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Wen Hao nodded, expressing his willingness to cooperate.

Liu Yang knew that he had gained Wen Hao's trust, which made him very happy and at the same time distressed.

This child lacks love too much, especially he is different from the cynicism of many orphans. He is sensible, obedient, self-reliant, and the ruler in his heart is very righteous, pointing him to keep moving forward. higher.Especially the one named Gong Cheng, yes, in the subsequent conversation, Wen Hao no longer concealed the name of that person, so he knew who the other party was.This made him a little surprised. He never thought that there would be such a bad person in such a simple world in the sports circle, especially if the other party was a world champion.

The reality taught him a good lesson. Good people and bad people are the same in the eyes of God, or God's standards for good and bad are different from human beings. He also gave Gong Cheng opportunities, and even more.In short, Gong Cheng established himself as the ruler in Wen Hao's spiritual world time and time again, and abandoned him again and again, causing Wen Hao to have a distorted perception of the strong, just like Ye Shuwen, just like his own subtle influence , as long as a strong image is established in his heart, it will be easy to gain his trust.

But now, it's time to teach him to face himself.

"Do you feel bitter now?" Liu Yang asked.

Wen Hao shook his head.

"What happened before?"

"It was a bit sad when my parents first died, but then I learned that swimming could help me, so it didn't go away."

"Then do you think swimming is hard?"

"..." Wen Hao thought for a while, then nodded, "It's really tiring."

"Why continue."

"Because this is my way out." Wen Hao said.

Liu Yang nodded, wrote quickly in the notebook, and then asked, "Have you ever loved Gong Cheng?"

"... loved."

"Why do you love him?"

"He..." Wen Hao thought for a while, "When he is good, he treats me very well. He knows what I lack, and he will accompany me patiently. I am really happy when I am with him. We will quarrel and fight. , but after the fight, he will apologize... Although I know this is inertia, it may be difficult to change, but I must declare that I am not always passively beaten, sometimes he will be worse than me when he beats me, But he will still apologize."

"Because he did it first." Liu Yang saw blood for a while, "I think he also needs some psychological intervention, but we can't solve his problem. Let me talk about you first, have you been here all the time? Have you considered counterattacking?" ?"

Wen Hao was stunned.

Liu Yang said: "Wen Hao, you have never resisted your position when you were with Gong Cheng. Is it because you think it should be like this, or have you never thought about it?"

"..." For a while, Wen Hao was speechless.

Liu Yang's topic is here. Seeing Wen Hao thinking deeply, he gave him some time, and then said: "You are afraid of him."

Wen Hao didn't nod or shake his head, but his eyes already had the answer. He knew very well that he was really afraid of Gong Cheng.

Liu Yang said: "You are afraid of him. So you thought it would be a relief to separate. Your instinct told you to run away, but no matter how many times you ran away, you were still afraid of him."

"..."

"Now you have an obvious problem. No matter how you tell yourself that you don't care, calm down, and let go, but in my opinion, you are actually very unwilling. That is to say, you are not completely satisfied. walk out."

"..." Wen Hao clasped his hands together with a complicated expression.

"I have a suggestion, you can listen to it. Of course, it's up to you whether to do it or not. As a bystander, I can only feel a small part of the mood. I can't do anything for you. But promise me, work hard Go and try."

"Okay." Wen Hao nodded.

"Talk to Gong Cheng calmly. Don't yell. Listen carefully to the other party's apology. It will make you feel better."

Wen Hao bit his lower lip, with a painful expression on his face, and he said after a while, "Why?"

Liu Yang knew that this question was not about himself, but that Wen Hao was struggling in his heart. He had already explained the reason clearly, but people's hearts are the most unpredictable. If you can't do something, you just can't do it.

Wen Hao frowned and looked up at Liu Yang: "Does my mental state affect my grades now? If it doesn't, I think it's okay. It's hard for me to describe the feeling when I saw Gong Cheng. As you said, I Maybe it’s really scary, and I hate that he looks affectionate every time he sees me, I feel very complicated, and I really don’t want to see him again.”

"How complicated is it?" Liu Yang looked at Wen Hao deeply, "disgusting, disgusting, but there is also a kind of secret joy, right? Your mood swings are so big, how do you think you can get out? Think your grades will not Affected? Wen Hao, don’t lie to yourself, you care so much that you are dying, and his pursuit of you has affirmed your own value! You are just playing hard to get and raise your value, you can’t wait for him to kneel and lick your feet and tell you that he left you It won't work!"

"..." Wen Hao opened his mouth, speechless.

Liu Yang finally sighed, and his expression and tone softened: "You are not a different kind. All people who have been hurt will have this psychological problem. They are afraid and sad, and at the same time they are looking forward to secretly happy."

"Usually, this kind of problem is not difficult to solve. As long as there is enough space and time, it will gradually fade away. Of course, it is impossible to completely disappear, but the emotional fluctuations can be reduced."

"Unfortunately, for you, this method is useless. You and Gong Cheng's life circles have a certain intersection. The most important thing is that his pursuit of behavior is very strong, which has completely interfered with your self-adjustment. Unless you want to Leave this circle, that is to say leave the national team, leave Beijing, leave the familiar environment, as long as you give you some time, you will heal without medicine."

"Can you leave? You can't leave now, especially when the Olympic Games are coming soon. Your psychological problems are especially important. If you want to make a breakthrough, there is definitely no way in a short period of time in terms of hardware. You can only go psychologically. .You have to face up to this issue."

"Talk to him, once is not enough, talk twice, listen to what he has to say, and ask your own answer carefully, what exactly do you want."

"..." Wen Hao listened in silence, then asked hoarsely, "He wants to get back together with me, I can't agree."

"Why don't you try?"

"!?"

"Recombine the three chapters of the previous agreement, you can't cheat, you can't do anything, if you have something to say, give yourself and him one last chance."

Wen Hao shook his head: "I won't get back together with him, I have someone else in my heart."

Liu Yang was surprised, and didn't know what to say for a while.Wen Hao's feelings for Gong Cheng are too strong and deep. He doesn't believe that he will fall in love with others under such circumstances.

At the end of April, there was a "National Games" in China, which was considered the largest competition in the country, and it was also an Olympic qualifying competition.Wen Hao and Liu Lang shared the championship and runner-up in the middle and long distance freestyle event, and easily won the Olympic qualification for themselves.

The "National Games" was held in Guangdong, and the Asian Games Village built just after the Asian Games is still very new, and the living environment is very good.Coupled with the fact that there are not many opponents, Wen Hao's National Games competition is very easy.

When it was confirmed that he had won the Olympic qualification, the schedule of the entire National Games had not passed halfway, so Wen Hao stayed and decided to look at other competitions.While eating, he saw Zou Shiming, took the plate and walked around, and when he came back, he was holding four tickets for the boxing match.

With four expensive tickets in his hands, he couldn't find anyone to go with him for a while. He called Liu Lang, and Liu Lang called two teammates who also ended the match, and went to boxing that night. museum.

The ticket given by Zou Shiming is his ticket for tonight's competition. Starting at 49:52 p.m., there will be the 56kg, 60kg, 64kg, [-]kg and [-]kg championships.

Boxing is a sport that men love, and the stadium is full of spectators. Whenever a player hits a beautiful punch, the shouts in the stadium can lift the roof. It is indeed much more lively than a swimming competition.

Zou Shiming's left face was swollen, but he won the championship in the 49kg category.Wen Hao flexed his fingers and blew a loud whistle.

In fact, the best thing to watch in a boxing match is the heavyweight match, and sometimes there may even be a "one-punch KO", that's called blood boiling.

Wen Hao watched the two scenes eagerly, but he didn't wait for the scene he wanted to see, but felt anxious, so he told Liu Lang and went to the bathroom.

The competition was going on fiercely, few people left halfway, and the way to the bathroom was very quiet. Wen Hao was thinking about "one punch KO", and his steps were very fast. He was about to reach the toilet, so he walked out of the toilet alone. After walking out, the two of them looked at each other and were stunned.

It's Gong Cheng! !

The man is wearing a light blue T-shirt and denim trousers. The seemingly simple match fits him well. It complements his tall figure. His slightly long bangs almost cover his eyebrows, and he is trimmed into a slanted style that is very popular among young people nowadays. Liu Hai, but the hair on the back of the head is shaved very short, and the short and hard hair reveals a rebellious temperament.Especially the eyes under the bangs, when looking at a person, the gaze is very sharp, and the dark eyes give people a lot of pressure.

The distance between them was not even a meter.

After breaking through the safe distance, Wen Hao felt uncomfortable and took a step back.Gong Cheng didn't move, but he didn't speak either. The two of them looked at each other, and they were rarely quiet.

Wen Hao was very nervous.

After that time, Gong Cheng seldom appeared in the training center. The fencing team had high funds, but the requirements for facilities and equipment were not high, so they trained everywhere, and there was no one in the training center.

Time can change a lot of things and thoughts, even hatred and love may become indifferent. After meeting again for such a long time, he dare not say that his mind is as calm as water, but he can barely treat it calmly.

But no.It's a pity that during this period of time, due to psychological treatment, he kept peeling off his heart and showed another person over and over again what he used to be, including happiness, sadness, love, and hatred, all kinds of complicated things. Emotions as if they happened yesterday.

At this moment, looking at Gong Cheng opposite him, he felt mixed feelings.

"Why are you here? Who are you with?" Gong Cheng spoke first, with a questioning tone.

Wen Hao originally ignored it as usual, but suddenly remembered what Liu Yang said.Liu Yang asked them to talk with each other calmly, and many problems could be solved.So Wen Hao suppressed the chaotic thoughts in his heart and said, "Together with Liu Lang and the others, we will find someone to ask for a ticket."

Gong Cheng raised his eyebrows, surprised by Wen Hao's attitude.

It's been a long time. When they meet, they just quarrel or stay silent. No matter what he does, Wen Hao always refuses. All the strength in his body is useless, and he is very anxious.

Fortunately, the training tasks before the Olympics were heavy, so he had to focus on the next competition, so he calmed down the anger caused by Wen Hao.

He carefully looked at Wen Hao's eyebrows, the man's expression looked very calm, without a lot of sharp things.Not wanting to destroy the peace, he considered it for a while, and said in a soft voice: "Where is it? Can you see it clearly? My place is closer to the front."

"It's okay, the ticket given by Zou Shiming is the sixth row, it's very clear." Wen Hao said.

"Have you eaten tonight?"

"Finished."

"Do you want to have supper together after the game?"

Facing Gong Cheng's invitation, Wen Hao, who had lost his mind, always felt that the other party was pushing his feet. After frowning, he quickly covered it up: "No, I didn't ask for such a late leave."

Gong Cheng didn't see the change in Wen Hao's expression, and he liked this kind of calm conversation quite a bit, and there was a smile in his eyes: "Okay, do you want to go to the bathroom?"

Wen Hao looked at Gong Cheng who stepped aside, nodded, and walked in.

Before unbuttoning his pants, Wen Hao glanced at the door to confirm that Gong Cheng did not follow in, so he was a little distracted.

Maybe Liu Yang is right, he is rejecting Gong Cheng, even if the other party appears in front of him, he can't accept it.Now that he has been awakened by Liu Yang, he has realized his problem. This obvious attitude is not a sign of relief at all, but just self-righteousness.

Maybe it's right to talk, at least don't exacerbate the conflict again and again. If you really confront Gong Cheng, you will obviously not be able to please yourself.

After washing his hands and going out, Gong Cheng was standing not far from the door with his hands in his trouser pockets, obviously waiting for him.

Wen Hao sighed secretly, he didn't know how to speak. Recently, he was avoiding the face, and suddenly changed his attitude. Would it be too abrupt?

"Shall we talk?"

Gong Cheng looked at him, his dark eyes were deep, and there was still a hint of pleading.

Wen Hao shook his head.

Gong Cheng's heart sank.

Wen Hao said: "Not now, your competition is not over yet, right? Let's meet again after you finish the competition."

Gong Cheng's eyes burst into bright brilliance in an instant: "Okay, it's a deal. I will make an appointment for the final tomorrow night, the day after tomorrow morning. Can I go outside? Find a coffee shop."

Wen Hao nodded.

Gong Cheng looked at Wen Hao, and said cautiously: "I have a ticket for the fencing competition, can you come and see it tomorrow night? You don't need to cheer for me, just go and see it."

Wen Hao didn't want to change the current atmosphere, so he nodded helplessly.

When Gong Cheng returned to his seat, the two fighters in the boxing ring were fighting fiercely, punching to the flesh. Under the daylight-like light, one could even see the red fighter being punched to the side of the head and spitting out blood.Some people in the audience were applauding, and some people cried out in pain, especially a few girls, who directly covered their faces.

Boxing is brutal.

Shi Yang, who was sitting on the left of Gong Cheng, shouted hello, the arena is full of excited people, this game is so exciting!Well worth the trip!However, looking back, he saw that Gong Cheng was obviously distracted, his eyes were fixed on an empty place, and there was a creepy smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Hey!" Shi Yang bumped Gong Cheng with his arm, "What are you doing? Watching the game!"

Gong Cheng came back to his senses dully, and smiled softly and affectionately at Shi Yang.

Shi Yang bared his teeth and his hair stood up.The crowd suddenly screamed, Shi Yang didn't have time to ask more questions, and hurriedly looked at the arena. It turned out that the red side was punched on the ground and passed out. "Okay! Well done!" Shi Yang shouted hoarsely.

Only then did Gong Cheng come back to his senses, remembering his performance just now, wiped his face among the impassioned crowd, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

The next night was the final of Gong Cheng's foil. Logically speaking, this gold medal was already in his pocket, but when he thought that Wen Hao was going to watch his competition, he became inexplicably nervous.

Before entering the arena, he kept thinking, will Wen Hao come?Still won't come?

So the first time he entered the arena, he looked at the seat where he gave out the tickets, and in the dim light, he saw that fair and gentle man.

"Boom! Boom!" Gong Cheng's heart almost jumped out.

Soon, the game begins.

Three seconds later, Gong Cheng was hit and the red side scored a point!

A new round begins.

Five seconds later, Gong Cheng was hit, and the red side scored another point!

It's a new round.

Three seconds later, Gong Cheng was hit, and the red team scored three points in a row in the opening game!

The audience in the audience was in an uproar, bowing their heads and discussing. Gong Cheng's coach could no longer sit still and stood up from his seat.

Gong Cheng raised his hand to signal a timeout.

He returned to his seat and took off his mask, revealing his sweaty face, his slightly long hair was in strands, slightly blocking his eyes.He picked up the towel and wiped his face, and finally took a look in Wen Hao's direction, took a deep breath, and put on the mask again.

Signal the referee to continue the game.

Five minutes later, Gong Cheng scored six points in one go.

There was applause in the arena.

Before the start of the seventh round, Gong Cheng glanced at Wen Hao as if showing off. Although he couldn't see anyone, he knew that Wen Hao must have seen his beautiful counterattack!

Immediately, I was very proud!

After the start of the game, he took the first three steps and still took the lead as the offensive side. However, the opponent successfully defended and counterattacked. After a beep, he got back one point!

Gong Cheng took a deep breath and knew he was distracted.

The next game went smoothly because Gong Cheng realized his problem, and soon won a gold medal for him in the National Games, as well as the "ticket" for this year's Olympics.

There was applause in the arena. Gong Cheng, holding a mask in his left hand and a sword in his right hand, bowed to the audience.When he looked up, there was a big smile on his face.Winning is always a joy, but when I think of Wen Hao witnessing this victory, I feel that the meaning is no longer ordinary.

He looked in Wen Hao's direction, the man Xin Chang had an outstanding figure, and he saw the person at a glance.

Did Wen Hao stand up?

Is he applauding me?

Will he like me for this?

Is your heart beating for me right now?

Too many thoughts came to mind, but Gong Cheng could only smile reservedly, turned and left the arena.

After changing clothes, Wen Hao was gone.There will be women's and epee competitions later, but the seat where Wen Hao was sitting before is empty.

Gong Cheng was stunned for a while, then walked to Wen Hao's seat and sat down, sitting in the place before Wen Hao, watching the game from the same perspective, telling himself, at least he came to watch my game up.

The next morning, Gong Cheng got up early to clean up. Although he was looking forward to it, he still dressed himself very low-key.In terms of dressing, he doesn't like too trendy styles, and his taste in choosing clothes is more about comfort.Especially I don't like the smell of perfume and cosmetics on my body, maybe it's because of the smell of disinfectant on Wen Hao's body, even if it doesn't smell very good, even a bit bitter, but it gives people a clean feeling Feel.

After leaving the hotel, he hailed a taxi and went to a pastry shop.

When Wen Hao arrived, he was drinking a cup of coffee by the booth of this pastry shop, and there were two beautifully crafted cakes in front of him.The cakes in this shop taste very good, and the coffee is also delicious. The key is not far from the Asian Games Village.This time, he seriously considered Wen Hao's hobbies.

Wen Hao likes to eat meat, but he also likes to eat some sweets. The high calorie consumption every day, sugar can well replenish his lost physical strength.So when he was with Gong Cheng, he would often buy a box of cakes from a pastry shop and go home, and then the two of them would nestle on a sofa, watch TV, and eat cakes.

Until now, Wen Hao would also buy some cakes from time to time.

Knowing that we met at the pastry shop, especially at the pastry shop two stations away from the south gate of the Asian Games Village, the heavy heart of meeting Gong Cheng was much relieved, so I came here without any delay.

Sitting opposite Gong Cheng, Gong Cheng pushed the cakes in front of him: "I checked online, and these two cakes are selling very well, try them."

After Wen Hao signaled the waiter to serve him a cup of coffee, he nodded, accepting Gong Cheng's kindness.

Gong Cheng watched Wen Hao pick up the golden cake and put it on his lips. He opened his rosy lips and took a bite. His white teeth were looming, and his soft tongue kept his eyes on him.

Wen Hao couldn't eat any more after taking a bite, and looked at Gong Cheng silently.

Gong Cheng came back to his senses, and praised sincerely: "You look very good eating the cake. I haven't seen it for a long time. It's a bit distracting."

As long as Gong Cheng is willing, his mouth is like honey, Wen Hao is noncommittal.

Next, Gong Cheng didn't bother him anymore. Wen Hao ate two cakes and half a cup of coffee, then took a tissue to wipe his mouth, and looked at Gong Cheng.

Sign, time to talk.