night fades

Since you don't want me anymore, why bother to save me?Did you pull me back from the brink of death just so you could abandon me with your own hands?

Zhou Ning'an thought that he would never feel sad again, and his heart ached to this extent, what was left was more numbness and confusion.

Now that he is not dead, what to do next?In his plan, tomorrow never appeared.

However, according to other people's plans, he should be going to the wedding tomorrow, his own wedding.Is Song Yan still waiting for his reply?Those who didn't wait for his will, aren't they disappointed?

Zhou Ning'an couldn't explain why he was crying, but the tears kept flowing uncontrollably. He even thought, if he really went to tomorrow's wedding, would Lin Ye think that even today's suicide was just acting?

Thinking of this, Zhou Ning'an suddenly felt very scared. What if Lin Ye didn't know how much he loved him?

This love is too heavy, words cannot express it, words cannot express it, only his life is the best proof.

Zhou Ning'an slowly raised his arms to cover his eyes, thinking when he would be able to muster up the courage to complete the things he hadn't finished.

But at this moment, he heard an unbelievable voice:

"Hey, hey, why are you crying? I'm just a little late."

Hearing this voice, Zhou Ning'an subconsciously stopped crying, but he still couldn't help twitching, unable to breathe. He tried his best to move towards the source of the voice, but tears blurred his vision. Believe your eyes.

The gesture of him trying to look at himself made Lin Ye feel distressed, but he still couldn't hold back and knocked on his head a few times with the stack of letters in his hand, "Why don't you let me continue to open the store? Don't tell me Forgot about you, didn't you? Why don't you say goodbye to me?"

Every time he said a word, he hit Zhou Ning'an with the folded letter. Zhou Ning'an stared at him blankly, neither hiding nor speaking, as if he still couldn't believe it was real and not his own illusion.

Lin Ye looked at him in a daze, and was too embarrassed to hit him again. He reached out and stroked his hair, fearing that this man would make himself stupid if he didn't take the medicine.

Lin Ye waved his hand in front of his eyes, "Stupid? Don't you know me? If you don't admit it, I'll leave."

"Lin Ye," Zhou Ning'an finally recovered and grabbed his wrist, "It's really you."

"Nonsense, who else could it be if it wasn't me? I'm the only one who didn't come to see you because of your will." Lin Ye imitated his tone and said something, but didn't move away, put a thermos Put it on the small table next to his bed, "Eat something, I just sent a pot to my grandpa, you two are in the same hospital now, don't be afraid that I can't escape, you think well Boss Zhou .”

Zhou Ning'an glanced at the thermos, knowing that it was made overnight by Lin Ye, and felt sore, but couldn't help asking, "Are you still leaving?"

Lin Ye sat down and looked at him, his eyes were gentle, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, without his usual cynical air, "Where am I going? You are betting on your life, how dare I let you lose."

Zhou Ning'an's eye sockets turned red instantly, he opened his mouth slightly, mumbling to say something, but he couldn't say anything.

"Don't talk about it, let me talk about it." Lin Ye sat by his bed, took Zhou Ning'an's hand, looked him seriously in the eyes and said, "I won't talk about my childhood. After I met you for the first time, I should not say that I met you. I guess you planned it in advance. I told myself from the beginning, I must never fall in love with you, and I must never have feelings for you, because you and I are not the same People in the world, if I talk about feelings with someone like you, I may lose everything. But gradually, no matter how I warn myself, I can't help but want to understand you and get close to you, because I think you are too It’s strange, you’re the one who keeps me, but you treat me more cautiously than I do. When I get close, I can’t stop. You’re so happy when I treat you better, and I can’t stop wanting to treat you Well, you used to be covered in a glass cover. The world seemed to have nothing to do with you. It was too lonely. I didn’t want you to be so lonely. Later, I knew that you had liked me a long time ago, and I felt very distressed. It turns out that I am the one who makes you so lonely, then I will definitely not let you be so lonely in the future, I think so, but I did not do well enough, until today I did not know that you have depression, and it is still so serious Dr. Xu repeatedly told me that this has nothing to do with me, but how could it have nothing to do with me? If I could find out earlier, maybe I could cooperate with you in the treatment, and you would not do such a stupid thing. But, fortunately It's not too late now, from now on, I'll be with you, and I'll definitely be able to cure you, but you have to promise me, don't hide anything from me anymore, let's face something together, okay? ?”

"Lin Ye." Zhou Ning'an opened his mouth and found that his voice was already trembling, "Is this your decision? You don't blame me? You are not lying to me, are you?"

He closed his eyes and whispered softly: "Don't lie to me, I'm afraid this is a dream."

"Why don't I blame you? One yard counts for one yard. We will slowly settle the account you lied to me in the future. Starting from today, you have to listen to everything I say." Lin Ye raised his eyebrows, pretending to be angry and nodded. Touched Zhou Ning'an's forehead, "Now, give me this porridge to drink while it's hot."

Zhou Ning'an laughed through his tears, Lin Ye served him a small bowl of porridge, and he held it in his hand and drank it slowly.

Lin Ye was particularly pleasing to the eye watching him eat. He found that he especially liked to cook for Zhou Ning'an and watch him eat. He rested his cheek on Zhou Ning'an's meal and said with emotion: "It's a shame that I didn't make it. If you pay me such a big living person, I will not lose."

Zhou Ning'an looked at him and smiled, with crooked eyebrows and eyes showing a sense of trust and dependence on him. Holding the bowl in his hand, he suddenly said, "I really didn't expect you to come back."

After that, he laughed again, "It's really like a dream."

"You're scared after reading your mother's story. My father is my father, and I am me. Besides, he didn't support your mother's divorce because he had you, and you didn't have other people's children." Lin Ye left him. With a glance, "You can't conceive my child either."

"You want a child?" Zhou Ning'an looked up at him.

"It's okay, it's fun to watch." Lin Ye shrugged, "It would be great if you could give birth."

"I……"

"You still need a child, right? I've thought about it, go find a baby, and test-tube babies are quite common now, so don't even think about having anything to do with her. I think Song Yan is really good, After all this, I feel really sorry for her. But let me say first, the children can’t all belong to her, we have to watch them grow up. When he is an adult, we will leave all the work to him, and we will go out to ring Traveling around the world, how about it?" Lin Ye looked at him with a smile, Zhou Ning'an felt speechless for a while, and was so moved that he couldn't speak.

"I didn't intend to have a child in other ways." Zhou Ning'an blushed and muttered in a low voice.

Lin Ye smiled, and he didn't mind these things anymore. After experiencing the loss, he really understood that since he loves someone, there is nothing more important than that he is alive and well.

Fortunately, he didn't really lose him.

"I brought you your suicide note. When I saw this, I wanted to hit you. Don't let me be sad for too long? It's a bit demanding, boss Zhou?" Lin Ye said, pretending to use this to hit Zhou Ning'an again. Zhou Ning'an blocked his head with his hand with a smile, but Lin Ye didn't really hit it, but just folded the thing and put it under his pillow, and said in a vicious tone: "I warn you, don't die in front of me, or I will spare you." Not you."

Zhou Ning'an smiled, looked into his eyes, and said seriously: "There is a sentence that I didn't write in it, because I felt that writing it would bring you too much burden."

"What? Did you secretly leave all your property to me?" Lin Ye glanced at him lazily, still very dissatisfied.

"I love you, Lin Ye." Zhou Ning'an said word by word, "I love you. You are my best medicine."

Lin Ye didn't expect him to say this suddenly. He was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, and finally his eyes began to turn red. He went over to hug Zhou Ning'an fiercely, and whispered in his ear to conceal the trembling in his voice: "I love you too."

At that moment, Zhou Ning'an was in his arms, and he still felt that even if his life ended at this moment, he really had no regrets.

What's more, he thanked God for not letting his life end on that day, because he and Lin Ye still had a long, long future.

Finish.

The author has something to say:

Flowers are over~

The second time I typed the word "end", I still feel a little reluctant. Lin Ye, the healing little angel, will be able to cure Zhou Xiaoan one day~

I don’t want to promise extra episodes, because I’ve always been a hard worker for extra episodes (I haven’t written any extra episodes that have a relationship until now), but if you have any extra episodes that you want to see, you can leave a message, maybe I will write them one day?Please rest assured, no matter whether there are extra episodes or not, these two will live a happy life of firewood, rice, oil, salt and tea from now on.