[Hehai] Memories are a city

36. You know, love doesn’t solve all problems

"let's break up."

"What did you say?"

"let's break up!"

"Why? You just said you loved me yesterday!"

"I really love you!"

"Then why did you break up? You love me and I love you too, why do you want to break up? Why can't we be together!"

"..."

"Why! Tell me why!"

"You know, love, doesn't solve everything..."

Sighing softly, the man stretched out his hand to hug the crying lover into his arms, lowered his head and kissed the tear-stained cheeks gently, the shoulders of the person in his arms trembled, and he could hardly cry.

You know my dear, love doesn't solve all problems.As we live, not only love.

When Lee Hyuk Jae entered the door, he happened to see the last sentence on the screen, and then the screen flickered and the advertisement started playing, while Lee Dong Hae was lying on the sofa and fast asleep.Look at the time, but it's only less than nine o'clock, it seems that these days are really too boring?Somewhat amusingly pinched his sleeping flushed cheeks, and lowered his voice: "Donghai~"

"Hmm—" The harassed person was not fully awake yet, but subconsciously leaned against Li Hyuk-jae, rubbed against him twice, and then slowly opened his eyes.When he saw the person in front of him clearly, even his eyes were full of joy: "Hezai~" He naturally stretched out his hand and motioned for the other person to pull him up.

"Why do you want to sleep so early? Where are your uncles and aunts?" Li Hyuk-jae smiled softly as he looked at the person who had just been pulled up and then immediately fell into his arms. Li Donghae's hair was already shoulder-length , but I'm too lazy to cut it, I usually just tie a small tail casually, but it looks very good.

"There's nothing to do, and you're not here! Mom and Dad said that today is Christmas Eve, so they just ran out to live with each other because they had nothing to do." He Zai was very warm, and he rubbed his hands, "Where did He Zai go? It's been a few days Not seeing anyone!"

"Say I haven't been back for a long time, and I've been running around relatives' house for the past few days." This is just an excuse. My parents probably don't want him to stay with Donghai for too long.

"Me too, I'm exhausted~" Since the day of the confession, of course, in the eyes of parents, after "quarreling + fighting", the two of them were taken to visit relatives and friends, saying that it was an early New Year's greeting .Li Donghai is embarrassing.

"Let's go out together tomorrow, and make an appointment with Ki Bum Kyuhyun and the others."

"Huh? Kyuhyun is back too?" After thinking about it, he felt a little unwilling, "But Hyejae..."

"kindness?"

"Tomorrow is Christmas."

"I know, that's why everyone said get together."

"However, since we came back this time, we haven't stayed together. You will go back in a few days!" Sitting up straight, Li Donghai was a little depressed. He still had a few days to stay, but Li Hyuk-jae finished Christmas I'm going back in a few days!

"Hehehe, is Donghae reluctant to part with me?" Probe kissed Donghae's lips, Lee Hyukjae smiled happily, "But it's rare for us to come back, Donghae will feel sorry if we don't see each other, right?"

"Ah! It's so annoying, why can't Hyeok-jae stay longer!" Somewhat unwillingly, he fell back into Li Hyuk-jae's arms again, and Li Donghae compromised.

Li Hyuk-jae didn't speak, he leaned back into the sofa with half his arms in his arms, pulled the blanket that had been kicked to the ground to cover it, took the remote control and slowly changed channels one by one.Li Donghai didn't speak, he stretched out his hand to pinch his waist, and then calmed down to watch TV.

If time is really so short, all we can do is try to seize every little gap.

During Christmas, Lee Hyuk Jae helped Papa Hyeok move things, and he would not be able to come back until evening, but fortunately, the appointment time was at night.Lee Donghae has been to the place we met, which is Heechul's coffee shop.It was really boring to be alone at home, so he went out at noon.

It was just after twelve o'clock when we arrived at the store, Kim Heechul was not there, and there were not many customers in the store yet, Li Donghai picked up a seat by the window and unexpectedly saw someone he knew.

"Brother Jung Soo?!"

The person who was concentrating on reading looked up, and it was Park Jung-soo, who was still all white, but less sad and more unknown.Maybe it's because of the sun!Li Donghai thought so.

"Ah, why is Donghae here?" With a slight smile, Park Jungsu beckoned him to come and sit down.

"I made an appointment here with a few classmates to get together at night. It's too boring to be alone at home, so I want to come over early. Did you make an appointment? Will I disturb you?" Li Donghai sat down happily.

"I also made an appointment in the evening. I don't have anything to do, so I'll come early." Answered lightly, Park Zhengzhu asked him what he wanted to drink, seeing him shaking his head, he ordered a cup of coffee for him.

"What book are you reading?"

"This?" He raised the notebook in his hand, looked at Li Donghai and nodded, and then continued, "It's some of my notes, recording the places I've traveled, I have a travel column for a magazine, so I will organize it from time to time .”

"Jung Soo hyung has really been to many places~"

"If possible, I would like to stay in one place forever..." He whispered lightly, seeing Donghae's puzzled eyes, Park Jung-soo changed the subject, "Donghae seems to be in a good mood, did you meet that very important person? ?”

"Ah? Well, I see you." Picking up the coffee and taking a sip, "Actually, it's because of him that I came back this time."

"Hehehe, Donghai, I like this person very much~" Hehe smiled, and put the notebook into the bag beside him.

"Ah?! No...I...that...isn't it...he's a man..." Seeing Park Jung-soo's clear expression, Lee Dong-hae was frustrated: "It's indeed the person I like, but it's just a boy. "Lee Donghae doesn't think it's wrong to tell others that his lover is a man, as long as that person is Lee Hyukjae!What's more, he trusted Park Jung-soo completely intuitively without any reason.

"Donghai is very brave!"

"Don't you think it's strange?" Most people would find it unacceptable, right?

"What's so strange? Loving someone has never been controlled by this place." She pointed to her head with a smile.

"Hehe, if only our parents could think the same as brother."

"Do your parents know?" He was stunned, but he didn't expect this.

"It's not completely known, our parents know that he loves me, but they don't know me-in fact, we only recently..."

"That's why one of you is in the United States and the other is in Japan." He didn't forget that Donghai said that the person was in M ​​University in the United States.

"Well, two years ago he suddenly said he was going abroad, but I didn't know it was because his parents knew about it, not to mention that I didn't even understand this feeling myself at that time."

"So he chose to leave temporarily?" Looking at Donghae nodding, Park Jung-soo said again, "Donghae, your lover loves you very much, and at the same time is very smart." When the relationship between the two parties was unclear, he chose to take a step back in front of his parents. Such a person is planning to welcome the sea and the sky.

With a slight smile, Li Donghae accepted Park Jung-soo's compliment to Lee Hyuk-jae frankly, and then frowned in distress: "Brother Jung-soo, is it really difficult for the two of us to be together?"

"Hehe, it depends on what you think." There was a brief silence, "Let me tell you a story..."

Li Donghae watched Park Jung-su turn his gaze out of the window, sighed, and began to narrate softly.He saw the deep and shallow dimples on Park Jung-soo's lips, just like that filled with deep sadness, his heart was sore, and he couldn't help but shed tears.

This story is about the love of two people.About the love of two men.About the love of two half-brothers.And there is separation.

"Then what happened next?" Li Donghai asked.

"Later, one of them left." Park Zhengsu's voice was calm.

"They obviously love each other so much, but they can't be together."

"Yeah, they overcame gender and got everyone's blessings to be together, but they were vulnerable to blood." With a light sigh, Park Jung-soo looked back, "Donghae, compared to them, you are already lucky enough. So, whether the way to go is difficult, the key is your heart." After a pause, "A person's life is not only about love, but I believe this is definitely not a part that you can let go of."

Looking at Donghae who was listening carefully, Park Jung-soo's tone was very solemn: "Love cannot solve all problems, but love will give us courage."

"Hehehe, Brother Jung Soo," the whole person suddenly relaxed, and Li Donghae teased with a smile, "I want candies, biscuits, cakes, and chocolates, are you too greedy?"

"If you can't finish eating, let me help you!"

Li Donghae froze for a moment, turned around, it was Li Hyukjae...

——The candies are delicious~~ah, that cake is also beautiful!I like biscuit biscuits too!Hey, is that chocolate?

——Hehehe, little glutton, why did you come here?

——There are so many delicious things here!

——If you like it, take it away~

--ah?can it?so much!And wouldn't it be too greedy to want everything?

——Hehehe, I am indeed a bit greedy~~

——…

——However, since we can, why don't we be a little greedy!

--what?

——I mean, you can take all of these with you~~ Just don't overstretch them.

--Really!Very good!The Prince of the East China Sea didn't break it, so I won't either!

——Hehehe, little idiot, Prince Donghai has Prince Hezai to help him!

--ah?ah!

Author FT:

How do we define greed?

A person who has everything that should belong to him still feels dissatisfied and then expects to have more or take other people's share as his own. Is it called greed?

It's just that you want to keep everything you have and don't lose it. This has nothing to do with greed

He only wants his own family, friendship and love

it's not greed

Just be content...

(The above is purely unreasonable, girls, please choose to ignore)

37 Dear, this winter is so cold

Li Donghae pulled Li Hyukjae to sit beside him, and when he was about to introduce, he just met Park Jungsu's knowing eyes, and suddenly blushed, not knowing what to say, so he could only turn his head and stare at the people around him, I lost the sentence "This is Jeong-soo brother, I met on the plane" and there is no more text.

Li Hyuk-jae laughed, stretched out his hand to shake his hand lightly, turned his head and greeted with a smile: "Brother Jeong-su, I'm Lee Hyuk-jae.

Park Jung-su smiled narrowly and was about to say something, but suddenly his eyes flashed, and then a soft smile appeared on his lips: "Donghae Hyuk-jae, nice to meet you, my appointment is here, let's go down Contact again~" Looking at the two people on the opposite side smiling and nodding, they slowly packed their things and got up to leave.

"He Jae—" Just as he was about to say something, he saw Li Hyuk Jae pointing out the window, and Li Dong Hae reacted and turned around.

At the intersection not far from where they were, a tall man stood. When Park Jung-soo came to him, he reached out and hugged him gently, and then took everything in his hand naturally.And Park Jung-soo just smiled, that smile was warm and soft, with an unknown light.

How nice it would be to keep smiling like this! ——Li Donghai thought so.

"What happened to Brother Sungmin and Kyuhyun?" Seeing Lee Sungmin and Cho Kyuhyun walking away, Li Donghae asked Kim Kibum beside him.The atmosphere between the two people at the party at night was very strange, as if they were trying to suppress something, but for some reason they were full of helplessness.

Jin Jifan was silent for a long time before he sighed softly and said, "Their parents found out, and then, there was a bit of trouble..."

"Do you want them to separate?" Li Donghai raised his head and looked at Li Hyuk-jae who was walking not far away.

"Probably... Donghai, you have to know that there are many things that cannot be avoided."

"Well, I know." After a pause, Li Donghae tried to change the subject, "I never asked, what important matter does Siwon not come to rare gatherings?"

"Hehe, I thought you wouldn't ask any more." Hehe smiled, Jin Jifan let out a breath, looked at the white mist in front of him for a while, and said, "Siwon wants to accompany his girlfriend, it should be considered an important thing." .”

"Ah? How could..."

"Donghae, you two have to work hard!" Seeing Lee Hyuk-jae standing still, reaching out to pat the shoulders of the two, Kim Ki-bum smiled, "Christmas, the two of you should stay alone for a while, I'll go up first, Christmas hapiness!"

"Well, Merry Christmas!"

Watching Jin Kibum go upstairs, Li Donghae turned his head to look at Li Hyukjae, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, and finally just called his name awkwardly: "Hejae..." The tone was erratic, with vague panic.

"Do you want to go back?" Reaching out his hand to smooth his bangs that were blown by the wind, Li Hyuk-jae's voice was low but with a touch of warmth.

"Okay~" Nodded, stretched out his hand to grab the sleeve of the other party, followed by walking slowly.

A moderate layer of snow fell on the ground, and there was a creaking sound when stepped on it.

——If you can walk like this all the time, even if you walk for a lifetime, you are willing.

Who is walking in the snow thinking like this?

"Donghai," he stopped in the small park downstairs of his house, pulled Li Donghai to stand under the snow-covered tree, and said softly, "Donghai, you know, if I can, I really don't want you because'I "I love you" if I get hurt in any way, and of course I don't want to hurt the person who loves us." Feeling the sudden tightening of the hand holding him, Li Hyuk-jae paused, shook his hand back to signal his peace of mind, and then continued, "But I love you, from too long ago. So I left to give myself time, to give you time, and of course our family. Three years, originally planned to use three years, come and see if I am It’s not that I can let you go, if I can’t, then I will let you know when I come back. Of course, I overestimated myself.” I lowered my head and kissed Dong Hai’s cheek lightly, “The moment I saw you, I almost controlled you. Can't help myself, want to hug you, want to kiss you hard, even if you refuse!"

"Idiot!" He cursed softly, but with a faint smile on his face.

"I'm very glad that coming back this time saved us a year of wasted time. But, Donghae, are you ready?" With a smile on his face, Lee Hyuk-jae's tone was serious and serious, "Be ready to face everything that comes next Is it gone?"

"Hejae..." Hesitating, Li Donghae really hesitated, he understood the "everything" that Li Hyukjae said, but he was really not ready to face it.He didn't even have time to hide his overflowing love, so he didn't have time to think about other things.

"Hehehe, don't talk about Donghae, even I'm not ready yet~ So, let's take another year," stretching out his hand to gently circle the person in front of him, bowing his head to kiss the cool earlobe, Lee Hyuk-jae's voice was faint The temptation penetrated into the eardrum bit by bit, "In another year, if Dong Hai is still willing to give me his hand, then I will hold it firmly and never let go no matter what!"

Li Donghai was awakened by the sudden light. When he opened his eyes, he saw his mother was fastening the curtains. He subconsciously shrank back into the bed, opened his mouth and called 'Mom', and there was no more sound.

Donghai's mother looked helplessly at her son who was awake but still lying on the bed, stretched out her hand and rubbed the top of her son's head indiscriminately: "Hezai's plane today, isn't Donghai going to see him off?"

"Well...don't go, it's too cold..."

"Stinky boy, Hezai will pick you up when you come back!" Seeing her son motionless, Donghai's mother paused, and asked tentatively, "Donghai, are you afraid that you will cry?"

The person who had been buried under the blanket for a long time did not move, and sighed softly. Donghai's mother got up, but was stopped when the door was closed.

"Mom," Li Donghai sat on the bed, watching his mother turn around, "Whether you told me in advance, I think I will cry if I watch Hyejae leave..."

Slightly stunned, he gave his son a hard look, and scolded with a smile: "You brat, what nonsense are you talking about! Put some clothes on for me until I catch a cold!" After speaking, he slammed the door and left.

Seeing that the door was closed, Li Donghai got up from the bed and opened the window with a slam. The cold air made him shiver severely.The phone on the table rang and answered.It's Lee Hyuk Jae.

"Put on your clothes, you'll catch a cold!"

"what?"

"Hehehe, Donghai, bow your head."

Li Donghae lowered his head and saw Li Hyukjae downstairs who raised his head and waved at him.

"Okay, I'm leaving now, otherwise I won't catch the plane and I have to return the phone to my mother." Li Hyuk-jae paused, "Donghai, are you listening?"

"En~"

"Hehehe, put on your clothes quickly. Also, see you in a year!"

"kindness!"

Li Donghai watched as Li Hyuk-jae handed the phone to his mother, then turned around and got into the car, and there was no more sound in his ears.

The white snowflakes fell gently on the neck, and I couldn't help trembling all over, I quickly retracted my body, closed the window and took a few steps back to the bed, sending international text messages to Li Hyuk-jae's cell phone with trembling hands.

Mobile phone vibration.Li Donghai shrank his body, and slowly called out the information.

Then slightly raised the corners of her lips, and buried her face in the bed again.

You don't know, this is Lee Hyuk Jae's quilt...

——Hezai, do you feel...

——Donghai, this winter...

Dear

do you feel

It's so cold this winter

because you're not by my side...

Author FT:

You know it takes courage to face