his cat [Rebirth]

After the college entrance examination, Xing Yingtai thought that she answered the questions well, but in fact her score was nearly [-]% lower than the usual mock exam.It is no problem to go to the university that Chongshan has attended, but he cannot choose a major.

After changing majors, the result was unexpected. Xing Yingtai took the foreign language department he didn't like the most by accident, and when he got the admission notice, he was so angry that he almost fainted.

He hurriedly rode his bicycle to Chongshan's home, and showed Chongshan his admission letter.

Chongshan deliberately put on the glasses that he didn't use very much, held the notice in front of him, read it carefully several times, and then said: "Isn't this very good! Congratulations."

"What's the matter?" Xing Yingtai said, "I don't want to learn English at all."

"There will be a chance to change majors in the future." Chongshan comforted, "And I also learned a foreign language at the beginning, so the two of us are destined."

Xing Yingtai sighed and said, "I can only think this way, to comfort myself."

After Xing Yingtai celebrated her birthday at home, she went to her university by car a few days earlier.

His college life kicked off.

After entering university, Xing Yingtai's extracurricular life suddenly enriched. Instead of studying hard every day, Xing Yingtai made many new friends.

At the same time, Chongshan is still staying at home with the locked door, like a bird tied to its feet, imprisoned in a magnificent mansion.

He could feel that his self-control was gradually weakening. After so many years of recuperation, his condition suddenly became serious.

Once, Xing Yingtai was playing basketball with her classmates outside, with her jacket on the seat, she missed a call from Chongshan.

After he went to college, he didn't have much contact with his parents, but he kept in touch with Chongshan every day.Seeing Chongshan's missed call, Xing Yingtai panted and dialed back, asking, "Uncle, what's the matter?"

Chongshan said: "I..."

"what?"

"I'm at the gate of your school now." Chong Shan whispered, "I want to meet you."

Xing Yingtai said: "I'm on the basketball court, and I'm playing, so I can't pick you up. Come and find me."

Chongshan spanned half of the campus, and when they found the basketball court, the game was not over yet.

It’s approaching October, the weather is sweltering, Xing Yingtai is defending the basket, his arms are open, the moment the opponent tries to shoot, Xing Yingtai jumps high, and before others can see the action clearly, the ball seems to be stuck to him The same as in the hand, it was taken away.

The people around started shouting and cheering, and the sweat on Xing Yingtai's face fell like rain on the ground. He dribbled the ball with his right hand, and made a 'block' posture with his left hand to guard against the opponent who was sticking to him.He ran so fast and his body was so flexible, so many people chased him, but no one could stop him.

After the game, Xing Yingtai took the towels from her classmates and held a drink in her hand. While wiping off her sweat, she looked around, wondering where Chongshan was now.Chongshan was actually nearby, but he didn't make a sound.He wanted Xing Yingtai to find him by himself.

Because there were a lot of people in the stadium, Xing Yingtai took a cursory look at it, but when he didn't find it, he took out his cell phone from his jacket, as if he wanted to make a call.

At this moment, a tall boy behind him suddenly threw himself behind Xing Yingtai and said, "Give me a drink too."

Xing Yingtai was caught off guard, and the unscrewed drink in his hand fell to the ground.

He said in surprise: "Oh."

Bending down to pick it up.It's just that the mouth of the drink bottle was opened very wide, and more than half of it was lost in an instant.

The boy said embarrassedly: "Go, I'll buy you another bottle."

"No need," Xing Yingtai waved his hand, and said, "I'll go outside with my uncle in a while, and I won't have dinner with you, please tell me, I'm leaving first."

"What?" the boy regretted, "You are a hero in the class, it would be so boring if you don't come."

He meant that Xing Yingtai scored the most points in the game.Just as Xing Yingtai was about to speak, he suddenly saw Chongshan standing in the corner. He hurriedly explained a few words, picked up his schoolbag and walked towards Chongshan.

"Uncle," Xing Yingtai panted, "Why are you here? You didn't say anything in advance."

Chongshan took Xing Yingtai's hand and led him to a place where there were few people, without saying a word.

Xing Yingtai stopped asking.

Passing by a supermarket, Chongshan stopped, pointed to the soda in the refrigerator and asked, "Do you want a drink?"

Xing Yingtai was startled, then shook her head: "No."

"I just saw that you seemed to want to drink very much."

He meant that when Xing Yingtai's soda bottle was spilled on the ground by a boy, Chongshan saw a look similar to heartache in Xing Yingtai's eyes.

How strange, Chongshan gave Xing Yingtai all kinds of gifts, mobile phones, computers, razors, and expensive brand-name clothes. The tops that Xing Yingtai is wearing now cost over [-] yuan, and Xing Yingtai wiped them casually Sweat on the face.

But he was heartbroken because of a bottle of drink that cost three or four yuan.Chong Shan couldn't understand.

Xing Yingtai said: "Ah...that...it doesn't matter. Have you eaten yet? I haven't eaten yet. Let's go out to eat, shall we?"

The two of them drove around the distance and arrived at a rather high-end restaurant.When ordering food, Chongshan asked Xing Yingtai if he wanted to drink.

Xing Yingtai just had a strenuous exercise, and the excitement has not yet calmed down. He thought about it and said, "Yes."

Once drinking, the time for eating will be greatly extended. Fortunately, Xing Yingtai has no class in the afternoon and is not in a hurry to go back.

The two drank a lot, and Xing Yingtai's memory even had faults, one second he was still holding chopsticks on the dining table, and the next second he was already lying on the sofa at Chongshan's house.

Chongshan was also drunk, and was sleeping at Xing Yingtai's feet, with his eyes closed and his face a little pale.

Xing Yingtai looked at his watch and found that it was already past five o'clock in the afternoon.

He struggled to sit up from the sofa and looked at Chongshan.Because Chongshan's face was too pale, he couldn't help reaching out to touch his uncle's face, and asked, "Uncle, are you okay?"

Chong Shan was so angry that he opened his eyes, was stunned for a while, and said, "Very good, what's wrong?"

"Your face is so pale."

Chongshan rubbed his head and said, "...you shouldn't be drinking."

He took medicine before going out, and some conflicted with alcohol. Fortunately, there was a gap in between, otherwise something might happen.

Xing Yingtai didn't know, he said: "You drink too much."

Chongshan smiled slightly, but did not say any excuses.

Looking at the sky outside, the sun was slanting and glowing red, as if it was about to set.

Xing Yingtai said: "I'm going home.

"and many more."

"Ok?"

"Yingtai, I have something to tell you."

Hearing this, Xing Yingtai was not surprised, he was wondering why Chongshan came to school to look for him today, so he nodded at this moment: "Tell me."

Chongshan leaned on the sofa, rubbed his painful head with his fingers, paused, and said slowly: "Yingtai, you are also an adult this year. I treat you as an adult, and I must tell you something. "

In Xing Yingtai's heart, Chongshan has always been a carefree, calm and calm person, and it is rare for him to speak a serious word.With such a serious tone suddenly, Xing Yingtai was inexplicably worried.

Chongshan raised his head, he drank a lot, conflicted with drugs, so his face was pale.Chongshan is almost 40 years old this year, and there are fine wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, but his eyes look so clear that the two moles of tears are warm and bright.

"I like you."

Chongshan said it without hesitation.

"I like you and want to be with you forever."

"..." Xing Yingtai was stunned, he opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, showing a dumbfounded look.

Chongshan was not amused by Xing Yingtai's expression, he stood up solemnly, and knelt down in front of Xing Yingtai on one knee.

He holds his hand.

Chongshan said: "I really mean it. I thought about it for a long time before I decided to tell you. Maybe you don't believe it, but Ying Tai..."

"..."

Chongshan put his hand to his face, staring seriously into Xing Yingtai's eyes.

"I am willing to give up everything. Ying Tai, even if you want my life, I will give it to you."

Xing Yingtai understood. He looked into Chongshan's eyes and slowly frowned.

Sometimes, just one look can tell how serious the other party is.Because of Chongshan's eyes at this moment, Xing Yingtai was sure that he was definitely not joking.

Xing Yingtai sighed, he didn't take back Chongshan's hand from holding him, he even put his arms around Chongshan's waist and picked him up from the ground.

Chongshan's whole body was stiff, his fingers trembling, he was so excited that his mind went blank, like a puppet, he was led by Xing Yingtai to sit on the sofa.

Xing Yingtai was silent for a long time before saying:

"I don't want your life. I don't want..."

After speaking, he was silent again.

Chongshan nodded, and continued, "I don't want it either."

"No, no." Xing Yingtai said hastily, "It's not that I don't want it. It's... I can't want it, uncle."

No no.It is not necessary, I dare not want it, and I cannot want it.

Chong Shan pursed his lips.

Probably because of the setting sun, his eyes slowly dimmed, becoming dark and incomprehensible.

Xing Yingtai got up at a loss, picked up her schoolbag, paused, and said, "Uncle, I'm going home."

Chongshan sat on the sofa without saying a word.

"take a good rest."

"..."

"me……"

Xing Yingtai stood there, not knowing what to say.

He looked up.The skin of the young man was taut, and the slender neck showed the unique outline of a teenager. Xing Yingtai's Adam's apple protruded and rolled up and down, and there seemed to be endless words hidden in his throat.

Yet he ended up saying nothing.

Xing Yingtai carried her schoolbag on one shoulder, hunched forward slightly, and left Chongshan's house with heavy steps.

Looking at Xing Yingtai's back, when Chongshan had a splitting headache, he remembered a poem he had read a long time ago.

What the author says-

that day is so far away

spreading its wings far away

even if love is still

stand still and let the memory flow

You carry your little luggage

You go where no one else can reach

……

I know that's the direction of your heart. (Note)

Chongshan recalled silently, in a trance, the one who cried and asked him, "Who is this piece of soil connected to?" ' The teenager who squatted at his door and honestly said 'I'm a little scared' has grown to this point.

He has grown up.

. . . and to places I can never reach.