Upper Class

It's a very light kiss.Just lips touching.It's like the courtship and temptation of a small animal.

He Xian was stunned for a moment, then he put down the binoculars, held Lin Sitao's face in his hands, and kissed his lips.Lin Sitao closed his eyes, He Xian kissed his forehead again, kissed his eyes, and sent another soft kiss to the corner of his mouth.He also gave Lin Sitao a long and gentle kiss.

Then he let go of Lin Sitao.Lin Sitao looked at him bewilderedly, and the bitter air passed between them.He Xian stroked the back of Lin Sitao's head with a smile: "This is today's candy. It's over, it's gone."

Lin Sitao remained silent, he looked into the distance.Submissive, quiet and composed.She didn't act coquettishly, she didn't pester He Xian for another kiss.Even a little calm and indifferent, really like a cat that has just had enough.

He Xian patted his head again, but didn't speak.Go back to the house to catch up on sleep, then go fishing.

He and Zhao Shuqing have been to this place many times, and it is a good place to go out of the city to relax.There are different scenery in spring, summer, autumn and winter. Zhao Shuqing likes to take pictures. When he is fishing, he takes pictures slowly with a single-lens reflex camera.Make love in the small building at night.After finishing the work, Zhao Shuqing will read a book for a while - this is his habit, sometimes when he sees a wonderful place, he will read it to him.He Xian will get a greater satisfaction in his deep voice than in bed.

He originally thought that this love would last until he was old, until both he and Zhao Shuqing were too old to look at each other, and kissed too old to touch each other's dentures.

From the middle of last year to this year, they hardly played anywhere.Time and energy were spent on the civil war.Long-distance travel can't be done, so he brought Zhao Shuqing here to find a feeling.As a result, after they did it that night, Zhao Shuqing didn't read the book.He lay side by side with He Xian, and after a long time, he turned over and lay beside He Xian, whispering in his ear——

"He Xian, I still want a child. I must have a child."

He Xian no longer remembers what he said at that time, but only remembers that moment when he really understood what it means to be "chilled".He wasn't chilled when his parents divorced; he wasn't chilled when Zhou Qin threw him to He Budong; he wasn't chilled when he saw his stepmother and younger brother.Zhao Shuqing chilled him.

He met Zhao Shuqing more than a year after he broke up with Song You.Zhao Shuqing had just graduated with a Ph.D. at that time, and He Xian met him at a friend's party.The two fell in love almost at first sight and were soon together.They were less than 30 years old at that time.

The first year is the most passionate, the next two years are the warmest, and the fourth and fifth years have a tacit understanding.As a result, one day, Zhao Shuqing suddenly said, "He Xian, do you want a child?"

He Xian didn't take it seriously: "You can't give birth. If you can give birth to ten or eight, I have no problem." He said nonsense casually.

Zhao Shuqing said seriously: "I'm serious. I want a child. Your child, my child, it's fine. Or we can have one each."

He Xian began to find it not funny: "I'm not interested in your child. I'm even less interested in my child."

Zhao Shuqing asked him: "What do you think of Teacher Jiang who ate with us last time?"

Mr. Jiang is a friend of Zhao Shuqing's colleague. He is almost 30 years old, with delicate features and a good temperament.He Xian only regarded it as an ordinary gathering of friends, and didn't have a deep impression of her.

Zhao Shuqing said: "I have been in contact with Mr. Jiang. He is very nice, smart and well-educated. She has a girlfriend, but she also wants to have children. She is worried about going to the sperm bank. If it is yours or mine..."

This is the first time they have quarreled.He Xian taunted directly: "What do you think I am? A breeding boar?"

Since then the rift has grown wider.

They quarreled first, then sat down to talk after the quarrel.Talking and talking will make noise.Trapped in a vicious circle like hell.

Zhao Shuqing proposed several proposals.

a. They each find a suitable person to marry.Separate test tubes gave birth to two children;

b. Only He Xian is married, and one of He Xian's children is tested;

c. Only Zhao Shuqing was married, and a child of Zhao Shuqing was tested;

d. Do not marry in person, go abroad for test tube.The identity of the child will be discussed later.

From He Xian's point of view, every plan was similar, and he couldn't accept it.He asked Zhao Shuqing if he was too lonely, and his solution was to borrow a fat and stupid husky from Ding Shengguang's girlfriend, and bring it to Zhao Shuqing's home.Zhao Shuqing turned around and returned the dog to Ding Shengguang.

They tried not to quarrel, just write emails to communicate.In half a year, I wrote hundreds of emails, nearly [-] words.Tried to find a psychiatrist to mediate between the two, but to no avail.

In the end, they also realized that if the fundamental differences were not resolved, they would never be able to reach a consensus.

The difference is that Zhao Shuqing must have a child.For He Xian, he reluctantly retreated [-] steps in the end, saying that even adoption is fine.However, He Xian was determined not to want them, whether they were related by blood or not, he didn't want them.

Zhao Shuqing felt that he loved He Xian so much that he wanted to see his next generation, and wanted to copy a little He Xian.

He Xian also felt that he loved Zhao Shuqing more.Love so much that as long as there is Zhao Shuqing, it is enough.

Until the end, Zhao Shuqing said: "He Xian, I still want a child. I must have a child."

He Xian knew that they could never turn back.

The day he decided to break up he was very relaxed.It's finally letting go, it's over, and you don't have to get stuck in an endless argument.As Zhao Shuqing moved out, things decreased and disappeared, and He Xian felt weightless.After several months, he would occasionally wake up in the middle of the night and still think of Zhao Shuqing.

what is he doingDo not regret later?Sleepless nights or expecting a new baby?

But He Xian was not worried.This loss will pass.He only needs to endure another fifty days, one hundred days, and he will eventually get used to it.

As for Lin Sitao, the timing was just perfect.

He Xian originally thought that he could not break or stand, so he completely smashed the pot and threw it to relieve his worries.But by mistake, playing ambiguously with half truth and half falsehood is also a good way to relieve loneliness.

It's just that it would be unfair if Lin Sitao got serious.So young, so easily addicted.Not He Xian's opponent at all.

At this time, He Xian began to be soft-hearted, thinking "playing with things loses morale, playing with people loses virtue" in his heart.

On Sunday afternoon, He Xian drove Lin Sitao back first.When we were about to part, Lin Sitao asked him: "Can we hang out together next time? It's just the two of us."

He is not as good as Zhao Shuqing in other things, but he is young and has a small face, and he has a feeling of pity that Zhao Shuqing does not have.

"Of course." He Xian softened his heart.He promised to find Lin Sitao.

Lin Sitao laughed.

At this moment, He Xian's phone rang, and he picked it up.It was Ding Shengguang calling.

"Zhao Shuqing is getting married, do you know?" Ding Shengguang asked him.

He Xian hung up the phone, he was in a panic, he just wanted to talk to someone, so he said to Lin Sitao, "My ex-boyfriend is getting married."

Lin Sitao thought he wasn't talking about Song You, but the one who broke up with him recently.The car was parked downstairs at his house, and he asked He Xian, "Can you come up and have a seat?"

He Xian didn't say no.