Husky and Sunflower

When I got home, I took a deep breath, took out the key and put it in the door lock. Before I started turning it, the door opened from the inside.Dad's solemn face appeared in front of me, and he stared at me for a long time.

"What's the matter, Dad? What's the matter?" I shook my hands, turned around and closed the door, and asked subtly.

"Tell me the truth!" Dad grabbed my shoulders, dragged me to the sofa, then took off a big slipper in his hand and held it condescendingly.

"Say...what are you talking about?" I shrank to a corner of the sofa.

"How long are you going to keep it a secret? Even I'm keeping it a secret... You son of a bitch, you're so courageous, aren't you?" Dad's slippers dangled in front of my eyes, but they never fell off.

I closed my eyes and hugged my head, curled up my body, and tried my best to put on a pitiful look, "Dad, I don't want to, I have difficulties, I want to tell you, but I dare not, I'm afraid of you Hit me... woo woo woo..."

"If you don't tell me, won't I stop beating you?" Dad's voice was full of sadness that he had never felt before. He grabbed my shoulder with one hand and turned me over, the slippers in his hand snapped Throw it on my ass.

"Stop hitting me, I was wrong, I was wrong!" I howled desperately, curled up and rolled around.I was happy and depressed at the same time.Fortunately, I am such a big person, and fortunately my dad didn't spank my ass in front of outsiders.What's depressing is that if my father beats me to death, no one will come to save me.

After beating for a while, my father was also tired from beating me. He threw away the slipper that had been broken in two, bent down and hugged my shoulder, and suddenly started howling.

Dad cried without warning, and it was like crying impromptu, like a sad drunk man, with tears and snot pouring into my neck.

"Dad, I won't dare again in the future, don't cry!" I really can't stand my father crying like a child in front of me.In my memory, even when my mother left, I never saw him cry like this.

Dad threw me away, turned around and went back to the bedroom, closed the door, and never came out again.

I lay on the sofa, staring blankly at the sky outside, and it gradually changed color.The twilight sinks, swallowing up the last light of the setting sun, and my body feels chilly.I slowly got up, took out the phone in my pocket and looked, there were countless caller IDs in it, all of them belonged to Zheng Tai.

Just as I was about to call Zheng Tai, my father's bedroom door suddenly opened.He came out of the house with a travel bag on his shoulder and a large suitcase in his hand.

I froze for a moment, then ran up in two steps, grabbed his suitcase and threw it aside, "Dad, what are you doing? I've admitted my mistake, what else do you want?"

"Don't stop me, I've made up my mind this time, I..."

"How old are you, and you still play this game? Run away from home? Ah? Who are you going to show? Show me? Interesting? When you encounter trouble, can you act like a man?" My The anger was about to break through the roof, and he ignored the pain in his buttocks, so he kicked his father's suitcase hard, and if one kick was not enough, he would make up for it again.Then, I bent down and unzipped the zipper on the box, and the odds and ends rolled all over the floor, and I kicked it desperately with one foot after another.

"Stinky boy, stop!" Dad also went crazy, he threw away the luggage bag on his shoulders, pushed me aside, picked up the things on the ground that had been broken by me, held them in his hands and looked at them After a while, I stood up suddenly, and slapped me hard on the unsuspecting face twice.

I covered my numb cheeks that were thrown by him, and my eyes shifted from my father's red eyeballs to the thing he was holding in his hand. It was a photo of my mother, a photo framed.

On my mother's 35th birthday, I specially went to take photos.She stands under a sunflower, in a white dress, with smiling eyes, fair skin, slender figure, long black hair, a string of bracelets on her wrist, and a large white pearl in the middle , I got that pearl by accident, so I found someone to engrave it and dedicated it to my mother... It was her favorite photo.I searched for it for a long time but couldn't find it. I thought it was my mother who took it away, but I didn't expect it to be in my father's hands all along.

"This is the last photo of your mother, this is the last one..." Dad murmured, throwing away the shattered glass photo frame, took out the photo, and put it into his arms with trembling hands.

"It's okay. I still have a lot of photos of my mother, all of which were taken abroad. How much do you want? I'll copy them all for you. You can go to the photo studio and develop them all. Can't we hang them all over the room? If my mother saw it, wouldn't she be crazy?" I grinned and hissed twice, the numbness on my face was gone, and now only the pain remained.

"She can't see, she can't see, she can't see again..." Dad hugged his chest, slowly returned to the bedroom, and then locked the door again.

"How could it be? I took pictures of our house and sent them to her. The Internet is so developed, how could she not see it?" As I said, my body suddenly became cold.

"Dad, what's going on? Tell me clearly..." I slammed on the door panel frantically, kicking and kicking.

Some things that I don't want to think about and dare not think about will always be presented to me in various unimaginable ways.Sometimes, I really wish it was just a wild guess on my spare time.

For a moment, I'd rather believe that Dad beat me for my reasons.Because that means that some things can be redeemed, and some things... say goodbye forever.

"Bang..." After I kicked the bedroom door hard, my father finally opened the door. His face was ashen, as if he had lost all vitality in an instant, and now standing in front of me was just a dying old man.

"Dad...I..."

"I know this is Artest's idea, Yangyang, you go away first, Dad wants to be alone...for a while!"

After speaking, he closed the door again.

"dad……"

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The sky seemed to be falling down, I had no idea what I was going to do, I could only stand in front of my father's bedroom door in a daze.After a while, when the phone vibrated again, I slowly turned around, mechanically bent down to pick up the phone, opened the answer button, and put it on my ear, "Hello?"

"Zheng Yiyang, come out and open the door for me!"

"Oh!" I held up my phone and agreed, but stood there without moving.It wasn't until there were thunderous knocks on the door that I seemed to wake up a bit, and rushed to open the door.

"Have you been asleep for a long time?" Zheng Tai was bombarded as soon as he entered the door, saliva flew all over my face.

"..." I reached out and wiped my face, then continued to listen to him cursing with a dull face.In fact, I hope that he can scold more fiercely, and it is best for Dad to hear him.With Dad's temper, he definitely can't stand such foul language. If it was normal, Dad would definitely jump out of the room and kick him twice before talking.

However, today I miscalculated.Zheng Tai scolded endlessly for a long time, during which time he grabbed my ears and turned me over and over again~ ravaged me several times, my dad didn't even open the door to let out a fart.

I am suddenly desperate!

"Can you fucking breathe?" In the end, Zheng Tai was tired of scolding, he finally took a deep breath and asked a concluding question.

"Brother, I'm asking you something, you have to tell the truth!" I raised my head and looked at his face seriously.The beard on his chin has already protruded, and I haven't seen him for more than half a day. I actually have a feeling that we have been separated for a long time.

"What do you want to ask? Did Lin Lin say something to you?" Zheng Tai's face changed drastically, and his fingers grabbing my shoulder almost pinched into my flesh.

"Does Lin Lin also know?" I asked subconsciously.

"..." Zheng Tai stared into my eyes, but didn't speak.He seemed to be examining, thinking, and listening to what I was thinking.

I also looked up at him, and said each word, each word seemed to take all the energy out of my body.I have a wish in my heart, that Zheng Tai's words can overturn all bad things.I don't mind wasting my feelings, and I don't care if people call me an idiot.

"Do you know where my mother is?"

"..." Zheng Tai's expression was very calm, and of course it could be regarded as expressionless.What came out of his eyes was also calmness, indifference, and perhaps a little bit of boredom and helplessness.

"Where's my mother?" I asked again.

"Why do you ask your mother? Didn't you say..." Zheng Tai didn't answer my question, but started to ask me instead.

"I just want to ask... Where is your mother?" I interrupted him, and broke away from Zheng Tai's arms holding my shoulders, trying my best to hold back my chest that was about to explode.

"Isn't she...isn't she abroad? I don't know very well..." Zheng Tai's eyes flickered, although it was only for a moment, but I caught it.He is not a good liar, or in front of me, he doesn't bother to lie.

"Fart!" I cursed loudly, turned around and opened the door and ran out.

"Where are you going? Come back to me!" Zheng Tai roared, and rushed out, cursing as he ran, "Do you want to die? Are your ears stuffed with donkey hair? Stop..."

Zheng Tai overtook me before I got downstairs. He kicked my calf, and when I fell to the ground, he hugged my waist and carried me on his shoulders, and quickly went downstairs.

When he opened the car door and was about to squeeze me in, I dodged, backed up, rolled over flexibly and rolled to the other side, opened the car door and ran out from inside, spreading my legs and running to the other side of the community .

"Come back!" Zheng Tai's roar almost spread throughout the entire community, and the originally dark room in the community suddenly became brighter.

Zheng Tai caught up with me with strides, and an iron claw pinched my shoulder.I turned around angrily, shook off his arm, raised my leg and kicked him vigorously, always feeling that there was no place to vent the anger, anger, and sadness in my heart, so I wanted to find a place to vent.

"Where's my mother? Let me ask you, where's my mother?" I grabbed his collar, gritted my teeth and asked viciously.

"Say it, tell me the fuck!"

Zheng Tai closed his eyes and said with restraint, "Who told you that I know your mother's whereabouts?"

"I'll just ask you, where's my mother? Where's my... mother...?" In anger, I slapped him hard on the face.There was a burst of numbness in his hands, and his brain and heart were completely paralyzed by anger.

"Crack!" The crisp applause came to my ears but not to my heart.I kicked Zheng Taiheng vertically and vertically like a machine out of control.

I feel that I have been depressed for more than ten years. From the day my mother left with her luggage, and from the day I personally watched her leave, the haze in my heart began to accumulate.Almost no one has blamed me, but because of this, my hanging heart never falls.But suddenly one day, I felt flustered, and when I wanted to press my heart, I realized that my heart was nowhere to be found.

My fists and feet were all on Zheng Tai's body. This time, he allowed me to vent.In fact, what I hope more is that he can fight back, unilateral violence is meaningless!

Tired from the beating, I was almost done venting, I collapsed to the ground, limp and lifeless, lying on the grass, as if I was dead.Zheng Tai didn't say anything, he just picked me up, put his arms around me and took me to the car, "Follow me back first, we'll talk about it later!"

I let him help me into the car limply, lay down on the back seat and continued to be in a daze.The car started to start, the car turned out of the community, the car came to the road, the lights of the shops on the street shone into the car, the interior of the car was flickering, red and green, and cars passed each other... This scene is so familiar that it doesn't arouse all my interest.

"I'm going to find my mother!" I suddenly interrupted the silence in the car.

"..." Zheng Tai glanced at me from the rearview mirror, but didn't say a word.