Pet me, are you addicted?

"Senior, this place is not bad, it's crowded but not so noisy, it's a quiet bar."

"How do you know this place?" Although this is not a real gay, I still feel a little strange why Cheng Feng likes to come here to play.

"I come here often, and I have met many friends. This is probably not the first time for the senior!" Cheng Feng smiled mysteriously.

I was noncommittal, just laughed along, and heard Cheng Feng say:

"I've made an appointment with some friends, I don't know if they've arrived yet."

"What, you're dating a friend! I don't like meeting strangers very much, or I'd better go home and let you young people play!"

"Oh senior, why are we young people, aren't you only three years older than me! The seniors are here, why don't you sit down and eat something!"

I was embarrassed to run away, and I didn't refuse any more. I was pulled by Cheng Feng, walked to a corner, and sat down.

"Where are your friends, haven't they arrived yet?"

"Don't mention it, I just received their message, and they released my pigeons one by one, but none of them came."

The young people in the bar are drinking beer, eating barbecue, listening to folk songs, under the dim light, amidst the crowds, sometimes the guy at the next table runs over to have a drink, and sometimes the two guys at the next table generously give each other gifts Rose.

I used to think that I would not be used to the environment here, but now, I feel that I like the freedom here a little bit.I am afraid that only in this place can comrades dare to be so unscrupulous.Seeing that Cheng Feng was also enjoying the fun here, I inevitably became suspicious of his orientation, so I asked:

"Student, do you think the two men over there are acting weird?"

"Awkward? I see, senior, you want to ask me if I exclude homosexuals?"

"Well, there is such a doubt."

"What about senior, are you gay?"

Cheng Feng's sudden question made me feel at a loss and speechless.Just at this time, a figure appeared in front of us, only to hear that person directly took Cheng Feng's hand and shouted:

"Go, I'll take you to meet someone."

"Who is in such a hurry." Cheng Feng let go of the man's hand and said, "Let me introduce to you first, this is my senior. Senior, this is the little boss of this bar, so let's call him A Cheng. "

"The boss is the boss, what a little boss!" the man said unconvinced, looking childish.

The two sides shook hands. Although the light was dim and I couldn't see clearly, I noticed that the young boss Acheng should be about the same age as Cheng Feng.

"Tell me, who do you want to take me to see?" Cheng Feng asked.

"This time he's a big celebrity, let me tell you." Ah Cheng put his mouth next to Cheng Feng's ear, looking extremely mysterious.

"It's him, let's go and meet." Cheng Feng said, then took my hand and said, "Senior, let's go and have a look together."

Before I had time to refuse, I was pulled up by Cheng Feng.

Through the winding aisle, they walked to the innermost and most remote corner of the bar.Unexpectedly, this bar is quite big, there are not many people, but the atmosphere is still there.

In this corner seat, a few people were talking and laughing happily.When they approached this corner, I saw a familiar figure, and I felt fear in my heart. That figure was none other than Qi Yang who threatened him to leave a few days ago.

How could it be such a coincidence that Qi Yang is also here!There is no time for me to sigh, I can feel that Qi Yang's sharp eyes are staring at me, and I have to turn around and walk away immediately.

"Junior Brother, I suddenly remembered that there was something else to do at home, so I went back first, you have fun." I didn't wait for Cheng Feng to respond, I turned around and wanted to leave.

Who knows, just as I was walking back, Cheng Feng grabbed his hand and asked:

"Why is it so urgent, why don't you wait for me, brother, and I'll go with you."

At this moment, my hand was tightly held by Cheng Feng, thinking that Qi Yang might be watching this scene right in front of my eyes, I suddenly felt my cheeks burn and my palms sweat.Sure enough, just as I was about to let go of Cheng Feng's hand, a series of flashing lights hit us.Immediately afterwards, the figure that I could not avoid waved the phone and said provocatively:

"Oh, so it's you. Is it really okay for you to hold hands like this in public? I don't know if Tu Hao can see such a good show?"

I quickly let go of Cheng Feng's hand, and was about to defend myself when a message vibrated from my phone.I took out my phone and looked, it was not too early or too late, it turned out to be a message from Tu Hao.An ominous premonition struck me, and I opened the message to see that it was a photo and a question.

"What are you doing there and who is the man holding your hand?"

And that photo is exactly the scene where Cheng Feng held my hand just now.You don't need to think about it, the flash just now must have been made by Qi Yang when taking pictures.It was really insidious, and he didn't know the situation, so he sent the photo to Tu Hao.This Qi Yang, how much he wants to take Tu Hao back from me!

"I'm almost home, I want you to come back right away." Tu Hao sent another message.

I didn't want to talk to Qi Yang, and I wasn't in the mood to say goodbye to Cheng Feng. Leaving the bewildered Cheng Feng and the smug Qi Yang, I rushed out of the Honey bar without looking back.

Just as he walked to the door, a voice came from far behind: "Ou Yue, wait for me."

"Go and play, leave me alone." I thought it was Cheng Feng, and said without looking back.

"I haven't seen you for many years, my old classmate, how can I ignore you!" said the voice walking into the side.

old classmate?Long time no see?I found it strange, turned around and saw that it was not Cheng Feng, but a very interesting looking guy.

"Why? Your honor is so forgetful that you don't recognize me?" the boy said jokingly.

I looked at this interesting guy and guessed that I might have met him three years ago during a one-night affair.So he searched his memory again, but to no avail.I had to say embarrassingly: Sorry.The young man smiled slightly, and lowered his head slightly when he smiled.Then I heard him say something seriously:

"I'm Ah Shui."

At first I thought he was introducing himself, so I responded by smiling at him.But as some memory fragments came to my mind, I realized that the guy just said he was Ah Shui, not that his name was Ah Shui.

My smile froze on my face, and my eyes were fixed on the boy's face.He is really Ah Shui, I couldn't believe that I met Ah Shui in the bar.

Ah Shui was my classmate in junior high school, but at that time he was actually a gangster in the class.We haven't seen each other for ten years, and we haven't even been in touch, so I don't recognize Ah Shui at all.

Forget the past.

When I entered junior high school, I was 13 years old and started the school boarding life.Growing up in a single parent household, I was an introverted teenager.The second year was my developmental period, my height began to rise, and I began to mature in all aspects.

Thinking back to that night.It was already winter, and the dormitory administrator had already turned off the lights.When everyone was sleeping soundly, I woke up.Next to me lay a man, still in his coat, huddled.After making sure I wasn't dreaming, I leaned over and recognized the face, it was Ah Peng from the same dormitory.

I just remembered what happened.It turned out that Ah Shui followed Ah Peng to the dormitory after self-study tonight.Ah Shui is not a boarding student, but somehow asked to stay and sleep in Ah Peng's bed that night.Ah Peng was naturally very reluctant, not to mention that for the upper bunk, the weight of two people was very dangerous.But Ah Shui refused to leave with a sullen face, so there was nothing he could do about it.

In my eyes, Ah Shui is a bastard and a lunatic.In my memory, Ah Peng was spoiled by Ah Shui.Ah Shui pestered Ah Peng many times, so he thought he was familiar with him.They skipped classes together and smoked together.Ah Shui likes to make trouble for little people, I know that.I remember being bullied by Ah Shui in the first year of junior high school when I hadn't grown up yet.There was one that impressed me the most.

After school that day, I was alone in the classroom.I propped my arms on the window, bent my body, and looked at the hills outside the window.Suddenly, a pair of hands hugged my stomach from behind, and a body leaned against my back.When I felt that person pressing against my hip, I hurriedly turned around quickly and broke free from those hands.

I saw Ah Shui showing an evil smile, and walked away crazily.I stood there for a few minutes, waiting for my flustered heart to calm down.I recalled the action of Ah Shui hugging me just now, and felt uncomfortable for a while, as if Ah Shui's disgusting soul had entered my body.In the next few days, I will always think of that moment repeatedly, even if I keep telling myself to forget it.

Later, I grew taller, and my grades were always excellent, and I was also the class monitor, so my position among the class and teachers was consolidated.Ah Shui didn't dare to do anything to me, and I didn't bother to talk to this lunatic.However, Ah Peng was not so lucky.Small in stature, not outstanding in grades, and not favored by the teacher, Ah Shui could only be dragged down the quagmire step by step.

Seeing Ah Peng shrunk into a ball, I suddenly wanted to pull him out of the quagmire.I took out half of my quilt and covered A Peng's body.Then I closed my eyes, but for a long time, I never fell asleep.I opened my eyes, looked at A Peng's face, and felt how beautiful this night was.

At this time, Ah Peng turned over and turned his back to me.I put my hand on A Peng's body.I wanted to hug Ah Peng tightly, but I could only hold Ah Peng's thick coat.That's when I realized there was a reaction below.I suddenly felt shameless, as cheap as Ah Shui.Thinking of this, I withdrew my hand, turned over, and lay back to back with A Peng.

I suddenly had a very evil idea.I want to touch the bottom of Ah Peng to see if there is any reaction like mine.Frightened, I put my hand into that part of A Peng.shrinking!After satisfying my evil desire, I closed my eyes uneasily.

When I woke up in the morning, I found that A Peng beside me was gone.Later, Ah Peng and I never mentioned that night again.I am also unable to continue to help Ah Peng to be a good man, because since then, I have been troubled by the issue of sexual orientation.I realized that my mind and body were in a dangerous no-man's-land.Just like what my mother always told me when she asked him to study hard: remember, you don’t have a father, you are different from others.