Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Before graduating, Siwon liked Ryeowook, but in the end, Director Cui found out about it, and he didn’t know why his father knew about it? Maybe it was because he went to the hospital every day and was found out, or was someone instigating and telling the truth? So Director Cui became angry. , let Siwon be forcibly sent out of the country immediately on the day of graduation, and was not even given a chance to say goodbye to Ryeowook. Ryeowook’s graduation ceremony was the same as elementary school and junior high school, and he did not participate. How could he meet Siwon? Why doesn’t Ryeowook use cellphones or internet communication? Siwon just wants to find Ryeowook to explain what’s going on right now, but he finds it more difficult to find Ryeowook than going to heaven, and he doesn’t have time to fly to Cao’s house to say goodbye to Ryeowook. It has been irretrievable.

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Before Li Xu was rescued from house arrest by Akai, Cao Dong hoped that Li Xu could bring his mobile phone for emergency needs, and asked Uncle Li to help Li Xu handle it, but Li Xu refused this kindness. It is not that Li Xu has not thought about this kind of demand , but as long as you have a mobile phone, there will be fixed expenses. In addition to the monthly rent, there may be maintenance fees, which will also make people dependent. Ryeowook does not want to spend unnecessary expenses on life, so he does not use communication equipment , if the school homework needs to use a computer, it will be processed in the library, so I don’t consider buying computer software, so Ryeowook almost distances himself from the outside world, there is no special situation, and he will not interact with his classmates, so this time Yuancai was so angry with Ryeowook that he couldn't get in touch immediately, so the two broke up like this.

Ryeowook originally had a little bit of hope, thinking that Siwon might come to share his future path after college, but he didn’t expect that as expected, “Graduation is the end”, the time in the hospital was just a little comfort, let my heart Don't be so painful, this feeling is like sprinkling salt on the wound, I have never loved anyone before, this is the first time, before the warm current of love has time to fill my heart, it flows out of the hole in my heart, hurting my whole body Blood, also comfort myself again, at least there are still a few weeks of romance, now that the romance period is over, let’s get back to reality!

Kyuhyun and Yoo Chanwoo? Since the two left Ryeowook’s ward last time, Kyuhyun has not been with Yoo Chanwoo anymore. At the beginning, Yoo Chanwoo was still clinging to Kyuhyun, but finally gave up slowly, just because Kyuhyun said One sentence:

"You haven't graduated yet, you can look for your new choice, I'm about to graduate, just like the "love culture" of this school, graduation means breaking."

For Hyun Wook, this kind of high school life is not colorful at all, but compared with ordinary high school students, there are more pasts that he doesn't want to recall. Ryeowook has long been used to the word "hurt". It will be paralyzed, what about Kyuhyun? It is still the same sentence "I don't understand myself more and more".

Ryeowook didn’t attend the graduation ceremony, except that he didn’t want to participate in the same way as elementary school and junior high school, and the injury on his body has not fully recovered, so it became a reasonable reason, the photo on the graduation album, Kyuhyun’s expression is not Smiling again, it turned into a handsome and indifferent face, while Ryeowook was still handsome and cold, without a trace of a smile.

Two days after graduation, Ryeowook took the simple luggage in his hand, smiled slightly and said to Uncle Li:

"Thank you for taking care of me all these years, I'm leaving now."

"Xiao Xu, your injury hasn't healed yet?"

"I know my body very well, please don't worry, Uncle Li."

"Where are you going, have you decided?"

"Not yet, but I know that there is no unparalleled path, and life has its own way out, so don't worry about it."Ryeowook smiled lightly.

Uncle Li paused, and patted Ryeowook on the shoulder:

"If you have any questions, please remember to call me."

"Thank you Uncle Li, please give this letter to Uncle Cao for me."

"You didn't say goodbye in person"?

"No, I'm afraid I will be sad, so I don't want to leave."

"Does Young Master Cao know?"

"Kyuhyun?... Hehe...".Ryeowook lowered his head, smiled slightly, shook his head and said:

"I shouldn't be very important, because he already knew that I would leave after graduation, so why bother."

"Xiao Xu...".

Ryeowook interrupted and continued: "Uncle Li, goodbye, thank you, I will never forget you in this life."

Uncle Li looked at Rye Wook's back, and remembered that Rye Wook wanted to help him leave in private, but Rye Wook was young and dared not disobey Dong Cao, so he could only politely refuse. I just hope that after Ryeowook leaves, there will be a better path to wait for in the future, and I won’t suffer any more. If I get hurt, I can still call myself instead of taking it all by myself. Now all I can do is hope that the future will be smooth and safe.

Ryeowook pulled the suitcase, not wanting to squeeze into the crowded subway, came to the bus stop, looked at the route sign, thought to himself, finally leave this city, there are three types of BUS at this bus stop, one is the local bus, Only shuttle between intervals, one is the urban special car, which can go around the busiest places in the city, the third is across counties and cities, and the driving distance is the longest. Ryeowook’s first trip is to take the second urban special car, At that time, I thought I had already left the city, but it turned out that it was only from the east to the west of the city. This time Ryeowook took the farthest third type of bus and did not intend to turn back.

Ryeowook, who took the simple luggage and got on the bus, chose to sit in the last row, staring out the window with blank eyes. After sitting for a few stops, he saw the section of the road he used to walk home. It turned out to be the elementary school he attended , Ryeowook has no good memories of elementary school. He only misses after leaving here with his mother, thinking that he would never transfer back to another school. Unexpectedly, before he was brought back, he wandered outside like a beggar for almost 2 weeks. The shadow of fear remains in the bottom of my heart, and I can only look back on my primary school life. As the bus walks, unpleasant memories in my mind are like trees passing by, and they are quickly swept across my mind. Except for pain, it is still pain.

The BUS came to a familiar and unfamiliar place again. It turned out to be the middle school I studied before, yes! That’s right, this school district is on the same route, and it is normal to pass by now. There is actually one passenger who boards the bus at this station It’s Ryeowook’s middle school classmate, Ryeowook also forgot his name, he was also one of the ones who bullied him, why bother to remember his name? Ryeowook saw that he ignored him completely, and immediately turned his face away Looking out of the window, that classmate Kim Ki Bum only saw Ryeowook again after 3 years after graduating from junior high school. Looking at Ryeowook with a handsome face and profound features, but the aloof and indifferent eyes made him feel uncomfortable. Dare to approach, because when I was in junior high school, I did childish and boring behavior to Ryeowook, I really wanted to apologize to Ryeowook in front of me, but I couldn't muster the courage, until I was about to get off the car, I looked back and saw that Ryeowook didn't Looking at himself, he had no choice but to get out of the car silently, Qi Fan stopped at the same spot and watched the bus Ryeowook was sitting on leave, feeling remorseful in his heart, isn't this just in life, you will make yourself regret doing certain things, but you can't do it to yourself If there is any compensation for the matter, maybe you will continue to live the next day with this regret. If you don’t look down, what can you redeem?

Ryeowook looked out of the window, his mind went blank and he didn't know how long it had passed. He suddenly saw a familiar parking lot, and then took a closer look at the luxurious building. It turned out to be "Blue Coral Hotel". Ryeowook's heart warmed a little. , I miss Brother Che, Xiaohai and Brother Dongxi. Although there is only a short warm time of 3~4 days, the temperature has not dropped, and I can still feel the warmth like a scarf. There is still hope in the wallet given by Zheng Yu Brother Che’s business card, but I don’t want to come here again. I’m afraid that the hateful Akai will appear again. Do I want to live in a protected environment for the rest of my life? Forget it, let’s do it!

The BUS went around the provincial highway and saw an undeveloped community. This old community was so familiar. When I remembered, this was not when I was kidnapped and taken back in a police car. The road the police car passed was the same as Community? The BUS will pass by this undeveloped community, hum! What happened today? It’s just such a coincidence. When I decided to leave here, the memories of the past would flow out one by one. It started to rain lightly outside the car. Suddenly Xu's body became cold, his hands embraced his arms, and he lowered his head and began to choke and cry. How long has it been since he cried? Didn't the tears back then have been drained? Does anyone know the pain in his heart? How can knowing help? These years How did you spend it? Before the age of 18, the life was exhausting and messy. Now, where do you go on this bus? Where is your future? Sentence "don't know".

2 days before graduation, the servants of Cao’s family moved the things in Hyun Wook’s dormitory back to Cao’s house. The next day, Kyuhyun went back to the school dormitory to get back the missing things, and suddenly saw the word “bronchiectasis” on Ryeowook’s desk. This is what Ryeowook brought with him when he had an asthma attack. Did he forget to take this jar? Or didn’t he throw it away after it was used up? Kyuhyun walked to Ryeowook’s desk, picked up the jar of medicine, and flashed through his mind a memory~

Every time when Ryeowook has an attack, he will put the pillow very high, so that he can sleep more comfortably, or he will sleep sitting up, so that the sound of asthma in the trachea will not be too loud. I used to hear Ryeowook’s asthma sound because of my own insomnia. Falling asleep, and still losing his temper at Ryeowook, Ryeowook had no choice but to pick up his coat and leave the dormitory, where did he go that night?

That’s right, of course the arrogant Kyuhyun doesn’t know? Because Ryeowook can’t fall asleep lying down, and he doesn’t want to make his body feel uncomfortable, and he has to take into account Kyuhyun’s mood and face, so he took his coat and ran to the library to sleep on his stomach Yes, this is one of the reasons why Ryeowook wanted to be a librarian at that time, because with the key, he can enter and exit freely, but these Gui