Pet me, are you addicted?

After sleeping in the first night, the one-month visiting practice kicked off.We got up around eight o'clock, washed up and ate breakfast at a large stall on the side of the road, and then gathered to start a day's visit.

Under the leadership of the teacher, we visited the foundry, welding factory, machining factory, assembly factory and so on.Wearing a red peaked cap on the head, as a sign of our interns.

In a certain moment, I felt as if I had returned to the elementary school days, those spring outings and autumn outings.

Every day, we write internship notes, because after the internship, everyone has to hand in an internship report in order to get the credits for this course.

On weekends, most factory workers have a day off, and so do college students.Sometimes, I would go to Internet cafes in the city to surf the Internet with Fan Fan and the others, and sometimes I would go shopping around the factory alone, looking for bookstores.

There is a bookstore where you can rent out books, most of which are novels about youthful romance, martial arts and fantasy.I was not very interested in these books, so I bought a new book by Guo Jingming, with a string of numbers printed on it, saying it was a limited edition.

The factory occasionally has weekends and weekends. At this time, I and the others plan to go farther.Some students took a ride to a nearby scenic spot, while others climbed nearby mountains to see the water.

Of course I traveled with the latter.We followed a tributary of the Yangtze River, stepped on a narrow mountain road, walked all the way into the deep mountainous area, and then returned the same way.

In the evening, we mainly choose to watch TV in the dormitory. Youthful and passionate struggle dramas like "Blood Romance" are the most suitable for group viewing and discussion.

Occasionally, we also play billiards.The place to play billiards is in a small alley. The environment is not very good, but the price is very cheap.We could have fun for hours.

It was during this period of time that I realized for the first time that I fell in love with Fan Fan.

I can feel my own happiness because I have a fantasy of love.I am used to being stuck with Fan Fan all the time.

We stood together in the visiting line, we sat together in the shuttle bus, we ate together in the cafeteria where we ate, and we played together in the noisy Internet cafe.

In short, I enjoy the time with Fan Fan, and I think that Fan Fan enjoys it just like me.But it turned out that I was wrong.

A month has passed in the blink of an eye, and the days of the internship are coming to an end, and I am nostalgic for this place.

It is far away from the busy traffic in the city, and it is not as closed as the countryside. It is bordered between urban and rural areas, with a peaceful atmosphere and a slow pace of life.

But even after such a wonderful internship process, I still couldn't suppress the loneliness in my heart.

In the last few days of the internship, I left a sad mood in Shiyan.The reason for the incident was that as soon as the internship ended that day, Fan Fan disappeared from my sight.

So, I looked around for him.Internet cafes, billiard rooms, every dormitory, but Fan Fan was not found.I was worried and angry.

Fan Fan disappeared without a word, but I couldn't find him.At 10:30 in the evening, I returned to the dormitory in frustration, but I still couldn't see Fan Fan.

I was lying on the bed, I was not interested in what was on the TV, and I didn't want to have any communication and discussion with other people.

I took out my mobile phone, hesitating whether to call Fan Fan or not.I have been hiding my heart, I dare not let Fan Fan know that I am thinking about him and in love with him.

I just stared at the TV screen with dull eyes, holding the phone in my hand, thinking of Fan Fan in my heart.My mind is running through every possible guess.

I think, Fan Fan may be avoiding himself on purpose, since he clings to him every day, Fan Fan feels that he is annoying him.I also thought that Fan Fan might be in love and was dating a certain girl in a secluded place.

I also thought that maybe Fan Fan had an accident, was kidnapped or got lost, so he disappeared.

I think that if Fan Fan appears, I will definitely look at him with extremely apologetic eyes, and then wait for my own question, where have you been.

Just like that, I waited until after eleven o'clock, and Fan Fan appeared at the door of the dormitory. He greeted everyone as usual, without the apologetic eyes I wanted.

At that moment, I suddenly realized my innocence and foolishness.I have always pretended to regard Fan Fan as my own kind, and I have constantly invested excess emotion in Fan Fan.

That night, I didn't say a word to Fan Fan, and I didn't even have the courage to look at him.The loneliness in my heart surged, and at this time I thought of Tu Hao, and I felt that only Tu Hao could rescue me from Fan Fan.

At least, I have clearly realized that Tu Hao is one of my own, Tu Hao is my kind, and Tu Hao is the one worthy of my love.

I immediately sent a text message to Tu Hao, still pretending to be a netizen, and said: I will return to Changsha the day after tomorrow.

Tu Hao texted back and asked, were you not at school, where did you go?

Only then did I realize that I hadn't told Tu Hao about the internship at all, so I sent another text message, saying that our college organized everyone to visit a factory for an internship.

Tu Hao texted back again, saying, well, let's meet when you come back.

From that day on, Tu Hao became my god, as if my soul was accompanied by me.Indistinctly, I have new expectations for the days to come.

Because we didn't buy tickets in time, we stood on the train all night before returning to school.I was standing in the No. 4 car with most of my classmates, but Fan Fan and Fatty were not there.

I looked in the front and rear compartments, but there was no sign of Fan Fan.Thinking of the lesson of the night before, I resolutely gave up any guesses.

I took out my mobile phone and sent a text message to Tu Hao, saying, I am on the train, there is no seat, it is a standing ticket.

Soon, Tu Hao replied with a short message, saying, if you are tired from standing, find someone to sit with, don't tire yourself out.

Seeing Tu Hao's text message, I was very happy, as if Tu Hao was the first person in the world who really cared about me.

The night passed quickly, and the sky gradually became brighter.Fan Fan, Fatty and others appeared in the No. 4 carriage.It turned out that last night they went to the dining car for supper, and then slept there all night.

I'm a little outraged, why didn't Fan Fan invite me to join him last night.Listening to the wheels rolling all night, the train finally arrived at Changsha Station. We gathered at the exit and took the bus back to school.

In the school dormitory, after sleeping all day, I woke up, took a shower, and was ready to go to the restaurant.I made an appointment with Liu Jiating to have dinner tonight.When I came to the restaurant, she had already arrived, and there were three fellow villagers.

Seeing me coming, Liu Jiating looked at me with strange eyes, and said slyly:

"I watched the video on your computer that ruined the three views."

I froze for a moment before realizing what was going on.It turned out that the day before I went to another place for an internship, I left my computer with Liu Jiating.When I handed the notebook to Liu Jiating, I made a special confession, saying:

"There is a video in it that you are not allowed to watch."

On the contrary, Liu Jiating became very interested and asked:

"Is it some unhealthy resource?"

I smiled and said:

"Health is healthy, I'm afraid it will affect your three views."

Liu Jiating heard my joke, laughed, and took my computer calmly.

Obviously, I did exaggerate.The movie I'm referring to is actually the pure love movie "Love of Siam" from Thailand.I watched it no less than three times during my summer vacation, and downloaded a three-hour unedited HD version.

Now, since Liu Jiating watched it, I didn't know what to say, so I just smiled and remained silent.Who knows, Liu Jiating continued to speak:

"Actually, we girls like to watch this kind of movie. If we want to talk about ruining the Three Views, we don't know how many times we have been ruined." When Liu Jiating said this, another fellow villager couldn't hold back anymore and asked:

"What are you talking about, what are you ruining the Three Views movie?"

Therefore, Liu Jiating told the story of my leaving the computer with her and the two boys in the movie "Love of Siam" from the beginning to the end.

Before Liu Jiating finished speaking, the fellow heard the meaning, stopped Liu Jiating, and said:

"Oh, I know, I know, it's just a gay story, so there's nothing wrong with it."

Liu Jiating was not angry because her words were interrupted, but asked excitedly:

"So you can accept homosexuality?"

The fellow immediately lowered his face and said:

"What do you accept? I just understand and don't reject it. I'm quite normal."

Liu Jiating immediately turned to the third fellow, and asked:

"What about you, what's your attitude towards homosexuality?"

The third fellow muttered for a long time, thought about it seriously, and said:

"I don't know, that has nothing to do with me."

Like a curious cat, Liu Jiating asked the fourth fellow:

"What about you, can you accept homosexuality?"

Liu Jiating inadvertently used the question of whether to accept or not, and the fourth fellow answered without hesitation, saying:

"Absolutely unacceptable, very repulsive. I have two suspected symptoms in my dormitory. They stick together every day, and even go to the bathroom to take a shower together. I can't stand it anymore."

Everyone laughed when they heard it.At this time, Liu Jiating wanted to point the finger at me, so I said "I won't tell you" and fell silent.

After dinner, the five of us walked along the river, watching the scenery and chatting.After strolling by the river, I followed Liu Jiating back to the dormitory and got my computer back.When Liu Jiating handed the computer to me, she asked:

"Why do you like this movie?"

I was at a loss for words and said:

"I didn't say I liked it, I just accidentally saw it on the Internet and downloaded it to my computer."

Back in the dormitory, the words of that fellow villager echoed in my ears from time to time.I felt a tinge of panic, and a few people came to mind, including Fan Fan and Tu Hao.

I couldn't help but think, if Fan Fan knew my feelings for him, but he couldn't accept it, then he would definitely hate me.But Tu Hao understands me, we understand each other, even if we don't say it, we know it in our hearts.

Thinking of this, I strengthened my determination to meet Tu Hao.But at this time, I can't rush to see Tu Hao right away, after all, I just came back from my internship and it's mid-term again.

In addition to writing the internship report these days, there are several final exams next week. If you fail the exam, you will have to make up the exam, and if you fail the make-up exam, you will have to retake it.

So that night, I decided to put aside the matter of the meeting and talk about it after the exam next week.