thinking far away

The reason: "Okay, let me go, what if someone comes back?"

Qi Yuan was unwilling: "Sisi, let me go back with you."

Lu Si ignored him, and said while going upstairs: "Go back to your own home, don't hang around in front of my eyes all the time."

Qi Yuan grabbed the door and took the opportunity to squeeze in: "My company has just been established, and I don't have a place to live now."

Lu Si leaned over to change his shoes, and said casually, "Then where were you before?"

"Working in a software development company in country D."

"...Then what are you doing back here?"

"Because you're here, I miss you."

"..."

Chapter 14

Lu Si really hated winter, it was winter when Qi Yuan left, and he came back ten years later.From the time when Lu's mother was sick to her death, Lu Si missed him crazily, and Qi Yuan stayed abroad for some unknown reason, so why did he persist all these years.

Lu Si lay on the bed with his eyes wide open facing the ceiling blankly, lifted the quilt and got out of the bed and walked out of the bedroom. Qi Yuan stayed behind, his tall body squeezed into the narrow sofa, his brows slightly frowned, and he slept restlessly.Lu Si squatted in front of him, quietly looking at Qi Yuan's sleeping profile.

Qi Yuan's side face has clear lines, even with his eyes closed he can't hide his sharpness.Lu Si chuckled, such a powerful person looked like a child in front of him, either acting like a baby or playing tricks.The fingertips lightly touched Qi Yuan's hair, sliding down from his forehead, past the bridge of his eyes and nose, depicting his appearance, and finally stopped at the corner of his lips.

Qi Yuan turned over suddenly, grabbed Lu Si's hand and rubbed it on the side of his face, Lu Si was startled and thought he was about to wake up, the next moment he heard Qi Yuan muttering: "Sisi, don't go ..."

Lu Si gritted his teeth and pinched Qi Yuan. Who the hell walked away? Why don't he go away now, but he took the other side first.

Lu Si felt that he was probably terminally ill and there was no cure for it.

Qi Yuan pestered Lu Si for a day, which annoyed Lu Si so much that the assistant made three phone calls to urge him to finish Chen Jiyu's column and have a new topic to write. Qi Yuan was by his side and he could barely write a single word. .

Qi Yuan, who was kicked out, thought for a while, went downstairs and drove away, while Lu Si was upstairs facing the fluorescent light on the computer screen and listening to the sound of the car starting downstairs, he tightened his fingers on the keyboard.

The bar named "Feicheng" is located in the busiest street in S City, and the street is the busiest time when the lights are on.The bar was dimly lit to create an ambiguous atmosphere. The tables were arranged in an orderly manner around the high platform in the middle of the hall. A long-haired woman hugged a guitar and sang an unknown song in a low voice.

When Qi Yuan arrived, Chen Jiyu was already sitting there with his back on a soft chair, holding a glass in his hand and listening to the woman singing on the stage.

When Chen Jiyu saw him, he leaned over to give him a drink: "Long time no see."

"Long time no see." Qi Yuan raised his cup and took a sip.

"Why do you have my phone?"

Qi Yuan leaned his elbows on his knees, stared at the fine light refracted from the glass and said lazily: "I wrote it down from Sisi's phone."

"What's the matter with me?"

"... Sisi, how has he been in the past few years?" Qi Yuan thought about a lot of things, and the last thing he asked was this one.

Chen Jiyu sneered: "Didn't you go to find him? You don't have eyes?"

"..." He saw it, he saw it all, Lu Si was taller and thinner than before, with almost no expression on his face, he didn't sleep well, he went to bed late every day and got up early every day, and he couldn't cover it under his eyelids. Tired... But he has no way of knowing why he is like this, what he has endured alone in the past ten years.

"Why did you come back? You've been away for so long, what are you doing here?" Chen Jiyu didn't answer him, but asked another question.

Qi Yuan raised his head and drank the rest of the wine in one gulp, and said flatly: "I promised him."

Chen Jiyu was stunned, his eyes were empty, what did Lu Si tell him when he wanted to take Lu Si away? "I promised him." He still remembers Lu Si's indifferent and natural tone.Today Qi Yuan said the same thing to him in the same tone, he didn't dare to think about what kind of story and feelings between them were behind these words, until today he fully understood why Lu Si said what he said when he rejected him unnecessary.

Chen Jiyu was suddenly furious. He grabbed Qi Yuan by the collar and growled: "You promised him that you would leave, and you promised him that you made him wait for you for so long! Do you know what he has gone through? You know Did he wait for you at the airport for a day and a night in the fifth year? Do you know how hard it was for him when his mother died? Even then he didn’t want to give up on you! Why do you let him treat you like this? Why do you? !"

Before Qi Yuan had time to be caught by the collar and get angry, he was shocked by the content of Chen Jiyu's words: "You, what are you talking about?...Lu Si's mother..."

Chapter 15

The surrounding people noticed their quarrel and gradually gathered around. The waiter on duty that day also came to them. Chen Jiyu let go of Qi Yuan and sat back down again. After seeing them stop arguing, people realized that there was nothing exciting to watch and went away. leave.

"Yeah... Lu Si's mother passed away, and he was the only one left. I wanted him to go with me, but he refused." Chen Jiyu smiled self-deprecatingly, "I was with him after you left , why did he recognize you? What's so good about you? You're so stubborn...why can't he give me a chance? I like him more than you..."

Qi Yuan lowered his head and remained silent. He raised his head and replied seriously after hearing Chen Jiyu's last words: "No, I love Lu Si. No one in this world loves him more than me."

Ten years ago, Qi Yuan was incapable of resisting. The first time he heard that his parents were going to send him abroad, he had a big fight with them. Qi Hui was enraged and found a cane that was two fingers thick and whipped it to Qi Yuan. With Yuan on his back, Qi Yuan gritted his teeth and remained silent.Unable to hear Qi Yuan's begging for mercy, Qi Hui insisted on pulling off the cane before stopping. Seeing Qi Yuan's indifferent expression, he put on his legs in perplexity, and then said coldly: "It's up to you whether you want to go or not. If I knock you out and tie you up, I will tie you up too."

"Have I hindered you?" Qi Yuan lay on the ground, his mouth full of blood foam, "After you divorce, you start your own family again, and you have a child, I will not compete with him for the inheritance, I will Are you not satisfied with not wanting your money? I won’t harm you, your wife or your children, can’t you tolerate me?”

The only answer to him was Qi Hui's estranged back.

Qi Yuan has not been close to them since he was a child, he is not mature and calm like a child, every time Qi Hui sees the indifference and indifference in Qi Yuan's eyes that resemble his, he feels a chill down his spine, this child may be Those who hate him, his child should not be like Qi Yuan.He denied his blood relationship with Qi Yuan again and again, even if he was sent to Anxi Town, he couldn't feel at ease.

After the sports meeting in the first year of high school, Qi Hui called him. The man who should be called his father only said a few words, but it made him feel as if he was in an ice cellar.

"Do you like that kid named Lu Si? No matter how much I hate you, you are my son after all. Do I not know what you are thinking? As long as you are obedient, you can discuss anything. If you don't want to, I will always can figure out a way."

Qi Yuan collapsed in the car exhausted, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, only the light of the cigarette butt flickered in the dark.In the end, he still failed Lu Si, and none of his promises to him could be fulfilled.

When Qi Yuan opened the door, Lu Si was hugging his knees in the corner of the sofa alone.Qi Yuan found the switch in the dark, and the moment the light turned on, Lu Si wanted to squint his eyes because he was not used to the strong reflection of the light, and when he saw Qi Yuan's figure, he stared at him unblinkingly as if he was in a daze. The man, tears fell unconsciously from his eyes.

Qi Yuan sat beside him and wiped away the tears with his fingertips, then covered Lu Si's eyes, "Sisi, close your eyes." Lu Si closed her eyes obediently, and her long eyelashes lightly swept over Qi Yuan's palm, "Don't you know how to close your glare? It hurts your eyes so much."

"..."

"What's wrong? Why don't you talk?"

Lu Si threw himself into Qi Yuan's arms, wrapped his hands around the man's neck, and shook his head.Qi Yuan was surprised that Lu Si was getting close for the first time since the reunion, but it was more disturbing in his heart, "Baby, what's wrong with you, don't keep talking, can you talk to me, okay? I will feel uncomfortable if you do this. "

Lu Si hoarsely said: "...I thought you wouldn't come back."

Qi Yuan seemed to have been stabbed severely in the heart, kissing Lu Si while coaxing: "Hey, I'm back. I will never leave you again, and we will never be separated again." He knew what Lu Si said Not only tonight, but also the days and nights he has been waiting for for the past ten years, he firmly believes, but at the same time fears.

After appeasing Lu Si's uneasy mood, Qi Yuan still went back to sleep on the sofa in the living room, thinking about Chen Jiyu's words in the dark and couldn't calm down for a long time.He didn't know when he fell asleep. Qi Yuan dreamed that before he returned to China five years ago, he went to the airport to book a ticket and was told that it was frozen. He tried all the cards in a hurry, but the result was the same.He called Qi Hui, Qi Hui just asked him if he would like to inherit his property.

Qi Hui originally wanted to have another son to raise himself, he was confident that he would be better and more obedient than Qi Yuan, but he didn't expect that none of his lovers could conceive again in five years.Qi Yuan's studies have been completed long ago, and Qi Hui's temples are already graying, probably because of getting older, he is no longer as calm and ruthless as before, but has started to feel a little impatient.The company's policy began to show its disadvantages, and it was still on the surface, but in fact it was not as good as before.Qi Yuan is not his son, he just needs an obedient puppet.He needs the daughter marriage between Qiyuan and Hengtai Group to strengthen his position among the directors.

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