Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Even if you really like him, what about your current girlfriend?"

"I hope Ryeowook can listen to my explanation."

"What about after the explanation? It's still impossible for you to be together, Dad won't agree, so give up!"

Minho's words are the key point, how can a dignified entrepreneur let the next generation become addicted to broken sleeves, Minho also knows that Ryeowook's character is good, but it doesn't mean that same-sex love is acceptable, it can only prevent Siwon from getting out of order behavior, so he continued to tell Siwon:

"Since he doesn't want to see you either, you don't have to go to him anymore, it's good for both of you."

In fact, Minho has been lying to Siwon, he did not give the letter to Ryeowook back then, Minho was on his father's side, how could the father agree to them being together, Minho thinks it's okay if Ryeowook doesn't know, As long as time goes by, he will forget, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

However, Siwon didn't listen to Minho's words, and still wanted to explain clearly the misunderstanding that year, even if it was really impossible to be together, he didn't want to make the misunderstanding cause regrets.So on the eve of returning to the United States, Siwon tried his luck, wondering if he would meet Ryeowook again in the restaurant. After waiting this time, he finally saw Ryeowook walking around from the back door to the front door to get off work. Siwon was excited when he saw it He pulled Ryeowook's hand to the side of the beam and said:

"I want you to listen to me".

"What are you doing here again, there is nothing to say."

"Before graduation, I couldn't find you. On the day of graduation, my father forced me to go abroad. I asked my brother to give you a letter, but you no longer live in Cao's house."

"It's all over, is there anything else to say?"

Siwon still likes Ryeowook, after all, after putting in love back then, there was an incident where Ryeowook begged to protect himself and fell into a pool of blood. At that time, Siwon's whole heart was hung on Ryeowook. Unexpectedly, when he was not mentally prepared, Being forced to go abroad by his father, unable to contact Ryeowook, has always been a pain in Siwon's heart, and Siwon's current girlfriend is a classmate he met abroad. It is completely pursued by the other party, and it is not Siwon's true love, so this When Jae Siwon met Ryeowook again, he just wanted to make it clear that he still couldn't forget and love Ryeowook.

And what about Ryeowook? How long have people who haven’t appeared in my mind come out again, don’t you want to forget him? Why did Kyuhyun’s face appear with Siwon’s appearance, Ryeowook told himself, don’t think about it again The unbearable past, we must cherish the happy time with Leeteuk now, don’t think of Kyuhyun again because of Siwon’s appearance, forget it! Forget it!

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Kyuhyun and Hyung-sik on the other side asked the journalists Kim Tae-hee and Beige to go deep into Ko Jin-tae’s construction company under the guise of an interview to see if there were any clues, but the information they got was still limited and stopped again. When I learned of Gao Jintai's plan, I accidentally got another news that Gao's construction illegally increased the loan with the bank. It was also the beginning of the student movement, which was initiated for education reform and international economic sovereignty issues. It’s just that Kyuhyun is not interested in this kind of news, so he didn’t pay much attention to the news screen in front of the TV, but satirized in his heart “some boring things Students, I am really full."

As in the past, Kyuhyun has another place to go besides the nightclub, which is the fighting club. After all, this is also a place to vent his energy. The fighting club is a membership system. Most of the members who come to this club are office workers, and there are also students, but there are only a few of them. Quite a lot, Kyuhyun, who has often been in this club these days, met a "Kangren" big brother who is one of the gang leaders. Officials have close contacts. Unexpectedly, many years later, Kyuhyun will also be involved in troublesome cases full of thorns.

helpless

This night, Ryeowook was not like when he came home in the past, he would share his work and schoolwork with Lite in a pleasing mood. Instead, he sat at the dining table and stared at the African grass planted by Lite in a daze. He didn't seem to have any appearance, he called a few times and didn't answer, so he had to walk in front of Ryeo Wook and pat the table with his hand, so that Ryeo Wook came back to his senses, Leeteuk asked with a smile:

"Xiaomeng, what happened to you today, can you tell me?"

"Well! Yes, but I don't know where to start."

Ryeowook doesn't know how to talk about his high school life. He once had sex with Kyuhyun and had a short relationship with Siwon. He was almost sexually assaulted and committed suicide before graduation. Those unpleasant memories are like the same This nightmare is the past that Ryeowook doesn't want to mention at all. Is it because he is afraid of being looked down upon by Leeteuk? Or is he afraid that he will feel that he is very humble? Yuan’s love, that warm love created ripples in his heart again. Is the warmth that was loved back then flowed back? At the same time, worry and fear are also interdependent. How to explain this? How to speak? To answer, just say:

"Don't force yourself, wait until you want to say it, then you say it."

Listening to Leeteuk's words like a warm wave, in Ryeowook's heart, apart from being stable, he is letting go of the unbearable past in his mind, because speaking out will not change the past, it should be like what Leeteuk often said: " If you can’t change the past, then grasp and create the future.” The two have lived together for more than 2 years, they are like family members, they can be trusted and relied on, so Ryeowook decided not to tell Liteuk, not wanting Liteuk to feel unhappy about him past sadness and worry.

Ryeowook, who is currently a freshman, also participated in the student movement because of the recruitment of Zhong Yun and Sungmin. On this day, Ryeowook’s mood was like a balloon rising, and he wanted to sleep out with Zhong Yun and Sungmin’s two brothers with great anticipation. The reason is of course It has a lot to do with □□, Ryeowook couldn’t sit still, explained the reason for sleeping out to Leeteuk, and got Leeteuk’s approval; ever since the two lived together, Ryeowook had never left Leeteuk, I don’t know Why is there such a depressed state of mind? Even so, he went to reunite with the two brothers Zhong Yun and Sung Min worriedly. Before leaving, Liteuk told Ryeowook: "Our family has a habit since we were young. If we go far away, Be sure to call home to report your safety." Hearing these words, Ryeowook felt an indescribable throbbing in his heart. This feeling was something Ryeowook had never experienced before. Because of the warmth of "having a home", Ryeowook was really happy. The return of peace with Lite.

The next evening Ryeowook came home, thinking that Leeteuk would be waiting at home as usual, but the house was pitch black, Ryeowook turned on the light in bewilderment, and saw that Leeteuk had fainted in the living room, Ryeowook immediately picked up Leeteuk Shouting, but seeing Liteuk still unconscious, this made Ryeowook startled, crying and calling an ambulance.

Listening to the siren of the ambulance, Ryeowook accompanied Leeteuk in the car, blaming himself for not leaving Leeteuk, no wonder I was feeling restless yesterday, could it be that God reminded me not to sleep out, but I didn’t know it The curiosity and sense of early adopters full of anticipation for a night out overcame the power that deterred him from going. Now Ryeowook regretted it, but regretted it. In his mind, when he was a child, his mother was lying in a cold hospital bed, how could he cry? , Mom never woke up again, what should I do now? The helpless Ryeowook clasped his hands and trembled, and could only wait for the doctor's first aid, and bless Liteuk for safety.

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The last time Yin Hyung-sik asked the beautiful reporter Kim Tae-hee to meet, Kim Tae-hee found his colleague Beige Huang Jin-sun, and Kyuhyun started to have further contact with Beige. Maybe it was because of self-esteem. Feeling a little dejected in his heart, but most people will never feel it, after all, Kyuhyun's aura is still tough and arrogant.

Beige looks 6~7 points like Ryeowook, so Kyuhyun started to take the initiative to date Beige. This is not conscious in Kyuhyun's heart. Unknowingly, Jiongsik also thinks that he has become a big matchmaker, so it's okay A new couple, Jiong Shik has not seen Ryeowook for many years, of course he would not know that Beige and Ryeowook are a bit similar, let alone that Kyuhyun is not interested in women, it is because Beige looks like Ryeowook that he started Pursue.

When Kyuhyun and Beige date, Beige almost creates topics, or hopes that he can participate in Kyuhyun’s childhood or daily life. It’s nothing more than asking Kyuhyun to talk about his memories, but the effect is not good. Kyuhyun sometimes says When it comes to the past, it will be perfunctory, and it seems that it is not very willing to mention childhood memories and life diaries. However, Beige certainly does not know why Kyuhyun grew up in the good environment of the Cao family. Whenever he talks about the past, he always frowns deeply. Of course, as a reporter, I also want to find out.

The issue of Gao’s construction has not been settled further. Kyuhyun and Beige dated for a while, but finally they broke up, because Beige told Kyuhyun:

"I think, you don't like me at all, I can't go on with someone who doesn't love me."

When Kyuhyun heard the reason for the breakup, he was eager to explain to himself, but he couldn't lower his face. After a pause, he replied in a low voice: "Love! I love you very much"!

Beige smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "I'm not greedy for you because you are the son of the Cao family. All I want is a little bit of real affection, and you have nothing for me."

After Kyuhyun heard it, his heart was like an arrow target, and he received a response like a sharp arrow, but his attitude did not show weakness, and he still said in a strong tone: "Yes, I love you, you