want to be your person

Only you know whether it hurts or not. Those who are too exaggerated will cry, and those who are too indifferent will laugh. ——XL

Every time Dinka wakes up in the morning, he always looks at the ring on his hand. Then one day he suddenly finds that the ring is missing, so he hurriedly searched for it at home. Chen Mo said that he would go back and buy another pair. I have to go in. After being in a daze for many days, I found out that the ring was originally placed under my pillow.Chen Mo specially bought two men's necklaces, put the rings on them, and wore them around his neck. Dingka was particularly smug and dangled by the mirror for a photo.

"Why do you look better than me?" Dinka looked even more handsome with the ring and necklace on Chen Mo's fair neck, especially the sexy collarbone, which made people unable to take their eyes off it.

"Temperament problem, do you understand?" Chen Mo crossed his legs on the sofa, a special uncle.

"Cut, bullshit..." Dingka had to admit that Chen Mo was so handsome.

"I'll take you to school this afternoon, I have to go home." Chen Mo's expression gradually became dark and gloomy.

"Did something happen?" Dinka sat down on the sofa.

"My mother asked me to go home and see her." Chen Mo didn't lie, it was indeed Su Tong who called him to come over, but the content of the conversation was about his illness.

"Is there something wrong?" Dinka felt weird and couldn't help asking.

"There's nothing wrong, don't worry, I'll pick you up after school today, okay?"

Chen Mo touched Dingka's soft hair very gently.

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Ding Ka rubbed Chen Mo's cheek.

After school in the afternoon, Chen Mo drove Dingka to school.

"You have to drive slowly." Dingka got out of the car and knocked on the window, still reminding him a few words.

"Well, I'll be back as soon as possible." Chen Mo nodded vigorously.

"I'll watch you drive away first." Dinka was actually not used to Chen Mo not being by his side.

"Okay, just wait for me to come back obediently." Chen Mo drove the car slowly, while looking at Dingka waving goodbye from the rearview mirror, his heart suddenly throbbed, and his mind suddenly went blank for several seconds. When I looked in the rearview mirror, Dinka was nowhere to be seen.

Mother Su Tong has already obtained a passport and is ready to go abroad. At first, Chen Mo really thought that it would be great to take Dingka abroad to accompany him, but after thinking about it for a long time, he was too selfish.Dinka has to go to school and stay with her mother. Everything about Dinka is here, so she can't ignore it just because of herself, and accompany her to go abroad for medical treatment.

Chen Mo slammed on the brakes, panting heavily, and his heart began to ache again. Recently, the attacks have become more and more frequent. If he told his mother that he would definitely go abroad early, what should he do?Chen Mo took out the small bottle from his pocket, took out the small red pills from it, and swallowed it with difficulty. He didn't dare to drive slowly until his breathing gradually became even.

At this moment, Ding Ka was in a daze looking at Chen Mo’s empty seat in class. It’s over, how long has it been since we’ve been apart, and he’s already thinking about him.

I don't know what happened to Chen Mo...

Damn, why did you think of him again!

Dingka pulled his hair irritably, scratched his back, and scratched his legs, a bit like a monkey scratching its ears and cheeks.Dinka is now only looking forward to getting out of class soon.Xia Jian on the side squinted his eyes to observe Dingka's anxious appearance, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up.Xia Jian thought of something, tore off a small note from the notebook, and wrote something.Because it was not far from Dingka's location, it was thrown directly on Dingka's desk.

Dingka didn't know who threw it. He looked around, and the students around him were all studying hard. Only Xia Jian smiled brightly in his direction. Dingka looked behind him subconsciously. There was no one. Looking at yourself?

Dingka smoothed the note, which read: We will be Xiong-Di in the future.

Dinka wrote in a tangled mood: Oh, then I am older than you.

The note was accidentally thrown by Dingka at the feet of a fat man who was several meters away from Xia Jian. Dingka stuck out his tongue at Xia Jian in apology. It was the first time Dingka had done such a thing in his life. There must be no way.

Taking advantage of the teacher's inattention, Xia Jian quickly left the position, moved to the fat man's side, lowered his head, picked up the note, then quickly ran to his position, sat down on his buttocks, and when the teacher turned back, Xia Jian just finished After a series of movements, Dingka sat upright in his seat. Seeing Xia Jian's behavior, Dingka couldn't help wiping off his sweat.

Xia Jian quickly replied to the note and threw it on Dingka's desk smoothly. The time was just right and the angle was right. The key was that the teacher didn't notice it.

Dingka looked at the words on the note: Although you are older than me, let me be the elder brother, and we will be "one family" in the future.

Dingka didn't know how to reply, so he just wrote a few words: Whatever you want, as long as your parents are happy.

This time Dingka saw the time and aimed at the right angle, only missing a successful launch. As a result, the note was spinning and jumping in the air with eyes closed, and the fuck was still missing... This time Dingka didn't dare to look at Xia Jian. His expression changed, the note was thrown too far by himself.

Xia Jian still took the risk, no matter what, he wanted to retrieve the little note.

As a result, I picked up half of them and was caught by the teacher.

"What does that classmate want to do in class?!" The teacher pushed the eyes on the bridge of his nose, casting eagle-like eyes.

Dinka only felt that there were many crows flying over his head...

"I move around..." Xia Jian stretched.

The whole class burst into laughter, only Dingka couldn't laugh, and it was all because he was lost...

The black line on the teacher's face: "The classroom is the place to learn. If you want to be active, go to the playground. If you fail the course at the end of this semester, you really won't be able to graduate!"

Xia Jian squeezed the little note tightly and hid it in his sleeve, and bowed to the teacher apologetically.

"Sorry, I won't do this again."

"Forget it, go back to your seat and listen carefully to the class." The teacher sighed.

After Xia Jian sat back in his seat disheveledly, he secretly unfolded the small note hidden in his sleeve under the seat and read it carefully. Then he picked up the pen and didn't know what was written on the paper.

Dingka listened to the lecture in a daze, but something lightly rubbed against his forehead, Dingka was startled.I looked at the desk again, but there was nothing.Looking up, he saw Xia Jian smashing and grinning towards him, Dingka looked at the note on the ground and quickly picked it up. It said: Can I go to the barbecue shop after school later?

Dingka didn't throw the note when he was beaten to death, but just nodded at Xia Jian.Xia Jian showed a satisfied smile, turned his head and listened to the class seriously.

When school was over, everyone in the classroom was gone, and Dinka slowly packed the books in his schoolbag.In the past, Chen Mo waited unhurriedly for Dingka to pack his schoolbag slowly, and then drove home or walked back.Ding Ka glanced at Chen Mo's empty place, a little lost and missing, holding a book in his hand in a daze for a long time, Xia Jian waved his hand in front of Ding Ka.

"Why are you in a daze?" Xia Jian's shadow was drawn very long by the light projected from the window, and the dust particles in the classroom could be seen clearly with the naked eye under the afterglow of dusk.

Dingka looked around the classroom, staring at the dense chalk writing on the blackboard, he felt a little unreal, that feeling was very disturbing and panicky, Dingka felt that if Chen Mo was not by his side, there would be nothing left of his own sense of security. Not much.

"Why are you going to the barbecue shop?" Dingka put his schoolbag on his back, and walked out of the classroom with Xia Jian.

The snow on the lawn outside has melted a lot, and many places are wet and wet. Xia Jian and Dingka walked a deep path, and the road was paved with strangely shaped cobblestones. The surface was too smooth, and Dingka slipped on it without paying attention. Fortunately, Xia Jian picked it up quickly, otherwise Dinka would have knocked his front teeth.Xia Jian deliberately took Dingka into his arms, Dingka suddenly smelled a faint scent of tobacco, and a rich aroma of chocolate, Xia Jian messed up Dingka's black hair, and his voice was particularly magnetic Generally speaking, when Xia Jian is in heat, his voice is very hoarse.

"Be careful~~~" Xia Jian wanted to kiss Dingka's little face, but Dingka bounced back quickly, pulling several meters away from Xia Jian.

"Got it." Dinka felt embarrassed and had to keep a distance!

"Why do you smell like chocolate?" Dinka said when he thought of something.

"Really?" Xia Jian suddenly thought of something, and took out a small bag of chocolate beans from his pocket, but the chocolate beans melted and turned into a sticky black mucus, a bit like the soil beside the lawn.

"Uh, I can't eat it..." Xia Jian specially brought the chocolate beans to Dingka to eat, but he put them in his pocket and forgot to take them out. As a result, the temperature rose so fast today that Xia Jian smothered them.

"What are you doing at my mother's barbecue restaurant?" Dinka was puzzled.

"I thought you knew!" Xia Jian reacted greatly, with a dignified expression.

"Know what?" Dinka was puzzled.

"Forget it then, don't accompany me to the barbecue restaurant..." Xia Jian was a little concealed, obviously trying to hide it.

"Say it quickly!" Ding Ka anxiously grabbed the corner of Xia Jian's clothes.

"That's it... In fact, it's like this. Didn't your mother open a barbecue restaurant next to it, and suddenly someone went to make trouble a few weeks ago. They didn't say anything about the food in the barbecue restaurant and didn't pay for it. What's even more annoying is that They also smashed and threw things in the store. I thought they were drunk in the store, but those people went to make trouble several times a week. This is what my dad said, and your mother didn't want you I don’t want to talk about it because I’m worried, I’m going there today to help my aunt clean up the store, and I’ll transfer the store later..." Xia Jian’s voice became smaller and smaller, looking at Dingka’s stiff expression, he felt a little regretful speak out.

"Dinka, did you offend some people at school?"

Xia Jian's words reminded Dingka.

Dinka suddenly thought of a person, that person has charming red phoenix eyes, three-dimensional nose, bright red lips, enchanting figure, and the most profound impact on Dinka is the thin and thin physique, that person is long Thinking of Yan Luo, who is more beautiful and coquettish than a woman, Dinka's whole body turns cold.But there is no conclusive evidence, and Dingka can't easily draw conclusions, but he has to doubt Yan Luo...

Dingka and Xia Jian walked out of the school gate full of thoughts. Dingka smelled the stench of mud mixed with the snow on the road, and the chaotic footprints were fiercely burned on the clean and white snow, adding an inexplicable sense of distortion .Snowflakes fell in the gray sky again, colorful and brilliant, those snowflakes melted into the accumulated water on the ground, and the last swaying seemed to be crying...

Not far away was a dirty van parked around the corner.

"The boy next to the tall man is the one you want to get." The man in the black suit handed a photo to the person opposite, and the boy in the photo was Dinka.

"This kid looks pretty good, with thin skin and tender flesh, but I don't know if we can let our brothers toss for a while~~~"

The fat man with a face full of flesh had yellowish teeth stained with sticky white saliva, which was extremely disgusting and obscene.

"You work hard, and it will last as long as you want. When something happens, our boss will take care of it. That's one thing. Don't let people die, you understand?"

"What enmity does your boss have with this kid?"

"Don't ask too much! You just do what you do, and you will be paid when the time comes."

A man in a black suit issued a warning.

"Yes, yes, we will kill him, hahaha..."

The fleshy man let out a lewd laugh, and the burly younger brother beside him also laughed.

Everything contains Yan Luo's pathological destruction, only endless torture and pain.

A photo of Dinka was thrown out from the car window, and Dinka in the photo was smiling, very happy and clean...

The last ray of light at dusk shone on the photo, and it turned red and bleeding.