night fades

Lin Ye came back, but Zhou Ning'an's illness could not be cured by him alone.

Lin Ye felt a little helpless about this statement, and he poked Zhou Ning'an on the forehead: "Is it your good medicine?"

"If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't even have the courage to continue treatment." Zhou Ning'an smiled. After struggling with depression for many years, he had already understood that what he needed was a reason to want to heal. Lin Night is his life-saving straw. After he grasps it, he still has to work hard to get out of the quagmire by going against the current.

"I don't know much about this, but if there is anything I can do, you must tell me." Lin Ye shrugged, put a cloak on Zhou Ning'an, led him out of the small garden, and went back to the ward.

Zhou Ning'an was not discharged immediately. He stayed in the intensive care unit for two days. After confirming that the drug had been safely metabolized, he was transferred to a nursing home. Xu Pingchuan thought that he would be discharged immediately in his current state to face those miscellaneous things. The illness might recur, so Zhou Ning was happy to live with Lin Ye for a while.

After this experience, Zhou Ning'an took a lot of things lightly. He decided to settle it because he didn't want anything. After waking up, he found that the most important person had returned to him, so besides him, he wanted nothing else. There is nothing to do.

It's a pity that he looked away, but it doesn't mean that those who were waiting for the will outside his emergency room also looked away. Zhou Ning'an just used the excuse of getting treatment to block them all from the hospital door, and none of them disappeared, so as to save annoyance.They dared to quarrel at the door of his ward when he closed his eyes, but now that he is awake, none of these people dare to show their faces in front of him.

Zhou Ning'an felt very happy when he thought of those people who couldn't sleep at home and couldn't eat well, and wanted to come to him to ask him what was going on but didn't dare to get angry.Those who are related to him by blood have done nothing but put weight and pressure on him for so many years. He has spent the first half of his life forbearance and self-improvement to appease these people, and now he is unwilling to serve him.

Why should he pay his own life for the expectations of others?

He didn't tell Lin Ye these words. These days, Lin Ye followed him almost every step of the way. Zhou Ning'an was relieved but also felt a little distressed. He knew that he was the one who scared Lin Ye this time, but let him speak out to persuade Lin Ye now. Ye didn't have to guard his words every day, and he really couldn't say it.

The way Lin Ye carefully blew porridge for him to eat with him is so handsome.

Zhou Ning'an felt shy when he thought of Lin Ye's gentle eyes with a little worry when he looked at him.He used to spend too much energy worrying about whether Lin Ye would leave, but now that he is at ease, he has tasted the sweetness of love even more than before.

"What are you crazy about here?" Lin Ye took a mouthful of meat from Zhou Ning'an's bowl and put it in his mouth, and waved his hand in front of his eyes, "My saliva is about to flow down, is my brother so handsome?"

Facing Lin Ye's ridicule, Zhou Ning'an smiled shyly, "I told you I'm older than you, so I'm the older brother."

"I don't care, I'll give you a kiss if you call out, brother." Lin Ye approached him with a smirk, "Should I call?"

Zhou Ning'an didn't speak, and quickly kissed him on the cheek, then lowered his head and took a sip of porridge.

Lin Ye rubbed the place he kissed just now, and muttered, "You've learned how to attack sneakily. Kiss me so oily, rascal."

"Didn't I learn this from you?" Zhou Ning'an laughed, took a piece of meat and fed it to Lin Ye. Lin Ye ate it with his mouth open, and muttered vaguely, "Can't you learn something from me?"

"You taught me this." Zhou Ningan blinked and said playfully.This is the truth, to enjoy yourself in time, and to love calmly when you love, is indeed the most important lesson Lin Ye taught him.

He was very grateful to Lin Ye, he didn't hesitate for too long about whether to continue to love him.

If it takes a little longer, maybe he won't be able to wait.

Lin Ye understood what he meant and shrugged, "I'm starting to regret letting you smoke now, luckily you're not addicted."

In fact, Lin Ye did not hesitate.

He thought he already knew what it meant to love a person like Zhou Ning'an. It meant that he would be unworthy of him in the eyes of the world. It might even be said that he was a sugar daddy, a bad boy, or even a mistress who planned to take the top position.But what he didn't know was what it meant to be loved by someone like Zhou Ning'an.

At first, he just thought that it meant that he would not be short of money, that someone would cover him if something happened, that he could not decide the breakup, and so on.He didn't expect that Zhou Ning'an would tell him with his life that I couldn't live without you.

It wasn't that Lin Ye wasn't angry at all. At first, he was very angry. Zhou Ning'an had kept such a big matter hidden from him for so long and didn't tell him. He really wanted to ask him, why did you go so early?

If he had known that he was the son of the man who killed his father, then it would have been impossible for them to be together.

It was precisely because of this that Zhou Ning'an didn't dare to speak out, right?He must be very tired after carrying the secret for so long.

So when he stood in his living room and read Zhou Ning'an's last letter, Lin Ye felt relieved for him.

But Zhou Ning'an used his life as a bet on whether their relationship was worth it. When Lin Ye came back to hold him back, did he really watch him wake up like a passer-by, and then push him into a kind of "ultimate love" with peace of mind? Right for him," a well-planned, cold life?

Lin Ye's anger was suddenly replaced by a great heartache, because he found that he was suddenly like those people Zhou Ning'an tried to avoid. He began to think about what was best for him, but he didn't think about it, whether he wanted it or not. This kind of life, this kind of life, he will soon be happy.

He couldn't deny that Song Yan was indeed more suitable for him to be his partner than himself, but he had to go back, he had to tell Zhou Ning'an, I heard the loud cry you made with your life.

I heard what you wanted to tell me.

At that moment, Lin Ye understood that he couldn't let go of Zhou Ning'an, he couldn't watch him be unhappy for the first half of his life, and continue to be unhappy for the rest of his life.

Life is so short, how long will he love someone, and how long will he regret it?

"Fuck," Lin Ye cursed in a low voice, this account can be settled in the future, if he doesn't go, this person will miss out in this life.

Thinking of this, Lin Ye wanted to light a cigarette for himself, but he smoked too much just now, and now the smell of smoke is a bit disgusting.He looked at his watch, it was past five in the morning, Zhou Ning'an had been tossing around for a long time, and he should wake up in the morning.He calculated the time, rolled up his sleeves and went to the kitchen to make some delicious food. He should have just woken up when it was done in a while.

When he walked to the door of Zhou Ning'an's ward, the nurse at the door told him that he was awake, so he didn't go in right away. He peeked through the window and found Zhou Ning'an was crying, crying very sadly.

No matter when, he has never seen Zhou Ning'an cry so sadly. He is not without emotions, but his likes and sorrows are never exposed like this. It is a luxury for him to cry like this. thing.

Lin Ye thought, let him cry for a while, and cry more happily, so as to save him from refusing to admit it when he settles accounts later.

Later, Lin Ye went in with the food, and found that he was not only a food delivery man, but also a medicine delivery man. He was Zhou Ning'an's prescription drug, which was limited to a lifetime.

Now, seeing Zhou Ning'an swallowing various pills brought by the little nurse after eating, Lin Ye was dumbfounded: "Do you really need to take medicine?"

"Do you think that depression is just a matter of laughing?" Zhou Ning'an took the medicine and glanced at him with a smile, "But most of them are nutritional supplements, only a little bit that really stimulates the nerves."

"Hey, did you commit suicide because of depression? Or..." Lin Ye shifted his position uncomfortably and asked in deliberation.

"I'm depressed because I don't want to live anymore, or I don't want to live because I'm depressed. However, I have a reason to continue living now, but it doesn't mean that my emotions can be completely controlled by myself. Control, that's why these medicines are needed to help, it's like the mental system has a cold, any disease needs to be treated, and I can get twice the result with you." Zhou Ning'an explained with a smile. Mental illness is always taken lightly, and he was very touched that Lin Ye could take it seriously.

"Yo, your mouth is sweet after being sick." Lin Ye smiled, stood up and packed up the lunch boxes, and asked hesitantly while cleaning up: "When I came here today, someone was waiting for me at the hospital gate, saying I want me to show you something."

"I found you there?" Zhou Ning'an raised his eyebrows, "There must be something urgently waiting for the money. If I don't sign, they won't be able to move such a large amount."

"Then you don't care?" Lin Ye put the documents on his bedside table and pressed the pile of things with his arms, "Let me say it first, if you don't want to read it, don't read it, it's not worth worrying about those people. But you If you feel bored, just take a look, I think that person is really in a hurry, otherwise he wouldn't be able to find me, right?"

Zhou Ning'an smiled, stretched out his hand to ask him to come over, rolled his eyes for a rough look, frowned slightly, and then quickly smiled and said: "Since I asked you to send it over, of course I can't ignore it. It took me so long to learn how to shoot." You flattery, these people, really let me down."

Lin Ye didn't realize what it meant for a moment: "Hey, I don't know him well, so don't... have, pressure because of me."

Doctor Xu told Zhou Ning'an several times not to face too much pressure at the moment. Lin Ye remembered it firmly. He wished that he would not even let him use his own mind about what clothes to wear.

"They always don't come, so I'm really under pressure." Zhou Ning'an smiled, signed his name on the document, threw the folder aside, and reached out to Lin Ye for a hug. Lin Ye went to lean on his bed, intending to take a nap together later, Zhou Ning'an chuckled and said, "Whatever the Zhou family wants to do in the future, I need you to nod before I nod. The sooner they understand this truth, the better. Lin Ye, we may not be able to hold a wedding in China, but I will never allow anyone to look down on you, it should be yours."

Lin Ye was so moved that he was choked up for a moment and couldn't speak, and he hesitated for a long time before saying, "Anyway, everyone is mine."

He stretched his arms around Zhou Ning'an's waist, the ears of both of them turned red, and the ward was quiet for a while, and the needles could be heard, neither of them spoke, their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads, and they were so shy that they didn't even dare to look into each other's eyes , but without opening your eyes, you have already seen the hearts of the two of them clearly.

Life is so short, who has time to calculate gains and losses, why not hurry up and love, while we can still hug, while we are still alive.

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The episode is coming~

(Praise me for writing it so quickly!) This episode is mainly to explain Lin Ye's mentality, and to explain Zhou Xiaoan's determination. In fact, it is mainly to see their confession. Watch the counterattack, and those who want to watch the counterattack raise your hand, I will count the number of people.

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