Pet me, are you addicted?

It rained in the middle of the night, and I thought of you again, and I struggled in the depths of my damp memory.It's all lies, you who left me.Please allow me to forget you slowly, let me also feel the pain.The lonely me, with a decadent look.

Holding tightly in my pocket the note that means parting, I want to change now and let everything go with a smile.I hope that everything is a dream, and I can't forget it in my life, and I can't forget it even in death.Sorry, I can't do anything for you.

"When do you have summer vacation?" I asked Xin Xin.

"There are still two months." Xin Xin replied.

I met you on May [-], [-].That day, I sat alone on the bus to N University.In the car, I greeted you online.A few days ago I added you as a friend online.It was the first time I saw you, I put my hand on your shoulder and said Hi.Although you ignored me, from the exchange of eyes between me and you, I felt that you had something to say, your eyes were fascinated, and after a long time, I found out that it was Lin Youjia's psychedelic.We were walking around the school and your dog showed up.We took the dog back to the place where we first met - on the grass next to the station.This is the first time I have been in close contact with a big dog, and I was a little scared at first.This dog was raised by you and another classmate. We took the dog and sent the dog to that classmate's house.This big dog has such a strong drive that I feel like being walked by the dog.After that, I went to have dinner with you, and then came to a nearby college.We sat on a stone bench and chatted about nothing.Then we decided to go sing K.You called a few other friends.After singing K, we went to eat barbecue, and then we opened a double room.You are willing to stay and spend the night with me, I can't believe it.Even when I asked you to come to my bed to sleep together, you actually agreed, everything is so confusing to me, when did I fall in love with you, I'm sure I fell in love with you when we first met of.The next day, we didn't get up until noon, we went to eat together, and then went online, we added each other's chat software.I said goodbye to you, but you didn't speak. I felt that you were a little reluctant, which made me feel a pity.I had an idea at the time, after the matter is over, I must see you again.

"I'm home." Xin Xin said.

"Go home, moisturized!" I said.

"I'm going to buy one from Chongqing to Changsha, it's much cheaper."

"buy what?"

"Air tickets."

"It's so early, when did you buy it?"

"Look again and ask when school starts."

"Okay, do you want to book tickets online?"

"I didn't open online banking."

"Then you decide which day to tell me."

"Hehe, it's the plane after eleven o'clock in the evening."

"Why so late."

"It was the cheapest at that time!"

"Oh, what day?"

"The one at the end of August is one price, one time, China Southern Airlines."

"Then do you have to wait until you are going back to Changsha before you come to Chongqing?"

"Hehe, if that's the case, you have to go to Chongqing in advance!"

"Why did you come early?"

"Otherwise, how can we catch the plane!"

"How long ago?"

"How long do you hope?"

"I hope it's a month. Do you want to see me first, or do you want me to see you first?"

"Whatever, I have a lot of time anyway."

"Is Chengdu more fun than Chongqing?"

"I have never been to Chongqing to play."

"Chengdu has a sea, but Chongqing does not." In the past few days, Chengdu has experienced heavy rain, and the city's sewers have been paralyzed.

On the night when I returned to school, I surfed the Internet in the school computer room.We agreed to go to the TV station to watch the recorded program together.The next afternoon, I went to the station to wait for you. I saw you there with a cute little backpack on your back. We all mistook each other for the exit.So we went back around and took the bus back to my school.We wandered to Dole Street, had dinner, and it was almost time. We came to the door of the apartment and waited for the person in charge. We gathered and left the special car to go to Malanshan Radio and Television Group.This time, a lot of students went together, probably because they graduated and there will be no chance in the future.At the entrance of Radio and TV, the car stopped, and it began to rain lightly.A few classmates ran out of the car to take a group photo, you stay in the car, let me go down and take a photo with the classmates.I waited in line at the entrance of the studio for a long time before I started to enter. There were so many people.We and other students sat on small benches in the first few rows, close to the stage, but it was uncomfortable to sit on.The show ended very late in the morning. We took a special car back to school, the students went back to the apartment, and you and I went to the travel management to open a room.The next day, you go back to school.

"There is no sea in Chengdu, and I haven't seen it."

"Where do you want to go when you come to Chongqing?"

"I don't know where Chongqing is fun, I have never been to Chongqing."

"Chongqing is not fun, it's suffocating."

"Haha, what should I do?"

"You stay in my room and play on the computer during the day, and we go out to play at night."

"Where are you playing?"

"Five business circles take turns."

"Haha, you are very busy."

"No, when did you become so talkative!"

"Oh, then I won't talk about it."

"Hehe, don't, it's very good!"

"You don't say anything."

"What I want to say is what you don't want to say, what do you want to say?"

"casual."

"I regret leaving you, if time goes back, I will always be with you."

"If you stay in Changsha, I will return to Chengdu after graduation."

"I mean heart together."

"Ha ha."

"It doesn't matter if we're in love or not."

"In fact, I do not know."

"Hehe, it doesn't matter, as long as it is worth cherishing."

"Ha ha."

"I used to have too many entangled thoughts, but now I let go."

"It would be great if we could do this!"

On Thursday night, the class had dinner and had some wine.On the way back to the apartment, I called you, and my classmates were joking around.You say I'm drunk.I said I'll go find you, okay?you say yes.I got on the bus, but unfortunately I couldn't catch the last bus to N University when I got to the station.I called a taxi and spent about 2 yuan to wait for him on the lawn beside the platform of your school.You came with a laptop on your back, and we walked along that road to the place where we opened the room last time. It was still a double room, by the window.Opposite the door is a large bathroom.On Friday, we woke up and went to have lunch.In the afternoon, I went to the Internet cafe to surf the Internet, and then I went to the strawberry field, and we picked a lot of strawberries.After dinner, I was about to leave with [-] bags of strawberries, but you suddenly said that you wanted to go with me.After you and I returned to school, I went back to the dormitory to get the materials for tomorrow's thesis defense.Then we went to open a room, still on the small road, the one at the fork in the road.In the evening, the program that went to the scene that day was broadcast.The next day's defense was over soon, and you were still sleeping when I came back.Near noon, we checked out and went out for lunch.You still want to stay here and play, so we found another hotel to open a room.The room is very inside and above, far away from the street, not like a hotel, just a row of rooms in someone's house, with an empty platform outside.In the evening, I went to buy something to eat. There was chicken feet with pickled peppers. You saw it and said you liked it very much. I happily fed him with my mouth haha.We also took a shower together.On the third day, I got up early in the morning to take graduation photos.In the afternoon, you reluctantly went back, and there was no news after that.

July [-], [-].

"I want to go to Chengdu to play." I said.

"Haha, come on!"

"Then I'm going to your house to play."

"cut."

"How about it? Dear! Tell me your home address."

"Are you going to find it yourself!"

"Then come pick me up!"

"Just come to pick you up."

"Then I'll sleep in your bed."

"Don't live in my house."

"Where do you live?"

"hostel."

"You sleep in the hotel with me."

"Ok."

"Then what did your family say when they asked?"

"Go to a classmate's house."

"How can you deceive your family! Then I will go to Chengdu to watch "Transformers."

"I'm sick! There's no need to go to Chengdu to watch a movie!"

"Then why should I go to Chengdu?"

"Didn't you come to see me?"

"Hahaha, what's so good about you!"

"When is your birthday?" Xin Xin asked me.

"The Gregorian calendar is September, and the lunar calendar is July." I replied.

"Sick! I thought it was written in your information."

"Are you going to celebrate my birthday, haha? In fact, I don't have the habit of celebrating birthdays."

"Hehe...then what are your habits?"

"There seems to be no strange habit."

"You don't even remember my birthday."

"Is birthday important?"

When I call you and the voice says I can't get through, I feel something is wrong.Sure enough, this is the case for 1 day in a row.I started looking for you online, asking your friends.Your friend also said that he couldn't get through, and asked me to give you a little space.But I still keep sending you messages.Two days later, the phone was finally connected.I didn't know what was going on, and I didn't ask.I went to N University to look for him. When I arrived at your school, it was still night, and I walked to the road opposite the library to wait for you.We went to open a room.The next day we went to the pedestrian street together and went to Meibang to buy couple clothes, black and white T-shirts and light blue denim shorts.Then we went to Guoqiao Rice Noodles for lunch.When we parted, I repeatedly promised you to come to me on the Dragon Boat Festival, have dinner with my fellow villagers, and sing K.You said yes.On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, you didn't want to come over. I was hysterical on the phone, and you were in the toilet. It was your friend who answered the phone.I was breaking down and heartbroken.After finally you agreed to come over, I excitedly ran downstairs to pick you up.

"Go to Chengdu to see Fang Datong on October [-]." I said.

"Oh, it's different when you're financially independent. You can do whatever you want," Xin Xin replied.

"Then the boss must give you a holiday."

"Hehe, at least it's better than us."

"I think too much, my dear. I also came here like that. I think I was the most free and independent when I was a student. Don't think about making money, okay?"

"The key is that you don't have to spend when you want to spend."

"Spend as much as you have, plan to use it. What do you want to spend, a place with feasting and feasting?"

"The mobile phone broke three times in the first month of school. It's a scam, and the computer is also broken."

"Buying a new phone?"

"No! I just want to buy clothes sometimes haha!"

"Buy online."

"I don't have online banking."

"What clothes do you want to buy?"

"Autumn clothes!"

"Let me see if you choose it, if I think it's good, then..."

"I haven't seen it online."

"Listen to "Forever Love" with me."

"X-Japan."

"Visual kei, they are the earliest visual kei in Japan."

"How do you know this band? When I listened to their songs, you were not born yet."

"I knew it a long time ago, there are cows flying all over the sky!"

"Are you blowing?"

"It's you bragging."

After knowing you for a month, I want to take you on a trip together.I use an unfamiliar chat software account to ask if you want to travel, where you want to go, and when you have time to go.In this way, I have the courage to tell you that I will take you to Phoenix for a trip after your exam is over.I booked two bus tickets from a self-service travel carpooling club to the ancient city of Fenghuang on July 2 and the return trip three days later.Since we gathered at a certain square near the station at 7 am on the day of departure, I agreed with you to meet at a hotel near the station one day in advance.