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"Ou Yue, why did you come here! We made an appointment at 04:30, and it's already 45:[-], I've been waiting for you for a long time." At the door of the apartment, Liu Jiating said eagerly.

"Why are you in a hurry, it's still early, how can it be so early for dinner, and you have to wait for others when you go there!" I justified myself for being late.

"What do you mean waiting for others! Let's go there earlier, so we can get to know a few more fellow villagers, maybe there are old classmates we know! For example, what is the name of the tall, rich and handsome girl that my sister mentioned last time?" ?” Liu Jiating pretended to ask unintentionally.

"You mean Tu Hao?" I fell into this woman's trap unknowingly.

"That's right, it's him. It seems that you are not only acquainted, but also quite familiar with each other!" After Liu Jiating finished speaking, she narrowed her enigmatic eyes, carefully looked at my clothes up and down, and said:

"That's not right, Ou Yue, how did I find out that you are dressed in a fancy dress today, maybe it's just because you fiddled with this attire that you were late for the time?"

"You are the one who talks the most, I refuse to answer your question!" Once again, Liu Jiating saw through it at a glance, and I was too lazy to explain too much.

Frankly speaking, I did dress up a bit today.From head to toe, from hairstyle to shoes, I have carefully organized and matched.There is no doubt that I did dress up carefully just to meet Tu Hao.

When we came to this restaurant, many fellow villagers had already arrived.The president reserved three banquets, but Tu Hao was nowhere to be found in the crowd.With trepidation, I waited for Tu Hao to appear.

"Sister, why hasn't the fellow from the medical school you mentioned last time come today?" Seeing the branch president, I asked.

"You said Tu Hao, right? He promised to come, but he said he couldn't come because of something." The senior sister replied.

After hearing this news, although I was a little depressed, I was more relieved.Maybe I'm not ready to meet Tu Hao yet, let's start from scratch in a new place!

Fortunately, the hometown association has made an address book, and everyone has a copy.As soon as I got it, I looked it up, and finally I found Tu Hao's name, with his college information and contact information on it.

In order to divert my attention from Tu Hao, I decided to focus on my current classmates first.

Fan Fan and I became acquainted with each other because of a club activity.This association is called the Strong Society, with the slogan "Civilization is the spirit, barbarism is the body."

The community organization has two activities, one is a morning run and the other is a forum.

The morning jogging is in response to the slogan of "Brutalism is Your Body". Members jog along the Xiangjiang River every morning at 06:30.

The forum is in response to the slogan of "civilization is its spirit". Every week, a member will give a speech on a topic of his own interest.

At that time, I was the first to see the recruiting poster of the club.It reads like this:

To Chinese teenagers:

The wisdom of the youth makes the country wise, and the strength of the youth makes the country strong.

Today I call on all Chinese teenagers to join the Strong Society.

The purpose of the society: civilization is its spirit, barbarism is its body.

Activity [-]: Morning jog,

Time: [-]:[-] every morning,

Location: By the Xiangjiang River,

Activity [-]: Forum,

Time: Every Tuesday at [-]pm,

Location: Teaching Building,

Registration method: On-site registration will be accepted at the apartment basketball court at [-]:[-] tomorrow morning.

After I read it, my enthusiasm was high, and I wanted to find someone to accompany me to join the club, so I went to the dormitory to promote it.But in the end, only Fan Fan in the class was willing to join this club with me.

So, every morning at 06:30, when everyone was still asleep, we sneaked out of the apartment and went for a morning jog with more than a dozen other members.

It was winter, and the sky was dark at dawn.After we ran back and forth for about five kilometers along the Xiangjiang River Scenic Belt, the sky became brighter and the sun slowly emerged from the top of the mountain, hanging on the clouds in the east direction, red and big.

Later, we can talk about everything.I felt that I couldn't do without Fan Fan. If I didn't see Fan Fan or say a word to him one day, my heart would be extremely disturbed.

At that time, I had a laptop of my own.Regarding the configuration of the computer, I don't have too high requirements.For me, there are three uses for a computer—browsing the web, making friends and chatting, and watching movies and TV shows.

In my subconscious mind, these three uses are more or less developing toward one goal, that is, to know myself and find an organization.

Although I realized that I was different when I was in middle school, I never had the time to know myself, let alone find an organization, or take the opportunity.

I once knew that there was a classmate in my class who was my own kind.Once I got to college, I started taking time to get to know myself.

The way to get acquainted is nothing more than the Internet, or hang out in the Internet cafe of the apartment, or in the electronic reading room of the library-because I am billed by the hour, my economic situation does not allow me to spend too much time.

If there are other avenues, of course it is the few sex books that line the shelves of physiology and psychology - but there are only a few pages in there.

After more than a year, I finally realized that I belonged to a minority group of 4% to 10%.In my spare time, I learned all the theoretical knowledge about this minority group.

At the same time, I found that my secrets became more and more heavy, and I became more and more unable to fit into the group that was mostly heterogeneous, and I felt more and more lonely and lonely.

Now that I have a computer of my own, I can spend several hours a day checking relevant materials and watching related movies and TV series.

But within a few days, I realized a new problem, that is, I already knew myself and found an organization, and any materials and film and television dramas could no longer release my sense of loneliness.

So, I have a new plan in my subconscious mind - I want to move from theory to practice, I want to know someone of the same kind, I want to join this organization, and I want to liberate my loneliness.

But obviously I didn't find the base of the organization on the Internet, or I wouldn't always be on the school intranet and university forums.

Until one day of the National Day holiday, I opened the Internet browser as usual, logged into the university forum, and casually browsed all kinds of posts on it.

At this time, my eyes were extremely sharp and I discovered that the sensitive word composed of three Chinese characters unexpectedly appeared on the title of a post.

When I opened the post, the group number of an online chat tool was impressively written on it.My heart blossomed like a flower—I found a base for organization.

Can't wait, I joined this group through chat software.Then by chance, I found Tu Hao's chat account among the group members, and I jumped out of my chair in surprise.

I decisively added Tu Hao as a friend, and pretended to communicate with Tu Hao for the first time as a stranger.In this exchange, we did not talk about similar topics, but we added friendship to each other.

After logging off, I was secretly delighted to know Tu Hao's identity, but I didn't reveal my identity to Tu Hao.I thought that Tu Hao was in the light, but I was secretly guarding the secret.This exchange was enough to keep me happy for a few days.

A few days later, I was faced with a big and fun study session.The college arranged for all the students of our three majors to go to a factory for a one-month internship in Shiyan City, north of the Yangtze River.

Each class is assigned a leading teacher.All teachers and students take the train (hard sleeper for teachers, hard seat for students), which requires a one-day or one-night journey.

I didn't tell Tu Hao that I was going to be an intern. When chatting online, I hesitated for a while, and finally I just asked for Tu Hao's mobile phone number.

Sometimes, I am glad that I live in the era of advanced network technology. We have both computers and mobile phones.When holding the mobile phone with Tu Hao's number in my hand, I don't feel lonely and lonely at all.

I feel so close to Tu Hao, I just need to move my thumb to communicate with each other, and I can hear the other party's voice - although I don't dare to call Tu Hao's phone at this time.

In the evening, a large number of people from all grades set off vigorously.We arrived at the train station on our own in class units, and then the whole grade gathered at the station and boarded the train.

On the way to the internship this time, I was unexpectedly a little excited, perhaps because I seldom participated in the group activities of the class.This time, I seemed to naively treat the internship as a group trip.

I deliberately brought a magazine, and the MP3 was full of songs about travel.But group travel is different from traveling alone. Traveling alone can be very artistic, but traveling in a group is to be down-to-earth and playful.

After entering the station and boarding the train, the sky outside the train gradually dimmed.The fat man took out the playing cards and shouted, playing cards, playing cards, one short three.Soon, Fan Fan responded to Fatty's call, and one missing three became three missing one.

Then Fan Fan called me and asked, do you want to play or not? Friendship comes first, losing money comes second.I thought to myself that apart from teaching in the classroom, it was rare for me to get together with everyone.

So he simply dropped the magazine, took off his earphones, and joined the poker lineup.Among the other 27 students in the class, Fan Fan was the one I felt closest to.

By the time the train arrived at Shiyan, the internship site, it was already the morning of the next day.After everyone walked out of the train station, their stomachs were all hungry.

Just after September, the temperature north of the Yangtze River began to turn cold.The bustling breakfast on the street makes people more hungry.

While waiting for the factory bus to pick us up, some hungry students ate breakfast at the roadside stall.

When it was nearly eight o'clock, the bus finally arrived.We were driven all the way into a large factory in the foothills on the outskirts of the city.

In the factory, most of us college students who are about to dedicate their lives to the factory are coming to the factory for the first time.

We were arranged to live in a bachelor apartment.Originally, there were rumors that they lived in a hotel, but looking at it now, there are eight people in a room with bunk beds, and the conditions are more difficult than their university apartment.

Only the existence of that TV set makes people feel like living in a hotel.In the afternoon we tidied up the dormitory and bought some daily necessities.