Pet me, are you addicted?

Since May, the school has not turned off the lights on time.We can play all night long.But there is class tomorrow, so Ah Lei and I still squeezed into that bed.I asked Ah Lei to climb onto the bed first, and slept next to the wall.

When summer just arrived, we all hung up mosquito nets, which were issued by the school, and the air permeability and transparency were very weak, so our little movements on the bed would not be noticed by others.

On the day Ah Lei returned to Yueyang, I sent him to the train station.

The weather is hot and the pit stop is still early.Ah Lei asked me if I would like to sit in KFC for a while and have a cold drink.I said OK.Ah Lei ordered two glasses of juice, but no Coke. He said that Coke kills sperm, this is the first time I heard of it.

We sat next to the glass wall.Through the glass, the exterior of the train station completely entered my field of vision.A Lei and I sat face to face, like a pair of lovers.Ah Lei was about to leave, and I suddenly became sad.

It has been two days since Ah Lei left Changsha and returned to Yueyang's home.He said he was going back to fetch some things, but he never heard back from me.

I guess there are no more than three situations.

The first situation is that Ah Lei will return to Changsha in a few days, and he will contact me when he arrives in Changsha.

The second situation is that Ah Lei didn't find a job, so he didn't plan to go back to Changsha, so he stopped contacting me.

The third situation is that Ah Lei has already returned to Changsha, but he will not contact me again.

The reason for not contacting me is very simple, I am still a student and live in a student apartment, what can he do if he comes to me, help him find a job, or let him continue to share a tall and narrow dormitory with me On the bed?

That being the case, what am I waiting for him?Wait for him to tell me that he doesn't plan to go back to Changsha, or tell me that he has already returned to Changsha, but he doesn't want to disturb me anymore.

I knew exactly what I was thinking, and the answer I wanted was that if he asked me to move out of the apartment and rent a room with him off campus, I would.

After I figured it out, I immediately sent a text message to Ah Lei: "Where are you?"

Ah Lei replied: "I'm still in Yueyang, I'll take the train to Changsha tonight. Can you come to the train station to pick me up?"

I replied: "Okay, what time will you arrive?"

Ah Lei replied, "It's past nine o'clock in the evening."

That night, I took a bus to the train station.At night, the lights of the station illuminated my field of vision.

I sent a message to Ah Lei: "I have arrived at the train station."

Ah Lei replied: "The train is late, it won't arrive until around 09:30."

I replied: "It's okay, I will wait slowly."

Half an hour later, Ah Lei called me and said that he had got off the train and asked me to wait for him at the exit.

When I walked towards the exit of the station, I saw Ah Lei waving to me.

"Yueyue, I'm here," he yelled, then laughed.

When I saw Ah Lei again at the train station, he really looked like a man away from home.With a laptop bag in one hand and a suitcase in the other.

I also smiled happily and helped him carry the computer bag in his hand.

We go back to school by bus.There were many people in the car, and we were all standing.

We got out of the car and walked back to the student apartment.

When the roommate saw that Ah Lei came again, and it was still in a big bag, he showed a surprised expression, and then quickly laughed:

"Oh, it's just in time, DOTA is starting."

After Ah Lei came back, he lived in my dormitory and slept with me for a few days.

Among Ah Lei's students, one is Lazi.A Lei said that Lazi agreed to study directing with him, and he will come to Changsha during the summer vacation, and may bring his classmates along.

On the day Ah Lei moved out of the apartment, I went to rent the room with him.The rent is 300 a month, with a bathroom, only a wooden bed, and a desk.

I paid the rent, and Ah Lei said that he would return it to me after the students paid their tuition fees.I don't mind, I want to live in this cabin with him.

That Lazi really brought a classmate to Changsha, she was a beautiful woman, as if to complement her figure.

A Lei and I went to the train station to pick them up and took a taxi back to Lushan South Road.Ah Lei asked them to stay in a hotel, and I saw them take out a stack of hundred-yuan bills. It seemed that, as Ah Lei said, they had plenty of money.

In a blink of an eye, I am already 22 years old, but I am still a boy with self-esteem and low self-esteem.

The two-month summer vacation is coming to an end, and I have long been accustomed to the scorching heat, and I am about to go to my senior year.However, my love experience is still almost zero. The emotional world built under wishful thinking is as empty as a wordless book. I think I know everything, but in fact there is nothing.

But even so, when it comes to dealing with emotional issues, I am still a serious but not naive boy.

It was a quarter past one in the morning, and I was lying on my side on a single bed in a rental house, bored watching the island country video played on the computer.The rental house does not have broadband, and these videos are downloaded to USB flash drives in Internet cafes.It's already this point, and Ah Lei hasn't come back from the Internet cafe yet.I reckoned that I would have to spend another long night alone.

Suddenly, a notification sound came from the mobile phone, and I looked at the bedside table, and recognized at a glance that it was A Lei's mobile phone.Ah Lei rarely forgets his mobile phone, especially at night.These days, he often stays up all night in the Internet cafe, and then comes back to sleep early the next morning.I understand in my heart that in the final analysis, it is to save money, and the cost of surfing the Internet all night is much cheaper.

I suddenly lost the mood to watch movies.Holding down the shortcut key, I quickly browsed to the end of the film.

After that, I reached out to the bedside table with a guilty conscience to get A Lei's cell phone.The phone is an ultra-thin 5310 model that feels very metallic to the touch.The phone's screen was on, and I saw a new message pop up.After a short hesitation, with a little guilt and anxiety, I still entered the screen saver password and opened the new message mailbox in the phone.

"I'll take the train from Yueyang back to Changsha tomorrow morning, where will we meet?"

My heart thumped suddenly, and I suddenly felt a chill.What is the situation?My heart began to think wildly.Could it be that Ah Lei is secretly carrying me behind his back, making new friends?What are they going to do to make an appointment to meet?

My sharp mind has always made me love very hard.

I love Ah Lei, at least before seeing this secret message.A Lei is my closest friend both physically and mentally.At that time, I felt that Ah Lei had the only place in my heart.I am even willing to give everything I have for him. My friendship with Ah Lei is sincere.

That's right, to be precise, I can only use the word friendship to describe the relationship between me and Ah Lei.

We slept together the night we first met.But since we have known each other for more than three months, we have not done any other intense behavior in bed except kissing and fondling.I remember that Ah Lei once hinted to me that we might all be inclined towards the role of Gong.But I haven't thought about it, I don't understand it, and I don't want to understand it.

Until I saw Ah Lei's mobile phone information, I was a little confused.

Ah Lei was meeting new friends, and I vaguely realized that I was not the only one in Ah Lei's heart!I suddenly felt very sad, maybe it was the feeling of falling out of love, or maybe it was just a psychological imbalance.What exactly is Ah Lei thinking? I began to worry about this problem, but I didn't know how to solve it.

What does the future hold, what do I do now, what am I going to lose, what am I gaining?I have no idea.

I picked up my mobile phone, recorded the strange number displayed on the message on Ah Lei's mobile phone, and then set the message as unread.Although I was still a little guilty, compared to before seeing the information, my heart was a little more calm and joyful.

As for what you can do by writing down the other party's mobile phone number, I'm not quite sure yet.But I'm sure, why would I do this?I want to meet this stranger.Since it was preordained somewhere, it was God's will for me to see this message.

I even assumed that this message was sent to me as a matter of course, that this stranger was asking me to meet.However, I can't use A Lei's mobile phone to reply to this message, and I don't dare to use my mobile phone to send a text message to this stranger rashly.I'm not ready yet, how to greet him and introduce myself, I don't even know the identity and appearance of the other party, at least there must be a name.

A night of cranky thinking finally reached dawn, and Ah Lei did not return all night. After I washed up, I walked out of the rental house and prepared to go to the school library.

It was already evening when I came back from the library.In the hot summer, the sun is setting and the sky is still very bright.A few white clouds float high in the sky, pink in the whiteness, which is the glow of the setting sun.The earth, which had been baked for a day, began to cool down slowly.Occasionally a gust of breeze blows, and I feel very refreshed.

I lowered my head and walked on a curved road around the campus, thinking about whether to go back to the student apartment or to the rental house.In the dormitory of the student apartment, the other three roommates have not returned to school, and I am the only one at present.The rental house is rented by A Lei and I. A single room with a bathroom costs 300 yuan a month.At that time, Ah Lei said that he was short of money for the time being, and asked me to advance one month's rent first.

I sent a text message to Ah Lei, asking where?The reply he got was that he just came out of the Internet cafe.I asked again, do you want to have dinner together?The reply was, no, I made an appointment with a fellow villager.fellow?Ah Lei is from Yueyang, so I naturally thought of the strange text message I saw last night.The stranger said that he came to Changsha from Yueyang today.

It seems that they have already met, and I suddenly feel very uncomfortable, let alone psychological imbalance.I felt abandoned by both of them at the same time, the closest confidant and the strangest mystery.Those wonderful fantasies before turned into fantasy, and I began to doubt whether the expectations for strangers and the sacrifices for Ah Lei were worth it.

I don't ask any more questions, what else can I say, I clearly understand in my heart that I peeked at Ah Lei's text message, and it was wrong first.Therefore, I can't accuse A Lei of saying that he made an appointment with a new friend behind my back, not to mention that I'm still not sure about their relationship.