[Hehai] Memories are a city

31. If possible, I hope...

——I think waiting is a difficult thing!

——Hehehe, little one, how did you learn such depth~

——No, no, I really find it difficult, not to mention that the person who was waiting left without saying anything... I always feel like there is no hope at all!

—Ah~ Are you talking about Prince Hyejae and Prince Donghae?

--kindness!

—Silly boy, it’s not what you think. Waiting can actually be a very happy thing.What's more, there is no 'waiting' in our city~

--what?

- don't you understand?Let's see what's in this room.

Li Donghae only received a call from Lee Hyuk-jae a week later. Of course, it's not that Lee Hyuk-jae didn't call back during this period, but he didn't answer it due to various reasons.During this week, Hyuk Jae's mother also told him some things, such as which university Lee Hyuk Jae went to in the United States and how long the schooling period was.But the reason was not told to him—the reason why Lee Hyuk Jae suddenly decided to go abroad and didn’t tell him at all, maybe there was no special reason in the first place, it was just because it was a good opportunity, and the reason why he didn’t tell him was just because he was afraid that he would be upset ?

Thinking this way, my heart couldn't calm down no matter what.Li Donghai felt that he was sad, but he clearly knew that he was not sad because of Li Hyuk-jae's concealment.

It was nine o'clock in the morning when I received the call. Li Donghae was still awake, and was woken up by Hyeok-jae's mother in a daze. The phone was put to his ear, and then there was Lee Hyuk-jae's voice.

"Is Donghae awake? If not, I'll call later." With an obvious smile, Lee Hyuk-jae's voice was distorted after a long time and space.

"Don't! I'm awake!" Sitting up, Li Donghai reflexively grabbed the phone.

"Hehe, did you sleep well? Mom said you slept in my room."

"Very good, what time is it at Hezai's side?" He leaned against the wall on one side, and stepped on the doll on the other side.

"After nine o'clock in the evening, if I had known you were still asleep, I would have called later."

"I told you I'm awake! How is America? Are you used to it?"

"Well, it's pretty good, the food is delicious, the dormitory is not bad, and the classmates get along pretty well, don't worry about Donghai."

"Hmph! People who have decided to go to the United States for so long and kept it a secret from me until they are leaving have nothing to worry about! It's so good there, why don't you just come back!"

"Hehehe, how can we not go back, there is no East China Sea here~"

"..." Why would you go without me!

"East China Sea?"

"kindness?"

"Are you still angry?"

"No." She was really not angry.

"Are you not angry, or have you lost your anger?"

"No, not at all. I just feel a little sad..." Although I don't know why.

"..."

"Hezai."

"what?"

"Can you tell me the reason?" The reason for deciding to go to the United States.The reason for deciding not to tell me anything.

"Donghai..." How can I tell you the real reason?

"..." What makes you so embarrassed to speak?

"Hezai, do you remember what you said?"

"what?"

"Has Hezai forgotten? I always remember clearly, you said, will always be with me..."

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"Ah! Lee Hyuk-jae, why do all your schools fill in differently from mine!"

"Hehehe, what does it matter! It's fine if the first choice is the same. Didn't Donghai say that he must study in the city, then I will definitely study in the city, so what does it matter if the other things are different!"

"..."

"Don't worry Xiao Hai, I will always be with you!"

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"..." The weak breath of each other remained in the receiver, and Li Hyuk-jae did not speak.

"Donghai~"

"Dong Hai, if possible, I really hope to be by your side all the time, not going anywhere...if possible!"

Li Donghai felt that he must have started to feel sleepy, otherwise why his vision became so blurred, and why he couldn't understand what Li Hyuk-jae said?

What is if you can?

Why add if?

If the if is removed, can't Lee Hyuk Jae stay by Lee Dong Hae's side all the time?

Then, why not?

Stretching out his hand and rubbing his eyes, Li Donghai wanted to clear his sight, but got a drop of liquid on his hand.

ah?He must be dreaming, otherwise how could it be so hot that even his eyes are sweating?

"So Sungmin already knew about Kyuhyun going abroad?" Stopped writing, Li Donghae looked at Li Sungmin in surprise.

"Well, but I didn't know that Hye Jae was going too. After all, the two of them are not in the same major, and they never mentioned it." Putting down the notebook in his hand, Li Shengmin looked serious.

"They didn't tell you, probably because they were afraid that I would know." Somewhat angrily, he poked with a pen, "But Kyuhyun can tell you, why did Hyejae keep it from me?"

"Donghae, Kyuhyun and I are different from you and Hyejae." Smiling, Li Sungmin reached out to save the paper that was raped by Li Donghae.

"What's different? Because you are a couple?"

"You know?" Li Shengmin was suddenly very grateful that he was sitting, and helped his glasses that had slipped a bit, "Did Hye Jae tell you?"

Li Donghai shook his head: "Brother, my name is Li Donghai, not a fool!"

"Hehehe, of course you are not~" put the original paper back in front of Lee Donghae, "Kyuhyun told me, no, he must tell me because of this. But Hyejae didn't tell you because you weren't A couple's relationship."

"why?"

"Why? How could it be possible that Donghai is so smart and doesn't know?" He signaled Li Donghai to write quickly, "Or, you would rather pretend to be stupid when you knew it?"

"..." Startled slightly, Li Donghai raised his head and smiled wryly, "Brother Sungmin, has anyone ever told you that your tone and expression resemble Kyuhyun?"

"Hurry up and fill out the application form, it has to be handed in before two o'clock!" Li Shengmin smiled and ING

"Ah? Why didn't you say it earlier!"

"But have you really decided to go to Japan?"

"Of course, this opportunity is very good!"

"Nahzai..."

"I'll tell him, it's not like him!"

"Hehe, I thought you would obediently wait for him to come back here."

"Why? Hyejae never asked me to wait for him, and besides, what identity should I wait for?" Handing the form in his hand to Sungmin, Li Donghae got up, "What's more, I look forward to a certain One day we will come back together."

Smiling and hugging Li Donghai lightly: "Donghai, you are more sensible and stronger than I imagined!"

"Hehe, I've always been!"

Lee Donghae has always been smart, sensible and strong, if not for Lee Hyukjae...

Of course, Lee Donghae couldn't and wouldn't want to be without Lee Hyukjae!

Without this if, he can be very smart and sensible.As for being strong?If he had to exchange that person, then he would rather not!

Author FT:

Don't want to wait, so draw yourself a starting line towards the same finish line as you

always strong

Until the day you take my hand again

32. What can be said

In the past 20 years, Lee Donghae has always had Lee Hyukjae by his side for 18 years, so that he never thought about what would happen if Lee Hyukjae was no longer by his side one day.But in the following two years, that person just pulled out of his life so suddenly, without even giving a clear reason.So a few months after Lee Hyuk-jae left, Lee Dong-hae gritted his teeth and pulled himself away from the place with that man's aura and came to Japan.Although on the surface he said it sounded righteous and tolerant, but Li Donghai knew from his heart that at least half of it was anger.Or to put it another way, if Lee Hyuk-jae is still by his side, then no matter how many bad opportunities he has, Lee Dong-hae will not take a look at him, let alone stay here for almost a year without even returning home during the holidays .

Thinking of this, Li Donghai began to feel a little guilty. He really missed his parents, He's father and He's mother, and he also knew that they missed him too. This can be seen from the uninterrupted weekly phone calls this year, not to mention every time he heard The tone of their obvious disappointment when he didn't go back to reply.And he didn't really want to go back, he was just afraid.

What are you afraid of?

Lee Donghae has asked himself many times, what is so terrible about the place where he and Lee Hyukjae have lived together for 18 years?Of course, the answer does not require thinking but cannot be humane to outsiders.He was afraid that when his heart returned to the place full of Lee Hyuk-jae's breath but without Lee Hyuk-jae, he would be eaten bloody by missing.Because just staying in this place that has nothing to do with Lee Hyuk Jae, he has almost completely lost.

With such a strong miss, he was never even given a chance to resist.

"Donghai, your phone." The shoulder was gently pushed, and the roommate smiled and pointed to the phone on the table.This year in Japan, Li Donghai actually had a good life. His classmates are kind and friendly, and his roommates get along well. He also went out with everyone during the holidays, and he also went to a friend’s house to experience Japanese houses.Li Donghai will go back in another school year, and I feel a little bit sad when I think about it.When thinking like this, I always wonder if Lee Hyuk Jae is doing well in the United States, medicine should be more difficult than language.

"Hi, hello, I'm Li Donghai." Picking up the phone, Li Donghai spoke in Japanese.

The other party didn't know why he didn't make a sound, and when Donghai was about to ask again, he opened his mouth: "Donghai~" The tone was soft, the voice was pleasant and familiar, and Li Donghai almost burst into tears.Sitting down with the legs of the table, fingers clutching the receiver, the voice trembled involuntarily:

"Hezai..."

It's been a long time, and I haven't heard his voice.

"Hehe, I feel like I haven't heard Donghae's voice for a long time. I was a little silly when I first heard it!" Lee Hyuk-jae's voice came from the receiver again, slightly distorted, but still pleasant to hear.During the two years of separation, they rarely called each other. Although international calls were one reason, Lee Donghae knew there were other reasons, but Lee Hyuk Jae never said it, just like he didn't tell him the reason for his sudden departure back then.Normally, what they contact most is just emails, but this phone call is the first call Lee Hyuk-jae made to him this year.He listened to his voice almost greedily, almost forgetting to reply.

"East China Sea? East China Sea?"

"Ah~ I'm listening." When he came back to his senses, Li Donghai said with some embarrassment.

"I finally made an international long-distance call, Donghae can't be in a daze~" Laughing softly, Lee Hyuk-jae's voice was teasing.

"Why did He Jae suddenly think of calling me?" Li Donghai changed the subject.

"Don't Donghae like me calling you? Then I'll just stop calling you~" It was obvious that someone didn't intend to be transferred easily.

"Lee Hyuk-jae!" Li Donghai was extremely angry, when did this person become so bad?

"Hehe, stop playing. Seriously, when does Donghae start its holiday? I mean winter vacation." After accepting the joke, Lee Hyuk-jae started the purpose of this call.

"Well, I don't know. It's probably around Christmas. In previous years, it was almost from the end of December to the tenth of January. Why did He Zai ask this?" He was inexplicably nervous. I asked him when he was on vacation.

"Will Donghai go back this year? During the holidays."

"I……"

"My holidays are about the same as Donghae's." Hearing his hesitation, Lee Hyukjae answered with a smile.

"Will Hyejae go back? This year." With his heart trembling, Li Donghai asked cautiously.

"If Donghai goes back, I will go back, and I haven't been home for two years! Mom said..."

"I want to go back!" He interrupted the other party almost impatiently, only Li Hyuk-jae said he wanted to go back over and over again in his mind.

"Hehe, then it's settled. I will go home after the holiday. I will be on holiday two days before Christmas. I should go back earlier than Donghae, and I will pick you up at the airport." Lee Hyuk-jae said with a slight smile When it came into Donghai's auricle, it was itchy, and his heart also jumped slightly.

"Okay! Hyejae must do what he says, and he can't go back on his word!"

"Of course!"

"Hehehe~" The roommate who was sitting on the bed reading a book looked around. Although he couldn't understand what Li Donghai was talking about, it was worth noting that he was giggling for no reason.

Without interrupting, Li Hyuk-jae felt Donghae's obvious joy, and after a long time, he spoke in a deliberately light tone.

"Donghai~"

"kindness?"

"Do you miss me?"

"..."

"I miss you……"

Lee Hyuk Jae's voice was very soft, like a sigh, but it reached Lee Dong Hae's ears very clearly, and then, just like that, tears came down.

Donghae, do you miss me, I miss you so much~

certainly!I miss you as well……

able to speak

able to speak openly

maybe only missing

Author FT:

love and miss

What can we say?

33. Hey, long time no see!

Li Donghai still had an obvious sense of unreality until the plane took off.I miss my home and family that I haven’t been back for nearly a year, and of course, Lee Hyuk Jae.

Thinking of this, Li Donghai was suddenly speechless to himself. What kind of state of mind did he use to treat that person, so that he had such strong longing?The answer seemed to be on the horizon, but he didn't want to know yet.

Don’t want to or don’t dare or don’t want to?

And what about that person?

Shaking his head, Li Donghai decided to give up thinking, all he needed to know was that at the end of December, he would fly home by himself.

Thinking of this, Li Donghai began to pay attention to his surroundings.Turning his neck, he was attracted by a touch of white around him.In fact, Li Donghai was sitting in the window seat, and there was nothing else that could really attract his attention except the seat next to him.

Is a very good looking person.Dressed in different shades of white, even the hand held on the knee is also white. Generally speaking, people who are obsessed with one color often have different degrees of paranoia.But I have to admit that this person is very suitable for white skin with a slight sense of transparency, flowing eyes with inexplicable sadness, and pear dimples at the corners of his mouth when he smiles.

"Ah! I'm sorry!" Seeing the other party's smile, Li Donghai realized that he had been staring at him for a long time, looked away in embarrassment, and hurriedly apologized.

"Hehe, it's okay." The man didn't say anything, just smiled and turned his head away.Li Donghai watched him put his hand on the small dining table and then opened a bunch of folders, and began to look seriously.

"You have been to many places~" Looking at the photos passing by on the screen, Li Donghai sighed softly, completely unaware of his "peeking" behavior.

Fortunately, the other party didn't mind. Instead, he turned the screen in his direction and said with a smile, "I'm a reporter. Traveling is my job and hobby." While talking, he switched the photos on the screen.

"Eh? This is..." Li Donghai frowned, pointing at the photo on the screen.

"Ah, this is the M University in the United States. I stayed there for a long time not long ago. Do you recognize this place?" He explained lightly, and pulled out several other photos of M University.

"Well, a friend of mine is studying here now, and he once showed me a picture of the school gate."

"That person must be very important to you." He said casually.

"Ah?" Looking away from the screen, Li Donghai was puzzled.

"Hehe, I was just joking. You said that he only showed you one photo, but you can recognize this place in so many photos of mine. That's why I think that person is very important to you. That's why I can remember things about him so clearly." He glanced at Li Donghai with a smile, and closed the folder.

"Ah! No, it's..." He wanted to explain something, but suddenly found that he couldn't refute, "However, he is indeed a very important person." Li Donghai murmured somewhat as if appointed.

"My name is Park Jung Soo, nice to meet you."

Seeing the hand suddenly stretched out in front of him in a daze, it took a while to react and raised his head, and smiled: "I'm Li Donghai, brother Jungsu, nice to meet you. You should be older than me, right?"

"Of course, Donghae is still just a student no matter how you look at it~" Smiling and rubbing Li Donghae's head, Park Jung-soo found that he liked this boy very much.

He stared slightly dissatisfied, but did not refute Park Zhengsu's words: "Brother Zhengzhu is also going on a trip this time?"

As if he didn't expect him to ask this question, Park Zhengzhu was startled, his eyes drifted to the small window behind Li Donghai, and he said in a daze: "This time, it's not a trip, it's going home..." His eyes suddenly became so thick that they melted. Unresolved sadness.

Li Donghai froze for a moment, and sat quietly on the side.

How much does a person have to go through before he can keep his eyes full of sadness?

"Where is Donghae's house? I'll take you back." As soon as he left the customs, he saw the person who came to pick him up. Park Zhengzhu turned his head and asked Donghae who came out together.

"No, someone is here to pick me up." Saying this, Li Donghai turned his head and looked around, but he didn't see anyone he was familiar with.

"Hehe, is the very important person from Donghae coming to pick you up?" Park Jung-soo patted Li Donghae's shoulder with a smile, and Park Zhengsu took his mobile phone and saved his number, "This is my number, Donghae will give it to you when you are free." Let me call."

"Okay, I will definitely fight!"

"Hehehe, okay, then I'll go first, bye~" Waving his hand, Park Zhengsu turned and walked away.

Looking at Park Jung-soo's back, Lee Dong-hae began to wonder if he should call home, he didn't know Lee Hyuk-jae's current cell phone number.Looking around, he raised his foot to go to the public phone not far away, but inadvertently his eyes fell on a person in front of him.

Light gray sweater, dark jeans, dark gray woolen cap, bangs loosely covering the forehead, the whole person is indescribably leisurely and handsome.Li Donghai lost his mind for a moment, and when he recovered, the man was already standing two steps away from him, with a familiar smile on his face, he looked at him, then raised his hand and waved, saying:

"Hey, long time no see!" There was joy in his tone that couldn't be concealed.

Hey, long time no see!

Five words, no problem, enthusiastic and energetic.

But Lee Hyuk Jae shouldn't have greeted Lee Dong Hae.

Lee Hyuk-jae, in just two years, the distance between us has increased by two steps, and even the greetings have become unfamiliar and polite.

It's only been two years.

You are no longer the Lee Hyuk Jae that Lee Dong Hae knew?

Or

you are not

Lee Hyuk Jae in Lee Dong Hae...