Looking back and waiting for the dawn

Believe it or not, I won't say it a third time."

Hearing such an answer, Beige recalled that when Kyuhyun pursued him, he was very proud. It was that kind of posture and eyes that attracted him, so he agreed to associate with Kyuhyun. As a result, there was no romance and sweetness during this time, it was simply Falling in love with a wood, I didn’t expect that there is a limit to the number of times to say the word “love”, it’s really enough, then forget it, sometimes I often hear Kyuhyun calling the wrong name, but what is I in Kyuhyun’s heart? So Beige also raised his voice, telling Kyuhyun in a reproachful tone:

"Hehe..., it's fine if you lie to me, why lie to yourself, you must not know, you sometimes call me Ryeowook, this has always made me wonder and full of doubts? Later I asked Hyung-sik: "Who is Ryeowook "He told me everything."

When Kyuhyun heard Beige's reply, his expression was stiff and speechless, Beige smiled helplessly again and said:

"I'm really curious what Ryeowook looks like? Does he look like me?" Beige saw that Kyuhyun didn't answer, smiled and continued:

"Jingzhi said that he is a boy, but he has not seen him for many years, so I don't know what he looks like now, maybe I have his shadow in me."

"I…".Kyuhyun didn't know how to answer.

Beige also didn't want to listen to Kyuhyun's explanation, looked at Kyuhyun with serious expression and said:

"I don't know the relationship between that boy named Ryeowook and you, and Hyung Sik doesn't seem to know either. I admit that I like you very much, but no one wants to be someone else's shadow all the time."

Hearing Beige's words, Kyuhyun felt like a dying eagle. He knew that he could no longer fly, but he still had to stand on the rock and spread his wings. For the sake of his self-esteem that would not admit defeat, even if he reached the limit, he would not be discovered by others. Beige said so directly, it is indeed Kyuhyun's pain, and no one will know this pain, let alone let others know. Seeing that Kyuhyun didn't show any apology, Beige didn't expect Kyuhyun to say any words of redemption to him, so Beige stretched out his hand to Kyuhyun and said:

"Although I know you don't love me, I still thank you for chasing me, goodbye."

Kyuhyun hesitated for a moment, and slowly stretched out his hand to hold Beige. After Beige smiled and said goodbye to Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun just watched Beige leave, and the "I'm sorry" that he wanted to say, he still didn't say.

This night, Kyuhyun came to the nightclub again, sitting in the corner of the bar drinking alcohol, as in the past, when someone strikes up a conversation and ignores it, the wine is one glass after another. Kyuhyun is not very good at taking care of himself, cherishing himself, always drinking on an empty stomach After a long time, the stomach wall is also severely worn out. Drinking strong alcohol will cause pain in the stomach, but the pain will never be worse than the heart pain. From before to now, I have never wanted to admit that I have fallen in love with Ryeowook, and that I couldn't help myself. At that time, I was worried about his disappearance and being kidnapped by Akai. To divert and dilute the heartbeat, I never thought that Ryeowook was almost sexually assaulted and committed suicide for self-protection. Every time I think of this, it is the thrilling scene of Ryeowook lying in a pool of blood. In the end, he didn’t even say goodbye. Leaving with a wound, maybe, I have no place in Ryeowook’s heart, Kyuhyun laughed at himself “It’s so stupid”, no one in this world is more stupid than himself, if it is possible, is it possible, I will see Ryeowook again ?Even if it’s just a glance..., just like that, Kyuhyun got drunk in the bar, and the reason for getting drunk was only for that one person.

Grief

Chapter 37 Grief

Kyuhyun got drunk in the bar, and the reason for getting drunk was only for that person, but he didn't know where that person is now? He could only smile wryly, when did he become so sad? Apart from that, there was no further investigation into Gao's company In the end, it was only found that Jin Zhongyun's father was involved in increasing the bank's loan due to political factors, but his words were unsubstantiated, and he needed to pay attention to evidence; his parents had no relationship, and it was no longer his concern. However, seeing his father getting more and more emaciated, What can I help? How should I speak?

After this day without any direction and nothing to do, Kyuhyun was about to get up and leave the bar when he was suddenly asked by a woman:

"Excuse me, sir, are you free? Can you do me a favor?"

Kyuhyun saw this woman dressed like a woman, with a simple appearance, no doubt about him, and asked:

"What's up"?

"My stuff is stuck at the other end of the door, please help me move it, thank you."

Kyuhyun was actually a little drunk, thinking that he would just help move things, and then go home directly after moving, but he didn't expect that these few minutes would lead him into a sexual assault lawsuit.

Kyuhyun followed the woman and asked, "Where is the thing?"

The woman replied: "Here, here."

Kyuhyun turned his head to look at the direction the woman was pointing at, but he didn’t see anything, but another woman was lying by the door, and the woman who asked Kyuhyun for help said:

"Yeah! There's a girl fainted there, you go and save her first, I'll call an ambulance."

Under common sense, Kyuhyun would of course go to save her, but Kyuhyun was also in a trance. After the woman was picked up by Kyuhyun, she rubbed against Kyuhyun's body, because the clothes on her body were not enough, and it was filmed under the monitor. Kyuhyun seemed to be molesting the woman. Kyuhyun was unstable and powerless, unable to help the woman, and could not wait for the woman just now to call an ambulance. After a while, the woman who had fainted slowly regained consciousness. After saying:

"Thank you sir, I'm fine."

After speaking, he used drunken steps to lure Taxi to leave. Kyuhyun waited at the same spot, but still didn't see the woman who asked him for help came back, and didn't want to wait any longer, so he stopped Taxi to go home. It turned out that this was a It's a scam, Kyuhyun doesn't know, he is in this scam.

The woman who just sat in the taxi, after meeting the first woman who appeared, said to the driver:

"My acting skills are great"! A woman

"I'm not bad either"! Woman B

The driver said to Ms. B: "You have a criminal record, so you can't be a witness. I'll find someone else. Don't let the plan fall through."

"Humph! Alright! Got it!"

The driver said to woman A again:

"Don't underestimate the Cao family. If you give me away in court, you will be finished. I will make you die ugly. Acting in court is the most important thing."

"Okay! You are so long-winded"!

Who is this driver? That’s right, it’s Akai. Akai will never forget Kyuhyun’s punch back then. Now that Kyuhyun is so decadent, how could he give up this grudge? This enmity needs to be recouped 10 times, 100 times. Akai has seen Kyuhyun come to this bar before. Although he is not a frequent visitor, he feels that Kyuhyun will definitely come again, so he colludes with two women and wants to get Kyuhyun. Introducing traps, I didn't expect the plan to go so smoothly.

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After staying in the hospital for a day, Ryeowook finally waited until Liteuk woke up. Before Ryeowook had time to comfort Liteuk, he was comforted first. Liteuk smiled and said to Ryeowook:

"I'm sorry for worrying you. I was just dizzy and had an upset stomach. I didn't expect to faint like this."

"Brother, it's okay, you're okay."

Hearing Ryeowook's comfort, Leeteuk didn't forget to respond with a smile. He already knew in his heart that his illness was not an ordinary disease, but he didn't say it out to make Ryeowook worry. In private, he relied on medicine to reduce his physical discomfort. He didn't expect this time I don't have time to go back to the hospital for a follow-up visit, and I will collapse due to exhaustion if I don't take the medicine on time.

On the third day when Ryeowook and Yunho asked for leave to take care of Liteuk in the hospital, they felt that every time Liteuk talked about his illness, he always concealed something, so he decided to ask the doctor clearly. Not knowing the exact cause of the disease, the attending doctor took out Leeteuk's medical records and discussed with Ryeowook the treatment method and progress, but now Ryeowook can no longer listen to the doctor's explanation, because Ryeowook has already cried when he heard what the doctor said The face was full of tears, and in my mind was the mother who was lying on the hospital bed and could no longer be awakened. The doctor said:

"What your brother has is a rare disease. There are less than 200 cases in the world. At present, the only treatment is surgery. There is no guarantee that it will be cured."

In addition, he will also face huge medical expenses. At this time, Ryeowook really doesn't know what to do, where does the money come from? If it is too late to save Brother Te, what should he do if Brother Te dies? When this matter was worrying, the person who shouldn't appear appeared in front of him, and he smiled and said to Ryeowook with an evil and strange look:

"I didn't expect that I would meet you here, you are getting more and more beautiful."

At this moment, Ryeowook showed a frightened and frightened expression and said:

"Akai...".

Akai just likes Ryeowook's frightened and panicked appearance, such a face, cute and shy, making people unforgettable and wanting to kiss Fangze, so he approached Ryeowook and said:

"You shouldn't forget that I said "If they find you, I will definitely come back to you again." (Please review chapter 16)

When Ryeowook heard this threat, his whole body began to tremble, and he thought that Leeteuk was still lying on the hospital bed, and he should be stronger. At this moment, Ryeowook mustered up his bones, stared at Akai and said:

"I'm not the weak Kim Ryeowook back then, I'm not afraid of you at all, you stay away from me."

When Akai heard such a response, he laughed very loudly, and there was an echo in this quiet hospital corridor, making everyone who heard it curiously poke at this end, Akai raised his hand