water blossoms

Gong Cheng looked at him deeply, and asked, "What changed your attitude? I thought that after so many things happened, we would never have a chance to have a peaceful conversation in this life."

Wen Hao replied to him: "I just don't think it's okay, I'm too passive, I just avoid it, and then pray for the day when you change your mind, I can't stand it anymore."

"So, are you trying to persuade me to change my mind?"

Wen Hao looked at Gong Cheng.

Gong Cheng raised his eyebrows: "What about you? Don't you think about changing your mind? Give us a chance to start over."

"Gong Cheng, it's impossible. Put yourself in your shoes and think about it. It's not just once. When we're together, you always have someone else. If it were you, would you still accept it? Would you still believe it?"

"Do you mind this, I swear I will only have you when we are together, okay? I have been rejected since I pursued you, and I even got hurt because of it last time, did I give up? Wen Hao, if you really If you love me, you will not give up so simply. At least I know that if you reject me again today, I will continue to pursue you. Why can't you tell me when I do something wrong, give me some trust, and persist What about?"

Wen Hao laughed: "Don't change the concept secretly, why don't you answer me, if I am with someone else, will you still accept me?"

Gong Cheng's expression restrained a lot, and he looked deeply at Wen Hao: "Yes, I want to be with you, even if you have someone else in your heart, I still want to be with you."

"Would I sleep with someone else?"

Gong Cheng squeezed his hand on the table suddenly, and said, "Yes! Just promise me that I won't do it again, and I will forgive you!"

"..." Wen Hao sighed, "Don't force yourself too much. We all know that you can't do what you can't do. You won't forgive the person who betrayed you, let alone accept it. You just want to Coax me back, it's just a verbal compromise."

Gong Cheng didn't speak, with an unfathomable expression, no one knew what he was thinking.

When the conversation was deadlocked, a sweet smell suddenly filled the pastry shop. Fresh cakes were baked, and the wonderful smell made people feel better. The two people who were at war gradually eased down.

Gong Cheng smiled: "This family can make their own cakes, do you want to try?"

Wen Hao shook his head: "I can't do it professionally well, so don't waste materials."

"It's not a waste, it's an experience. It doesn't have to be finished after you make it. Even a bite is your own achievement."

Wen Hao understood the meaning of Gong Cheng's words, but he didn't take the initiative to speak.

Gong Cheng then said: "You are always afraid, you always think a lot, and you hide when something goes wrong. If you don't come out, how do you know that you can live a better life?"

Wen Hao shook his head: "Everyone has a bottom line, you shouldn't touch it."

"How do I know that's your bottom line? You never said it."

"Do normal people cheat when they are in a relationship? You can't stand it yourself, how can you open your mouth to ask others, it's a double standard!"

"I..." Gong Cheng sighed, "Can we stop talking about this topic? As I said, if this kind of thing happens, I will still accept you, but you can't. This is a difference in life philosophy, and we need To run in with each other, you are either black or white, which caught me off guard and was very painful."

"So, after that time, you lived happily with Fei. I haven't seen you for two years. Is this what you mean by running in?"

Gong Cheng was stunned for a moment, and asked carefully: "Is this the reason you really blame me? I did something wrong. I didn't look for you at the time. It's been two years. Until now, are you still resentful?"

Wen Hao blinked, a little confused.Is this the crux of the problem?But why is there no sense of relief?Why do you still feel angry?Want to have another loud quarrel with the person opposite?Or, the two of them are fundamentally incompatible, it's a natural personality conflict, it's... what?

The conversation still broke up this time, and neither of them could convince the other.The only good thing is that this time they didn't quarrel, but after leaving the cake shop, they each chose a direction very unhappy.

The National Games was over, and when he returned to Beijing, Wen Hao had another talk with Liu Yang.

Liu Yang asked him: "It is true that the problem has not been solved, but do you feel a little more relaxed? I think this is a good way. You should talk about it once or twice. Talking can really solve many problems. Sometimes you It is not necessary to convince the other party, but it can untie your own knot."

Wen Hao pinched the bridge of his nose, with a painful expression on his face: "Do you still want to meet him?"

"That's why you don't want to face him?"

"..." Wen Hao didn't speak, but his expression was obvious.

In May, the swimming team went to Qinghai for a month of training. When we came back, Beijing had officially entered summer and it was extremely hot.

The team gave them a day off. Wen Hao finished packing his luggage in sweat, bought an ice cream in the small supermarket downstairs, and returned to the dormitory without letting go of the computer.

The facilities and equipment of the training base in Qinghai are good, but unfortunately there is no internet, and he can only watch TV to pass the time, and he basically never turns on his laptop.

After turning on the computer and connecting to the Internet, he habitually checked Penguin, Weibo and other chat software first, then went to his mailbox, and then he saw a letter from Gong Cheng.

Wen Hao glanced at Yuan Zheng who was making the bed, opened the letter, and squinted at it.

At the beginning, Gong Cheng wrote [I know that you are training outside, and I also know that there may be no Internet in Qinghai, so I wrote this letter to you... the time should be a week after you left.I think we were very dissatisfied with the conversation that day. When facing you, I always lose self-control very quickly, and even the speed of my head slows down. You are always the only person who can affect my emotions.I thought about it, maybe I can better express what I mean through the Internet.Wen Hao, this time I am very serious, I seriously want to get you back, to make up for my mistakes and for the harm you have suffered, so that our relationship has a beginning and a happy ending.I promise I won't make any mistakes this time, there will be no one else, only you by my side, and I will make you the happiest person in the world.I really miss you, every day, I've been annoyed for a long time since we parted last time, why didn't I hold your hand and swear, just give me one chance, one time, let's try, I won't let you Disappointed...] Wen Hao's eyes were a little shaken, his head was as chaotic as his heart, he wondered if the words gave people more room for reverie, compared to when he was sitting face to face with Gong Cheng, he was indeed in these words I can feel Gong Cheng's sincerity.

But what is the use?He admits that he has been somewhat affected, but hurt is hurt, and if he can't accept it, he can't accept it!You have obviously rejected it many times, why don't you know how to stop?Oh, by the way, I've already fallen in love with someone else, it's too late for you to say anything now!

Wen Hao closed his eyes heavily, not letting these magical words interfere with his heart, and tried his best to forcibly strip away some emotions that shouldn't exist in his heart.

That night, Wen Hao had a dream, he was swimming in the water, the water was very clear, his oxygen seemed to be endless, and he could swim in the water forever.

But soon, he hated this kind of world where he was the only one in the world, and swam out of the water.Only then did he realize that his world was just a small pond, and there was a wider world outside.

He wanted to get out of the pond, to look outside.

Then a hand grabbed him with great strength, and before he could react, he was pulled out of the pond. After spinning around, he was held tightly in his arms.

Taking a closer look, it was Gong Cheng who was holding him.

Gong Cheng said with a smile: "I caught you, this time I won't let go even if I die! Don't run away again, okay, I've been looking for you so hard."

At this time, he realized that Gong Cheng's hair was white, his face was full of wrinkles, only his eyes were still bright, and he saw himself in his eyes, which was firmly framed by a man with the same white hair ...

Wen Hao opened his eyes.

It was still dark.

He stared at a light on the ceiling, dazed.

Finally he blinked his eyes, and there was a clammy coolness on his face.

The next day, Wen Hao called Liu Yang. He told him about his dream and asked him why he was crying.

Liu Yang said: "Actually, you understand, you just don't want to understand."

"Can't I let him go?" Wen Hao asked hesitantly.

"It's not surprising. People are obsessed with their first love. What's more, Gong Cheng has almost participated in your entire life. If you let go of him completely, it means you let go of yourself."

"I can't get back together with him."

"But subconsciously, you hope that he can always pursue you until he gets old, and he will always be attached to you."

Wen Hao covered his face, he couldn't accept the answer.

"Wen Hao, from the perspective of a doctor, I suggest you face this matter and give yourself and him a chance. But from a friend's..."

"I have someone I like, I can't like him anymore, sorry, I can't face it." Wen Hao flatly refused.

Liu Yang sighed: "How about this, let's meet and talk, okay?"

"it is good."

Liu Yang hung up the phone, looked at Ye Shuwen who was looking at him across the dining table, and frowned.

Ye Shuwen asked worriedly: "What's the matter? Calling you at this time? What do you mean? Let him face what? First love?"

Liu Yang looked deeply at Ye Shuwen, and answered irrelevantly: "Does Wen Hao like you?"

Ye Shuwen shut up: "..."

Liu Yang looked at Ye Shuwen's face and sighed: "That's it. If you think about it, you are the only one who meets this requirement. No, it is too much in line with what he needs. By the way, are you and Wei Wen okay? Don't think about that child, what he has for you is not love."

Ye Shuwen blinked his eyes, with question marks all over his head.

Liu Yang said: "Strong, stable, gentle, and tolerant, these are the criteria he sets for himself in choosing a mate. However, he doesn't need conditions for his heartbeat. In fact, what he chooses for himself is just a protector. Uh, or, I can Explain that he regards you as a father, so you don't need to be too sentimental."

Ye Shuwen opened his mouth and was stunned.