[Hehai] Memories are a city

34. Lee Hyuk Jae!Are you trying to drive me crazy!

When Li Donghae was thinking about how to say hello to such Li Hyuk-jae, the luggage in his hand was taken over, and Lee Hyuk-jae lightly held him by the shoulder and walked towards the airport gate: "Are you tired? The car is outside, and parents miss it very much." What about you~" The voice was neither soft nor heavy, without much ups and downs.

Li Donghae was stunned for a moment, his breath was suddenly filled with the breath of Lee Hyukjae, the breath of two years of separation, warmth, nostalgia, familiarity and strangeness... Li Donghae never thought of describing it as strange, but found that he was forced by this word There was no way out, he felt sad, his eyes were inexplicably sore, so he could only remain silent.

On the way home, neither of them spoke, Lee Hyuk-jae was driving, and Lee Dong-hae was leaning against the window, a little drowsy.He felt that he had a lot to say to Li Hyuk-jae and many questions to ask, such as when did Hye-jae learn to drive?When did Hye Jae come back?When was he going to leave... But he didn't ask or say anything, he felt strange, obviously the last time they called on the phone, the two of them were still talking and laughing as usual, there was no gap at all, why did they become friends after meeting each other for a month? so?

Thinking of this, Li Donghae became a little annoyed, and stared at Li Hyukjae with wide eyes, but happened to meet him and turned his head to look at him, Li Donghae was stunned, and suddenly felt a little wronged.

"Heh, what did Donghai want to say?" With a soft smile, he stretched out his hand and squeezed Donghai's fingers, then retracted his hand and concentrated on driving.

"When did Hye Jae learn to drive?" A little carelessly, Li Donghai stuffed his hands into his coat pockets and clenched them lightly into fists. His fingertips were warm and inexplicably hot.

"Well, it was last year. I found it easier for me to drive, so I went to learn." After the red light skipped, Li Hyuk-jae stepped on the accelerator to turn.

"Learned in America?" Blinking, Li Donghai continued.

"En." For some reason, several traffic policemen surrounded the intersection ahead.

"Hezai, can a foreign driver's license be used in China?" Sitting up straight, Li Donghai stared at several traffic policemen.

"Uh, I really haven't studied this issue." After a moment of stunned, Li Hyuk-jae turned right at the intersection.

"If not, does He Jae count as driving without a license?" Li Donghai was curious

"Donghae..." Li Hyukjae stopped the car, turned to look at Li Donghae and smiled.

"Hehehe, I'm home~" Li Donghae got out of the car, and watched Li Hyukjae park the car and get off with his luggage.

"Go up, mom and dad miss you very much." Li Hyuk-jae said, then turned and went upstairs.

Li Donghai was startled, bit his lip, and raised his heels.

It was Lee Hyuk Jae who stood two steps away and politely said 'Hey, long time no see'.

He was going to eat at Hyuk Jae's house in the evening, and his parents were busy at Hye Jae's house, so Li Donghae went directly into Hye Jae's house without even opening his own door.As soon as she changed her shoes, she saw Donghai's mother coming out of the kitchen with something in her hand. When she saw Li Donghai, her eyes immediately turned red.Li Donghai didn't get much better, his eyes turned red, he went up a few steps and hugged his mother, then shouted: "Mom, I miss you so much!"

Donghai's mother hugged her son and scolded angrily and amusedly: "I know I want to come back but I don't know how to come back!" But the corners of her eyes were involuntarily moist.

Li Hyuk-jae said that I put Donghae’s luggage in my room first, then turned around and went into my own room. Li Donghae came out of his mother’s arms and stared at Li Hyuk-jae’s back until his eyes started to sore.Hye Jae's mother heard the noise coming out of the kitchen, before she had time to say anything, she was thrown into Li Donghai's arms, and started to cry without warning.

The mothers panicked all of a sudden, patted Li Donghai's back and coaxed him not to cry, don't cry, is it very hard outside, if it is hard, he will come back.Before he finished speaking, Li Donghai raised his head, his face was full of tears and snot and his nose was pitiful. Li Donghai looked at Hezai's mother, opened his mouth for a long time but couldn't utter a complete sentence, finally gave up and lowered his head to continue to be sad. There was only one sentence indistinctly: "Mom, Hyejae must hate me!" The tone was full of grievances, which caused the two mothers to cry together.

When Lee Hyuk-jae put his luggage away and came out of the room, he saw three people crying in a ball. The two fathers sat on the sofa and pretended to be stupid, and glanced at them from time to time, but they didn't dare to come up to persuade them, thinking that maybe they were afraid that they would cry too. .Li Hyuk-jae had no choice but to go up and pull Li Donghae into his arms, patted his mother's back to comfort him, and then sat down on the sofa in the living room with his arms around him after Donghae's mother's resentful glance and his own mother's fierce stare.The big sofa was taken over by the fathers, and the two of them nestled on the small sofa. Lee Donghae was no longer crying, but hiccupped lightly. He raised his face to look at him, bit his lower lip and buried himself in Lee Hyukjae's arms. .Li Hyuk-jae received the extremely complicated eyes from his parents with a wry smile, but in the end he was not willing to push Li Donghae away.He hugged him around his waist, patted his back with one hand, lowered his head and kissed the tear-stained corners of his eyes, and lowered his voice to coax.Mom and Dad looked at each other, sighed secretly, turned around and continued to work.

After Li Donghai finished crying, he began to realize that he was ashamed. He was still crying like this in front of his parents at such an age. After thinking about it, he felt that it was Li Hyuk-jae who caused it. He opened his mouth in anger and bit a piece of meat in front of him unceremoniously——Lee Hyuk-jae's neck .Li Hyuk-jae froze for a moment, then relaxed, and asked, "Do you want Donghae to take a shower and change clothes first?"

Li Donghai nodded and said yes in a muffled voice, shaking involuntarily when he stood up.It's a bit cold... Looking at Li Hyuk-jae's back again, he thought.

"Donghae eat more!" The mothers smiled and pushed all his favorite dishes in front of him. Li Donghae nodded desperately with his puffed cheeks, and when he looked up occasionally, he could see Li Hyuk-jae looking at him and smiling.

At the rectangular dining table, Li Hyuk-jae sat at the farthest position from him, which had never been like this in all the years they had known each other.Li Donghae really doesn't understand Lee Hyuk-jae, the extra two steps of safe distance for no reason, his inexplicably enthusiastic but unfamiliar attitude, he still hugs him patiently when he cries, but he has never sat down while eating. The position farthest from him... Li Donghai subconsciously felt that Lee Hyuk-jae hadn't changed, or that he hadn't changed in essence, but he didn't know why he seemed to be forcing himself to change, forcing himself to draw a boundary between the two.Li Donghae really didn't understand, and he was really sad, so after dinner, the family sat down to play cards and he sat next to him, but the next second he watched Li Hyuk-jae smiled and got up and changed places with Hyeok-jae's father. break out!

Li Donghae stood up abruptly, grabbed Li Hyuk-jae's hand, and almost roared, "Lee Hyuk-jae, I want to talk to you!" In the room, he closed the door vigorously and locked it without trying to control it.

Turning around, he saw Li Hyuk-jae standing two steps away in front of him, smiling indifferently.Li Donghai felt his heart tremble, gritted his teeth and shouted:

"Lee Hyuk-jae! Are you trying to drive me crazy!" The ending trembled slightly, almost crying.

35. Actually, I don’t want to explain anything

Leaning against the door with some exhaustion, Li Donghae looked at Li Hyukjae in front of him in a daze, so dazed that he could hardly remember what the two of them were standing here for.

There was a familiar breath approaching, he heard a soft sigh, and then his waist tightened, and when he reacted, he sank into the soft bed, and the person who was smiling calmly a moment ago pressed on him, and buried his face in his In the fossa of the neck, the warm breath sprayed on the sensitive skin, causing layers of small pimples.

Li Donghae was inexplicably provoked by him again, squeezed his fist and hit Li Hyukjae's shoulder hard, but it was like hitting cotton. The person on top of him didn't even say a word, maintaining the original posture without moving. .

The clenched hand slowly released, Li Donghai gently pushed the person on his body, but still couldn't help but speak first: "Hezai, you get up and talk to me, don't be so inexplicably hot and cold but don't say anything, you I'm really going to go crazy!"

"But Donghae," Li Hyukjae raised his head, with deep helplessness in his tone, "I'm already crazy!" After speaking without giving him a chance to think, he lowered his head and kissed his soft lips.

Lee Hyuk Jae's kiss was very gentle, it was lightly printed on his lips, warm and intoxicating.Li Donghae almost didn't even have the heart to resist, so he indulged in the familiar atmosphere, full of Lee Hyukjae's smell, so reassuring.After a long time, Lee Hyuk Jae ended the kiss until both of them felt a little suffocated.Panting slightly, he turned to kiss Li Donghai's cheek lightly, and his chest touched lightly with his breath, suddenly there was an inexplicable affection, and the breath entangled with the two of them gradually became more rapid.

"He Jae~" Pushing Li Hyuk Jae helplessly, slightly opened the distance between the two of them, Li Dong Hae's face was flushed, and his eyes flickered slightly.

Breathing stagnantly, he forced himself to look away from Donghae's face, took a few deep breaths, Lee Hyukjae said slowly, "Donghae, actually I don't want to explain anything, if you can't understand!" Looking into Donghae's eyes again, Looking at the deep puzzlement inside, he sighed lightly, "But, I still decided to tell you, although it is two years late." Leaning close to the other person's ear, whispered softly: "Li Donghai, I love you!"

Lee Dong Hae felt that he must be crazy so he hallucinated to hear Lee Hyuk Jae say 'I love you' to him!What made him angry was that the person who made him go crazy and had strange auditory hallucinations disappeared without giving him a chance to figure it out.When he reacted and got up and opened the door to chase after him, he was startled by the parents standing outside the door.

The parents have obviously been standing guard at the door since they entered the door. As soon as they saw him come out, they rushed up and asked, "What's wrong?" The half-closed door gritted its teeth, and said bitterly: "Yes, we had a fight, but it wasn't a fight, but I punched Hyuk-jae!" After saying that he felt uncomfortable, he went back to the room and closed the door, leaving Li Hyuk-jae's bed After tossing and tossing around, he was finally tired, and fell asleep in a daze with a pile of sheets and quilts in his arms.It's just that the smile on his lips is probably not even noticed by himself.

Li Donghai woke up naturally after sleeping until he finally touched his phone and saw that it was only four o'clock in the morning. He was stunned for a long time before he remembered what happened last night. After looking around, he found that he was sleeping on his own bed.He frowned slightly, clearly remembering that he slept in Li Hyuk-jae's bed that he ruined into a pig's nest, when did he return to his home?

After sitting in a daze for a long time, he finally couldn't shake the thoughts in his heart. He pulled the jacket aside and got out of bed, ready to sneak to Li Hyukzai, but he was stumbled by something, and he staggered and rushed forward.

"Ah!" There was a cry of surprise and a cry of pain, but it came from two people.

Li Donghai was a little startled looking at the person who was awakened by him, and looked at the other person's distorted expression for a long time before he said a word: "Why is Hezai here?"

"Donghae, get up first~" Some helplessly pushed Li Donghae to signal him to get up first, Li Hyukjae rubbed his painful waist and sat up, "Donghae is going to the bathroom?"

Seeing Li Donghai shaking his head, he asked again: "Then what does Donghai want to do when he wakes up in the middle of the night?"

"I went to find you." Without thinking, it should be said that Li Donghae hadn't diverted his attention from "how did Lee Hyukjae appear here".Seeing Li Hyuk-jae's sudden bright smile in the dark, Li Donghae finally realized what he said, blushed suddenly, hesitating and hesitating, he didn't know what to say.

"Hehehe~" Smiling, he took Li Donghai's hand, but was startled by the hypothermia, "Li Donghai, go to bed and lie down!"

"Let's go together, Hye Jae!" He grabbed Li Hye Jae's hand and did not let go until the two of them lay down together under the warm blanket. "Why is Hye Jae sleeping on the floor?"

"I don't know who turned my bed into a pig's nest!" Of course, this was a reason, more because I thought that Li Donghai would definitely look for him when he woke up, but he didn't expect him to wake up at such a time.

"Stupid, don't you know how to sleep on the bed! What kind of floor do you sleep on in winter!" He rolled his eyes fiercely, although it didn't help much in the dark.

"I thought Donghae wouldn't want to sleep with me." Lee Hyukjae said casually, playing with Donghae's fingers.

"The two of us have slept together since we were young, do you want to..." Li Donghai paused, blushing as if he suddenly remembered something.

"So, has Donghae made up his mind?" Lee Hyukjae suddenly changed the subject without noticing his embarrassment.

"What are you thinking about?" He looked at Li Hyuk-jae puzzledly, his expression couldn't be seen clearly in the dark, but his heartbeat accelerated inexplicably.

"Is Donghae pretending to be stupid? Or do you think I'm joking when I say I love you?" Lee Hyukjae's voice was inexplicably hoarse as he rolled over and pressed Li Donghae under him, "I told Donghae to think about it."

"I..." Li Donghai struggled, he was so shocked by those three words that he still hasn't recovered, how could he listen to what Li Hyuk-jae said later.Did you want him to think about it before you left?Then I was bored for a long time at night, didn't I get angry for nothing?

"Ah!" Drawn back by the stinging pain on his lips, Li Donghae looked at Li Hyukjae puzzled.Why bite him!

Sighing lightly, he lay back on the bed again, rubbing his head on Li Donghai's shoulder and neck, and finally said in a muffled voice: "Donghai, I said it, but I really don't want to explain it, if you can't understand it! Including Why did I leave suddenly, why didn't I explain, why didn't I come back, why didn't I dare get too close to you, and why did I kiss you? But I hope you can understand..." Feeling Donghae's body stiffen and then relax, Lee Hyukjae Reaching out and clasping his fingers, "When my parents saw me kissing you secretly two years ago, I told them that I decided to go to the United States, and I also told them that I love you. They were shocked, but because of my departure, they didn't do it again. Say more. I will come back this time, actually because your parents called me. Everyone misses you very much, but I don’t know why you don’t come back. So I asked you to come back together. I’m really happy Donghae this time Come back, no matter what your reason is, let me know that Lee Hyuk-jae is a very important existence in Donghae's heart!"

"He Jae has always been important!" Li Donghai couldn't help but speak, his tone was justified.

Smiling and kissing him on the lips, Li Hyuk-jae continued: "After I came back, I found out that I don't know why, and your parents also know. But they are still very good to me, so I gave them a promise Reassure them."

"What guarantee?" Intuitively, Li Donghai knew that this guarantee would not please him.

"Control your emotions and keep a distance from you." Li Hyuk-jae's tone was flat, with almost no ups and downs.

"Li Hyuk-jae, you bastard!" Li Donghai gritted his teeth, wishing he could kick the fool in front of him off the bed.

"Why is Donghae angry?" Lee Hyukjae asked innocently.

"What kind of messy guarantee is this! Why don't you ask me first?" Li Donghai was filled with righteous indignation.

"So, I'm asking now~" Lee Hyuk-jae succeeded in his trick

"..."

"Donghae, I just don't want to worry my parents too much before I understand your thoughts. After all, I love them too! But, no one can make me let go, unless that person is you! So, Donghae, tell me your answer. "Turning Li Donghae's shoulders, let the two lie face to face, Li Hyukjae's expression is serious and serious.

Looking at the person in front of me, my thoughts suddenly became clear, about those cares and loves from a very young age, about those inexplicable sour moods, about missing, about the first kiss between two people, and about loneliness Empty and cold palms when alone...

He looked at the serious expression of the person in front of him, but there was tension and anticipation in his eyes, he slightly raised the corner of his lips, slowly and sincerely covered his lips, and sighed: "Lee Hyuk-jae, I love you~"

I love you

you love me

I think we've never been more clear

It's just that we both owe each other a confession

The difference between 'I love you' and 'tell you I love you' is:

A period of separation, a period of thinking, a large piece of longing, and courage that fills the whole heart.

It never takes courage to love someone

really need courage

it's time to say love