The little rabbit does not eat grass

>>>Love always comes unknowingly, but whether it can be kept or not is a matter of human nature. What is the ending of their unresolved love?

After officially resigning from Ottila's job, Xiaotu began to rush around to prepare for going abroad. Although he and his family have been to New York many times during the winter and summer vacations, it is a different situation to really live there. Work visas and other entry and residence documents are quite troublesome and trivial procedures. Fortunately, Titus established a good relationship early on, and the visa was issued quickly, and then Belle recovered and was discharged from the hospital, so that the family can get together Say goodbye.

"Although cousin is strict and speaks harshly, it is for your own good. After you pass, you have to work hard, but don't forget to take care of yourself." Reluctantly letting go of her younger brother, Xiao Hu rarely showed her soft side.

"I know." The sister and brother have never been separated since they were young. Suddenly leaving the home where they have lived for more than 20 years, Xiao Tu feels a lot of anxiety and reluctance, but also has hope for a new life.

"Brother Bunny~" Belle hugged the little rabbit and rubbed it, "I will miss you very much..."

"It's only been four years. Belle can come here if she's free...ah!" Halfway through the conversation, she remembered the awkward relationship between Belle and her cousin. Xiaotu immediately stopped talking and looked at him worriedly. I scolded myself in my heart which pot was not opened and which pot to lift.

"Hey!" Belle rubbed her face, showing a cute smile and said, "Miwen question (no problem)! I must go and see Brother Bunny when I have time~"

Seeing this, they couldn't help but sigh in their hearts, this kid is here again!Whenever Belle suddenly speaks in a strange voice on purpose, she is covering up her true emotions.Knowing who he was worrying about, but Titus forbade them to reveal the story of his visit, and Belle also stubbornly refused to show weakness. In desperation, they had no choice but to cooperate and pretend not to see the sadness in his eyes. The matter of the rabbit had to be made up and said that my cousin called to arrange it.

Smiling and patted Belle's head, Xiaotu hesitated for a while, but decided to speak, "Bell..."

At this time, the doorbell rang suddenly, and Belle seemed to sense what Xiaotu wanted to say, so she immediately ran to the door with a smile, "Go and open the nest~"

"..."

Anxious to avoid the topic, Belle forgot to confirm who it was first, and opened the door directly. When she saw the person coming, she couldn't help being taken aback, "Hey, chicken nuggets?"

Hearing this unique address, Xiao Hu's expression changed immediately, and she rushed over and yelled fiercely: "Why are you here?"

"I, I just want to talk to Xiaotu..." Fu Mo stood nervously at the door, looking tired and anxious.He was on a business trip for more than a week, and as soon as he came back, he rushed to Ottila non-stop. He waited for a long time but there was no sign of the little rabbit. It was not until it was about to close that he finally couldn't help but ask the store manager, and then he got the news.

"What the fuck! You should have been snickering if I didn't greet you with a knife!" Xiao Hu cursed harshly without even thinking about it, and was about to close the door with a wave of her hand.

"I..." Fu Mo quickly leaned against the door and looked into the room, regardless of whether he would be trapped by the door, "Xiaotu, I know you are leaving, please give me some time?"

"Not good!!" Xiaohu immediately refused for Xiaotu.

Watching Fu Mo's haggard expression, Belle recalled the conversation between the two of them earlier, so she couldn't bear to pull Xiao Hu's hand, calling softly: "Sister Xiao Hu..."

"Xiao Hu, calm down." Wang Yiquan, who had been observing for a while, finally spoke out. He put his hand on Xiao Hu's shoulder and pulled her away slightly, "Let Xiaotu decide on his own."

"Little rabbit, I beg you!" Fu Mo choked up and begged.

In his 25 years of life, he has never been so afraid, afraid that he will never see Xiaotu again, afraid that he will never find Xiaotu again, afraid that there is not even a slight connection between him and Xiaotu, afraid that Xiaotu will never see him again. Rabbit really completely walked out of his world, and he no longer has even a little possibility. At this time, he doesn't care about his image or dignity, he just wants to seize this unique opportunity.

"..." Thinking of how Fu Mo would come to Ottila to look at him silently for more than a month, rain or shine, see him so embarrassed but persisted, Xiaotu finally nodded softly, "It's at the door May I?"

Hearing this, Fu Mo nodded happily, "Good! Good! Good!"

Seeing Xiaotu walk out of the porch and close the door, the three of them immediately turned to the window to peep.Bell stood on her tiptoes to look out, and suddenly felt a huge object looming behind her, so she turned her head to look, "Scared, uncle! It's so late, why is the mud still here?"

"Uh, this..." Putting down his glasses habitually, Wang Yiquan blushed and shifted his gaze, not daring to look directly at Belle's bright eyes.

"..." Ling Xiaohu, who used to pat her chest to make sure she was a good sister of Cover, was uncharacteristically silent this time, staring out of the window without looking back, as if she was not interested in their conversation at all, only the reddish ears betrayed her inner shyness.

"Which one?" However, Belle's focus was on her uncle at the moment, thus ignoring Xiao Hu's unnatural reaction and chasing after Wang Yiquan.

"Ahem! Children, don't ask so many questions!" Afraid that he would not be able to withstand the pressure of the little devil, Wang Yiquan simply resorted to the old trick of the age difference.

"Heh heh heh, you're treating me like a kid again! Slightly~~" He stuck out his tongue at Wang Yiquan and made a grimace, Belle hugged Meowkley at his feet, pouted and said, "Sure enough, people on Earth are fickle. Yes, our cats are the best, right? Meowkley~"

"Meow~"

"Yeah, I love Meowkley the most~~" Belle rubbed the kitten next to her face, as if she really didn't think she was a part of the earth's creatures.

"..."

Therefore, Wang Yiquan and Ling Xiaohu had no choice but to shake the corners of their mouths, rolled their eyes towards the glass window in a tacit understanding, and complained in their hearts.

Outside the door, the two standing under the street lamp were silent for a while.

"..." Looking down at his toes, Xiao Tu felt quite complicated, but he didn't have the initial anger or discomfort.

"..." Fu Mo looked at the little rabbit obsessively, with a thousand words in his heart, but at this moment he couldn't utter a word.

Finally, Xiaotu sighed, and said slowly, "You don't need to apologize for that incident anymore, everyone was drunk at the time, impulsive or something... In fact, I was angry in my heart, and I just made use of it."

"No, I've been thinking about what you said that day for a long time." Fu Mo slumped his shoulders, like a big kid who knew he had done something wrong, "I've always been too selfish and never really cared about your feelings, The more I think back on our relationship, the more I feel that you are right, I am indeed an unforgivable bastard, but I still dream that you can come back to me..."

Looking at his annoyed and guilty eyes, Xiaotu suddenly blurted out: "...What do you like about me?"

"I..." Fu Mo froze, the melancholy in his eyes became both bitter and sweet, "I can't say it, but when I find out, I won't be able to adapt to the days when you are not by my side."

"...Maybe what I like is the habit of your existence, but when this love doesn't recede after so many years, it seems to become an obsession, making me obsessed with you."

"So... is it just a habit?" Xiaotu lowered her eyes and whispered, feeling a sense of loss in her heart. She once tried her best to satisfy her senior, longing to be unique to him, but now all she got in exchange was just a habit?

"Although it's because of habit..." Looking carefully at his favorite big round eyes, Fu Mo stretched out his hand to caress the little rabbit's face, but retreated and stopped in mid-air, "But I like your feelings, and I want to love your mood , but it’s true, and the heartache you feel when you cry is also true.”

"You will be heartbroken?" Xiaotu opened her eyes wide in surprise. Xiaotu couldn't believe it. However, the man in his memory who never hurt others did not have the ostentatious look in his eyes. With the depth of temperature.

Hearing his rhetorical question, Fu Mo, who knew he had a lot of criminal records, could only smile wryly and say, "I know you don't believe me, but..."

Clenching his fists on his chest, he tapped on his heart and said softly, "It really hurts here."

"..." For a while, Xiaotu was speechless. Fu Mo said it sincerely, but he didn't have the confidence to believe that he was really good enough to make this prodigal son feel bad for him?

Seeing Xiaotu was silent, Fu Mo understood that the other party didn't believe him, but there was nothing he could do about it. Who made him scum for so many years, and it was too late to wake up until now. , What do you like about me? To make the shy little rabbit willing to muster up the courage to confess to such a selfish me, are you willing to pay so much?"

"like……"

what do you like?

Thinking of the confident and arrogant man back then, thinking of the gentle hug he once gave, thinking of him eating the food he cooked full of praise, thinking of him calling "my little rabbit" with a smile...

"...Is it the feeling of being needed?" Xiao Tu tilted his head in confusion.

Hearing this answer, the corners of Fu Mo's mouth became more bitter, "Now I need you more, but you don't like it anymore..."

Hearing this, the little rabbit was immediately confused, what exactly did he want?

Seeing the little rabbit staring at him blankly, that silly and cute expression was so cute, it was so cute that Fu Mo felt a pain in his heart, he had already lost the right to own a little rabbit, looking at the person who was standing in front of him but was so far away. I couldn't help but choked up and said, "Actually, I just came to see you again, and then..."

"I wish you a smooth journey and fulfill your dreams as soon as possible." He stabilized his broken voice, tried his best to pull up a smile, and offered the most perfect blessing, because this is the only love he can give to the little rabbit now.

"……thanks."

"We..." After he stopped talking for a while, Fu Mo mustered up his courage and asked, "Can we still be friends? Can I contact you?"

"..."

"I just want to know how you are doing. Living in a foreign country is really not easy." Fu Mo said softly. He who had studied abroad alone once thought of the imminent discomfort that Xiaotu might face, and he couldn't let it go.

After hesitating for a long time, Xiaotu still relented, "...just use E-mail, my account has not changed."

"Okay!" The moment he got the answer, Fu Mo couldn't help but his eyes were red. After staring at the little rabbit for a while, he gently kissed him on the forehead, "The last time, goodbye, little rabbit."

"...Goodbye, Senpai"

For some reason, Xiaotu suddenly had the urge to cry, so she quickly lowered her head, turned around and walked back home, leaving Fu Mo alone in the night wind alone.

"Senior, the sycamore flowers in front of the door are blooming, so beautiful! 』

"Senior, I heard that there will be a meteor shower at night, shall we go and make a wish?" 』

"Senior, if you like it, I will cook it for you in the future. 』

"I﹑I like you, senior..."

As the distance widened, images from the long past also suddenly came to mind, scene after scene, all memories he thought he had long forgotten.

It turns out that the little rabbit’s smile was once so bright; it turns out that the little rabbit’s voice was once so brisk; His arrogance was buried.

It turns out that I have long been moved by that frown and smile; it turns out that I used to have so much; however, all of this is getting farther and farther away from me, leaving only an afterimage called the past, which cannot be touched or touched, but It hurts the heart deeply, because the person who was willing to give everything no longer stays for the stupid self who doesn't know how to cherish.

"My little rabbit, there is no longer me..."

On that day four years ago, it was Xiaotu who looked at his back with a broken heart and weeping, and gradually drifted away outside the university gate; today, four years later, it was he who watched Xiaotu's back crying silently, and disappeared into a thin road. Behind the indestructible door panel, it is not just the Atlantic Ocean that separates the world of the two of them.

They should have said goodbye four years ago, and they finally said it tonight.

postscript:

This is their ending, right?

This time the number of words is very small, but I think it is just right to stop here~

The copywriting is about Fu Mo, no matter what the motivation for agreeing to Xiaotu's relationship at first was, he fell in love with Xiaotu during the process of getting along, but because he didn't know how to love and couldn't love, he couldn't see it and didn't cherish it. The right person is at the wrong time, so it is doomed to fail.

The next article is the last article of Little Rabbit’s refusal to turn back~~wwww

After all, will they be together?

Do you think there should be another chance to add mashed scallion and chicken? XDDDDDDDD