Pet me, are you addicted?

"People say, I've been following you! Shit, I just went to your space secretly, and then deleted the record."

"FUCK! Such a scumbag!"

"Can I still make up this??"

"I'm sure he misses me a lot, he's probably been blaming himself for the 'mistakes' he made with me, woohoo!"

"What's wrong? Oh, I see."

"Do you want to see our chat records?"

"it is good."

"I don't know if this is a good idea."

"It's definitely not good for him to know, he is the type who will be very angry if he finds out! Hehe."

"Then I won't show you."

"Well, good!"

"I will write it in the novel later."

"Then ask him to watch it, haha! I suddenly feel that if you are a boy or a girl, this kind of experience is very romantic! Haha, but you are all men, so I can't experience romance, haha! Forgive me brother Ha, I still understand and support you guys!"

"No forgiveness."

"Ah ha ha."

"Do you still have a temper?"

"You forgot, it was you who introduced the two of us to each other, and you have to be responsible for the two of us to the end."

"Fuck! I don't know you two. I don't understand you!"

"What don't you understand?"

"You still like Li Xuan. Don't you have a boyfriend now? Li Xuan knows it all. It's not as good as your brother and I."

"Can't you like the person you once loved, you are dedicated? Shit! Once loved, always liked, can't you?"

"Ok, Ok."

"You two can make me laugh to death these two days."

"He came out to you?"

"Confession? Be it!"

"Did he tell you his love story?"

"No!"

"Then what did he confess? Did he say he liked me?"

"After you called me that day, he called me! He didn't say anything."

"I called him. I said you miss him very much and care about him very much."

"He said you know everything, and he was quite nervous in his tone."

"How do you answer?"

"Please, when did I say I miss him so much and was misunderstood? I said, I know everything. He said, then why aren't you surprised. I said, why should I be surprised. He said, you have changed. I said , I’m stupid. I said, maybe I was overly surprised when Ou Yue was in the past, haha! That’s probably how it is.”

"I actually mean, you care about him very much, how do you know? I didn't reveal it to you!"

"what do you know?"

"Tell him you know everything."

"He didn't ask!"

"Fortunately, otherwise I would be a sinner, woo woo!"

"You mean, he has to say everything, it's my guess, right?"

"Must. Hey, he's online too!"

"Okay, is it? Don't bird him!"

"You have several chat accounts for him over there."

"One."

"His other chat account has been deactivated, and I have been wanting to ask him why it was deactivated. I got his chat account number from a secret channel, hehe."

"I wipe, you are really full."

"The chat account I emailed you from is also my secret chat account."

"Well, what do you mean by secret?"

"It's for the circle."

"Oh."

During that time, Lin Fan and I talked about a lot of large-scale content without any scruples, with Li Xuan as the center of the topic.I have always fantasized that I can chat with Li Xuan unscrupulously like this, but I never thought that I would say this to Lin Fan.

A long time ago, maybe there was some secret love for Lin Fan more or less, but these years, knowing that it is impossible to happen, this kind of feeling gradually faded away.But for Li Xuan, he still maintains illusions, after all, such illusions may be realized.

Lin Fan is the one person who can never get around between you and me.In fact, I can't remember exactly which day I first saw you.I am no longer sure whether the person I saw on the playground that day was really you.I can no longer remember what I saw your face and heard your speech in the public school speech contest.Although I remember that when Lin Fan called me, he mentioned you to me and promised to write a letter to you and me to introduce us to each other, but I can't remember whether I have read his letter to you what is written on it.Perhaps out of respect for privacy, I did not open that page of your letter.However, this explanation does not seem to make sense, because I opened the envelope that the letter was sent to me, and it stands to reason that I would definitely have a look at what was written on the letter paper.But I really just can't remember, and I don't have any impression.

Lin Fan was so heroic that he even wrote the "letter of introduction" on a tissue.On the letter to me, Lin Fan also specially marked a few words: "Send another one to his head office, it is really useless to you." "Silly X, there is nothing to write, just give you this one." "" "When you see him, you must tell you that you were settled by me with one word!"

"I really want to see Li Xuan, what should I do?" I asked.

"Let me ask you a lewd question." Lin Fan asked.

"Just ask obscenely!"

"What happened to you?"

"I regret it when I say it. I just put on my clothes and hugged each other and rolled on the bed. If I knew it was the only chance, I should have risked it."

"Damn, you're all rolling! How can he be so sure that you are the girls who have rolled with me, and I stripped off my clothes without exception."

"Who said he was sure I was? You are a beast, you can't compare, we are all very moral."

"Uh, not sure?"

"I think it should be certain."

"When I was touched by a man, I would get goosebumps. If I was rolled over, I would definitely kill him. Are you sure?"

"Because I'm hugging him, he can feel my reaction is very strong."

"Oh, my girlfriend said the same thing, and then he got strong, didn't he?"

"I didn't feel it. Maybe he was wearing jeans. I really want to ask him how he felt at that time."

"This should be asked. Forgive me for telling you this, I am used to finding a woman instead."

"No forgiveness."

"I don't forgive you again, haha!"

"I'm afraid to know the result, it's different from what I thought."

"Nine times out of ten it is the same. If you are afraid that he will say that he doesn't feel it, it must be pretending, haha! I know it all too well."

"Or his reaction was very weak."

"Uh, if I see him tomorrow, I will ask him what to do in the future? Can you tell me that you plan to find a woman to marry! Haha!"

"Fuck, he's offline."

"I've convinced you, old man, can you be more courageous, I think he likes to be more manly, haha! So you have to...you understand!"

"I'm a cheap hand. I sent him a sentence, and he went offline."

"Uh, resistance to you?"

"He likes man?"

"I don't know, I feel it!"

"Hey, I once lost a love because of this. At that time, I was too shallow to understand it, but now I understand it, and it's too late. I was originally a very responsible man, but I just didn't know how to do it. Express. I want to ask him why he secretly went to my space and deleted the record."

"The original sentence was that I called that day, and I said, you don't bother to talk to me once a year, do you? He said, no, in fact, I often pay attention to you and Ou Yue. I said, bullshit you. He said , No nonsense! I said, what kind of attention method do you have. He said to go to the space! I said you are talking nonsense again, have you gone to my space? My space has been closed for a year. He said, oh, that must be Ou Yue's. That's it."

"Well, it's really nonsense!"

"Haha yeah! I think so. I really like that girl from my high school, you know, I hate her sometimes. She's kind of smart and pretty and tall and kind Good girl. However, I gradually discovered that she is very kind to everyone. But I always bury in my heart the time when she was kind to me. I think this is nothing to her, but I I have always liked her so much. Sometimes, I feel that she is too good and I am not worthy of her. I know many people, and many people like her very much. I can have both sides. This girl is too powerful, not me It's manageable, but it's a bit annoying. My mother also said, don't think about this girl, and treat your girlfriend well. This time when I go home, I transfer from Fuzhou, and my mother tells me vigilantly, don't Go find her. I said no, in fact, I really wanted to call her and meet her. I left her a message but didn't respond, and I didn't call again. I think you feel the same way about Li Xuan!"

"A little bit, hey, I really don't know what else to say to Li Xuan. Maybe it's right to bury everything in my heart."

"That's jb! Is there a kind that doesn't have much interest in both genders."

"Yes! According to research by Bogate, an associate professor at Brock University in Canada, there are about 7000 million people in the world who are 'asexual'."

"I have a female classmate who seems to be."

"You know this as well."

"Well, I found that I have the potential to be a bosom brother."

"A bosom uncle is more appropriate."

"Damn it, I thought she liked me and told me everything."

"What do you think of this phenomenon?"

"Uh, it's even harder than you, haha!"

"It's easy, tell her to find me, and I will have a piece of Plato with her."

"Where does her relationship go? There is no love at all!"

"Of course there is love, but their love has nothing to do with sex."

"Yes, yes, how wronged you."

"Kafka said that all that expands and enriches our lives infinitely in height and depth is love. Love itself is like the vehicle, it is not the problem, it is the driver, the passenger and the road that are problematic .to have sex with a person in love is to lose love for that person."

"Haha, you can be an expert in this field."

"Is sex really necessary?"

"I need, I mean I want my girlfriend every day."

"All right!"

"By the way, you can find an asexual wife, which is very suitable, haha, right?"

"First of all, they must be able to satisfy their needs other than sex, and secondly, they must also agree with my homosexuality!"

"Oh, mentally you don't have time to satisfy others either!"

"Your circle of friends is really wide!"

"Fuck you, she's my ex-girlfriend's best friend."

"My female friend said she was still a virgin. I asked her why she didn't want sex? She said maybe she would only want it after the first time."

"I don't understand this. Do you have to lose your virginity before thinking about it, hey!"

"What about men, is your desire for men inexplicably acquired after the first time? Why don't I have any?"

"Your female friends have discussed it so deeply with you. It's always been there, since puberty! It's just not so specific back then."

Such an open chat time will not happen again as time goes by. It is not that the relationship is alienated, but the heavy life pressure has stolen our passionate heart.

I left Chongqing and came to the provincial capital. Although it was a strange city, I quickly adapted to my new work and life because it was close to home.

When another Spring Festival came, I met Lin Fan and Li Xuan in their hometown. This was the last time we met.Unexpectedly, Li Xuan is married now, and Lin Fan will soon start a family, so what should I do?