thinking far away

Yuan slowly tightened his fingers holding the phone, and said coldly: "Why do you think I agreed to you?"

"You have no source of income now, so what are you going to say to me? I am your father, and I want to leave the good things to you. Why can't you understand my painstaking efforts?"

"I can live without relying on you." Qi Yuan pulled out the SIM card and threw it into the trash can beside him, strode out of the airport.

Chapter 16

Qi Yuan is almost penniless, so he can only work part-time in restaurants while submitting resumes to companies. It was not until he joined a software development company that his living conditions improved.He must get rid of Qi Hui's control, and must return to Lu Si's side.

When Qi Yuan was awakened by the ringing of the mobile phone, Lu Si had already gone out, and the lean meat porridge on the dining table was still warm and exuded a faint aroma.The phone rang persistently, Qi Yuan scooped up the porridge with a spoon, and casually picked up the phone to see the caller ID.Qi Yuan frowned and threw the phone aside, but the caller was extremely stubborn, and Qi Yuan couldn't give up after finishing the porridge.

"Hello, what's the matter?"

The girl on the other end seemed not expecting that Qi Yuan would really pick it up, and her tone was slightly pleasant: "Qi Yuan, are you free today?"

Qi Yuan said decisively: "No time."

"...Then what are you going to do, I can accompany you."

Qi Yuan raised his eyebrows: "Chasing my wife."

"..."

"I'm hanging up for nothing else."

"Wait, Qi Yuan, now I'm alone in China to help the head office discuss cooperation projects. I couldn't make an appointment with their person in charge yesterday, and the staff said that the boss asked for leave..."

Qi Yuan: "What exactly do you want to say?"

"So, Mr. Qi, can we talk about the contract?"

Lu Si was invited by Lin Miao to go shopping with her, but the young lady assistant hated to get married very urgently, saying that she asked her relatives to introduce an outstanding young man to meet in the afternoon.

Lu Si laughed: "You are still young, so don't be in such a hurry."

The assistant lady said seriously: "That's not what I said, I still have some choices now, but in a few years, someone else will pick me. Brother Lu, don't be so single, I am anxious when I look at you."

"Why are you talking about me again?"

"Because I care about you. Brother Lu, don't you already have someone you like?" Lin Miao originally just said it casually, but after she finished speaking, she couldn't help but think about Lu Si's lonely life since she met Lu Si .

Lu Si helped Lin Miao carry a few bags in his hand. Hearing this, he looked down at the bags in his hand, raised one corner of his lips, and a dimple appeared on his left cheek, "You are too gossip."

Lin Miao stared at his smile intently, and Lu Si's eyes seemed to be shining. She had never seen Lu Si's such a gentle smile.As if infected, she also laughed, "If it's someone you like, then she must be a very good person."

Lu Si turned his head to look at her. Just as he was about to answer something, a familiar figure appeared in front of him.Qi Yuan was wearing a black windbreaker and stood with a tall young girl, the girl smiled sweetly, Qi Yuan raised his eyebrows as if impatient, but the atmosphere between the two was very harmonious.

For some reason, Lu Si's mind suddenly flashed the appearance of An Qiqi in high school. The person who should have forgotten it long ago, when seeing Qi Yuan with other girls, suddenly remembered everything the other party said and looked at Qi Yuan's eyes. rise.And the girl on the other side had a better appearance and temperament than An Qiqi, so she didn't know how to react for a while.

"Brother Lu, what's wrong with you?" Lin Miao looked in the direction Lu Si was looking at, and asked in confusion, "Do you know them?"

"Lin Miao, do you have anything else to buy? Let's go." Lu Si held Lin Miao with the other hand, and unconsciously pursed his lips.

Qi Yuan seemed to have noticed something, squinted his eyes and glanced behind Xie Weiran, met Lu Si's gaze, and saw the other party leading a girl and turned away before he recovered.There are four floors in the shopping mall in a ring shape. Qi Yuan threw off Xie Weiran and chased after it with big strides around the arc.

Lin Miao followed Lu Si step by step, and the latter's hurried pace made her feel inexplicable, "Brother Lu, what's wrong with you? You're leaving suddenly."

Before she could wait for the answer from the person in front, someone grabbed the hood of the hoodie from behind. She turned around and found that it was the man she had just seen.

The man was handsome, but his complexion was cloudy, and his tall figure made people feel oppressed.

Lu Si was stopped by the sudden strange force from behind, seeing Qi Yuan's gloomy face as expected, Lu Si pulled a smirk and asked him: "Don't you need to accompany that young lady?"

Qi Yuan was still holding Lin Miao's hat in his hand, and almost wanted to lift the poor little body of the assistant, "Who is she?"

The assistant was flailing her arms and legs to free her hat from the man's hand, struggling and said, "I'm Lin Miao!"

"Oh?" Qi Yuan raised his eyebrows, "Then what is your relationship with him?"

"I should ask you this, right? I've known Brother Lu for so long, and I've never met you, and I haven't heard Brother Lu mention you. Where did you come from? Let me go!"

Qi Yuan let go, Lin Miao couldn't control his strength and almost fell down, Lu Si caught her, and his face was not very good-looking.Qi Yuan sneered: "You were not born when I met him."

Lu Si couldn't help frowning: "Qi Yuan!"

Qi Yuan pushed aside Lu Si's hand supporting Lin Miao, wrapped it tightly in his own palm, ignored Lin Miao, and quickly faded out of Lin Miao's sight.Lin Miao stood there and stared at Qi Yuan's angry back, dumbfounded.

Chapter 17

Qi Yuan drove very fast along the way, and when he arrived at Lu Si's house, he slammed the door hard. Lu Si's back hurt from the door panel, and his face was still expressionless. "Are you angry? Why are you angry?"

Qi Yuan was taken aback by the question, but when he thought of the scene where Lu Si took someone else's hand and left in front of him, he would go crazy again, "Of course I will be angry when you are with someone else!"

"What about you? What are you doing?"

"I..." Qi Yuan was discouraged all of a sudden, "I have nothing to do with her. She said she wanted to negotiate a contract and asked me to go to the shopping mall. I didn't want to go..."

Lu Si's body couldn't help shaking: "Qi Yuan, are you the only one who feels uneasy, and so do I."

He once gave him a hopeless promise. When he faced the so-called father's feelings for his mother, it was just a fantasy. When he saw Lu Wan's reluctance before he passed away. When Qi Yuan gave him the best time and left him helpless for ten years... He only relied on the faint memories of each other to absorb the warmth from it.

There was a gap in their encounter from the very beginning. Qi Yuan was afraid that his Sisi would leave him like his parents, and why not Lu Si? far side.He can only bury it in the bottom of his heart like the past, and give him useless and pale comfort.

He made him wait for so long, he made him uneasy for so long, how could he not complain, how could he not be angry...

Qi Yuan saw that Lu Si's eyes were starting to turn red, he hated Lu Si's appearance of crying or not, he couldn't bear to make Lu Si sad.With a stretch of his long arm, he pulled Lu Si into his arms, and coaxed him softly: "No matter what, it's my fault, okay? I was wrong, so don't cry. It's my fault, I messed with you, I'm really sorry You have nothing to do, as long as you are well, I don't care about anything."

Lu Si stayed quietly in Qi Yuan's arms and let him follow his back, probably because someone pampered him, but Lu Si's tears suddenly couldn't stop, and the grievances of many years swept away, and began to She sobbed softly, and then buried her face in Qi Yuan's shoulder and wept loudly.

Fist hit Qi Yuan's body, Lu Si cried and said: "Qi Yuan, you bastard, you are a bastard. You can't do it at all. Why did you promise me, you liar, say that you will never let me face you alone again. For everything, where were you when I needed you?! Where are you?! Why did you make me wait for you for so long! Chen Lanzhi didn't love my mother at all, and my mother waited for nothing all her life. He wanted me to Come on, Chen Jiyu lied to me too...you all lied to me!..."

Lu Si didn't know what to say, and the words in his mouth were confused, trying to confide all the sadness in his heart to him.Like a child who was wronged and just wanted to cry in the arms of his family to be comforted, Qi Yuan let him beat him, hugged him tightly, and listened to Lu Si's incoherent crying so distressed that he was dying.

In the end, Lu Si was tired from crying and fell asleep in Qi Yuan's arms.Qi Yuan looked down at the mottled tears on Lu Si's face and the blush at the corners of his eyes, sighed, kissed Lu Si's eyes, and carried him into the room.She touched Lu Si's crying hot cheek, afraid that he would have a fever, so she went to the bathroom to wet the towel and came back to wipe his face.

After wiping his face, he took Lu Si's hand again, and wiped them carefully one by one.Qi Yuan looked at Lu Si's pale and slender fingertips, and pressed them lightly. He remembered that Lu Si's hands were fleshy before, and a small dimple could be formed with one touch. The fleshy little Lu Si was also very cute, but now Thin like this.

Qi Yuan stretched out his index finger and hooked Lu Si's chin. Now Lu Si's jawline draws a beautiful curve, but it makes Qi Yuan feel even more heartbroken.He lowered his head and kissed Lu Si's smooth forehead, and Lu Si moved his nose in his sleep.When he got up to go back to the living room, Qi Yuan realized that the corner of his clothes had been grabbed by Lu Si at some point.

"Don't you want to sleep separately from me? If you don't talk, I'll take it as your consent."

"..." Lu Si still slept peacefully.

Chapter 18

Lu Si hadn't had a good rest for too long, maybe it was because he let out the depression in his heart and no longer had any scruples. This time he slept very deeply, and it was already the second time when he woke up again.