forgotten boyfriend

I always thought that there was no dark history in my life-except for that one time.

After a few years, Xie Yunuo's face appeared in front of me again, but I couldn't look forward to it.Shame began to flood.

"Don't you think it's disgusting?" Xie Yunuo's smile repeatedly appeared in front of my eyes that afternoon, and I tried desperately to forget it, but it became clearer.His smile was full of sarcasm, and I couldn’t hide the disgust in the dark eyes that had always attracted me, “Don’t you think homosexuality is disgusting?” Suddenly, it was like returning to high school, he threw the school uniform on the table, picked up the Love letter.

Then, along with my self-esteem, it was torn to pieces.

"Are you okay?" Xie Yunuo's voice pulled me out of my memory.I dare not look into his eyes, although there is no contempt in them that scares me anymore. "I want to talk to you." He took a few steps closer, "I've been looking for you for the past two years, and I want to apologize for what I did."

Cheng Fang winked at me, signaling me not to fall into the same pit, he was worried about Xie Yunuo's intentions.

I looked at Cheng Fang and nodded to him: "You go back first." He froze for a moment, and then gave me a "good journey" look.

Xie Yunuo smiled lightly, just like his childish expression every time he threw a basketball into the hoop.This once again made me tempted.After all, I have liked someone for two years, so how can I just forget about it, even though I secretly scolded myself that I will not grow wiser if I suffer from it, but I still sink into his voice.

"I'm so sorry, I said that to you before." He pulled my sleeve and walked towards the middle of the square.

"It's okay, it was my fault that time." I followed him forward, "Sorry for causing you trouble." I have imagined many times what he would say when I saw him again, but when I saw him At that time, I put all the words I thought of behind me, and I felt that my current state should be the "girl Huaichun" that Cheng Fang said.But this matter was settled peacefully, better than I expected. I don't care how he treats me in private, anyway, he doesn't see any disgust on the surface.That's fine.

"Jing Yan," he suddenly held my hand and interlocked my fingers, I looked up at his face and found that he was looking at the sky, the smile on his mouth gradually deepened, "Can you give me another chance? ’ He looked down at me, ‘Stay with me.’

A few balls of fireworks exploded in the night sky, and the bright colors mixed together, illuminating the entire square and my astonished eyes. The colorful fireworks aroused the chatter and laughter of passers-by.Everything looks so happy.

Just when Xie Yunuo possessed me and kissed me, for some reason, I suddenly felt that the golden fireworks looked like his messy hair-

"Damn it? You said Xie Yunuo confessed to you?" Cheng Fang got down from the upper bunk, and potato chip scum was sprayed everywhere, "A homophobic person wants to date you?" He took a gulp Coke, "What's your reaction?"

"Not decided," I admitted that I was cowardly, and I ran away before he kissed me that day.

"Are you saying that he was plotting something wrong, so suddenly?" Cheng Fang knew the shadow left in my heart by that failed confession, "Will you agree to him?"

"Of course, how can you refuse such a good thing." I avoided his gossiping eyes.In the past few days, my heart has been shaken, and I can see Mr. "M" almost every night - he is standing in front of the window, listening to the thunderstorm outside the window, and the boiled water in the glass in his hand is rippling: "You promised I forgot his." His side face was illuminated by blinding lightning, his eyes were full of disappointment, gloomy like the sky outside.

"What about the person who gave you the cross?" Cheng Fang asked the same question.

"Why should I worry about someone who doesn't exist?" The phone vibrated again, and Xie Yunuo's text message appeared on the screen.The closer the deadline is, the more difficult it is for me to make a choice, just like when I was considering whether to choose liberal arts or science-

"Why did you suddenly agree to my confession?" After thinking for a few days, I asked Xie and Nuo out. He didn't care much about my abrupt escape a few days ago.

"After I rejected your confession, I felt that my approach might be too radical. Later, I went back to learn about homosexuality, and then I found that I actually like you." He handed me a glass of Coke, "During that time I was thinking of you all the time, and I wanted to apologize, but you changed schools."

What is the reason for this? I can't understand Xie Yunuo's brain circuit. Although it sounds good, what exactly did Xie Yunuo experience in the process?

"Maybe my words are a little unbelievable, but I'm serious." He hugged me, and his warm breath could be vaguely felt on the back of his neck, "Promise me, okay?"