Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Xian didn't know.

stunned

Kyuhyun took the bronchodilator and wanted to throw it into the trash can, but he stopped in mid-air and took it back. After hesitating for a while, he put it in his bag; Uncle Lee took Kyuhyun home, thinking that Kyuhyun should Knowing that Ryeowook had left Cao's house, he didn't mention it in the car. Of course, Kyuhyun couldn't ask Ryeowook's current recuperation situation when he got home, until he met Aunt Hui the next day and asked casually:

"Ryeowook, is your appetite good now, can you eat more?"

Aunt Hui stared at Kyuhyun in surprise and said:

"Xiao Xu, I left yesterday."

When Kyuhyun heard what Aunt Hui said, his heart suddenly shifted, and his breathing stopped before he asked:

"Leaving yesterday yesterday"

"That's right! Young Master Cao, you don't know"

Kyuhyun said bleakly, "Yeah! But, now I know."After finishing speaking, Kyuhyun returned to the room with a heavy heart.

That's right, Ryeowook wanted to leave here so much. Didn't I always drive him away since I was a child? Now that he's really gone, why is my heart so sad? My mother wants to drive him away even more. Up to now, I still don't believe that he is not my father's child. Do you want to explain for Ryeowook? Everyone has left, do you still need to explain? Just like that, Kyuhyun stayed in the room, feeling dizzy from boredom all night, without giving himself a satisfactory answer.

During this time, Kyuhyun was still eating, drinking and having fun with a group of friends, the difference is that Ryeowook, who used to be by his side sometimes, did not appear, Kyuhyun smiled in his heart, in fact, it didn’t matter if he was there or not, but Kyuhyun would suddenly Shouting "Ryeowook" is to make Ryeowook do things for me, but now, I don't hear Ryeowook's response anymore, does my heart hurt? Yes, this is heartache, Kyuhyun told himself: "Do I really fall in love with Ryeowook?"

Suddenly Kyuhyun remembered that Ryeowook and himself were both applying for the same university, even though Ryeowook had left the Cao family, Ryeowook would still come to the school to report when school started, this time with a bit of anticipation and self-deception mentality, Unexpectedly, on the day of university registration, there was no sign of Ryeowook. Kyuhyun wanted to know if Ryeowook had come to the school, and went to the Academic Affairs Office to check the list of freshmen, but Ryeowook did not report.

Disappeared, Ryeowook really disappeared, Kyuhyun's withered mood was like a wing that lost its direction, images of the two living together for more than ten years flashed in his mind, Ryeowook really fulfilled his mother's contract, graduated from high school at the age of 18 I had to leave Cao’s house. However, during Ryeowook’s absence, the relationship between parents did not get better because of it. Dad still came back occasionally, and mother still often went out. I used to think Ryeowook was a "hate", at least there was another "hate". "Ghost" is by my side, and now there is no one else, is it lonely or afraid of being lonely? It turns out that I care so much about that "hate ghost", and that face like a "mask" will appear in my mind all the time, is it true? Are you starting to miss? Where did Ryeowook go? I have to ask who doesn’t have Ryeowook by his side, plus he doesn’t want to interact with his parents much, so Kyuhyun decided that he would rather live outside than live in a home without warmth.

After discussing with his parents, Kyuhyun, who entered the university, decided to live in the school dormitory to facilitate commuting to and from class. This is of course a legitimate excuse. Kyuhyun will inherit his father’s property in the future, so he is studying business and finance. , this boring subject made Kyuhyun just deal with schoolwork and not care about it.

It’s the holiday again, Kyuhyun came home that day, his father was not at home, he already knew that he was busy with work, if his mother was not at home, he might go back to his grandma’s house or hang out at a friend’s house to play cards; Seeing the strange look in his mother’s eyes after receiving the call, I really wanted to ask my mother where I went, remembering that I asked her before, but my mother didn’t want to answer and showed an unhappy expression, so Kyuhyun came up on a whim and happened to be wearing a peaked cap as a disguise Under such circumstances, I decided to follow my mother to see where my mother was going.

Kyuhyun took a taxi, followed behind his mother, and came to a building. There was an administrator at the door. Kyuhyun could no longer follow him. Watching his mother take the elevator to the 9th floor, Kyuhyun had an idea how to sneak in, so he went to When you buy a product in a convenience store, you need a small box to seal the product, then lower your peaked cap and pretend to be a delivery man, and then walk into the building and ask:

"I want to deliver to Ms. Park Shumin. Just now he asked me to deliver it right away. May I ask if she lives on the 9th floor?"

"Yes! She has just arrived, so you can send her directly up."The manager gestured with his hands, telling Kyuhyun to go upstairs directly.

After Kyuhyun got on the elevator to the 9th floor, he found two households. While still hesitating, he heard the sound of arguing, and felt that the sound was getting closer and closer to him. Kyuhyun immediately hid in the stairwell, and then the door opened and heard that it was his mother. the sound of:

"I have a hard life. When you are your underground wife, you raise that bastard here. I will help you raise children in Cao's house. What am I?"

"Honey, I've said it many times, it's not true, come on in, it's embarrassing to be heard by the neighbors".

"It's shameful that I gave birth to a child for you, but he calls someone else's father. Who is the shameful person?"

"Do you think I would like to? I also hope to hear Kyuhyun call me daddy."

Then the two continued to argue at the door. Just now Kyuhyun felt that something was wrong when he heard the conversation between his mother and the man. He didn't expect that he was still suspicious and his brain couldn't react. What are you arguing about? Kyuhyun’s mind is completely blank. All he knows is that his mother was dragged into the door by that man again. Although there were still quarreling sounds, Kyuhyun didn’t want to hear any more, and left the place with heavy steps and a lost expression. building.

Kyuhyun has heard his mother and sister-in-law Yan say that Ryeowook is a "wild species" since he was a child. He thinks Ryeowook is a bacterium. He either laughs at him or bullies him. He never thought that he is. This is a big joke. Who only hears the voice and can’t see the face, doesn’t dad know that mom has already smuggled and had an affair, or is mom hiding it too well, obviously she is not dad’s own, why did she take that anger out on Ryeowook? Could it be that mom did it I'm sorry about my father, and I think my father will do the same thing. It turns out that my parents have lost their feelings for a long time, so why are they still together?

Kyuhyun got into the taxi aimlessly and told the driver to go around casually. Seeing the driver's eyes, he was worried that he was taking a bully car, so he gave some fares first. Just like that, the taxi started to wander around the city and passed by for a while. Get off, go around to the familiar building "Blue Ocean Emerald Hotel", Kyuhyun immediately asked the driver to stop, the sky outside is already dark, just like his own heart, why stop here to find a gap in his heart? Kyuhyun hesitated Take a look, see more and more guests coming and going at night, smile and enter the hotel.

Kyuhyun who entered the hotel may be dressed too casually, he looks like a street boy hanging around, he doesn’t feel like he’s here for consumption, first the waiter Junsu came to greet him, he didn’t respond when he saw Kyuhyun, he just looked at the gorgeous hotel Confused about the decoration, Junsu was very worried that Kyuhyun was a "strange guest", so he immediately asked Donghae for help:

"Xiao Hai, that guest wearing a hat is very strange, should you inform Deputy Manager Dongxi?"

Donghae happened to be talking to Hyejae, and Hyejae recognized him:

"Yeah! Isn't that Young Master Cao? Why did you come here?"

So Hye Jae came over and patted Kyuhyun:

"Boy Cao, long time no see, are you here to have fun?"

"Hey! Are you going to work here and say hello?"

"I'm looking for Donghae, who are you looking for?"

"Who are you looking for! Who is it?" Kyuhyun didn't answer, but his face was full of melancholy, and Ryeowook's face appeared in his mind.That’s right, Ryeowook came here to work at that time, would he come back here? What kind of mentality did I come here? If Ryeowook is really here, how can I ask him how he is doing? Is the wound better?......, a bunch of question marks have no solution , just in a daze like this, let Hye Jae slap Kyuhyun again:

"Why are you so stupid? Do you have something on your mind? Let's talk about it, otherwise it will be uncomfortable if you are bored in your heart."

"nothing".Kyuhyun smiled and shook his head.

Of course Kyuhyun didn't say what was bothering him, but because of this contact in the hotel, he and Hyejae got to know each other better, and the previous generation had a cooperative relationship, so they became good friends.

Freshman Kyuhyun didn’t like the department he chose so far, so he had to join the school’s foreign language club~Chinese club, and met many students from other departments. Although he was not in the same school when he entered high school, Kyuhyun’s handsome appearance remained unchanged, which made Fan happy to say hello to Kyuhyun. In fact, Kyuhyun didn’t particularly like Bum because the two barely met each other when they were in junior high school. , Beom chatted with Kyuhyun from this day:

"You are still handsome, nothing has changed."

"Thank you, you are too"!

"It's really fate, I didn't expect that we would meet in the university club."

"Yeah! I haven't seen you for more than 3 years, time flies so fast."

"When you were in middle school, why didn't you see Kim Ryeowook, the little follower behind you?"

"Hmph! I don't know, he's not my little follower."

Kyuhyun doesn't really want to continue talking about this topic with Qifan, is it a pain in his heart? That's right, Kyuhyun just wants to avoid it.

悔悟

Kyuhyun joined the school’s foreign language club ~ Chinese club, and met Kim Ki-bum, a junior high school classmate, of course Kibeum didn’t know that Kyuhyun didn’t want to talk about Ryeowook, so he continued to ask Kyuhyun:

"You don't know? Didn't he get into our school?"

"I passed the exam, but I didn't come to report."Kyuhyun simply responded perfunctorily.

"How did this happen? Last time I saw him on the bus, he became so handsome, but... I can't say that kind of handsome, it can also be said to be beautiful, um!...It's hard to describe, anyway. Junior high school is different, I wanted to apologize to him, but he looked at me like a stranger, so I was embarrassed to approach him.”