyes... oh, it's my lord, Look at my mouth." He put on an embarrassing look and slapped himself a few times, smiling, Shen Qingshu accompanied him with a cold smile, it was time to slap him.

Not allowing him to say anything, the Orion was tied up and thrown to the ground by the people who rushed into the house.

"My lord, you, you, what are you doing." Looking at a room of guards holding guys and then at Shen Qingshu's cloudy face, he panicked.

"Tell me everything, everything that has happened to you and her these past few years."

"My lord, the villain didn't dare to hide it, it's all... ah, my lord, don't, I say, I say."

Orion still wanted to be sloppy, but without any hesitation, Shen Qingshu pulled out the sword from the guard's waist and put it on Orion's neck, gritted his teeth and said in a cold voice: "One hundred and fifty, there must be no half-truth."

"Yes Yes Yes."

In this way, Orion became much more honest, and explained the whole ins and outs, including the discovery that Mu Chu lost his memory after he cured Mu Chu, and completely decided to carry out his dirty ideas to the end.

Although Mu Chu has lost his memory, he still has his own thoughts. He wants to leave again and again, but he doesn't know that the people in this village are all grasshoppers on a rope, and most of them are bought and abducted daughters-in-law. She left, in a hurry, and forced to marry.After a while, he restrained himself a little when Mu Chu became obedient. Once, while hunting, he met officers and soldiers holding Mu Chu's portrait looking for people, and lied that he had passed by, and the flesh from his mouth couldn't just fly away like this. From then on, Mu Chu was trapped at home all day long, and she was not allowed to go out for activities.

For three years, like this, Mu Chu lived for three full years in a state of beatings and scolding, lack of clothes, and lack of food. , I came to Fengdu to seek life, and I don't need to talk about Shen Qingshu to know the later ones.

"Heh, heh..." Shen Qingshu felt that he was going crazy, his whole body was numb, he couldn't calm down, he took a deep breath, the sword in his hand had been thrown aside by her, and he could only keep pacing around in place, no one would Dare to speak out rashly, only Orion thought that Shen Qingshu was going to let him go and hurriedly said: "My lord, my villain is telling the truth, and I have never concealed it."

"You hid her for three years, because you and I have been looking for her for three years. Do you know that she is my unmarried wife? She is pregnant with your child now, do you know?"

After finishing speaking calmly as much as possible, a cold light flashed in Shen Qingshu's eyes, and he suddenly smiled, laughing that the man in front of him lost control because of her words.

"My lord, I, I, I... my lord, please forgive me, it is the villain who has lost his eyes, the villain..."

Orion's cock was already wet, and because of fear, his tongue was tied up, Shen Qingshu was still laughing, with an incomprehensible smile.

"I won't kill you."

Five words, still a reassurance, thank you before Orion didn't come, she suddenly limped and picked up the long sword that was thrown aside and walked to him, (Sexuality causes disaster, cut to eternal rule) With Orion's painful cry The sound and the bright red liquid oozing from his crotch, Shen Qing's writing did not change color, his articulate words were clear, and he paused word by word—"I want someone to cut off your flesh one by one, if you are so hard, you can still die." If you can’t die, I’ll let you go.”

Clanging, the bloody long sword was thrown casually, and the Orion's howling and begging for mercy could no longer be heard. Shen Qingshu didn't know what to use to describe his feelings at this moment.

When they went out, the brothers surnamed Zhong were already waiting outside, and the conversation between Orion and Shen Qingshu was also followed verbatim.

"Your Excellency is too merciful." Zhong Qiyu said in a deep voice, and Zhong Qiao also nodded. They know the pain that Shen Qingshu has suffered in search of Mu Chu these years. Even if Shen Qingshu wanted to save his life for this kind of beast, they would not be able to complied with.

"Then leave it to the two of you, don't say anything."

"Yes."

***

Afterwards, everything was peaceful, eerily peaceful.

"My lord, do you really want to..."

After receiving the note from Shen Qingshu, Xiao He's eyes filled with tears again.

"Grab the medicine and fry it, then send it over."

"Um……"

Xiao He brought the medicine in, and the medical officer followed up. Shen Qingshu stood outside the door and looked up at the long white clouds floating lazily in the sky for a long time. About the time passed, Xiao He came out again with a basin of blood There was a bed sheet that was dyed red inside, she glanced at it indifferently, her green shirt was wet with tears, and she didn't dare to go in to see the delicate woman inside.

She just has a small mind, she just can't tolerate this innocent child, even though he was conceived by Mu Chu.

It has been more than a month since Mu Chu was brought back. She is well-behaved and very quiet on weekdays, but whenever a man approaches her, she will be terrified. For this reason, Shen Qingshu specially went to the palace to manage Zhao Qiaomu and asked for a medical girl. Treating her personally, the servants in the palace are always more reliable than ordinary people. Mu Chu's condition is getting better day by day, but he still can't remember anyone. It's all just asking for comfort.

The important person who entered the palace last time also reminded Shen Qingshu that it was time to visit Zhao Jinlu.

Perhaps he really devoted himself to the Buddha and let go of his dusty thoughts. Shen Qingshu was surprised by Zhao Jinlu's change.There is always a faint smile on his face, clean and untainted, graceful and elegant.

After greeting each other, the two sat in a pavilion in the middle of the lake and drank tea. The temple was very quiet, and only two or three pilgrims walked around when they heard the sound of sutras being recited aloud.

Shen Qingshu took a sip of tea, and Zhao Jinlu suddenly asked her: "What do you think, my lord?"

Shen Qingshu thought about it for a while: "It's okay."

Zhao Jinlu shook his head when he heard the words, got up from his seat, looked at the corner of the lake, twirling the beads in his hand and said: "The tea is bitter, you still think it's okay, but there are a lot of troubles, you feel it's normal, if it's bitter, it's okay However, the most fearful of pain is not knowing it, and indulging in pain is the time of degeneration."

Shen Qingshu bowed his head and pondered without saying a word, planning to just ignore it, but Zhao Jinlu seemed to know something, which was not as she wished.

"You have nothing to say?"

"I found her."

"then you?"

"She forgot about me."

Shen Qingshu took another sip of tea, well, she frowned so bitterly.

***

"Is there anything unusual today?"

"No."

"Where are you now?"

"It should be in Zhaowen Garden, sir, can you go and see it?"

"Alright."

Before leaning in, I heard bursts of bell-like laughter floating in the wind.

A swing was set up in the courtyard at some point. Mu Chu sat on the swing, and Xiao He pushed her behind her. She seemed to be very happy, and kept talking about making it higher and higher.

Shen Qingshu originally wanted to watch from a distance, but unexpectedly, she walked behind them by accident, and Xiao He was about to make a sound, so she hurriedly gestured for silence, Xiao He understood, and made room for her.

Mu Chu was immersed in happiness, but she didn't realize that the person pushing the swing had changed. She smiled sweetly, her fair face was flushed, and her thick eyelashes fluttered up and down like butterfly wings, unable to cover her juicy eyes. , long black hair fluttering in the wind, flying unrestrainedly between the heaven and the earth.

Shen Qingshu hadn't seen her like this for a long time. After picking her up, she was always cautious and guarded against everyone. This was also Shen Qingshu's most worrying part. Would she stay like this forever? If she couldn't get out, then she should what to do?

But at this moment, she wasn't bothered by these, and there was a warm current in her chest, infected by her joy.Mu Chu's bright smiling face made her want to take care of it, cherish it, and not let it go away with the wind.

"Okay, that's enough, stop." Mu Chu seemed to be satisfied, and reminded the person who pushed the swing.

"enough?"

It was an unfamiliar voice. Looking back, Mu Chu froze his smile, his pupils kept shrinking, and he was about to get off before the swing stopped. An unsteady slip fell and he fell straight into Shen Qingshu's arms. Shen Qingshu didn't think about it. Too many, subconscious movements surrounded her.

"You let me go..." Mu Chu trembling in her arms, with tears in his eyelashes, tremblingly said, as if he had given Shen Qingshu a blow in the head, shattering this short-lived beauty.

"Let me go, please..."

Shen Qingshu was unwilling in every way, the person in his arms was already crying and begging her, he let go of his arms in pain.

"I won't hurt you, no, don't be afraid."

As soon as he landed, Mu Chu ran away in a panic, obviously he didn't hear the sincere words from the injured person behind him.

"Take it easy, it'll be fine if you're by my side." Shen Qingshu said to himself.

On the first day of the new month, there is a cool breeze in the stone pavilion, and fireflies are dancing, reflecting each other with the stars in the sky.

Shen Qingshu sat in the pavilion drinking alone, and was coughed from time to time. Her physical condition was also not very optimistic, and it was really not suitable for drinking, but she couldn't hold back a few drinks and put them aside.

Strolling to the side of the pavilion, looking down at the lake, the lotus is in full bloom, and the slight breeze brings a burst of fragrance. The golden carp in the lake sometimes swims up and sometimes sinks, shining a little golden light against the moonlight. She looks up at the moon again, With a lot of preoccupations, she seemed to have something to say and slowly chanted: "Last night's round is not tonight's round, but I believe that the round place will be more beautiful. Twelve times a year, how long can I have a young man?" I am amazed.

At this time, another gust of fragrant wind blew, and Shen Qingshu suddenly felt numb all over his body, as if he was drunk, and his intuition was spinning.She suddenly thought, time is so fast when she and Mu Chu met, Mu Chu was only fifteen, and now she is twenty, and there is no childishness in her body, oh, forgot, this age should have been a mother, said In the end, I missed her by myself. If I hadn't met myself, how happy she would be. It was my fault.

In Lintong Garden, Mu Chu had already rested. She didn't sleep soundly, and she never got out of the terrible nightmare. In the dilapidated hut, surrounded by several people, one of the men pressed on her body again, violently tore off the Regardless of her resistance and struggle, she fiddled with her body, insisting on taking her clothes, without any pity, and the few around her clapped their hands and applauded.

Suddenly, those ugly and evil men disappeared, and they stretched out their hands invisibly. Why is there light? Are they here to save her?No, these hands grabbed her neck so hard that the nails sank into the flesh and watched the blood flow out. She was in so much pain that she could hardly breathe, was she going to die?That's great, let's just be relieved like this... But the hands loosened again, and a stranger appeared. He couldn't see clearly, and walked towards her step by step. , who is it?

"who are you?"

The man didn't speak, he leaned close to her ear and whispered to her: "Mu Chu, I love you." Then he disappeared.

"Hey! Don't go! Don't go!"

The surroundings became dark again, and when I woke up suddenly, my heart was heaving, and suddenly I heard someone knocking on the door.

Mu Chu was frightened and asked timidly, "Xiao He, is that you?"

There was no response for a long time, Mu Chu wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, and did not make any noise, the knock on the door stopped.

Just as Mu Chu was about to breathe a sigh of relief, another rustling sound from the roof lifted his heart up again.

"Xiao He, Xiao He!"

Mu Chu got up from the bed and ran outside, calling for Xiao He. When she opened the door, there was no one in the courtyard. She panicked and was about to leave when someone jumped down from the roof.

"what!"

The man hurried forward and covered her mouth, and said in a low voice, "Don't yell, don't yell."

It was too late, Mu Chu's cry alarmed Zhong Qiao who was leading a patrol, da da da, the footsteps were getting closer, the man had no choice but to give up.

"Uncle will come to see you again." Then he disappeared into the night.

This night, the house was brightly lit.

in the library.

"It's because of the subordinate's dereliction of duty that he failed to catch the thief."

"Qi Ao don't want to say that, it's because of you that Mu Chu was able to avoid accidents, did you find anything?"

"When the subordinate led people to rush there, the thief had already fled, but the subordinate heard that the thief claimed to be Madam's uncle."

"uncle?"

When did an uncle come out?But she didn't want what happened tonight to happen again.

"Muchu sent more people there. As for this...investigate carefully, don't rush to report to me, what you want is the result."

Zhong Qiao took the order and left.

***

Mu Chu is very satisfied that no one has seen through the disguise of his amnesia so far, the blood in his brain has been drained early, everything that should be remembered is not bad, and what should be forgotten can never be forgotten.

She is so dirty right now, she makes me despise her, she probably shouldn't be alive, or she is just so depraved, why did Shen Qingshu appear?When she showed up, she couldn't bear to leave.

Seeing Shen Qingshu happy and sad for her was a kind of torture. I really wanted to go back to the past with my husband, but she couldn't go back to the past after all.

When dealing with the Orion, Zhong Qiyu asked carefully for the location of the village, and he and Shen Qingshu took a team there.

The village is not big, with about twenty households.Crowded between two deep mountains, hidden in the forest, the visitor found the entrance after walking around for a long time.

The sun was setting at dusk, and the smoke was rising, and there were no people walking around in the village. After all, these stupid people only cared about the warmth of their wives and children. Let’s have a good meal, and then we should go on the road after eating.

The family was sitting around the dining table, enjoying simple and unpretentious meals, talking and laughing, when the door of the house was kicked open by a menacing stranger with a knife, before he could react, the big white steamed bun in his hand fell to the ground.

The villagers who reacted fled in all directions, and the voices of adults crying for help and children crying were noisy.

"If it weren't for you, Mu Chu wouldn't have to suffer so much."

Shen Qingshu looked coldly at the bleeding man who was holding onto the hem of her blouse and was crying. It was obvious that this man didn't know what she was talking about, but he was willing to beg for mercy just to survive. This would only make Shen Qingshu think of Mu At the beginning, they also begged in such a low voice, and suffered their ruthless rejection, and then despaired.

Shen Qingshu didn't dare to think any further, and raised his hand. Without thinking, Zhong Qiyu had already handed her his sword.The cold light projected from the blade reflected on the man's face: "Don't kill me!"

……

Sealing his throat with a sword, blood spattered on the spot. Shen Qingshu looked at his red-stained clothes and frowned. He had to ask the two brothers for advice on how to make it clean and tidy.

"My lord, all of them have been executed!" The little soldier came to her and said respectfully.

Hearing this, Shen Qingshu took a deep look at the corpses scattered all over the ground, with an indifferent expression.Since when did human life become worthless in her eyes?

"Leave a few people, dispose of these corpses, and set them on fire."

"My lord, it's getting late..."

"No need, let's set out and set off." She knew what Zhong Qiyu was going to say, but she was worried about Mu Chu, afraid that she would disappear again after only one night.

It was already around noon the next day when we returned to the city. As soon as we entered the gate, we saw a few maids playing with Mu Chu on the promenade in the front yard. Mu Chu's eyes were blocked by dark cloth, so he could only reach out his hands to grope around. Often it was all in vain, and a few maids couldn't help laughing again and again.

Seeing this, Shen Qingshu became annoyed, and walked among them without stopping, staring so hard that the little maids did not dare to speak and all lowered their heads.

Just about to say something, Mu Chu suddenly touched her, hugged her, and said proudly, "Ha! I caught you!"

Mu Chu happily tore off the strip of cloth, and saw Shen Qingshu looking at her jokingly, she forgot her fear and embarrassment, and lowered her head uncomfortably, just in time to see the blood stains on Shen Qingshu's shirt.

"Sir, are you injured!?" She asked nervously, met Shen Qingshu's surprised eyes, her heart skipped a beat, and she was about to turn around and leave, but Shen Qingshu predicted her action one step ahead, turned against the customer, and held her tightly in his arms inside.

"You, what do you call me?"

"You let me go..."

"You call me Mr., do you remember me, don't you?" Shen Qingshu's eyes sparkled, he couldn't help but Mu Chu was pushing her arms open, complaining secretly that he was showing his feet and didn't dare to look at her.

"I don't even know you—" "You lied!"

"You care about me, call me Mr., you dare not look at me, you obviously already remember me!"

Mu Chu was dumbfounded, speechless, and the little maids raised their heads and peeped at the two curiously because they didn't know.

"You remember me, why didn't you tell me, seeing that I'm sad but still want to hide me?" Shen Qingshu suddenly let go of her, she took two steps back, her face darkened.

"Is it because I killed your child and killed your husband?"

"No, no!" Mu Chu suddenly raised his head and eagerly denied it. How is this possible?It's just that she is like this now, she will feel ashamed in front of her husband, how can she accompany her.

Then there is only one possibility.

"Or, you don't love me anymore?"

……

The long silence was like pouring cold water on Shen Qingshu's body in a snowy winter night, adding insult to injury, intending to crush her.

Shen Qingshu, you also have today.She ridiculed in her heart that the loved one is always confident, she was like this before, and she even thought that Mu Chu had no one to rely on except her, she was wrong in the end.

She went over and grabbed Mu Chu's shoulders again, weeping and screaming slightly out of control: "When everyone said you were dead and there was no remains, I have been looking for you for three years. I have been looking for you for three full years. In the past three years, I have suffered as much as you. I found you with great difficulty, but you forgot me, and remembered me with difficulty, but kept me as a fool because you don’t love me anymore. , you want to get rid of me, don't you? Tell me!"

Mu Chu was stunned by her yelling and completely unable to answer, Shen Qingshu changed his voice again, she held Mu Chu's face and looked at her infinitely tenderly, aggrieved and at a loss, she spoke softly.

"Muchu, let's not separate again. This is a kind of torture. I won't lose you again, and you don't want to leave me either. Let's live a simple life well."

"Sir, I'm sorry...I'm sorry."

Her heart was about to shatter into pieces, Shen Qingshu couldn't breathe in the pain, but she was still holding on, saying I'm sorry is better than saying that I don't love her, it will hurt less.

Well, the result is already clear.

"Don't cry." Shen Qingshu wiped away her tears with the corner of his sleeve, but he didn't know that he was already crying.The maids on the side also secretly wiped away their tears in response to the scene.

"Just remember me..."

A fresh fragrance permeates the nostrils, the long-lost touch is soft and sweet, the unfinished voice is submerged in this affectionate kiss, lips and tongues intersect, greedily snatching every inch of each other's breath, conquering the city, obscuring everything around.

After a long time, their lips parted, and the kiss came too suddenly, both of them were breathing a little short of breath, Shen Qingshu was at a loss when he saw Mu Chu's flushed little face because he hadn't slowed down.

"I love you, sir, but I'm sorry... I'm sick, I can't do it myself, I can't forget it! Every time I close my eyes, they will appear, and I can't break free! I..." Shen Qingshu couldn't bear to listen to her Going on, he tied her into his warm embrace: "Stop talking, they are all over, no one will hurt you again, never again."

Never give anyone a chance to hurt you again.