right eye life

Chapter 84 I hate you

Zhang Shiyu had been in the ward for half a month.

Since Shen Wu was discharged from the hospital last time, he showed up less and less, and sometimes he didn't see anyone for three or four days.

During this period, Zhang Shiyu's eyes improved slightly. It used to be dark, but now he could vaguely feel some light, and then there was no improvement.

Zhang Shiyu often sat in silence for a whole day, only Shen Wu occasionally showed up and said a few more words.There was nothing to say, Zhang Shiyu didn't know the people around Shen Wu, and the doctor in the hospital hadn't even seen what he looked like, and his tone was kind, but because he was Shen Wu's son.

When Zhang Shiyu was buried in the ruins, he thought that Shen Wu was going to die, so he poured out his subconscious thoughts. Now that he thinks about it, he really regrets it. Even he himself finds those things unbelievable, so why did he tell Shen Wu all of them? Listen to it.

Zhang Shiyu clearly distinguishes reality from fantasy, and he never expects any good results with Shen Wu.It's unbelievable that father and son rebelled - it's unbelievable, and it's never been heard of in the past, but it happened to him, let alone his father is Shen Wu.

Shen Wu's thoughts are so deep, Zhang Shiyu can't play with him, Shen Wu can treat him well today, and he can treat others well tomorrow, he has so many lovers, who can't be missing?In the end, I'm afraid it's still myself.

Zhang Shiyu was blind now, he couldn't see or hear any tricks Shen Wu played against him, so he had to guard against them.

Thinking of this piece of Shi and smiled, look, Shen Wu doesn't trust him, and he is always on guard against Shen Wu, how long can such two people be together?It would be better to break up the gang as soon as possible, which would be a relief to them all.It's a pity that Shen Wu didn't understand.

Zhang Shiyu started to have a headache again after thinking too much. In the last three days, he had headaches at both ends, bouts of dull pain in his head, and sometimes at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, the pain caused him to toss and turn on the bed, unable to sleep all night.

There is no need to look so far, Zhang Shiyu thought while clutching his head and having a headache, maybe he would not live to that day at all.

He was in so much pain that he held his head and slammed it against the wall lightly, at least to relieve it a little.

"Brother Shiyu!" Shen Qing entered Zhang Shiyu's ward excitedly, and what he saw was hitting his head against the wall, Shen Qing quickly ran over to remove him from the wall, covered his head with his hands and said, "Shiyu Brother Yu, what are you doing?"

Zhang Shiyu had a severe headache, carefully distinguishing the sounds that came into his ears, and it took him a long time to react: "Shen Qing? Aren't you in Japan? Why..."

"I... I was called back by my grandfather..." Shen Qing said uncomfortably.

Shen Qing has been under house arrest by his brother in disguise since he came back, and he begged his grandfather to get out. He hasn't seen Zhang Shiyu for more than half a year, but he didn't expect Zhang Shiyu to be sick and hospitalized, and he became so thin, "Shiyu Brother Yu, what happened during the half a year I was away? How did you get into this state? Doesn't Dad just care about it? "

Zhang Shiyu pressed his head and rubbed vigorously for a few minutes, the pain relieved a lot, he opened Shen Qing's hand and sat up straight: "Shen Qing, you have been outside for so long, have you figured it out yet?"

"Thinking about what?"

"It's impossible between me and you, I don't like you."

Shen Qing didn't expect Zhang Shiyu to reject him so straightforwardly, and was a little at a loss for a while, "Brother Shiyu, let's talk about this matter another day? I came today to know if your illness is serious...I'm worried about you..."

"It's not serious, you can go."

"Brother Shi, I have worked so hard to come back, so you treat me like this? I have listened to you for the past six months, and I have never met any shady friends outside. I even got a scholarship this year..."

"Then congratulations, your elder brother should be very happy."

Zhang Shiyu's indifference made Shen Qing unbearable, he grabbed Zhang Shiyu's shoulder and said: "Brother Shiyu, I just said this to let you understand that I am not just playing around with you on a whim, I am seriously thinking about us In the future, I will try my best to become someone you can rely on, as long as you give me a chance."

"Let me go." Zhang Shihe's eyes were dimly dim, he couldn't see which direction Shen Qing was in, so he had to look roughly in one direction and said, "Shen Qing, why do I have to accept it when you work hard? There is no such good thing in the world." .”

There was nothing in the direction Zhang Shiyu was facing. He was angry at the air for a long time, but Shen Qing finally noticed something was wrong, "Brother Shiyu, what happened to your eyes?" Great, I thought he was just coming to the hospital for recuperation, but I didn't expect Zhang Shiyu's eyes to disappear.

"Shi Yuge, you can't see me anymore?"

Shen Qing likes Zhang Shiyu's eyes the most.Zhang Shiyu's eyes are very strange, the left eye is clear and pure, and the right eye is bright and sharp. How can there be two completely different eyes on one person's face in the world? It's not against harmony at all.Now those eyes could no longer see him.Zhang Shiyu likes the laboratory so much, because of his eyes, he may never be able to get in again.

Shen Qing asked in pain: "Brother Shi Yu, what happened to your eyes?"

"What else? I'm blind." Zhang Shiyu didn't care what he said.

"How did you do it? You were obviously fine when I left, but now... who did it!?"

Zhang Shiyu really wanted to throw the word Shen Wu in his face, but he held back. It was his own naivety that was taken advantage of by others, no wonder Shen Wu.

"Shen Qing, all of this is in the past, it's really meaningless for you to tangle with me now. You'd better go back to your elder brother's side and just pretend that someone like me has never appeared before, can't you?"

"No! Brother Shi Yu, I can't leave now that you are like this. Don't worry, you won't see it anymore. I will be your eyes. If you don't see me for a day, just be one day. If you don't see it for the rest of your life, then I will be forever!"

"Thank you." Zhang Shiyu said helplessly, "Shen Qing, but I really don't like you."

"Shen Qing, you don't know how much I hate you."

"We have hated each other since we were young. You and your elder brother bullied me a lot when you were young. You forgot about these things but I haven't. You peed in my cup when you were six and forced me to drink it down. Seven years old Throwing broken glass into my meal, I ate blood, and you laughed around with a group of children. When I was eight years old, someone blocked me at the door of the dormitory, and beat me until I was lying in the school doctor's place for a week, not daring to return Man, I can count a bunch of things like this, you said I didn't provoke you to provoke you, how can you be so poisonous when you are so young?"

Shen Qing explained: "Shi Yuge, that was all when I was young..."

Zhang Shiyu interrupted Shen Qing: "I know you were ignorant when you were young, but how old was I then? You are the youngest, and you are Shen Wu's sweetheart. Do you want anything, but you want to harm me?"

"Do you remember where the piece of jade hanging around your neck came from? It doesn't matter if you don't remember, let me tell you. You were eight years old and I was 12 years old. Shen Wu beat you, your elder brother, and me one by one. , In fact, I originally planned to make two, but I had some scraps left, so I bought one for me. When you saw the jade hanging around my neck, you couldn’t beat it, so you snatched it and smashed it to pieces. Just for this matter I was so ridiculed by the servants of your Shen family that I couldn't lift my head. If you're not the young master, don't even think about climbing a branch to become a phoenix. In the end, it's just a cheap life..."

"Bah, who wants to be the golden phoenix of your Shen family."

"Shen Qing, I hate you to death. Every time you post it, I feel disgusted for a long time. I turn around and throw the clothes you touched into the trash can. Can't we still hate each other like before? Why are you here? Pretending to be true? I'm not afraid of smashing my own face."

Shen Qing was so shocked that he was speechless for a long time, "Then why...why did you save me that year?"

Zhang Shiyu sneered, "You are the young master in Shen Wu's palm. If you die, do you think Shen Wu will come back to save me? I also want to save my own life. I'm sorry to make you misunderstand." Zhang Shiyu After finishing speaking, he laughed again: "You won't fall in love with me just because of this, right? Your love is too worthless. Shen Qing, why are you so stupid, really, stupider than me."

"do not talk……"

"Why, now you know you're cheap?"

"I told you to stop talking!" Shen Qing roared.

Zhang Shiyu really stopped talking.There was a sudden silence in the ward.

After a while, Shen Qing said hoarsely: "Have you never liked me?"

"No."

"Good... good... good..." Shen Qing said good things several times in a row, his eyes flushed, "Zhang Shiyu, you are cruel, since you hate me so much, I won't annoy you in front of you, I'm leaving!"

After Shen Qing left, Zhang Shiyu said to the air: "Are you satisfied now?"

Shen Zhan came out from behind the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows, "Brother, thank you."

"Don't forget that you promised to help me find a doctor to treat my eye disease." Zhang Shiyu was emotional just now, and his head hurt again. He leaned against the head of the bed with his hands on his side, gritting his teeth and resisting.

"Brother, my father must also be looking for a doctor to treat you. Why did you refuse to accept the examination?"

"I don't believe him." Zhang Shiyu covered his head and said sullenly, "He wished that I would never recover."

Shen Zhan didn't say anything else, turned around and went out, only remembered when he reached the door, and turned back and said, "Brother, although we both hate each other, I sincerely thank you for this incident."

Zhang Shiyu's head hurt so badly that he didn't bother to talk to him.