want to be your person

Never allow your life to be in a regular, meaningless cycle.Make progress every day and learn a little to make yourself worthy of outstanding people, especially girls. Even if you are not beautiful or have a bad figure, you must live out your self-confidence. ——XL

The sky darkened quickly in winter, and when Dingka and Xia Jian were about to arrive at the barbecue restaurant, the neon lights in the city were shining with weird demon blue and ghostly deep purple, and the melancholy rot spread to the lake not far away In the sky, dots of stars and silhouettes are reflected.The dim lights on the side of the road flickered, shortening the distance between Dingka and Xia Jian.The barbecue shop is located in a remote alley, and the dilapidated eaves are dripping with regular raindrops. , reverberating in the small space, appearing terrifying and ferocious.

Dingka's sense of uneasiness became more intense. He walked a little far away from Xia Jian, but because of his timidity, he involuntarily moved closer to Xia Jian. The face can be seen clearly.Xia Jian likes to look at Dingka's eyebrows and those black eyes. Dingka is not very handsome and beautiful, but the slight frown of his brows and the clarity in those black eyes make him Xia Jian was fascinated by it.

"Little dwarf, don't be afraid." Xia Jian gently held Dingka's right hand, his tone was too gentle.

But Dingka was taken aback. This was the first time that Xia Jian called him a dwarf after he quarreled with Xia Jian.Dinka was inexplicably blocked.

"I..." Dingka wanted to say something, and with some resistance, he pulled out his right hand that was tightly held by Xia Jian, but Xia Jian held Dingka's wrist tightly, with terrifying strength.

"Don't say anything, okay? I'm so tired..." Xia Jian kicked a small stone by his feet fiercely, and lowered his brows.

The atmosphere became cold, Ding Ka saw Xia Jian's depressed profile, and felt even more panicked, and didn't say anything, but let Xia Jian lead him away.At this moment, just at this moment, the warmth and hotness of the palms of the two people are close together. Dingka understands, and Xia Jian understands even more. Can only be friends.

Xia Jian will always remember this boy named Dingka, even if he doesn't love or care about him in the future, he will always remember him.Because I once deeply missed this hazy, childish, unresponsive love.The real thing is that I bullied him severely and asked him to help me clean the room, tidy up the desk, change clothes...

Xia Jian's throat was dry and he swallowed, but his choking became even more severe.

What is said is like, what cannot be said is love,

If, I mean if, then I wouldn't bully you,

Will you like me a little more now?

Those problems are crushed in the dark night, and what you can't get is indeed the most intoxicating.

Dingka and Xia Jian walked into the barbecue restaurant, Xia Jian automatically let go of Dingka's hand.Dingka touched the temperature of his fingertips, and there was still a trace of residual heat.Xi Hui was busy collecting chairs and tables, and when she heard footsteps behind her, she also turned her head to look.

"Mom, why didn't you tell me about the transfer of the store?" Dinka took the heavy object from her mother's hand and helped.

"I just don't want you, a fool, to worry!" Xi Hui smiled.

"Xia Jian is here too?" Xi Hui saw Xia Jian following Dingka.

"Hi aunt, my dad asked me to help you transport these things to my garage. Anyway, we will be a family in the future. Don't be polite to me. If you can help me, just tell me. I can do it." The guarantee is completed!" Xia Jian's peach blossom eyes sent out radio waves, and Xi Hui almost burst into tears with his enthusiastic attitude.

"Thank you, thank you very much." Xi Hui smiled gratifiedly.

Thinking of something again, he turned his head and said to Dinka, "Son, I have something to discuss with you."

"What is it?"

"Uncle Xia Liang and I will get married next week. After we get married, you and I will live at Uncle Xia Liang's house. If you don't live with us, I don't want to force you, but a mother still wants her son by her side." Don't worry, I'm also worried about your mother living in the dormitory at school, it's better to live with us, besides, Xia Jian also agreed."

What Xi Hui said made Ding Ka stunned for a long time before he recovered. Ding Ka looked at Xia Jian with a guilty conscience. He had never lived in the dormitory since the day he established a relationship with Chen Mo. It seems that Xia Jian also knows a lot.Ding Ka was a little worried whether Xia Jian would tell the story.

As a result, Xia Jian pulled Dingka affectionately, and said with great enthusiasm and sincerity: "Auntie has said so, we are all worried that you live in the school dormitory, and I plan to go home to live, you have the heart to let me be your younger brother Do you miss you alone at home?" Xia Jian said very ambiguously, but it seemed normal to Xi Hui, and she was very happy. It seems that her son and Xia Jian are getting along well~~~

Ding Kasi hesitated for a long time after thinking about it. He hasn't told Chen Mo about this, so he can't just leave the love nest with Chen Mo without saying a word, right?

"That... I'd better think about it..." Dinka only heard her mother sigh softly.

Xia Jian and Dingka helped Xi Hui clean the store, and moved all the tables and chairs to a small truck rented by Xia Jian.

"Do you want to go back to your new home?" Xi Hui and Xia Jian sat in the car.

"No, I'll go to the school dormitory first..." Ding Ka glanced at Xia Jian, panicked in his heart.

"Then I'll take you back to the dormitory first. Anyway, the school is nearby. Xia Jian, wait here for auntie. I'll take Dingka back to the dormitory first." Xi Hui was about to get off the car, and Dingka was in a hurry.

"Mom, you don't have to send me off, I'm already such a big man..." Dingka didn't have the key to the dormitory, and everything in the dormitory was moved to Chen Mo's house by Dingka. In the dormitory, I really can't explain myself.

"It's too dark, it's not safe for you to go back to the dormitory alone." Xi Hui insisted on sending Dingka back to the dormitory.

Dingka looked at Xia Jian pitifully, hoping that Xia Jian could help him.

"Auntie, Dinka and his classmates have a party next to the school tonight, right, Dinka?"

Xia Jian lied without blushing and without heartbeat, he was so chic and easy.

"Ah... oh, yes, yes, I almost forgot, haha..." Dinka smirked unnaturally.

"Really? It's so dark, and you still go to the party?" Xi Hui was a little suspicious.

"Well, I've already promised him that my classmates will be angry if I don't go. Don't worry, Mom, I can go back to the dormitory by myself."

"Okay then, let's go." Xi Hui couldn't say anything more, but told Dingka to be careful when going home.

Dingka watched the car go away, and sighed, he... how should he confess this matter to Chen Mo?According to Chen Mo's temper, he wouldn't let himself live under the same roof as Xia Jian, would he?Could it be that he confessed his relationship with Chen Mo to his mother?But I haven't been ready until now.It's not a question that I'm ready for, but that I never want to face it.Dingka is afraid of her mother's obstruction, Dingka is afraid of her mother's threats, Dingka is even more afraid of making Chen Mo sad because of her cowardice, and making this disgusting love affair that the world seems incredible fall apart under the pressure of the world.

However, I just fell in love, I just fell in love, so I must not let go.What about Chen Mo?He won't give up easily, will he?After all, they all proposed to themselves, besides, Chen Mo also loves himself very much, right?If lovers don't even have this kind of tacit understanding of trust, what are they talking about for a lifetime of vows?

Dingka decided that he would confess to his mother and bring Chen Mo to the door tomorrow.

Thinking of this, Dingka took out his phone and prepared to call Chen Mo, but he didn't know when the phone turned off.

Ding Ka suddenly thought of what Chen Mo said: "I will pick you up after school..."

After Dingka turned it on, he saw dozens of missed calls and many text messages, all of which were called and sent by Chen Mo.

"Dinka, I'm going to pick you up, where are you waiting for me?"

"Everyone is gone, what are you doing, so slow."

"What the hell are you! Quickly reply to me!"

"What's wrong with you? Is something wrong? I'm so worried about you. Please reply me quickly..."

"If I can't find you again, I'll call the police!"

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Dingka's heart was warm, and a few big tears blurred his vision, falling like pearls on the screen of the mobile phone.The dim blue light emitted by the mobile phone reflected Dingka's fragile cheeks, and those in my heart were full of emotion.No matter what you are doing, there will always be someone who cares about you and protects you all the time, and then you know it and start to accept it slowly and learn to take care of him.Accompanied by countless light years, the galaxy is rippling and sparkling, everything about me has you.

Don't care about the so-called loss, I only care about our stubbornness and strength.

It's time to show off to my mother, no matter what the ending is, why not be brave?

Dingka immediately called Chen Mo, but there was only a cold female voice on the phone.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is currently active..."

Dingka looked at the dark distance, panicked with a thump in his heart.

Dingka gave Chen Mo another phone call, and then made a call immediately.

"Dinka, where are you now!" Chen Mo had already driven to the corner of the barbecue restaurant.

"I'm next to the barbecue shop, I'm sorry, I forgot that you picked me up..."

Listening to Chen Mo's eager voice, Ding Ka was filled with self-blame and distress.

"You're waiting for me there, I'll pick you up by car!" Chen Mo's voice trembled on the phone.

"I see." Dingka obediently stood there waiting for Chen Mo to pick him up and go home.

In the darkness, there were a few pairs of scarlet eyes staring at Dinka, and the evil cancer spread more and more pus in the night.

Those scars are tearing, rotting, and maggots, and there are dangerous fangs lurking in the night, very cruel and ruthless.