Pet me, are you addicted?

At that time, I was such an innocent person, I was too innocent to disturb them, and even if I wanted to, I was so innocent that I didn't know how to disturb them.

Fortunately, I recorded the stranger's cell phone number.Since I can't question Ah Lei directly, I had no choice but to search the Internet myself. Although I don't know what results I can get from the search, besides doing this, what better way can I have?Should I wait for A Lei to tell him the identity and origin of this stranger, or wait for the ingenious arrangement of heaven to have a chance encounter?I dare not expect.

However, at this moment, my sight was fixed on two figures 50 meters away.I couldn't believe it, God seemed to hear my inner call, and my extravagant hope appeared.Under the evening light, I saw from a distance that Ah Lei and a stranger were walking towards me.Could it be that this stranger is the mysterious fellow in the text message?My heart suddenly panicked.

As the distance got closer, A Lei and I looked at each other, and A Lei showed an awkward smile on his face.But at this moment, I didn't have the time to think about how to greet Ah Lei, or question him about the origin and identity of this fellow.The focus of my sight fell on A Lei's side inadvertently, and I was already deeply attracted by his mysterious hometown.

My heart rate accelerated dramatically as the distance between them shortened.

I couldn't help sighing inwardly, that man's face was so beautiful, I'm afraid I'll never forget it once I take a look at it.I sneaked a few more glances at him, maybe the man didn't care.After all, compared with him, I am so ordinary, bleak and lacklustre.I was wearing a green sleeveless T-shirt that day. Although it is not shabby, it is rustic after all.

"What a coincidence, where did you go, the library?"

"Yeah, just got back from the library."

"Then you go back first, I will contact you when I come back at night."

It wasn't until I walked up to Ah Lei and greeted each other that the man's eyes fell on me.He stood beside Ah Lei without saying a word. I gave him one last excited look, then stepped away and walked forward with them alone.

I also want to look at that person a few more times, and want that person to pay more attention to myself, but what else can I say in front of them.I can only do this, otherwise, should I say: Hey, it's you, I peeked at the text message you sent last night, let's make friends!Is it really good to say that?I dare not, nor do I have the guts to do so.

I didn't say anything, and I didn't make serious eye contact. I missed the encounter arranged by God.I feel a little sorry, but not discouraged.The man didn't know that although this was the first time I met him, I already had a bargaining chip in my hand at that time: Even if we had never met before, I already had his number in my mobile phone .

Like holding a treasure in my chest, I turned on the phone from time to time, looked at the person's phone number, and almost memorized it.After dinner quickly, I couldn't wait to come to an Internet cafe in the apartment.The air-conditioning in the Internet cafe is very strong, and when you walk into the Internet cafe from the outside, you can clearly feel the two heavens of ice and fire.In winter, it's just the opposite. It's cold outside, but the heating is turned on indoors.In addition to the temperature, there is also a special smell in the Internet cafe, which is the heat radiation emitted by dozens of computer mainframes, and the internal circuit boards are electrified and heated.

After paying a deposit at the bar and registering and activating my ID card, I sat in a deserted corner.After pressing the power button on the main chassis, the computer started to run, making the sound of high-speed current.The LCD screen quickly displayed, entering the login interface of the operating system.I entered the ID number and the password 123456, and entered the system desktop.I habitually put on my headphones, turn on the music software, then log into the chat software, and finally open the Internet browser.

When the browser entered the search engine, I suddenly felt a guilty conscience of being a thief, but more of it was a sense of full expectation.Looking back on these short ten hours, I first read the short message of that person, and then met him by chance on the road. Now once I search for relevant information about him, I will be considered acquainted.I stretched out my slightly trembling fingers, and immediately entered the person's mobile phone number into the search box, and finally clicked Search.More than a dozen related results immediately came into view.

After ignoring most of the useless entries, I opened one of the post pages from the PubMed forum.This post is looking for research fellows, and I saw the information I needed in a follow-up post.The user who followed the post left his mobile phone number and school information.It stands to reason that the user of the postgraduate entrance examination forum is that person, but he did not leave his name.However, I still found an important clue after observing the subtleties, that is, his user name is a series of pinyin letters.Obviously, this phonetic alphabet is his name.

Staring at his cell phone number, I don't know what else I can do.Search engines did not find any more information about him.I started to wonder why I searched for his information.Could it be that I really hoped to know him?Where did Ah Lei go with him and what did he do?I dare not continue to imagine, my heart began to ache, but I don't know if it's because of Ah Lei, or because of him I just met.

Ah Lei hasn't sent me a message yet, which means that he probably won't return to the rental house.I decided to stay in the Internet cafe all night long, and meet a netizen in the chat room to seek psychological balance.Chatted with a stranger in a chat room, asked me about my situation, and asked me for a photo.I hesitated for a moment, perhaps stimulated by Ah Lei, I felt that I was in urgent need of a date with a stranger, so I readily sent him a photo.However, when I asked the other party for a photo, the other party claimed that he was an intern at a TV station, and he would never let me down.We made an appointment to meet at the door of the apartment in the afternoon of the next day.

The next day, I slept until noon in the bedroom of the apartment.After washing up and having a simple lunch, I began to wait for a date with a stranger.Through the confirmation of the mobile phone text message, the intern I met in the chat room last night arrived at the door of the apartment by car as scheduled.After confirming my attire, I went to the door of the apartment, but he was nowhere to be seen.After dialing the phone, I found out that I mistakenly thought it was across the road, at the door of another university's apartment.

So, I stood at the intersection and saw a boy wearing a hat walking on the sidewalk.That's him!At first glance, it really won't let me down, the clothes are bright and beautiful, and the skin is white and tender.On the way back to the dormitory with him, I couldn't help but look at him a few more times.Unexpectedly, the more I looked at it, the more I felt that this person's appearance seemed very unattractive.I even had the illusion that his body was a little uncoordinated, especially the neck was a little crooked.

After silently picking out a lot of problems in my heart, I released a lot of tension and pressure.After taking him into the dormitory, we paced a few awkward steps in the dormitory.After he confirmed my bed to me, he locked the door of the dormitory very skillfully, and then motioned for me to climb into my bed together.

Every time, I guessed the beginning, but not the end.

What I miss is the time after I started to understand.Those unknowingly crushes, those hugs that are not flowers and mist, those crazy people who should not love, will all be forgotten in the long time.Recalling the past, how many nights my heart was pierced like a knife.

After such wild thoughts and fantasies, my spiritual world unconsciously produced a terrible split.It was as if a person who did not exist in this physical world appeared in my spiritual world.He has no name, no identity, and I have to describe it in the second person.

The day you said you fell in love with me, I was so happy as if the whole world had changed.The day I found out you were meeting new people, I wasn't brave enough.The day you said we should break up, my tears kept flowing.

A year later, I bid farewell to my first love for a while, and the only thing I can't forget is you.It turns out that other people who just forget it are all your shadows.

We always say, never forget, it is because we are afraid of forgetting.Write it down, so you don't have to be afraid of forgetting, and you will forget it.

In the evening light, I saw you approaching from a distance.Your face is so beautiful, I can never forget it.I sneaked a few more glances at you, maybe you didn't care about me, will we have a connection?

Love happens to others, it will not affect you in the slightest, once you become the protagonist, it will send you to heaven and hell.On the second day of Qixi Festival, I was pleasantly surprised to receive your text message.You said you don't mind if I'm a little shorter than you.As much as I would love to meet you, I have a strong inferiority complex at work.

We walked shoulder to shoulder to the nearby campus.We talked and laughed on the way.The night was getting dark, and we came to the depths of the campus, a stone platform on the grass.In this quiet campus, I don't know where I am, knowledge is just the feeling of these two people together, I am intoxicated.

That night, you said what to do if you fell in love with me, right?

I suddenly discovered that when I didn't understand love, I just started falling in love with you in a daze.

We bind the mobile phone number as a couple package.After that, I will receive three calls from you every day, and that is the happiest time of my day.

I always miss, every day and night in your room, what a shining time.In the morning, when I woke up, you were already reviewing at the desk.I just went to buy you soy milk and steamed dumplings.At night, we listen to happy girls four in three; we go to the window sill to blow the cool wind; you do the postgraduate entrance examination English, and I read words to test your meaning; you explain to me the political outline that I have never touched; you lean in my arms and watch together Sex and the City.

I always miss the phrase dear on every phone call.

I think, you love me, how much you love me.

Walking on the way to the campus, you taught me the most angel sentence by sentence.

Sometimes words are false, I think, because the heart is absent; but these things are true, because they are there.