Upper Class

Lin Sitao didn't ask He Xian to wait before going upstairs - his house is quite tidy, and he can go up and sit down whenever guests come.

The place is small and there is no elevator.He Xian couldn't stand side by side with Lin Sitao when he went upstairs.When Lin Sitao opened the door, the man next door was going out, and he looked at He Xian curiously.

He Xian was already tall and tall, standing in the cramped and narrow corridor made it difficult for anyone not to look at him.Lin Sitao turned sideways to invite him in first, and asked with a smile when he closed the door, "Has anyone ever told you that you look attractive?"

He Xiancai took two steps and walked to the middle of the house: "I'm used to it."

The house is so small that it is almost obvious at a glance.He showed a look of nostalgia: "I think of the university dormitory. It may be smaller than here, and it is not so tidy."

Lin Sitao helped him hang up his coat, plugged in the electric kettle to boil water and make tea.He Xian seemed to be fascinated by this miniature dollhouse-like one-bedroom, watching Lin Sitao's arrangement of the room—although it was only rented, Lin Sitao arranged it quite carefully, and all kinds of things were neatly summarized on the computer desk, Simple bookshelves are nailed to the wall to make the most of the space.The sofas are all covered with sofa covers.There is a pot of small succulents in the sunny place under the window.

The house is so small that two people sit down as if it is full.The curtains are drawn, the lights are bright, and a cup of hot tea is in hand, which is a good atmosphere for night talks.

Lin Sitao dragged a cushion and sat directly on the floor.He took a deck of poker and chatted with He Xian while playing cards.

"...I don't understand, did your ex-boyfriend marry a man or a woman?" Lin Sitao sorted out his cards.

He Xian said: "With a woman."

"Then he is double?"

"No, I don't think so. It's a marriage."

Lin Sitao exclaimed, he had heard of Xingyan marriage, but he had never encountered it around him.

He Xian said: "You said he was stupid, broke up with me, and went on this road, what is he planning?"

Lin Sitao asked: "That's right, what is he planning?"

He Xian choked.Lin Sitao is still very young, only 26 and [-] years old, single in a big city, even if he is heterosexual, he is not in a hurry to get married.He felt that Lin Sitao probably wouldn't understand.

"Let me ask you," he asked Lin Sitao in turn, "Have you thought about getting married?"

Lin Sitao said, "Thought about it."

He Xian laughed: "You look like you just graduated from university, but you actually thought about getting married?"

Lin Sitao said seriously: "I thought about it. But I don't think I should get married." He raised his eyes and looked at He Xian, who was looking at the cards in his hand, and seemed to be waiting for his next words.He went on.

"I was brought up by my grandparents since I was a child. My mother passed away very early. She fell ill when I was in elementary school. At first my dad was willing to take care of her. After less than half a year, it became all grandpas." My grandma stayed with me. In order to treat her, my grandpa and grandma sold the house—unfortunately, the house was not as valuable as it is now. After my mother passed away, my father left. My grandma asked someone to inquire, but only knew him I went to Shanghai and just lost contact."

Lin Sitao smiled: "Probably this is a typical couple who are birds in the same forest and fly separately when disaster strikes. I have often wondered what is going on with my parents and husband and wife since I was a child. Later, I found that I like...men .I am not a public figure, and there is no pressure at home. So I don't think I will get married."

This is all from his heart.Marriage meant nothing to him.Grandpa and grandma have already seen it, and he himself will not bother about it.

But He Xian said: "You are still very young, when you are over 35 years old, maybe your thoughts will be completely different from what you think now."

Lin Sitao was very confident: "No. Don't you think differently now than when you were in your twenties?"

He Xian smiled: "Why do you always force me to recall the past?"

Having said that, he still said: "Of course it has changed. How can people's ideas remain the same. When I was in my early twenties, I thought about finding a small European town, marrying my boyfriend at the time and living in seclusion for the rest of my life."

"Song You?" Lin Sitao asked.

He Xian did not deny it.He secretly thought, the fate of people is really strange.If he hadn't broken up with Song You, he wouldn't have met Zhao Shuqing.If he hadn't broken up with Zhao Shuqing, he wouldn't be sitting here now.If you use a chart to show, the happiness along the way has really fluctuated.

He was depressed and feeling unlucky.Lost two games in a row to Lin Sitao.

Lin Sitao changed the subject again: "You haven't said what your ex-boyfriend's marriage plans are."

He Xian said: "To put it simply, it was a picture of a child. The person who married him was a friend of his, who was a lesbian. Both of them wanted a child, so they hit it off right away."

According to Ding Shengguang, Zhao Shuqing had already obtained a certificate with Mr. Jiang, and few people were invited to the wedding banquet.He Xian thought that since Zhao Shuqing had that legal certificate, he would soon go to have a child with Mr. Jiang.

Lin Sitao asked: "Then will they divorce after giving birth? Do their parents know?" He was really curious about this.

"I don't know," He Xian said, "It has nothing to do with me."

At that time, when Zhao Shuqing discussed the plan abcd with him, he also mentioned some plans after the physical marriage.He can't accept it.Children are the most important reason for their breakup.It's not the only reason, however.

He stood up, and he could reach the curtains as soon as he stretched out his hands. He lifted the curtains, and there was no balcony or view to see here.Lin Sitao lives here, which can be regarded as a real dwelling.But Lin Sitao introduced to him: "Did you see the plum blossoms downstairs? They are very fragrant when they bloom."

He Xian was amused by him again.A person is not alive where he is, and he is not alive when he leaves.It's all about living, so it's better to take a good look at the two plum blossoms at the door.

He asked Lin Sitao, "Is there any wine?"

Lin Sitao had no wine.They went downstairs to drink in a small restaurant near the community.Lin Sitao knew that there was a good small shop serving Sichuan cuisine.

"You can't drive after drinking alcohol." Lin Sitao reminded him.

He Xian said: "Then I will sleep with you today." He was not afraid that Lin Sitao would refuse.Lin Sitao would never refuse.

Lin Sitao really had nothing to say.

They ate a big pot of chicken again, and didn't drink much wine.But He Xian got drunk after a while, and when Lin Sitao helped him upstairs, he said, "I thought you had a good drinker."

He Xian laughed hehehe.Lin Sitao thought, could it be true that he gets drunk quickly when he is in a bad mood?

Back in his den, Lin Sitao put He Xian on the bed, fed him tea and rinsed his mouth, and slowly wiped He Xian's face with a hot towel.

He Xian closed his eyes and murmured: "Zhao Shuqing."

Lin Sitao gave a hand.

He muttered again, but Lin Sitao didn't hear clearly, and he moved closer to He Xian.

He Xian said - "I regret it... Zhao Shuqing..."

Lin Sitao didn't know whether to feel sorry for him or himself, so he patted his face with a towel: "Stop nagging, I can't hear you."

He Xian slept in a daze until early morning, when he sat up, he saw Lin Sitao laying down a bunk on the floor, curled up under the quilt and sleeping soundly.He went to the toilet and washed his face as lightly as possible.

When putting on his coat, He Xian suddenly heard Lin Sitao ask: "Are you leaving?"

He Xian walked over, knelt down to look at him, and patted his head like checking his own pet: "I'm leaving, go home and change clothes. You sleep for a while, go to bed."

"Yeah." Lin Sitao rubbed the corners of his eyes, his hair was messed up, He Xian felt that some students would believe what he said.

Lin Sitao was very sleepy, and whispered, "Then I won't take you downstairs."

After He Xian returned home, he took a shower, changed his clothes, and then had a peaceful breakfast, and checked his phone by the way.

Only then did he see an audio file that Lin Sitao had sent him.The time is last night.

He Xian suddenly felt something was wrong, he clicked on the audio, and heard a few useless ravings——

"Zhao Shuqing, I regret..."

He Xian grabbed the phone and deleted the audio, now he doesn't regret Zhao Shuqing at all.It's so embarrassing.There is nothing more embarrassing than being humiliated in front of a new love.

He had to think about how to coax Lin Sitao.