The little rabbit does not eat grass

>>>Facing the lethality of the Great Demon God, which is enough to destroy people in seconds, how will the little rabbit bravely take that step in life?

"Welcome light..." Hearing the wind chime by the door, Xiaotu looked up from the bar, but the greeting stopped when he saw someone coming, "Cousin?"

After his cold gaze swept over Xiaotu, Titus looked around the coffee shop and sat down in a corner seat.Three days ago, I received a call from Wang Yiquan, and learned that Belle went to Tibet to film a show and came back seriously ill and was hospitalized. He rushed to Taiwan to take care of him personally. The fever finally subsided until today. Before leaving the hospital, come here directly.

Xiaotu subconsciously looked at the seat by the window, and then remembered that Fu Mo said the day before yesterday that he would go to the south for a week on business. He heaved a sigh of relief and thought, luckily!Otherwise, I don't know what will happen to my cousin... I, why do I care about that person?

Shaking his head to get rid of the guy in his mind, he quickly took a menu and handed it over, "Cousin, would you like something to drink?"

Titus didn't take the menu, but just stared at the little rabbit, his lake green pupils were so deep that it was hard to see through, and his thin straight lips spat out four words: "Italian Concentration."

The cold and flat voice made Xiaotu flinch. He withdrew his hand from holding the menu and stammered, "Okay, please wait a moment."

For some reason, the espresso, which was usually brewed smoothly, was in a hurry this time. He felt uneasy for no reason, and he felt that his cousin didn't just want to drink coffee when he came here.

"Your coffee."

Trembling with coffee, Xiaotu was so nervous that he almost spilled the coffee, but Titus didn't even look at it, he just put away his phone for reading company letters indifferently, and said, "Sit down."

After intuitively listening to the order to sit down, Xiaotu realized that he was at work. Xiaotu immediately turned his head to look at Palio, and turned back when he saw that he nodded to indicate that it was okay. He hung down and stared at the table.

"How's the work here?" Titus put it down without taking a sip after picking up the coffee and sniffing it.

"It's, it's okay." Xiaotu whispered back nervously.

As if dissatisfied with his ambiguous answer, Titus asked again slightly sharply: "Is it good or not?"

"Okay." The little rabbit shrank his neck in shock.

"Are you going to change jobs?"

"Ah?"

The sudden question made Xiaotu stunned for a while, and then heard Titus ask again: "Stop doing advertising design?"

"..." Hearing this, the little rabbit lowered his head again, blushing and said guiltily, "Look, can't find..."

The implication is that he is also out of helplessness, but such a reason is not an answer for Titus.

"so?"

So... what?

Blinking his eyes blankly, he didn't understand why Titus asked such a question, and his mind went blank. Even though he was always slow, Xiaotu still sensed the smell of a storm coming, so he could only carefully swallow his saliva and answer : "...No, I don't know..."

Looking at Xiaotu coldly for a while, Titus said slowly, "Four years and five months."

What four years and five months?

Xiao Tu looked up at Titus in puzzlement, but was taken aback when he heard the other's next sentence.

"It's been four years and five months, and you haven't grown at all."

"..."

"Whether he betrays you or not, the person who betrays you the most is yourself."

"..."

"If you fall once, you can't get up and ask for help, and you fall in the same place four years later." Taking a sip of coffee, Titus slightly hooked the corners of his mouth full of coldness, "This time, you plan to fall again in the same place." How long have you been in the corner?"

"..."

The sharp criticism made Xiaotu shrink his shoulders again, his eyes turned red, he lowered his head and bit his lips, trying to hold back the moisture from the corners of his eyes, but he couldn't resist the taunts that Titus threw repeatedly.

"Others treat you as a toy, but you treat yourself as trash. Fu Mo even praises you."

"..." The sharp words pierced Xiaotu's heart like needles, easily piercing cracks in the city wall he had built up for many years. Grief, shame, lamentation, powerlessness, despair, anxiety, and complex emotions that had been closed for a long time immediately The embankment burst and burst out, with Dou Da's teardrops rushing out of his eyes.

Listening to the intermittent sobs, Titus sipped his coffee silently, without any fluctuation on his face, as if the people in front of him had nothing to do with him. After the coffee was finished, he slowly took out a tissue and wiped his mouth. His cold gaze slowly moved to the little rabbit who was still weeping.

"I'll give you four years." He took out an envelope from the inner pocket of his coat and put it in front of Xiaotu. He said coldly, "Come to my company and start from the bottom."

"If you remain unchanged after four years, you will be left to fend for yourself. Anyway, with the financial resources of my Lavender family, I will support you as a waste."

After placing a bill for coffee, Titus stood up, tapped his index finger on the table, left a last sentence, then turned and left——

"Think about who you want to be."

... What kind of person should I be?

Staring at the envelope in a daze, Xiaotu didn't know how to find out the answer, so she could only slump her shoulders and weep silently.

"Come on, drink some water."

Gently put a glass of water in front of the little rabbit, and Palio sat down on the opposite chair.Seeing that Titus had left for a while, Xiaotu was still sitting alone in the corner crying. He thought to himself that there were not many people in the store anyway, so he simply asked Ah Gui to take care of the outside field and act as a bosom brother for the time being.

"Thank you." Looking at the young store manager with red and swollen eyes, Xiaotu thanked him choked up, and took a few sips of water.

"So you have the talent for advertising design? If I knew I wouldn't have to work so hard every day to draw today's special meal ~" Slightly narrowing his sky blue eyes, Palio said with a chuckle.

"Yeah, it's not really a talent..." Xiaotu waved his hands in a panic, Xiaotu lowered his head in shame, "Obviously he almost failed to graduate..."

"But that's the path you chose after all, so it's impossible that you didn't learn anything at all, right?" Palio laughed.

Hearing this, Xiaotu lowered his head and said with a wry smile, "It's the same without talent..."

Maybe it was the unhealed scar that was uncovered by Titus, or maybe it was because of a sense of trust in a bystander like Palio. What I mentioned to someone, "I have been like this since I was a child, my brain is not good, I am slow to learn everything, and I am mediocre in everything..."

"I'm the most useless in the whole family..." Speaking of this, Xiaotu's red and swollen eyes couldn't help but burst into tears, "Even the youngest Belle has her own career, but I..."

"Oh, those things are just superficial. If you want to say as much as you want, anyone I know can talk a lot, such as that stupid guy in the kitchen or my fiancee, and even my little sister has her own career. It's smooth sailing..." Holding his cheeks and counting the people around him, Palio looked at Xiaotu with a faint smile, "But do you think that you can get those things just by saying 'one, two, three'?"

"..." Knowing what the other party wanted to express, but he just couldn't control this feeling of inferiority, Xiao Tu slumped his shoulders and shook his head in frustration.

Seeing his reaction, Palio pondered and said: "Actually, I really hate saying things like 'you want this, you want that' to others, because the listeners may not necessarily follow suit, and may even feel disgusted... ah , except, of course, when training employees.”

"However, this kind of imperative sentence is quite useful when organizing one's own thoughts, and it is very convenient when listening to one's own voice."

"Listen to your own voice?" Xiaotu repeated the sentence of the other party in doubt.

Nodding, Palio took the lead in asking a question, "What do you 'want'?"

"I want..." Little Rabbit froze for a moment before hesitatingly said: "...wanting to be seen and needed by others is not a dispensable existence..."

Thinking of his feeling of being neglected for a long time, jealous resentment rushed up again, making him wrinkle his face, self-loathing also emerged, and tears burst out again, "I, I, I hate, hate This kind of me...but I don't know what to do..."

"Then you cried?" Pario couldn't help laughing.

"Because, because I don't know, what should I do... I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll fail again, what should I do?" Xiaotu twitched.

Putting his smile back a little, Palio propped his chin and said, "It's not that crying is bad. To be honest, you have already achieved what you want in my store - being seen by customers, being needed by customers, isn't it okay?" Dispensable exists, but you are still not satisfied, what is the reason?"

Do, did it?

Looking at each other in confusion, Xiao Tu was also at a loss, why?because...because...

"They...are not important people..." After blurting out blankly, he realized what he had said in front of the store manager, and hurriedly explained: "Ah, I, I didn't mean that customers are not important, I I mean it’s not someone I care about, ah no I’m not saying I don’t care about customers…”

"I know." Seeing that he was in a hurry, Palio smiled and patted his head, "So your request is more greedy. Greedy is good."

"More greedy?" Little Rabbit tilted his head puzzled.

"No matter how much you think, if you don't do it, nothing will start." Palio looked into Xiaotu's eyes seriously, "You greedily crave the attention of others, but do you actually do anything?"

"... Help with cleaning, cooking, chatting to relieve boredom..." Slowly talking about the things I always do on weekdays, my thoughts gradually shifted to a certain person, Xiaotu suddenly choked up sadly, "No matter what he needs, I tried my best to do it, but, but... I was left behind in the end..."

Uh, it seems that I accidentally poked something?With a troubled smile, Palio said helplessly, "If the other party is running in the opposite direction, no matter how hard the chaser tries, he won't be able to reach the finish line. I think your current situation is similar to that?"

"Make some changes while you are young and still have time and strength, and don't be so sure that you will fail so early." As if remembering something, Paliou said with a smile: "Speaking of it, you have never even been able to say welcome, until now Now that you can serve customers well, I think your potential is pretty good!"

Change……

How to change?

Repeating the other party's words in confusion, Xiaotu seemed to be standing in a fog where he could not see the path, and his heart was in a state of hesitation.

In the evening, when I came to the ward to change shifts with Xiaohu, Xiaotu walked to the bedside and saw Belle sleeping crookedly.

My sister is really too, so busy writing the manuscript that she didn't even notice that the quilt was down, what if Belle catches a cold and makes her condition worse?

Complaining about Xiaohu's carelessness in his heart, Xiaotu carefully avoided the drip line, covered Belle's quilt tightly, and found the mobile phone left by the pillow. He picked up the mobile phone and wanted to put it on the table. on the screen, but didn’t quite press the screen button. After a ripple was drawn on the screen, a diary was displayed, which seemed to be written by Belle just before falling asleep.

I didn't intend to take a peek at first, but when I saw some interesting words from the corner of my eye, I couldn't help but look at them a few more times, and it turned out to be a small note full of typos——

『Title: The Strange Love History of Tamiko and Brother Gang-XX

Under Tammy Gou's stalking and stalking brother Gan, the two of them are finally entangled together, which is so cute~

PS I used a lot of idioms this time, Wo is really a genius at learning Chinese! 』

God, what is this? !

The funny words made the little rabbit cover his mouth after a puff, and nestled in the corner to laugh wildly. After the stomachache was unbearable, he finally sat back on the chair to rest panting.

Curious how many such things Belle wrote, she involuntarily pressed the back button, jumped back to the homepage of the diary, and pulled down the scroll. It was really full of spoof notes, all about the friends he met in the entertainment industry, Whether it is men, women, old or young, or seniors and juniors, as long as they have contacts with Labelle, everything is recorded on it.

I read another note about "Blueberry Tofu", in which the titles of Empress Leo and Blue Short XX made Xiaotu almost faint from laughing. He patted his chest and thought, it's been a long time since I laughed so much intense.

He continued to scroll down, but among the funny notes on the whole page, he saw an English diary. He was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but go in curiously. He carefully interpreted the few lines of English, and the smile on his face gradually faded. fade...

"I miss you so much, I also miss Daddy, I miss Mommy, I miss when I was a child, Daddy picked me up and flew high, Mommy helped us draw Brothers Adventures, and then you took my hand and chased squirrels together, what if How good would it be to go back to that time?

I didn’t understand it at that time, and you didn’t know it at that time, we laughed the most sincerely at that time...』

Putting down the phone in a daze, Xiaotu's vision of Belle gradually blurred.Although I can vaguely feel that Belle has something on her mind, but because of that bright and cheerful smile, she always forgets that the child who almost died in the car accident with her parents, and the pain that even adults may not be able to bear. .

Belle, how on earth did you do it?

Back to the conversation in the afternoon in a trance, Palio asked him what he wanted and asked him to make some changes...

"I used to hope that I could become like Belle, lively and popular with everyone, and have someone like my cousin to take care of me..." He said with a wry smile, "However, I can't do it no matter what I think, so I can only envy...」

"A person like someone is number two at best. You are you, and only you can be you." "Pariou smiled and looked aside, "Ah, it must be a bit of luck for Rabe to have such a person taking care of him. 』

"Well, he has been so loved by everyone since he was a child, and sometimes I can't help being jealous of him... Ah!You, don't tell Belle!I, I didn't mean to hate him...I just...just...』

Seeing his flustered look, Palio waved his hands with a smile and said, "It's okay, I understand.It's a natural emotion, like being jealous of rich people. 』

"Y-It's not that far. He lowered his head in shame, and said in a low voice, "There will be a kind... He obviously didn't do anything, everyone's eyes will be attracted by him, and no matter how hard I try to help, it will be the same, that feeling of being left out. What's more... I can't help it sometimes...but I can't bear to hate him. 』

"I don't know what to say, anyway... I'm mostly envious, right?"Especially when I saw my cousin cherishing him so much, I also dreamed that someone would treat me like this, but in the end...』

The result was heartbreak again and again. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but fell silent.

Hearing what he said, Palio couldn't help but smiled wryly, "It's impossible for him to do nothing, as an artist, he must show his glamorous side to the audience!" 』

"An, anyway... I'm just so mediocre, I want to change but I'm afraid, and I don't know how to change..."

"mediocre? "Pariou tilted his head and said with a chuckle: "If you are afraid of failure, you will not move forward, so you can only go around in circles?"Then you won't be noticed for another 100 years. 』

Blinking his eyes that couldn't see clearly in front of him, Xiaotu raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, sniffed and put the phone back on the table after exiting the page, when he suddenly heard a murmur——

"Snowflake Cake...Blemish..."

Seeing that Belle smacked her lips, she turned sideways towards the little rabbit and curled up into a ball, burying her face in the quilt, he suddenly remembered the psychological test that he had read somewhere, saying that the nested sleeping position showed Insecure, is it true that Belle is also insecure?

"But you are still working so hard to move forward, right?" Xiaotu whispered softly as she stretched out her hand to pull up a hole in the sheet to prevent the child from being suffocated, and her mind seemed to gradually become clearer.

"Going forward...to where? 』

"Only you know this, right?At least be yourself that you can accept? 』

I can accept myself...

Taking out the envelope left by Titus, inside was a one-way ticket to New York, the date was set at the beginning of May, Little Rabbit seemed to realize something, even though it is still not sure what kind of person he wants to become, but he knew I can no longer go on like this!

Four years...

Cousin actually found out a long time ago, right?So I gave it more than four years to observe, but unfortunately I let everyone down, this time he gave it another four years, if you don't make sure, it's really hopeless!

"... How about treating it as four years of changing your life?If you can get 40 years of happiness through these four years of hard work, that's pretty good, isn't it? 』

Looking back on the past while holding his chin, Palio smiled, "Speaking of which, I have worked hard for several years to be able to be on my own. Four years is nothing at all~"

"...In order to save money to buy a store, I worked everywhere to earn money and learn crafts, but because I learned too much miscellaneous knowledge, I didn't have a specialization. It was really hard to start a business at the beginning, and I had to support my snack girl..."

"But at that time, I only slept two or three hours a day, and I always felt that sleeping was a waste of time.But there is no way to do that now, your health is the most important thing...』

Listening to Palio's entrepreneurial history, Xiaotu was surprised. He couldn't see that the 27-year-old young store manager had gone through so many years of hard work. He looked down at the ticket and said with a sense of comprehension: "Actually, when I think about it, everyone has worked very hard. Maybe I have been working hard in the wrong direction all this time?" 』

Palio stretched out his hand and rubbed his head, and said with a smile: "It is rare to know right or wrong at the moment of choice. Even I myself can't say whether it is right to abandon the family business and choose to open a store, but at least I can support myself." , also had a good time. 』

Thinking of that silly smile, Xiaotu cautiously put away the ticket that could change his life, and looking back at Belle's childish sleeping face, there was also a gleam of determination.

I'm still a little scared, but I'll try again.

Belle, let's work together!

postscript:

Finally let Xiaotu go this far! !

Although he is the youngest son of the Ling family, under Belle's halo, he has become the most easily overlooked second child. Fortunately, he was gentle and kind by nature, so even though he was jealous of Belle, he ignored it because of his love for his family and his little cousin. Still can't bear to hate Belle who always brings joy to everyone.

As for Brother Tai, the cold-faced demon god... he is simply a tsundere with a knife mouth and a tofu heart! XDD (to be destroyed #

Then, snow cake, snow cake, do you still remember the reason for Beibei and snow cake?

The story of this trip to Tibet and the serious hospitalization is in this article~

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