night fades

Lin Ye was smoking a cigarette, squinting his eyes to see the world outside the rain curtain, the whole world looked a little blurry through a layer of water vapor, as if he felt that he had never really seen Zhou Ning'an clearly at this moment.

He didn't know that Zhou Ning'an had depression, no, he seemed to have seen sleeping pills in his pocket once, but they had just met at that time, and he didn't take Zhou Ning'an or depression seriously, so he naturally threw it away. Afterwards, they got together. He never saw Zhou Ningan taking medicine again, and he didn’t think there was any mental problem with this person. Rely on drugs to maintain.

Neither of these two explanations would make him feel better now.

He didn't know how many times Zhou Ning'an thought of committing suicide in a place where he couldn't see, but in the end he finally made up his mind when he turned to leave.

He really didn't plan to get together or leave, good or bad, he just couldn't do it.Lin Ye thought about the few people he saw at the door of the ward just now, and his mother who hadn't come here until now, and he knew that Zhou Ning'an had already saved up enough reasons not to love life. one strike.

Just like a person who fell on a cliff, he was so tired that he couldn't hold it anymore, and he just took his last breath to keep himself from letting go, but he heard the person on the cliff say, it doesn't matter if you don't come up, no one is looking forward to you come up.

Zhou Ningan let go, and Lin Ye felt her heart sinking with him.

Lin Ye sat on the steps for an unknown amount of time, feeling a little dazed, as if he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time, and he didn't realize that ever since he answered Ah Wu's call, his life could no longer be peaceful up.

In a daze, two cars drove into the gate of the hospital. Lin Ye didn't know if he had a sense or something. He suddenly felt a little nervous. He stood up and looked at the two cars. He saw that the door of the car in front opened first. The so-called "truth" person got off the front seat, opened his umbrella and waited by the rear door. Then the rear door opened, and a well-maintained, graceful and luxurious woman got out of the car. The first thing Lin Ye saw was hers. The high heels, because the umbrella blocked her face, she couldn't see her face, and she knew she was a beautiful woman just by feeling.

The assistant dutifully held up the umbrella, not letting any moisture get on her delicate and neat dress. With a coat on her shoulders, she walked towards the door with vigorous and steady steps.

It wasn't until she got closer that Lin Ye could see her appearance clearly. She was indeed beautiful. Even though she was old, she couldn't see any wrinkles. Anyone who said she was 30 years old would definitely believe her. Her facial features were exquisite, her eyebrows and eyes It is picturesque, and if you look carefully, you can still find some similarities with Zhou Ning'an. Unfortunately, such a beauty has a tired look on her face. It is a kind of tiredness that has gone through vicissitudes and will no longer be interested in everything.

Lin Ye looked at her in a daze, and she also looked at Lin Ye, those exquisite and vicissitudes eyes opened slightly when they saw Lin Ye's face clearly, as if a little surprised, there was a rare expression of emotion in his expression , if you look into it carefully, it should be a little bit of nostalgia and sadness.

She stared at Lin Ye carefully for two seconds, but her voice was unexpectedly gentle, and there was still a little trembling hidden: "Are you here? Don't sit here, go up and wait."

Lin Ye's reaction was no faster than usual, but he still asked in surprise, "Do you know who I am?"

He doesn't remember them ever meeting, at least not when he was growing up.

Ling Zi showed a bitter smile, "You look exactly like your father, how could I not recognize you. But, you probably don't remember me, do you?"

"I have some impressions, but I can't remember." Lin Ye scratched his hair. He knew that this woman was the beginning of all Zhou Ning'an's tragedies, but he also remembered how gentle she was when she spoke to him when she was a child, and how sweet her smile was. , No one can take their eyes off the demeanor revealed by Gu Panjian.

At that time, she would not be as numb as she is now, even her smile was numb. Lin Ye watched her smile at him, but couldn't hate this person.

Ling Zi smiled and shook her head, turned slightly to Lin Ye and introduced, "This is Miss Song, Ning An's fiancée, and this is Lin Ye."

She didn't mention Lin Ye's identity, but the people behind her obviously understood what she meant. Only then did Lin Ye notice that the person behind Ling Zi was also a very imposing beauty, only slightly inferior to Ling Zi. Calm, looking smart and capable, she even extended her hand to Lin Ye politely. Lin Ye couldn't refuse, so he reached out and shook her hand, but he knew in his heart how embarrassing his own identity was.

He didn't introduce himself, and the woman didn't ask, otherwise it would be hard for him to explain.

Should he say, "Hi, I'm your fiancé's true love." Or, "Hi, I almost became the mistress of your future marriage?"

But now, he is more like the destroyer of their marriage.

Lin Ye went upstairs with the group of people, and he still felt that this was too ridiculous. According to the current situation, he shouldn't be here.

At this time, Song Yan left the crowd, stood in front of him and asked very politely: "Mr. Lin, is it convenient to talk to me?"

Before Lin Ye had time to refuse, she had already walked to the stairwell where Lin Ye had been just now. Lin Ye had no choice but to follow, and she closed the door behind her.

"You must think this is ridiculous now, don't you?" She opened her mouth to express Lin Ye's thoughts. Lin Ye looked at her and felt that this woman's eyes were refined, but her tone was a little helpless, and even a little begging.

Lin Ye nodded, "Yes, it's quite rare that you're actually talking to me instead of asking someone to throw me out."

Song Yan smiled slightly at him, "It's rare for you, but I've seen this kind of thing a lot, you may not believe it, but I've known about your existence for a long time, Zhou Ning'an told me from the beginning, Accepting your existence is one of the conditions for us to cooperate. Isn’t it ironic? He told me the truth, but he dared not tell you the truth, obviously the person he really cares about is you.”

Lin Ye nodded heavily, "Yes, you know, or choose to marry him?"

"Our marriage is different from what you understand. For us, this is the task we have to complete. There is no big difference between signing the marriage certificate and the contract we usually sign. If you want to say the difference, it is probably more about the cooperation project. Big, it's just longer." Song Yan explained the matter to him very neatly, her tone was very relaxed, as if she really only wanted Lin Ye's understanding.

"So, what do you want me to do when you come to me and say this?" Lin Ye frowned slightly, and asked the same helpless woman in front of him helplessly.

"I hope you can stay. I really don't mind you being with Zhou Ning'an. If you mind, we can cancel tomorrow's wedding, although he wouldn't be able to participate. I won't live with Zhou Ning'an, your life There is no need to change, we will have a child through surgery, I hope I will take care of this child, we will discuss divorce when the child is older, and then you can be together without any obstacles. [-] Two years, five years is enough, if you really love him, why can't you wait? It won't affect you at all."

Song Yan's words were logical, and her tone was persuasive but tactful. It was indeed tempting at first, but Lin Ye shrugged and sneered, "It doesn't affect me? Yes, Ms. Song, if I'm only for Zhou Ningan's If money or status is with him, then it really doesn't affect me. I can't wait to get the approval of the wife, and I can be a mistress without worrying about being splashed on the street. It's a pity that I am not, Ms. Song, you must have never really loved someone, right? If you have, you will understand how unforgivable it is to watch the person you love form a family with others. Every time I think about our future From time to time, I would think that this person is already someone else's husband and the father of someone else's child. What kind of future can he have with me? I am a small citizen, and I don't understand the cooperation of your upper class, but in my eyes, Marriage is two people who love each other to form a family and stay together forever. You desecrate it, but I don't want to desecrate it. Even if I may not be able to marry anyone in my life, I don't want to destroy other people's marriages, even You can’t have a contract like this, I can’t do it.”

Lin Ye spoke in a hurry. He realized that he was too excited, but he couldn't restrain himself. He even felt that Zhou Ning'an might really be more suitable for this woman. At least their way of thinking is similar, they both separate reason and emotion. Very open person.

But he couldn't do it, he didn't understand, and he didn't want to understand.

"Then, are you going to watch Zhou Ning'an die?" Song Yan was also a little excited by what he said, her voice trembled, and her eye circles even turned red, "He can be rescued this time, what about next time? Next time? You say you love him, but you just have the heart to watch him fail to touch your shadow after his suicide attempt?"

Before Lin Ye could persuade her, Song Yan stretched out her hand to stop him, took a few deep breaths, took out a handkerchief from her bag and wiped the corners of her eyes, being careful not to dab her eye makeup.

"Sorry, I lost my temper." She spoke with a slightly nasal tone, but her tone quickly returned to calm, "I know Zhou Ning'an's feelings for you, I am very envious, he has at least one person who loves you like this. And , I really need to cooperate with him.”

She was talking about cooperation, not marriage. Lin Ye sighed, walked over and patted her on the shoulder as a sign of comfort.

"Well, I'll stay here with you until he wakes up, what do you think?" Lin Ye tentatively asked.

Song Yan nodded, glanced at her watch, then poked her head out to look at the people waiting at the door of Zhou Ning'an's ward, and sneered, "He's not dead yet, their family members are here to read the will, really As expected of the Zhou family, they don't take me seriously."

Lin Ye looked at the people staring at the door of the operating room, sighed, and helped Song Yan sit down on the chair.He was really worried about Zhou Ning'an next time, and wanted to watch him wake up before leaving, but when he thought of waking up, he would face these people who were waiting to see if he was dead, and he couldn't help but feel distressed.

He glanced at Song Yan quietly, the emotional outpouring just now didn't seem fake, it might be a good thing to have such a shrewd and cooperative person as his partner.

If he was just a bystander in Zhou Ning'an's life, Song Yan would definitely be the choice he would persuade him to make.