Husky and Sunflower

After leaving the commercial building, put all the things you bought into the trunk.Just as he was about to drive away, a sudden voice came from behind him, "Are you... Yangyang?"

My back stiffened, but I didn't look back.Zou Huang turned around, looked past me, and turned directly to the source of the sound.

"Zou Huang, you... are here too!" the voice continued.

I have heard this voice for many years, and we have played together for many years. Similarly, I hurt her, and she hurt me.I have been thinking about when she will come back and what she will do when she comes back... In fact, starting from the day Zheng Tai came back, Lin Lin's return date will not be too far away.

"Yes!" Zou Huang replied blankly.

"What a coincidence...hehe..." Her awkward laughter came over.

I took Xiaopang from Zou Huang, and then opened the car door to put Xiaopang away.Xiao Pang held the candy bag in his hands and blinked with a smile. He looked at me for a while, then at Zou Huang, and then at the aunt who was dressed in a fashionable brand name outside. He didn't understand what happened outside at all.

After touching Xiaopang's head, I turned around and looked at Lin Lin behind me.Lin Lin took off the sunglasses that covered half of her face, revealing a face with exquisite makeup.Seeing me like this, she brushed her hair on her forehead uncomfortably, "Yangyang, how are you doing?"

"Good, how about you?" I glanced at her attire.Her taste has finally improved a lot, from a rich girl who always likes to wear fake famous brands on the street to a real socialite lady.

"I..." She seemed to be hesitating for a moment, with a look of embarrassment on her face, "Yangyang, I want to chat with you, can I?"

"Okay!" I nodded bluntly, and turned to look at Zou Huang, "You help me look after Xiaopang, I'll go back as soon as I go!"

Zou Huang looked at me thinking for a second before nodding.

I took Lin Lin to the Starbucks closest to the parking lot, found a seat by the window, ordered two cups of coffee, added an extra spoonful of milkshake and a piece of sugar to Lin Lin's cup, and pushed the coffee to her.

"You still remember my habits!" Lin Lin held the coffee under her nose and sniffed it, but didn't drink it.

"Why don't you remember? We've had friends for so many years, and I don't have many friends, and it's not like you don't know!" I took a sip of my cup of bitter coffee nonchalantly.

"... also!" She put down the coffee in her hand and turned her head to look outside the glass wall.I followed her gaze, and saw that Zou Huang was playing with Xiaopang in his arms, and was interrupted by her when he was about to say something.

"But now, my tastes have changed!" she said.

"Oh!" I casually agreed.

"Don't you ask me what I have experienced during the past few years?" She turned her head and looked directly at me, with an aggressive look in her eyes.This is the first time I have seen her in more than 20 years of life.Or, she was like this, and I was too stupid.

I didn't answer what she said, but instead asked, "Then do you want to know, the kid who is playing with Zou Huang outside, do you know who he is?"

"Yangyang!" Her voice suddenly raised a lot, and her tone became very stiff, "I'm not joking with you!"

"Me neither. He is your son. He is three years old today. His name is Zheng..."

"Enough!" The woman in front of me interrupted me bluntly. The cup of coffee placed in front of her was knocked aside vigorously by her, and half of the cup was spilled. The table was wet, and the light brown liquid along the The table dripped, and a few drops landed on her latest winter coat.

"I don't care who he is or who gave birth to him. I only care about Artest! Yangyang, you know that there is only one person in my life. He is Artest. I can do anything for him. I used to think that we would be together in the end, even if he doesn't like me, even if he has another person in his heart, but but but... the only one who is by his side is me!"

Lin Lin's state is almost insane, like a gambler who has played until the end, she will put all her eggs in one basket just to get what she wants, and she is morbidly stubborn to think that this will be the case.

"I know, calm down!" The people around have frequently cast curious glances at us.

"No, no, no...you don't know, Yangyang, you don't know at all!" Lin Lin grabbed my hand eagerly, the anxious expression on her face was obvious,

"I know you must have hated me, but I can't help it. I've been looking for Zheng Tai. For him, I can do anything, let alone just have a baby! You were so good to me before, now you help me again Okay? You take me to see Artest, I want to see him, I miss him, I think he is going crazy..."

Lin Lin grabbed my hand as if she was grabbing a life-saving straw. Her look, her eyes, her facial expressions...all revealed a kind of hopelessness.

"Then tell me, what happened in H City? Why are we lying together?" I closed my eyes, my nose and throat were terribly sore.All along, I tried my best to convince myself to forget about it.But how easy is it to forget?

"..." Lin Lin choked for a while, then raised her head, and said word by word, "I can't help it, someone forced me to do it, he said, he said... as long as your child is born, you will be free again." If you can’t fly anymore, you will never go to your mother again... Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Lever Lv!”

"So? What benefits did he give you?" I asked calmly.

"..." Lin Lin shook her head desperately.

I tried my best to suppress the anger in my lungs, and asked instead, "Is that person Zheng Tai?"

Lin Lin still shook her head fiercely, "I can't say, I can't say..."

In H city, in that cold and terrible winter, I happily followed Zheng Tai on a business trip. I thought we were just going out for fun, I thought Zheng Tai and I just didn't trust each other, but... Naive.

"Knock knock..." There was a slight knock on the glass wall.I turned my head, and it was Zou Huang who came over.He looked at me with cold eyes, pointed to my face, and pointed to his watch.

I turned my gaze and stared at Lin Lin who was shaking her head and almost convulsed, and calmed down the anger in my stomach, "Where have you been all these years?"

"I didn't go anywhere, I didn't go abroad at all!" Lin Lin looked at me with dull eyes, then looked at Zou Huang outside the glass wall, and said dumbly, "Someone told me that Artest was in City H, so I just I went to find him..."

"did you find it?"

Lin Lin nodded and shook her head, stared at the table and suddenly laughed, laughed twice and started to cry again.

"Hehe...very good!" I couldn't say anything meaningful anymore, I picked up the coffee and drank it all in one gulp, the pure black coffee without a drop of sugar entered my stomach.I put down my coffee cup, stood up and walked outside.

Fortunately, there was still the last sliver of reason suppressing me, and I didn't pour the coffee in my hand on the head of the depressed woman opposite.For a long time, I have been depressed for too long. I am afraid that if I stay for another second, I will really lose control of myself.

Zou Huang pushed me into the back seat of the car, next to Xiaopang, who was strapped to the safety seat, and then he got into the driver's seat and rushed to my community.

I clenched my fists and forced myself to look out the car window.I'm afraid that my distorted face will scare Xiaopang, and I'm afraid that the sharp voice in my heart will overwhelm my own reason.

I hate myself who can't do anything, can't do anything.

However, so many years have passed, Lin Lin has changed, Zheng Tai has changed, Zou Huang has changed, Liu Jia has changed...how can I not change?Why can't I change?

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When I got home, my mood was much calmer, and I took Xiaopang into the house.

Dad took Xiaopang from my hand, turned his head and glared at me, "Look at your listless look now, are you still a three-year-old kid?"

"..." I was exhausted and ignored my father's difficulties.I just brought all the gifts I bought for my dad into the house.

Dad lowered his head and scanned the things, and said still dissatisfied, "Don't think that I won't teach you a lesson because you bought something! Did you bring it to your uncle?"

"Bring it!" I took off my coat, threw myself on the sofa with a bang, and agreed feebly, "If you don't buy it for him, his vinegar jar will be designated for our house! Your son's IQ is still low." some!"

Dad snorted, hugged Xiaopang and didn't forget to give me a kick, "Don't lie here like a dead pig, get up and wash your hands, go eat!"

"Oh!" I slowly got up from the sofa and plunged into the bathroom.

During the meal, except for a few lessons from me at the beginning, Dad's full attention was attracted by the little fat man in his arms.After eating, Dad carried Xiaopang to study the Transformers he just bought.When I finished cleaning the kitchen and was about to go downstairs to throw away the trash, I turned around and yelled, "Dad, I'm going downstairs to throw out the trash, and I'll be right back!"

"..." Dad didn't even have time to look up at me, he just waved his hands at me indiscriminately, for fear that I would disturb the wonderful time of the grandparents and grandson, it seemed that he wanted me not to go back.

"Hmm..." Xiaopang held a lollipop in his mouth, pointed at me with his short and thick arms, and was stopped by his father when he was about to come out, "Your uncle, come down!" Take out the trash upstairs, ignore him!"

"..." I sighed, put on my shoes, and went out with a few big garbage bags.I came to the fifth floor in the dark, the lights in the corridor on the fifth floor were still broken, and there was still no one to fix it.

I thumped my head, not knowing how to scold myself.Apart from scolding myself, I also wonder how weird and lazy the residents on the fifth floor live here?Don't they ever go out at night?I murmured and slowly moved down while holding onto the handrail of the stairs.

When I was about to go down to the fourth floor, I could vaguely hear a child crying miserably from the fifth floor, accompanied by the sound of knocking on the door, and a low voice, "Daddy, daddy, daddy... you Wake up, wake up!"

I stopped walking, and there was a cat's paw scratching desperately in my heart.I couldn't help my curiosity, and walked to the deepest part of the fifth floor in the dark. There was only one family on the fifth floor. At the end of the corridor, as I walked deeper and further away, the voice became more Clear and increasingly familiar.

"..." Suddenly, the child's crying stopped, and my hand touched a cold door... At this moment, there was a severe pain in my head as if it was about to explode.