Pet me, are you addicted?

The summer vacation before entering the third grade of junior high school did not actually have a summer vacation, and the school required to make up lessons in the name of voluntary.After school starts, according to tradition, the school leaders will divide the class into three grades according to the test scores for the high school entrance examination.The intensive class is for students with an upper-middle level, and the advanced class is for students with a lower-middle level.And the students whose scores are always at the bottom or who have poor discipline will be concentrated in one class, which is called a special class.

The so-called characteristics of special classes, the school's statement is not to judge heroes by scores, but to tap personal strengths.But in fact, one of my classmates, whose academic performance is considered to be at an upper-middle level, was assigned to a special class.The reason is that I did not take supplementary classes during the summer vacation.A few days after school started, that classmate dropped out of school voluntarily.

In my opinion, special classes are just a means for schools to manage disobedient students.Of course, I am also happy to see that students like Ah Shui are assigned to special classes.The strengthening class and the improvement class are integrated from the original brother classes, just like two brothers, the advantages are concentrated in one person, and the shortcomings are concentrated in the other.So it is still a sibling class after adjustment.The so-called brother class means that the class numbers are adjacent to each other, and they share a set of teachers, as if they have common parents.

That night the class list was announced, and I saw A Peng's name in the intensive class.In fact, according to A Peng's academic performance, he would be assigned to the improvement class.Later, I heard classmates muttering in private, saying that A Peng's parents came back from the city and stuffed red envelopes for the school leaders.

Peng's parents left him in the care of his grandparents when he was just learning to walk.The couple went to the city to start a business.It took more than ten years to do it, from setting up a street stall to opening a restaurant.When students discuss this matter, most of them are envious and jealous.In the past, if someone else did such a wrong thing, I would always sneer at it.But today this happened to A Peng, I am happy instead.

After the two classes exchanged some students, the head teacher organized everyone to line up in the corridor and arrange seats.Although there is a team for men and women, the boys and girls have already sat separately.So I figured out the order of seating and deliberately stood behind A Peng.Only then did I realize that Ah Peng had also grown up.So we became tablemates in the last year.

The time spent at the same table is unmatched by other students.Talk, laugh and rap with the front and back tables, and listen to cassette songs together with one earphone.These are things that everyone is happy to do, but I'm not sure if other students have the habit of folding their thighs.I don't know when it started, I like to put my thighs on A Peng's thighs, and the class time is the same.

A few days before the senior high school entrance examination, Ah Peng suddenly said to me: I will sleep with you.It turned out that during the three days of the senior high school entrance examination, I lived in the hotel of the county party school.Because the beds are limited, two people are arranged to sleep in one bed, and the combination is voluntary.So we slept in the same bed again.

On the first night, I was very quiet.The second night, I went to bed very late.I pretended to be asleep and put my legs on A Peng's body many times, but A Peng put them down gently.The next day, while brushing his teeth and washing his face, Ah Peng said, "You boy, you move a lot when you sleep. If I'm a woman, I won't be eaten by you."

On the last day of the exam, my pants were ripped and I borrowed a pair from A Peng to wear them.I wanted to return it to him when I returned to school, but I didn’t know that after returning to school, I had already gone my separate ways.And the Walkman that we listen to music with is also there.Of course, there are good memories that remain in my mind.

During that summer vacation, I lived a very lonely and ordinary life, relying on A Peng's Walkman to live.Later, a phone call from A Peng added a little flavor to the boring summer vacation.A Peng said: I didn't get into the high school I wanted, so I had to go to a private school.And I successfully entered the provincial key with the 26th place in the city.

When I was in the second grade of high school in the county, A Peng came to see me once.It was a very dull day, and Ah Peng seemed to be preoccupied.There was a power outage that night, so I listened to the radio and used dry batteries.Ah Peng was playing with his mobile phone on the side.I said, go to sleep.A Peng said, um, good.

For the third time we slept together, just the two of them in the room.When I was still asleep, A Peng's hand hugged me.I pretended to be asleep, I wanted to let Ah Peng hold me like this.However, Ah Peng was not satisfied, he climbed onto my body and pressed me down.I got a little nervous, but I thought it was good, and continued to pretend to be asleep.A Peng didn't let it go, his lower body began to move strangely.I was suddenly caught off guard and could only remain motionless, not knowing what to do.That's when I realized my dick was as hard as a steel rod.So, my hands hugged A Peng's body naturally.

When I woke up the next day, no one mentioned what happened last night.Before leaving, Ah Peng looked at my closet for a long time.Ah Peng took out a shirt and said:

"I feel a little cold, please lend me this shirt to wear on my body."

I say:

"Okay, I'll give it to you."

I don't know if Ah Peng saw it, but Ah Peng lent him the pair of pants in the closet.

After that, Ah Peng never came to see me again.The mobile phone has also been in a state of being temporarily unavailable, and later calls became empty numbers.

At this time, Ah Shui suddenly asked:

"Ou Yue, do you still remember A Peng?"

I smiled and said, "Of course."

I asked Ah Shui: "Do you still have contact with him?"

"He," Ah Shui choked up, and said, "Ah Peng committed suicide."

"What?" It sounded like a bomb exploded in my ear.

"Ah Peng committed suicide." Ah Shui said.

My face started to heat up, as if all the blood was rushing up all of a sudden.

After a long silence, I asked Ah Shui: "When and how did it happen?"

Ah Shui said:

"Nine years ago, I met A Peng here. That year, A Peng transferred from the county town to the provincial capital to study high school. It was his parents' decision. In the first year of high school, A Peng did not agree. He was reluctant to part with his grandma. In the second year of high school, A Peng’s grandmother died of illness, and he became helpless, so he agreed. After I was expelled from school in the third year of junior high, I came to the provincial capital to make a living. A Peng did not enter the university after graduating from high school. I met a lot of friends, and they met in this bar. They fell in love. At first, they were very careful, and went to the hotel secretly to open a room. Later, A Peng’s parents divorced, because A Peng’s father had He had an affair and was discovered by his mother. A Peng's father asked for forgiveness, but his mother insisted on divorce. A Peng stood by his mother and lived with his mother. After working, he rented a small apartment outside and lived by himself. One day, his mother came to see her suddenly. Opened his door and saw them naked on the bed. The mother left a word and never came back. She said, you are as shameless as your father. The day they broke up, A Peng called me and asked me to meet here. He talked to me a lot, and he talked to me all night, as if he had said all he wanted to say in his life. He said that he could not find anyone to say these things. After we separated, we each went home. Peng said he wanted to visit his mother. At noon, a phone call woke me up. It was from Peng’s mother, saying that Peng had committed suicide. Like a dream, I Sitting on the bed blankly. When she saw A Peng's mother, she completely collapsed and sat on the ground. She said that A Peng went to jump off the balcony of her home in the early morning. A Peng's mother lived in No. 18th floor. Ah Peng's mother was already crying, and she said, "I was sleeping, and I felt him kissing my forehead, why didn't I wake up and hug him, why, why?"

The next day, when I woke up, I was at Ah Shui's house.Last night, while drinking wine, while listening to Ah Shui's narration, she cried in a mess with the strength of the wine.Ah Shui is in the second-hand housing business.Looking at the decoration of this house, I know that I have made a lot of money.

I asked Ah Shui: "Do you know where Ah Peng lives?"

Ah Shui said, "I know, do you want to go and have a look?"

"Forget it, I've already rented it to someone else." I said.

"It's still there," Ah Shui said: "After Ah Peng left, I bought that house, which is a single apartment. All of Ah Peng's things have been kept as they are."

I looked at Ah Shui in surprise, but didn't speak.

In A Peng's closet, I saw his shirt.There is a photo in the shirt pocket, not well exposed, taken with a cell phone.In the photo, Ah Peng smiled very lonely, trying to put his head close to me who was sleeping soundly.

I suddenly remembered the words in Dou Wei's "Disappearing Images": Disappearing images, floating in the wreckage of the past, passing through sorrow, and seeing you again.

As if it was destined somewhere, I seemed to hear a voice, wanting my company, it was Ah Peng calling me, helping me out of my urgent need.

"Ah Shui, I have an unfeeling request, I hope you can agree." Although I was a little embarrassed, I still spoke without hesitation.

"I should be able to guess what you want to say. You want to live here for a while and accompany Ah Peng, right?" Ah Shui guessed.

"Ah Shui, how do you know?" I found it incredible.

"Last night at the bar, I saw it, did you quarrel with your boyfriend?"

"What! You misunderstood, he is not my boyfriend, and I am not familiar with that bar." I tried my best to defend.

"Don't worry, although I'm not really gay, I know you guys very well, and I fully support you."

I expressed my surprise and didn't know how to answer, so I just kept silent.

"What are you doing now, have you been in the provincial capital?" Ah Shui asked suddenly again.

"I have been in the provincial capital for three years, and I am engaged in design." I replied.

"It's a designer, not bad!"

"Goofy! By the way, do you plan to go back to your hometown recently?"

"I idle around all day, and I can go back anytime."

"It's like this. In a few days, I'm going back to the small county to participate in the launching ceremony of a project."

"After graduating from the middle school in the town in junior high school, I went to the provincial capital to hang out. Later, my family also moved to the provincial capital, so I don't have much affection for the small county town. If you go back, I think of a Man, maybe you should go see him?"

"Who?"

"At that time, there was a transfer student in our class. His name was Lin Fan. I remember you are very close, aren't you?"

Hearing this name, a lot of memory fragments suddenly appeared in my mind.That's right, Ah Shui was right, Lin Fan and I were indeed very close.I even took the initiative to tell Lin Fan my secret.

"Lin Fan is developing in a small county now?"

"Yes, he opened a hotel in the county called Haizi's Home. It's quite elegant and artistic. Every time I go back, I always stay in his hotel."

"Haizi's home? Is it Haizi who wrote the poem Facing the Sea, Spring Blossoms Blooming?"

"That's right, that's right, all the decorations in the hotel, from wallpapers to floors, lighting to bookcases, seem to be related to this Haizi, but how do you know, you know this hotel?"

"No, but of course I know that Haizi is his soul." As I spoke, I couldn't help but miss Lin Fan.