Pet me, are you addicted?

On the afternoon of June 6, I began to prepare travel items: 30 sun hats, 2 pairs of sunglasses, 2 bottle of sunscreen, 1 camera, a body bag, a set of underwear, and a backpack.Saying goodbye to my roommate, I got on the bus to the station.Near the station, I turned several roads and finally found a clean and inexpensive hotel.After registering the documents, I am waiting for your information in the room.The room has air conditioning, TV, bathroom, 1 bunk beds.I moved the small cabinet between the beds to both sides of the bed, and then combined the 2 beds into a big bed. I like 2 people to sleep in a big bed.I waited late, had dinner, and waited a long time.You messaged back that you would come to see me after dinner.I logged into that strange chat software to chat with you, and chatted about some messy things.I ran to get the money alone, and waited for you at the station. I don't know when you will arrive, so it feels like the waiting time is so long.You finally show up and ask me why I'm here.I said wait for you.After taking you back to the hotel, the landlord asks to register your ID card.We went out to buy water and wanted to have some barbecue.After going back, I fell asleep after watching TV for a while. Tomorrow, I have to get up early and rush to the square to find a bus.

We slept in two beds and woke up very early the next day.After we washed up, we asked the landlord to give her the key and asked for the deposit back.Walking up the street towards the square, I was very excited.It is estimated that we got up early, there is no bus in the square, and there is no sign of which point to get on the bus.We went to the nearby KFC for breakfast.After waiting for a while, we got into the car, and after a while, the car set off.I want to take a group photo in the car as the starting point of the trip.But you who hate me just don't cooperate, you tilt your head and face out of the window.On the way, the master stopped the car for everyone to have lunch.I got out of the car with you and bought instant noodles. When I secretly revealed that the strange chat software was me while eating the instant noodles, you were a little angry, but I thought it was very funny.

We arrived in Fenghuang in the afternoon, we got out of the car, typed D and entered the city, we went to the ATM to withdraw money.We went out of the city and wandered by the river to find a place to stay.We met a sister who said that there was room rent at home, so we decided to go to her house.After resting at home, I went out to play and take pictures.Walking on the road, I was persuaded by an elder sister to take a boat, walked a long way through the stone path, and came to the upper reaches of the river, where many wooden boats were moored.The cruise ship went to a shore and bought a pot of red fruit-flavored shochu.We went to a restaurant for dinner.Visit the night scene, go back to the landlord's sister's house to rest and sleep.First night in Phoenix I slept soundly.The sun was shining brightly when we woke up.

"What cookie man?" I asked.

"It's fine if you don't remember." Xin Xin replied.

"What biscuit man?"

"clothing."

"say clearly."

"The pattern on it is the biscuit man's clothes."

"I don't have such clothes!"

"If you don't have it, forget it, maybe you throw it away."

"what colour?"

"Mine is black and yours should be gray."

"Oh, just that T-shirt. I'm white, you are black, couple outfits, black and white."

"Didn't you notice that I lost a lot of weight? I should have lost 10 catties when you saw it before."

"Tch, you look very proud."

"You actually said you didn't lose weight. You can tell by comparing the photos from last year. That's right! This is my weight loss result!"

That night, we participated in a bonfire party held in the Miao Village.We waited at a meeting point. When everyone arrived, a Miao sister took us to the island where the party was held. At first we thought we were walking or taking a tricycle tractor, until we saw a barbecue behind the tricycle. There are 2 minibuses parked at the end of the street.The Miao sister in the car taught us 2 Hmong songs, which will be used to sing duets with Miao brothers and sisters later.The car stopped and we got out.Sure enough, it was a small island, and we walked down the path to the lake.Sure enough, there was a group of Miao brothers and sisters welcoming the guests. We sang three duets before we were allowed in. I also drank a small glass of wine.Entering the venue, the environment for a long time, wooden chairs, ear-splitting folk music came from the stereo, and the sky began to gradually darken.I went around the backstage.It was completely dark and the party started, bonfires, dancing.At the end of the party, no one took a torch and presented black charcoal handprints.The spectacular torch procession in the dark night, Miao brothers and sisters led the way and took us to the side of the road hand in hand.We got into the car and talked happily.The car finally drove to the end of the barbecue street, we got out of the car and ate barbecue.Then another wonderful night's sleep.

On the third day in Phoenix, the sun had just risen. I got up early and went out to take pictures alone. I wanted to take some photos related to the graduation theme, so I brought my graduation certificate, graduation photo, and degree certificate.As night fell, we came to the river.I took off my underwear and soaked in the water.Late at night, you play on your phone on the other bed.I was very irritable that night, and I lay alone in the hall for a long time.I went back to the room and found that you were still playing with your mobile phone. I was very angry and turned off the TV.I was very fragile that night, and I made up my mind to give up on you.At night, I feel like you reach out and want to hug me. Is it a dream?

On the fourth day in Phoenix, we will leave here.In the morning, after tidying up the room, we bid farewell to the landlord.Walking along the river, I met the eldest sister who rowed for us on the first day.We sat down and watched everything by the river.We had lunch at the restaurant at the intersection where we left. We ordered the special dish bacon that we forgot to eat in the past three days.After waiting for a long time at the hotel, the bus from the travel agency arrived.The bus arrived in Changsha very late, and we parted ways at the station.

"Happy National Day." Xin Xin said.

"It's raining, I'm in a bad mood." I replied.

"I'm in a mess too."

"Let's go shopping on Taobao together."

"I have no money to buy, and I don't have online banking."

"Aren't you going to buy autumn clothes, buy them together, and I will pay for them."

"What are you going to buy?"

"I also buy clothes, I haven't picked them out yet."

After half an hour, after picking out the clothes.

"What's the address?" I asked.

"Room 6, Building 636, XX Student Apartment, XX University, Furong District, Changsha City, Hunan Province." Xin Xin replied.

"I'm in a bad mood, what should I do?"

"Why?"

"I don't know, I think too much."

"Ha ha."

"Do you have ideals? Is there anyone you miss very much?"

"I have ideals. I want to get married when I'm on vacation. No, it's my family."

"That's not counting. It's just homesickness. I mean people who miss but can't see. What is your ideal?"

"forgotten."

July 1000, [-].Two days ago, Xin Xin told me that his boyfriend was tested for AIDS, and he suspected that he was also infected, so he borrowed [-] yuan from me.And I don't think it's possible to be infected so easily.

"How's it going?" Xin Xin asked.

"General." I said.

"Hehe, I have suffered too much in the past two days."

"Stay safe and stay optimistic."

"The results will be out tomorrow afternoon. I'll pay you back the money as soon as possible. I'm so confused recently that I can't pay you back."

November 23, 1000.Xin Xin confirmed that he was infected with AIDS. A few days ago, he borrowed another [-] yuan from me.

"I'm sorry, then you should be busy." Xin Xin said, there is no way to pay me back for the time being.

"There's no rush to pay it back, it's okay after you get to work." I said.

"Thank you."

December [-], [-].Is Xin Xin really infected?So easily infected?Is this the legendary terminal illness?I'm still skeptical.

"It's so hard!" Xin Xin said.

"What do you mean? The end of the world?" I asked.

"It would be nice to have the end of the world."

"Neuropathy."

"Yeah! Going crazy."

"How can there be anything crazy about being a student? Thinking about it makes me happy."

"It's been ten years for me."

"What do you mean?"

"The CD4 is only 290 now. Hehe, are you the real person? Just forgot?"

"What will happen? AIDS?"

"The immunity is already lower than that of ordinary people, and antiviral drugs should be started."

"Have you told your family?"

"Wait until you can't hold on anymore."

"It's really incredible how you can be so easily infected. I think you have to hold on mentally and not be too pessimistic. It's better to talk to your family as soon as possible."

"I said a lot of things I wanted to do, but I couldn't do it."

To this day, I cannot believe that you are actually infected with HIV.You once told me that you had a very corrupt life.And I didn't believe it until I, too, lived such a rotten life.To be honest, I don't want you to see me like that at all, and I don't even have the heart to let you see how I am stepping into the abyss of crime step by step.So, please remember that innocent boy.

Inadvertently added Hu Ge as a friend in the chat group, but in fact he is still a stranger.Hu Ge sent his fruit photo to the space, and announced it to the world, and asked him for the password if he wanted to see it.

"I want to see your photo." I cut to the chase and sent this message to Hu Ge.

"You are?" Hu Ge replied.

"GAY."

"Oh, 9861028."

So, I entered the private photo album of Hu Ge Space.I browsed through Hu Ge's photos furtively, like a thief who ran into someone's house and was spying on the most private secrets.

And Hu Ge's casualness and publicity are fully revealed in front of my eyes. It seems that his loneliness has something to do with him, but he is releasing his loneliness to his heart's content.

"Are you up so late?" I asked.

"I'm in a bad mood," Hu Ge said.

"You live with your colleagues, do you have a room for each person?" Hu Ge asked.

"Yes." I replied.

"You haven't found a boyfriend?"

"He left me."

"You miss him very much! Hehe, it will be fine in the future. Time is really a good medicine to heal everything."

A few days later, Hugo invited me to his place again. I was ready to move, but I asked:

"Aren't you coming to my place?"

"Next time, I don't want to go out today."

"Then let's have dinner together."

"I just ate! Come here, I'll accompany you to eat."

"You watch me eat again!"

"Hehe, it's nothing, I like it, or I can just drink something."

"Ok."

"Are you coming now? I'll wait for you, seven o'clock."

"where do we meet?"

"Just in Daxigou. Let's go for a walk then. I want to take a walk outside. Send me a text message when you go out."

Hu Ge told me that the rent issue has been settled, and his roommate transferred the money to his bank card.He found a job as an administrative receptionist in an educational institution.

Once, I made an appointment with Hu Ge, and I waited for him at the light rail station for a long time, but no one answered the phone, and I was very anxious.As a result, he said out the door, but left his mobile phone at home, so he folded it back.

"I'm sorry today, but next time I'll treat you to dinner and a movie." Hu Ge said.

"Do not you go to work tomorrow?"

"Tomorrow at 3 o'clock in the afternoon. I really want to go to see you tonight. Are you angry?"

"It was a little bit at first, but then it didn't matter. I was afraid that something might happen to you. Fortunately, the situation is not bad."

"I won't not answer your call, you should trust me. I didn't write down your call, there is no way."

"So I'm afraid of some accident!"