Husky and Sunflower

Time passed quickly, and it was late autumn in the blink of an eye.Trees along the street start to turn yellow and fall off.After only a short while, the road was covered with yellow and dry leaves, blown by the cold autumn wind, blowing everywhere, and some even flew onto the windshield of my car.

I stared straight ahead and continued to drive, letting the dead leaves dance against the autumn wind.

There was another wave of personnel transfers, and the company was in panic all day long, and the atmosphere was not good.And every time I appear, it seems to bring them vitality and hope.I don't know when I started, I have already assumed the title of a good person in the company.Well, even if I didn't help much, at least they thought that the news they got from me was reliable, and I was harmless.

However, what I want to say is that I don't know anything at all, and I don't care whether anyone goes or stays.

"Buzz..." The phone vibrated.

I drove the car and answered the phone with one hand free, "Hi!"

"Are you home?" Zheng Tai's voice was still as deep as ever.

"No, the traffic jam is too severe. It took me half an hour to move 100 meters!" The buddy next to me with the car window open, his head up and his mouth open, has successfully fallen asleep with Halazi.

"Yeah!" Zheng Tai hummed, and then didn't continue.

"..." I quietly waited for his next sentence, but he was quiet.

"It's okay, I'll hang up first!" Before he could answer, I hung up the phone on my own initiative, and continued to drive at a speed that was not much faster than a snail.

Suddenly, I realized that my feelings for him were not as deep as I imagined.For a long time, my eyes have always revolved around him. When I feel the loneliest and most helpless, Zheng Tai will always easily break into my life.Although sometimes, he uses various unreasonable ways to make trouble...

We will still sleep in the same bed and cover the same quilt as before.Zheng Tai's sleeping position became more and more unpredictable, his limbs wrapped around my body more and more tightly, and his hot breath sprayed directly on my face... It was very much like him when he was a child.We still make love, but the frequency and pleasure are inversely proportional.

I almost became his personal secretary, and I was required to intervene in every detail. Zou Huang almost quit Zheng Tai's life and work circle.My work and my life are all occupied by Zheng Tai.

However, one day suddenly, I felt that I did not need this kind of intervention.What I really want is not to scratch the itch, but to be able to touch it when I reach out, to be able to hold it firmly in my hand and hold it in my arms, to enjoy the hug with peace of mind, instead of waiting for me to be old and rely on it like my father. A photo to remember.

"Buzz buzz..." Just as he was lost in thought, the phone vibrated again.

After hesitating for a while, I took the phone and looked at the caller ID. It turned out to be Liu Jia, whom I hadn't seen for many days.

"Hey, brother, are you out of customs? How long have you been practicing?" I picked up the phone and joked with a smile.

"I haven't become a master yet! I have to continue practicing later!" Liu Jia said with a relaxed smile.

"By the way, what have you been up to lately? I heard that you dumped Zou Huang again? Are you feeling empty, lonely and cold now? Do you want me to find you a warm bed?" It's a red light, so I slow down.

Liu Jia laughed loudly, "Honey, who told you that I dumped him? Let me tell you, he dumped me this time!"

"Why?" I asked confused.The car stopped, and then a car next to me stopped on my right. From the half-rolled car window, I saw the profile of a man.

"Little boy, the things between us adults are beyond your intelligence. By the way, I heard that you are with your dear brother. Is it true? Do it, how do you feel?" Liu Jia's voice was still full of excitement and even excitement.It's not at all the literary young man I've seen before who drank to drink away his sorrows after a broken relationship.In just a few short months, he has changed from a melancholy literary youth to a dude?I desperately wanted to know what had happened to him.

"You haven't done it? Why don't you feel it yourself?" I sneered while holding up my phone.

"What's the same? I haven't tried your brother, I don't know how lively your brother is, do you want to do it with me once, and then find out the difference with your brother, I promise you will never forget it!" Liu Jia The originally clear and gorgeous voice was full of frivolity and ambiguity at this moment, as if he had just finished taking drugs.

"Damn!" I laughed and snapped at him, "You are the kind of guy who is suitable for self-sufficiency..."

"Silly brother..." Liu Jia sighed melancholy, "By the way, are you free? Let's meet!"

"Hmm..." I pondered for a while, "It's fine, but I have to go home and cook for my dad first!"

"Your father is not a child anymore. Without you cooking, would he still starve to death?"

"He's just a kid, I won't tell you now! See you at the old place!" I quickly answered and hung up the phone.The yellow light at the intersection ahead came on, the car in front of me was slowly starting, and I started to apply the gas pedal.Turning my head inadvertently, the half window of the car on the right that was originally open is now fully open, and a man's face is staring at me with a smile that is not a smile.

What kind of face is that?He is about thirty to forty years old, with slightly long hair, a thin face, high cheekbones, and a sharp chin... I don't know how to describe his appearance, purely handsome, mature, masculine, and delicate... It seems None of them are suitable... I can only say that his appearance is very strange. The most important thing is that the corners of his mouth are upturned, but his eyes are not very happy.I drove all the way, searching for information about this person in my mind, but to no avail.

I'm sure I've met this person, but I really can't remember where I met him, or what he told me, and under what circumstances.

When I drove the car to the community, I didn't remember who that person was, and the most frustrating thing was that I forgot to buy vegetables.I had no choice but to park the car and walk to the farmer's market outside the community. After walking around for more than ten minutes, I went back with the vegetables.

When I got back to my downstairs, it was completely dark.In late autumn in the north, the sun goes down early, and the cold and darkness immediately hits, and if you don't pay attention, you will be swallowed up.So, I ran upstairs with vegetables, but the lights in the corridor were still broken, and no one repaired them.

I was holding the vegetables in both hands, and it was really not easy to separate my hands to get the keys, so I simply leaned against the wall and slowly moved upstairs.I vowed ten thousand and one times in my heart that I must fix the lights in the corridor. The property management in the community seemed to be hopeless, so I decided to do it myself. If I don’t fix the lights again, I will not be a human being.

After climbing up to the sixth floor, I took out the key with great effort and opened the door.The sound of the TV in the living room was one after another, deafening.And Dad was lying on the sofa, sleeping in the dark, with no clothes on his body, curled up on the sofa with bare feet.

I walked over and touched Dad's feet, which were cold and cold.She couldn't help scolding him fiercely in her heart for a while before taking out a thin quilt from the bedroom and covering him up.Dad was not woken up by me, but his body shook a little.

I picked up the remote control and turned off the noisy TV. When I was about to go to the kitchen to cook, my dad suddenly jumped up from the sofa and shouted in a thick nasal voice, "Don't turn off the TV for me, I want to watch it!"

I threw the remote control in my hand at him fiercely, "What are you looking at? You know how to watch it. You've fallen asleep like this. Watch it! Aren't you afraid of wasting electricity?"

"You care about me?" Dad took the remote control and turned on the TV again.

I stomped and spun and jumped in my heart angrily, but there was nothing I could do.The last time Dad locked himself in the bedroom for three whole days and did not come out. Later, Zheng Tai kicked open the door and broke in. After talking to Dad like this for a long time, Dad finally realized what was going on, so he walked out of the bedroom. Come out, but the brain has not been very normal since then.

He watches TV every day. He doesn’t watch TV dramas, variety shows, or shopping channels, but only news and international news.When we were eating, the topic of conversation also became, which country in Africa is the most stable, which country has the most frequent wars, which African country has a large-scale plague, and the number of left-behind refugees and children has exceeded the total population of the Vatican...

After dinner is ready, I serve the dishes on the table.Dad held up his mobile phone and was talking on the phone, to be precise, he was listening to the phone.I can only hear my dad's humming voice from time to time, at most he can say yes or no, other than that, there are no other slightly complicated words or sentences.

After Dad finished making the phone call, he came to the dining table, picked up the rice bowl and chopsticks, and ate without saying a word.

"Dad, what do you want to eat tomorrow? I'll buy it for you!" I said with my rice bowl in my hands.

"Whatever you want, you can buy whatever you want, your dad and I are not picky eaters!" Dad swallowed a mouthful of food and said vaguely.

I am also speechless.So, we both threw ourselves into this tasteless dinner listlessly.Dad finished eating first, he got up and went to the kitchen, put the bowl in the sink, and immediately came to the living room, picked up the remote control and started jumping.

After I finished washing the dishes, I walked out of the kitchen, wiped off the drops of water on my hands, and looked at the time. It was already 08:30 in the evening, so I took my coat and mobile phone keys and went out. As I walked, I said to the back of my father's head, "Dad, I have something to go out, you go to bed early!"

"Where are you going?" Dad didn't take my words as a deaf ear for the first time, he turned his head and stared at me, and said seriously.

"It's a friend. I haven't seen you for a long time. Let's meet up and have a drink together. Oh, I won't drive, just take a taxi!" I put on my coat and looked at the mirror and scratched my not-so-soft hair , The hair has grown again, I have to find some time to fix it.

"It's not Artest?" Dad asked casually, then turned his head and continued to face the TV.

"Why Artest?" I turned my head and looked at Dad in a strange way.For my father's sudden words, my heart shrank violently.

"Apart from Artest, do you have any other friends?"

"..." I looked at the back of his head suspiciously for a while, then walked slowly to the door, then turned my head and glanced at him again, "I have many friends, I'm going to see Liu Jia tonight! "

"Oh, he..." Dad sighed sadly, "Go, don't come back too late!"

"Got it!" I promised, opened the door and left the house.