Pet me, are you addicted?

"I've known it all along, it should be elementary school." Tu Hao said with certainty.

We watched the TV show side by side on the bed.Then, I lay down, leaning against the wall, with my back to Tu Hao.After hiding under the blanket for a while, I got up again, raised the pillow, and rested my head on it.

Tu Hao didn't feel sleepy at all, he switched channels to watch TV dramas.I looked at it for a while, then lay down again, and turned my face towards Tu Hao, just facing Tu Hao's buttocks.I closed my eyes and thought, what a beautiful night this is.

It's great that we're together again, and even closer.In a blink of an eye, we are all college students, and all the secrets seem to be no longer mysterious.

The doubts in my heart will be disintegrated one by one, and the barriers between each other will be pierced one by one!I took it for granted that Tu Hao was about to change from Shao Wei's dream lover to my real lover.

Just as I was trying to put my face close to Tu Hao and feel his warmth, Tu Hao's hand slowly approached me.Although I had been expecting what would happen, I still felt nervous when Tu Hao's hand touched my stomach.

I stretched out my hand vigilantly, and took Tu Hao's hand.Tu Hao also gently grabbed my hand and interlocked his fingers.I still close my eyes slightly.

After that, I became more relaxed.I opened my eyes and saw Tu Hao's warm and sweet face.At this time, we are lurking in a corner of the city, in a room of a hotel, on a small bed, in a warm blanket.

The next morning, it was past ten when we woke up.After Tu Hao answered a phone call, he told me that he would take the bus back with me later, and that he was going to Hedong.

After we showered, we headed out the door.We got on the bus together and had no seats, so we had to stand.After the transfer, you can sit down.Along the way, we did not speak.

I got off the car at Hexi, stood outside the car, closed the door and prepared to drive away.I looked at Tu Hao in the car, he smiled and waved goodbye to me.I waved back to him, then turned and walked towards the school.

The car drove toward the east of the river, I turned my head and watched the car gradually leave.I walked back to school slowly, recalling the sweet scenes last night, the corners of my mouth involuntarily raised.

I don't know when I can spend such a wonderful night with Tu Hao.Thinking about this, I walked to the apartment before I knew it.

Right now, I'm going into the bedroom.I didn't return home last night, and my heart was full of unknown worries, as if I met my roommates for the first time a year ago.

In the past year, I have completed a new understanding of myself, and now, my secret world will be revealed layer by layer.I wonder if the roommates will accept this real new self.

Sure enough, when I walked into the dormitory, my roommates stared at me with sharp eyes.For more than two years, this was the first time I had a night out.

They seem to have discussed and finalized, I must have had a room with a girl last night.I deliberately didn't hide it, my face was blooming, but I was not in a hurry to speak.

Finally, they couldn't hold back and asked me where I had been all day and night.I deliberately said unhurriedly, I didn't go anywhere, I just went to medical school.

They showed thoughtful expressions, and said "Oh" for a long time, and said:

"Medical school, yes, is there any gain?"

I understood what they meant, and deliberately fell into their trap, saying:

"Yes, I met a fellow villager."

Their eyes began to glow green and they made humming sounds.Finally, not wanting to lie, I candidly add:

"It's a man."

The roommates stopped talking, maybe they didn't believe it, or maybe they believed it.I turned on the computer, logged into the chat software, and saw that Tu Hao was online with his mobile phone.The mobile phone was first lent to him by his classmate.

I sent him a sentence:

"I'm back in the dorm. I had a great time last night."

Tu Hao quickly replied with the word "hehe".

I sent another sentence: "Come and play with me here next week!"

Tu Hao replied, "Let's see when the time comes."

Of course, Fan Fan also knew about the fact that I didn't return all night.He ran over excitedly and asked me:

"Where did you go last night, and you didn't come back at night?"

I haven't talked to Fan Fan for more than a week.I replied coldly and said:

"I went to see a fellow villager."

Fan Fan seemed to have been splashed with cold water, and said angrily:

"Oh, I thought you found a girlfriend and went to open a room."

In one month, autumn and winter come.It was already December when the results of the midterm final exam were entered into the educational administration system.I finally escaped the bad luck of failing again.

Every time I take an exam from my freshman year to the present, I am always worried before checking the results, fearing that I will fail the subject.And every time I feel that my life is hanging by a thread, I can always get away with it.The stone in my heart fell, my heart freed up, and I missed Tu Haolai very much.

During this period of time, Tu Hao neither came to look for me nor let me go to look for him.I've been at a loss as to how our relationship should proceed.

This Saturday afternoon, I nervously told Tu Hao online, saying:

"Do you have time today? I want to go to the medical school to find you."

Tu Hao began to reply:

"I'm going to spend my birthday with my classmate tonight, I'm sorry."

I suddenly felt very sad, and my heart ached, but I didn't reply to Tu Hao.After a while, Tu Hao sent another message, saying:

"It doesn't matter if you want to come over, but I won't have time to accompany you until later."

Just like the weather turning cloudy, I jumped up excitedly, the joy in my heart, as if I was abandoned by others, but suddenly I was favored by others.

After taking a shower, I put on a cotton jacket one size larger than my height and set off for the distant medical school.It was already past eight o'clock in the evening when we arrived at the medical school.

A person came to the alley along the road led by Tu Hao last time, and I called Tu Hao's phone:

"Tu Hao, I'm in medical school."

Tu Hao asked:

"where are you."

"At the entrance of the 0731 Internet cafe last time." I said.

"I'm singing with my classmates. You go to the hotel where you were last time to open a room first, and then tell me the room number. I will go to the hotel to find you later."

I hung up the phone and came to the hotel alone.The room given by the proprietress of the hotel was the same as last time, only one room closer to the inside.I entered the room, turned on the TV, and watched the program of Mango Channel by myself.

I hid under the blanket and didn't lock the door.Perhaps because I have been waiting for Tu Hao, I am not watching TV at all.

As the show drew to a close, I was alerted to the fact that someone had turned the doorknob from outside.Then the door of the room was opened, and I turned my head to see that it was Tu Hao.

Holding a bowl of Malatang in his hand, he said:

"It's getting a little cold outside."

I say:

"Yeah, it's already December."

But your appearance made me suddenly feel that this room is full of warmth.I wanted to say this to Tu Hao, but I didn't say it.

Tu Hao put Malatang on the bedside table, then sat on the floor next to the bed, and started eating.I watched Tu Hao eat the steaming Mala Tang.

Tu Hao asked me if I wanted to have a bite.I smiled, and wanted to let Tu Hao feed me a mouthful, but I said, "No, it's spicy." I was so regretful that I didn't dare to watch Tu Hao eat anymore, and kept my eyes on the TV.

After Tu Hao finished eating, he took off his coat and got into bed.The lonely bed suddenly felt warm.I slowly bent my left leg and tried to get as close to Tu Hao's side as possible, until I felt that my knee had touched Tu Hao's thigh.

The TV show was over, and Tu Hao changed the channel to CCTV [-], a show that sang classic old songs live.Tu Hao occasionally hums along with the songs on TV, and I feel very comfortable listening to it.

When I'm ready to lie down, I'm anticipating what happened last time.But Tu Hao was still leaning on the bed and watching TV.So I turned my body sideways and approached Tu Hao, and my face was about to be attached to Tu Hao's buttocks.

I held my breath and began the long wait.I closed my eyes and bravely put my legs on Tu Hao's.Tu Hao seemed to have read my thoughts, and stretched out his hand.

After I was done, I lay down contentedly and hid in bed.Tu Hao continued to watch TV, I put my hand on his belly button, wanting to hug him to sleep.

Tu Hao turned off the TV and lay down too.How much I look forward to Tu Hao hugging me face to face.But no.Tu Hao turned around and turned his back to me.

Even so, I still put my hand on him.I kept my eyes open, afraid that if I closed them, the night would pass.However, I still unconsciously closed my eyes and fell asleep.

When I opened my eyes, it was already dawn.After taking a shower, I went to the 0731 Internet cafe with Tu Hao.I also hung up a machine and watched a movie.

After watching a movie, Tu Hao is still playing games enthusiastically.I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, so I said goodbye to Tu Hao, and got on the bus alone.The car moved forward slowly, and I leaned against the car window, looking at the medical school far away behind the car.

What happened to Tu Hao? Why do I always feel that he has changed, but I can't tell what is different.I closed my eyes, calmly recalled the past, and thought of a word, enthusiasm!

Tu Hao's enthusiasm for life has changed.Although I don't know much about his past, but at that time, I could clearly feel his passion for life and dreams.

But now, he no longer talks about life and dreams with me, and he is addicted to online games.As for me, although on the surface, he still likes him, but his performance is superficial and direct, and the waves in his heart appear flat.

What is the answer to the question?Could it be that the abnormal performance of the college entrance examination was a blow to him?I'm so stupid, I should have thought of it long ago, but how can I help him?

Tu Hao is a face-saving person, like an arrogant lion, no matter standing or lying down, he always likes to be lonely and self-admiring, and does not allow anyone to get close to the depths of his soul.It's tiring to fall in love with such a person, because he won't take the initiative to spoil you.

Thinking about this, I unconsciously walked back to the school apartment.With two nights out, I was unanimously considered to have a girlfriend, including Fan Fan.

Every time, Fan Fan always asked me with great interest where I went last night, as if he cared about me very much.But I still keep a distance from him, at least, I won't take the initiative to talk to Fan Fan.