want to be your person

I believe everything you say, it sounds nice and sweet.You don't have to force yourself to say those sweet love words, and you don't have to care about my feelings everywhere. Is it because I'm not the only one in your world?If that's the case, that day you want to leave, I want to send you off, you don't have to look back, and naturally I won't keep you, anyway, I will miss it anyway. ——XL

Dingka never knew that Chen Mo would really come back a week later.The airport was empty, and the pulleys under the suitcase rubbed against the slippery ground, making a rattling noise.Chen Mo wore a pair of blue sunglasses, a simple white T-shirt, and a beige-colored jacket casually put on outside. His natural light and clean temperament stood out in the crowd.Chen Mo's strong, tight, slender and long legs were striding lightly, followed by Su Tong who was out of breath. Su Tong was still so noble and elegant in high heels, but The walking posture seems to have ruined the three views.Su Tong wore high heels like he was walking on stilts, dangling like he was drunk.

"Son, walk slowly. Mom can't keep up with her age. Besides, your condition is not stable. The doctor said you can't do strenuous exercise..." Su Tong bitterly urged his son from behind. If you can listen to it, your mind is full of Dinka.

"Mom, why don't I take you to the hotel first?" Chen Mo finally stopped. He knew that he was too impatient and ignored his mother's feelings, so he blamed himself.

"Hey, what does your child say about you, you go and find your wife." Su Tong's tone was sour.

The handsome and unrestrained son that I was lucky enough to bring up with great difficulty is now in his own right, and the other party is still a man...

"Mom, don't be angry, I'll carry you to the hotel." Chen Mo saw that Su Tong's heels had already developed several blisters, and several of them had broken skin, showing a red flesh color.

"That's great~~~" Su Tong pulled Chen Mo's back like an octopus.

"My daughter-in-law, you have to coax her back." Su Tong was happy on his son's back, his feet were still shaking, very comfortable, and it felt so good to be cared by his son.

"It must be coaxed back." Chen Mo couldn't help showing a refreshing smile when he thought of Dingka.

Su Tong vaguely saw Chen Mo's smiling side face, and felt a little distressed. This child has changed a lot since he received the treatment. He doesn't like to laugh, but likes to be in a daze, and likes to look at Dingka's photos and giggle.However, now it is slowly returning to the previous sunny and energetic state, the power of love is really great~~~

After Chen Mo settled Su Tong, he searched for flower shops all over the street.Because it is winter now, most flower shops basically do not sell sunflowers, which like sunflowers.Chen Mo walked around in the crowded crowd with a happy smile on his face, it's great to see you soon...

Chen Mo found a flower shop and finally bought a large bunch of sunflowers, which stood out even more when walking in the crowded crowd. He was clean and neat, refreshing and handsome, and the warm-toned sunflowers in his arms, the brilliant golden yellow set off the Chen Mo has a more charming and unique temperament.The girls and boys next to him couldn't help but glance more, it's rare to see people with special temperament these days.The day was sunny and the sky was clear. Even though he was in the murky city and breathing the black exhaust of cars, Chen Mo still felt refreshed.Even though he was crowded in the rushing crowd, his feet were stepped on and his back was bumped by others, Chen Mo still only cared about the sunflower in his arms, carefully protecting the promise with Dinka, because I made the promise, so I came back It's all my fault for keeping you waiting for so long and letting you bear it alone. In the days to come, I will hold your hand and walk without letting go.

Chen Mo called Xia Jian and asked Xia Jian to deliberately invite Dingka to the school playground after school. If that idiot saw that he really came back, what kind of expression would he show?surprise?excited?Still moved?Chen Mo imagined the scene of his reunion with Dingka in his mind, and every time he thought of it, he would laugh out loud, because only in this way could Chen Mo endure the torment of the disease when he was receiving treatment, and he had to go through the long and long period of treatment. time.Only Chen Mo knows how much he has suffered.

That kind of bone-destroying longing accumulates more and more, whenever the collapse is almost unbearable, I will think of you,

Then day after day, it is deeply imprinted in my mind, and what I can't get rid of is your voice, your face, and your smile.

Honey, you are everything in my love, I am back, I don't know if you are still here, I don't know if you still love or not.

Chen Mo hangs a sparkling ring on the sunflower flower plate, and this time he will solemnly propose to Dingka.This ring was custom-made abroad by Chen Mo, with Dingka's name engraved on it.Chen Mo took a taxi and rushed to the school.

The trees outside the car window are moving backwards with the start of the car, and the blurred shadows float on the ground through the fragmentary light, jumping fast, a little lively and cute.There was a bit of light projected on Chen Mo's face, it was slightly warm, and Chen Mo was actually a little nervous, inexplicably nervous, even a little anxious. Things that are too longing for, the more they entrust the so-called beauty, the essence of everything It all lies in faith, so we never lose the bad ending, too weak to resist.

At this time, Dingka had already finished school, and was about to go to the playground to join Xia Jian, when Wang Kaige stopped him angrily.Dinka saw Wang Kaige blowing his nose and staring at him viciously at this moment, with a look of hatred on his face.

"I called you to see Lao Tzu's performance yesterday, why the hell didn't you come!" Wang Kaige asked angrily.

Yesterday was a performance at the school's New Year's Day party. Wang Kaige could sing and play the guitar, so Dinka had to watch it.As a result, Dinka couldn't stand Wang Kaige's harassment, so he agreed perfunctorily. As a result, Dinka had long forgotten about it on the day of the performance.

"I'm sorry, I forgot..." Dinka looked at Wang Kaige apologetically.

"I'm sorry and it's over?" Wang Kaige violently ruffled his wine-red hair and became even more upset.

"Then, what do you want then?" Dinka shrugged reluctantly.

Wang Kaige pushed Dinka into a corner and against the wall.Wang Kaige deliberately pressed his face very close to Dinka's cheek.

"Continue helping me with tutoring!" Dinka's pupils constricted violently when he heard this, and he swallowed.

"Aside from this, can you do other things?" Helping Wang Kaige with tutoring is simply Dinka's nightmare. The guy wrote a few days ago that he would work hard to improve himself, but after a few days, he couldn't leave the game console. The computer is always on. It is said that learning is too difficult, and it is more difficult than playing games to get equipment.Ask him to do the questions, and the test papers handed in are all blank except for the multiple-choice questions.When explaining the topic to him, I listened very carefully at the beginning, but then I was in a daze, pretending to understand when I didn’t understand. This kind of changeable attitude made Dingka exhausted to the limit...

"Why is it so difficult for you to tutor me, and I didn't ask you to dedicate yourself, my CAO!"

Wang Kaige had to ask Dingka to help him with tutoring. Taking advantage of Wang Kaige's inattention, Dingka slipped under Wang Kaige's arms and ran quickly with his feet loose.I can't afford to offend you, why can't I hide!

"Dinka, you fucking stop for me!!!" Wang Kaige felt really uncomfortable, if his tyrannical heart was aroused, he would be inhuman.

Dingka saw Wang Kaige chasing after him madly, and immediately accelerated his running speed.

Wang Kaige grabbed the corner of Dinka's clothes and tugged desperately.

"Will you fucking help me with my tutoring?!" Wang Kaige's veins popped out, and his eyes were about to pop out.

"Don't help!" Dinka resisted fiercely.

"I'll ask you again, will you help?" Wang Kaige's grip on Dingka's arm gradually increased.

"Just don't help!!" Dinka was forced to get angry.

Wang Kaige glared at Dingka angrily for several seconds, and he couldn't force him to treat someone like Dingka who was soft but not hard.

"What do you need to come back to help me with tuition?" Wang Kaige's attitude eased too suddenly. If it was before, Dingka would have lost his two front teeth with a punch from Wang Kaige, and he lived in the hospital by the way. It's not too much to go to the hospital.

"Whatever you want, I won't help you with tutoring anymore." Dinka abruptly pushed away Wang Kaige's hand on his arm.

Looking at Dingka's back on the playground, Wang Kaige still didn't give up, and kept sticking to Dingka's body.

"Don't be angry..." Wang Kaige held Dingka's shoulder intimately, and Dingka shook his shoulder vigorously, trying to get off Wang Kaige's salty pig's hand.As a result, Wang Kaige couldn't help restraining himself, and hugged Dingka's waist even harder. Because Dingka was too thin, Wang Kaige imprisoned Dingka's waist with one hand.

"What are you doing!!!" Dinka was anxious.

"If you don't help me with tutoring, I will kiss you to death!" Wang Kaige really kissed Dinka on the cheek, lightly and densely.

"Go away!" Dingka struggled hard, but Wang Kaige scratched the itchy flesh on Dingka's waist. I was about to laugh and lose my temper, but Wang Kaige still didn't stop.

This scene was seen clearly by Chen Mo who came in a hurry. Chen Mo was just there in a daze, unable to move.Chen Mo watched Dingka's intimacy with a boy, and listened to Dingka's laughter, which seemed a little illusory and unreal, as if it had been a lifetime away.Chen Mo stared blankly at the sunflower in his arms, a little self-deprecating, and a sad smile. Chen Mo gently stroked and watched the bunch of sunflowers. There was an unspeakable pain in his heart. He couldn't help but touch his heart. beating?still feel pain?

But it shouldn't be like this, Dinka, what should you make me think?

The sky is still so clear, we are only one distance away from the embrace we have,

The sunflower is still beautiful and golden, we are only one touch away from the kiss that can be restored,

I have migrated in all directions, only wishing to stay under the rain for you,

I have traveled all the way through mountains and rivers, just want to return to you and accompany you silently,

I can't find those so-called beautiful mockery of love, I can't reach them,

Why can't you hold on for me a little longer, just for a while.

Chen Mo subconsciously touched his eye sockets, tears overflowing.

Chen Mo took out the ring hanging on the flower plate, and the folds shone brightly under the sunlight.

You are my only one, you are the one I want to protect, but now,

You seem to have more choices, I am no longer your only...

Chen Mo gently put the bunch of sunflowers on the ground, clutching the ring tightly in his hand, wanting to throw it away, but still reluctant, wanting to keep it, but reluctantly.

You tell me, Dinka, what should I do?

Chen Mo's eyes became darker and colorless, and he probably turned around and left, with tears streaming down his face, and then I had to accept the world of losing you...

"Get the fuck out of me!!!" Dinka was really angry, and Wang Kaige let go of it tactfully when he saw that something was wrong.

As soon as Dinka turned around, he saw a large bunch of sunflowers on the ground not far away. Those flowers were lying on the cold ground and weeping...

But I only saw the flowers, not the person who brought them.

Dingka looked at those flowers, and was taken aback suddenly, Chen Mo?

As long as I see sunflowers, I think of my lover.

Dingka staggered and ran over, hugging those flowers, suddenly thought of something, took out his mobile phone and dialed a series of familiar numbers engraved in his heart.

is it you?It's yours, right? ! !