Demon folding

Chapter 35: Wandering

In the long silence, I looked at him, so close, but I still felt that it was not enough, and I felt that the fox mask was an eyesore, so I reached out to pick it off, remembering that I was expecting him to pick it off, so I had to give up.

As soon as I got emotional, he came back to his senses, opened his eyes and closed his eyes, looked away for a while and then opened his mouth lightly.

"The power of internal introduction is the existence for the balance of quality, and it is the ability to use its quality to be interdependent. The quality of the quality is different, and the quality of the internal balance needs is also different, and the way to use it is also different. "

"Then the last time you took the shape of water and snow, you wanted me to understand the different reasons for internal introduction?"

I thought together and said, "Ice and snow are born of cold, and flowing water is transformed by heat. In fact, the essence is the same. However, because of the different requirements for the balance of internal introduction, there are different methods of internal introduction, and thus the things used are attracted. It is also different. Therefore, the transformation of all things in chaos is nothing more than the transformation of things according to their quality and balance. One thing needs and one thing provides, which is the change of life and death."

Speaking of this, I suddenly realized the way of nature that Mr. has been talking about all the time, and said excitedly, "Based on this principle, if everything is not changing, then chaos is nothing but an unchanging dead thing that cannot be changed. If everything is not Change, chaos naturally cannot maintain the principle of balance in which change is relative, only change can have balance, and there is the essence of chaos, what I said, is it right?"

"Yes!" His eyes lit up, he was pleasantly surprised by my clarity, and he said briskly, "You see, I attracted the open flames, but I actually burned the essence it needs along the way, so that I can get here all the way. The fire is no longer the fire in the lantern."

"But their essence is still the same." I was also pleasantly surprised, "everywhere looks the same, but in fact, in the evolution of each breath and breath, it is no longer what it was before. Day after day, day after day is not the same. Day, is this the change of time?"

He nodded and continued, "If everything remains the same, time will have no relative meaning of existence, let alone the word time in people's mouth. The balance of time is the balance of change. Life and death, and death and life, are the internal balance of chaos."

"Then what about people? Why do people exist in disguise?"

When it comes to the elusiveness of time and the constant change of all things, I think of what Mr. said in the Xiaoyao scroll, without a few words, and said boringly, "What Mr. saw, I thought he was born of a butterfly. Looking at it now, he Is it a person, or a person who thinks about the vastness of the universe. In front of him, you can see without seeing, the world is within reach, the sun and the moon can be picked at your fingertips... This person, Mr. Huo Zhengqi, may be looking for happiness Wuzhi has already exhausted his life, and now he is born early, and his life is short-lived because of me, which is both enviable and frightening."

"What are you envious of, and what are you afraid of?" He asked softly.

I looked at him, gradually deepening my gaze, and said lightly, "I envy him for always keeping his mind unchanged, and I am afraid that he only cares about his own heart and never cherishes those who are related to him, and even when he dies, he never shows much pity. .”

Leaving the head aside, sadness flooded in. He was beside me who was clearly in my heart, but I still felt far away. I stared at my toes and said, "What's the use of envy and fear? After all, I'm not a husband. I don't know if he has turned into a butterfly. Is he too happy? Is he lucky to get all kinds of things in this world, or is he regarded as an inextricable burden? I can't get them from him, so what should I envy and fear?"

"Human, I live as a non-human, so I can't figure it out. But even if I exist, I can't figure out why I exist."

He was indifferent, stepped forward, bowed his head, and said tactfully, "Perhaps it is because you can't figure it out that you and I have the desire to see it in our lives, and it can be deduced to the essence of chaos. Probably, Man is not born for something, not a flower, not a stone, nor a beast purely for life, but for his own self-existence, seeing the extreme of chaos with "I" and seeing the ultimate "you" with his heart, so that they can wear away Self-existence."

Self-existence of 'I'?

Turning his eyes to meet him, his eyes are light and peaceful, only my outline seems to be there.

I was finally able to rely on something, my soul pulled back to its original position, and said softly, "Then you are not the original you, are you?"

The fundus of his eyes moved, and gradually became clear and bright, and the blazing fire wrapped around my reflection, like an ancient well spring pregnant with a crescent moon, with slight rippling pondering in the lightness, water patterns blooming away, What comes back is full of entanglements.

"I, I am no longer the original me..."

Before he could fully sigh, I rushed over and hugged him tightly, sobbing, "Do you still remember what I said at that time?"

"Remember." He responded happily, threw away the ball of fireworks, embraced me and said, "You said that even if you really become Aning one day, you will never be her again after going through all this."

He actually understood what I was thinking!

I couldn't help but my eyes were sore, I buried myself in his arms and nodded desperately.

"I understand." He hugged me tightly, "So, here I am."

"Shi Huan." I don't know why I wanted to call him by his name, as if I was eager to prove his existence.

"I'm here." He followed my hair, gradually responding softly.

"Shi Huan! Shi Huan, Shi Huan, Shi Huan..." I called him again, and I couldn't hold back the yelling, repeatedly pressing it in my heart.

He sighed leisurely, and said helplessly, "Probably, I forgot to tell you one thing..."

I jumped up and stared at him nervously, "What's the matter!"

He looked at me extremely tenderly, his clear eyes were full of slightly rippling water lines, and the shallow folds deeply reflected my outline, pressing down inch by inch.

I was stunned for a moment, my heart was pounding, and before I could think of anything, my face was blushing from the ringing in my ears, and I couldn't escape and didn't want to, I closed my eyes.

I thought the coldness would come in anticipation, but unexpectedly, I waited for a long time until my heartbeat was so painful that I didn't wait as expected.I opened my eyes in embarrassment, and saw that he still stopped an inch away, his eyes were full of interest and looked at me.

My mind exploded, and I rushed over my head in embarrassment and annoyance. I was about to refute him, but he stuck to my left ear with a blink of an eye, and said softly, "I forgot to tell Zhexia you... me ...named Qin... Shi Huan..."

"You!" I was even more ashamed, gnashing my teeth, "You didn't even tell me your name!"

He was innocent and wronged immediately, almost making me see the helpless corners of his lips under the mask.

"I thought you would remember..."

Although he was joking, I subconsciously thought of Aning, and the sadness disappeared as soon as it came and went.

Whether it is Ah Ning or me, they are no longer the same as before. Only seeing and feeling in front of us is the most real me and him, and this is the most important thing!

I hummed my grievance, hooked his neck, and said angrily, "Qin Shihuan, don't lie to me again!"

"I didn't lie to you." He picked me up and spun me to the ground, and looked at me directly from a distance, "Who told you that you only asked my name, not my last name?"

I was speechless, since he was cheating, I simply cheated too, Bo said angrily, "Sophistry liar!"

"No, I'm not a liar!" He argued, holding me tightly in his arms, picked me up, and walked into the hall with bright eyes.

"Monster, what are you going to do?" My heart was pounding suddenly, I hooked his neck and dared not let go.

"sleep……"

He laughed jokingly, and the provocative ending sounded back and forth, making my heart feel numb, and I glared at him and said, "Sleep...why do you sleep...I, I haven't played enough..."

"It's so cold outside, you're not allowed to play." He smiled, his steps were so fast, the words just fell, he had already reached the side of the couch, he put me on the couch, stretched out his hand to untie my shackles naturally, unexpectedly A look that I have been used to for many years!

I hurriedly loosened his neck, pushed him to retreat deep into the couch, wrapped my arms around myself and said nervously, "You, what are you going to do?"

He was stunned, then rolled up his sleeves and laughed so hard that he could hardly straighten his waist, he said, "Oh, my little one, what are you thinking in your clever mind?"

He laughed presumptuously, embarrassing me so much, his face was burning with embarrassment, he raised the wooden pillow and threw it at him, "Who, who is your little thing?"

"You, is it possible that you, a 14-year-old girl, want to compare my age with me?" He took the wooden pillow calmly, couldn't stop laughing, and said intermittently, "What's more, I have to find a gender to..."

"Xiaoxiaoxiao, laugh to death, hello!" I became more and more embarrassed, and eagerly interrupted the more embarrassing words behind him.Thinking about the previous incident, he asked him again, "Hey, you monster, have you never determined your gender?"

He smiled leisurely, and answered the words lightly, "Yeah... Even if you want to do something, I can't..."

"Also!" I wished I could cover his mouth, give him a white look and said, "Why?"

As if he touched something on his mind, he gradually stopped laughing, and lightly stepped next to the couch, put down the wooden pillow and sat down, his eyes were deeply clustered into lines, and his whole body suddenly hid even deeper.

"Huh? Can't you say it?" Seeing him hesitating and retreating, I simply quoted, "Or do you want me to guess?"

"Don't guess." He shook his head, opened his eyes slightly and made up his mind, and said calmly, "Using form to form, complementing each other, if I really miss someone, I will keep the balance of that person's internal introduction. Yes If it is Yang, I am Yin; if it is Yin, I am Yang; if it is Fire, I am Water, that’s all.”

I was surprised, and immediately felt relieved by his words of filling in the gaps. At the beginning, I was worried that he was a daughter, and my mind was completely wiped out. I pursed my lips and said, "Then your current appearance is determined by A Ning's balance." melt it?"

He didn't answer the words, struggled with his dark eyebrows, held my hand for a long time before saying, "Zhexia, I was thinking of someone else."

"People?" I was stunned, gradually lost in my thoughts, and said lightly, "So... isn't it Ah Ning..."

"Zhexia..."

Averting my eyes, I was a little tired, and said lightly, "A-Ning, she is really... pitiful..."

"Zhexia, it's not exactly..." He clasped my hand tightly and explained anxiously.

I forced a smile, met his anxious eyes, and comforted me, "I don't mean to blame you, don't worry."

Seeing that he still couldn't let go of my eagerness, I simply leaned over, knelt on the couch and hugged his head, and said softly, "I'm just sad, and what's sad is not who you've read, but what Aning did for you like that." , you never cared about it. Regardless of whether I am her or not, it is a pity that she has a heart. As for you monster, I am also sad. Confusion is the most difficult thing in the world. From here to there, I feel sorry for myself, and why should I keep you..."

"It's not my wish to make you sad, but I don't want to bully you." He hugged me instead, raised his face, his bright eyes were bright red bloodshot.

Sadness flooded in, I lowered my head, and lightly kissed those eyes full of pain.

"You don't lie to me, it's enough to make me happy, if you're sad, I'm sad too..."

The bronze rust on the mask faded, I pulled away reluctantly, held his chin, and carefully traced his bewildered eyes, "Monster, I am sad, and you will be sad too. I don't expect extravagantly to surpass a few people, I just want to be with you for a while, no matter how long, as long as I have been with you, that's enough."

"Zhexia..." He grabbed my hand, cautiously like a child with a precious and beloved object, after all, he was reckless with uncertain strength.

"Look at you, I finally called you by the right name today..." I held back my sadness and teased him with a light-hearted appearance.

He understood that I wanted to stop the topic, stopped talking, and hugged me tightly in his arms.The unstoppable heartbeat came through his thin Tsing Yi, which made me stick my ears and didn't want to leave.

The heartbeat in his ears gradually calmed down, he said softly, "Zhe Xia, you will go to the altar tomorrow to sacrifice, you must remember my words, no matter how terrible things happen tomorrow, you can trust me?"

I listened to his careful instructions, and my mind was clear.Thinking that he deliberately issued an edict, there must be some special arrangements, so he stood up and looked at him teasingly, "It's easy for me to trust you, and tell me your arrangements."

He shook his head and said cautiously, "I think so too, but I'm afraid that you will pay the wrong emotions. At that time, the fake show will not be true, and if it loses its effectiveness, then the gain will outweigh the loss. Both left and right will suffer grievances. It's better to make the grievances worthwhile. You Don't blame me, okay?"

What he said was serious, so I had no choice but to give up my plan to get to the bottom of it, and said boringly, "Okay, I believe you."

"I wanted to watch you go to sleep, but I sneaked out and delayed too long, and I won't go back. I'm afraid those caring people will find you. You go to sleep, I'm going back."

He had no choice but to say that he didn't want to, and he didn't want to, and he didn't want to, the responsibility was still the responsibility.

Thinking about it, he is not a real king, but judging from Lord Huozheng's statement to him, he is not a person who shirks responsibility, otherwise he would not have arranged the sacrifice to the stage with concise and clear orders.

In fact, I had vaguely guessed his arrangement, so I chose to believe him.It's just a person who decides what to do, whether it succeeds or not is just a matter of various opportunities, if it succeeds, I am grateful, if it fails, I can get him to take care of me, I am not wronged.

I thought clearly in my heart, but I was still reluctant to let go. Seeing him slowly let go of my hand, I hurriedly hooked back and hugged him vigorously. I felt his thin body in my arms again, and only then did I confirm that he was really It's not my random dream.

With complete peace of mind, he also felt a little bit of interest. He put his lips in his ear and joked, "I didn't expect you to sneak out to see me, a little thing that has made you so tired, but it's a good deal?"

"Naturally it's a good deal, and it's really a good deal." He smiled and stroked the hair around my ears, stared at it with deep eyes, and came a little lightly, "I am the biggest number in the king's city, who dares to punish me?"

Seeing him happy, my heart was relaxed, so I had to refute him, "Rapid ghost."

He turned his eyes lightly, hooked his fingertips around my waist, Fang Yu fell into the palm of his hand, and said with pity and guilt, "This keel was originally a gift from me for your 14th birthday, but I didn't expect you to sleep over your birthday. What hurt you will never happen again in the future."

The body of the original keel, it's no wonder that the texture can't be seen, I was moved by his promise, and hurriedly said, "Why don't you teach me some ways to use the force of internal attraction, so that you won't be troubled."

He was slightly startled, his eyes filled with understanding of the tenderness in his heart, and he nodded in response, "Okay."

I happily rolled my lips, feeling that all this should be a dream tonight, but it must not be a dream, so I said very contentedly, "Although I am reluctant, you should go quickly!"

Seeing my sincerity, he shook his head helplessly and said, "Then I'm really leaving."

"Go, go!" I pushed him.

He immediately grabbed my hand, held it in his arms for a moment before getting up, his eyebrows were lowered to reveal a lingering reluctance, seeing that I couldn't resist trying to avoid my eyes, he completely let go.

As soon as he let go, I went back to look for him.

Seeing that he arrived at the gate of the palace silently, stuck on the threshold and unable to step out, after a long while, he finally looked back.

During the stop, his usual blue clothes were too thin, and under the hidden eyeliner, he came back with a distant desert. It was only then that he really let him go.

Once he left, he never looked back.

I couldn't figure out why he had changed. I saw his silhouette turn around the corner of the corridor, only to see the dim red under the corridor. The dark night is like a giant beast in the deep valley, and the invisible mouth has swallowed him completely.

I was isolated on the porch, and my heart was so empty.

Sitting down on the threshold with a stiff body and mind, the countless reasons he said tonight, in line with Mr. Xiaoyao's words, suddenly felt that what else could one ask for in life?If he can get Shihuan to treat him like this, whether he is a human or a demon, there is really nothing more he can ask for.

I feel better in an instant, Shi Huan is not necessarily a demon, if he is some kind of bodhisattva or god, wouldn't I take advantage of it?

After thinking about it happily for a while, he finally felt tired and tired, so he lazily got up and went back to the hall, and fell asleep peacefully.

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