Demon folding

I thought I would be in a good mood and let it go too far, but I didn't want to have a dream.

Nightmare.

I woke up with a start, wiped the cold sweat on my forehead, walked to the table where I was staying, poured a cup of cold water with trembling fingertips, and drank all I could before taking a deep breath.

Turning the water cup, I still can't calm down, as if the picture of the palace maid drinking poisoned wine is vividly depicted in front of my eyes.

In the dream, they all came alive, surrounded me covered in blood, and even the slaves and soldiers who were torn apart by the strange bird rushed towards me, and their broken limbs were piled up at my feet, among the piles of carrion. Numerous rattling bones emerged from the struggle, pulling and tearing my body, not only piercing my heart, but also piercing my soul.

I can't avoid it, how can I avoid it?

May the princess be able to leave Qinglingtai, and have a happy and happy life from now on!

How can I be happy?

Obviously, I have already had a good time from the place where I was happy, why, why do you still find it in your dreams, reminding me that there is still an unfinished deal?

Xie Fusheng, why are you so hateful!

But how can I hate you?These things are obviously done by the king himself. Do I even hate the king?

But you still hate.

My husband's words resounded in my ears, am I really hating him?But what are you hating?

How ridiculous.

Powerless to let go of the water cup, I flung myself on the table, wanting to cry because of grievances, really wanting to bury myself in Shi Huan's cold arms and cry to my heart's content.

It's already dawn, so why come and serve me quickly, how can I let me cry and make her worry?

It was because of depression that people entered the hall.

"Princess!" He Yong came expectantly in a tense tone.

I straightened up, wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of my eyes, straightened my clothes and turned around.

She served breakfast, followed by two court ladies who brought washing water.

I got up and greeted him.

He Yong put the breakfast on the table in the study, and followed into the washroom uneasy.

"I had a dream, I woke up earlier, it's okay." A light smile comforted her, and I went to wash myself.

She didn't speak, and retreated from the two maids, and came to serve in person.

I knew she was worried, and I didn't force her, so I let her wash and wash, put on her coat, walked to the desk in the study, and sat down.

The breakfast is light, with a few steamed vegetables and a bowl of corn porridge.

"Have you used it, sir?" I took the jade chopsticks from her and asked.

She hesitated for a moment, then said, "Mr. is gone."

"Let's go?" I was so surprised that I put down my jade chopsticks and wanted to go out.

She grabbed me, shook her head and said, "It's gone."

I couldn't sit down, I couldn't figure it out, "Why...go?"

"Sir, I don't have much to say. I just want the princess to take care of me and ask me to be more careful." She said sadly, "It's obviously at this juncture..."

"At this juncture..."

I know what I'm about to face today, but why did my husband leave?

Is it because I can't bear to go to this difficult situation, or because I don't want to struggle to choose?That's right, he loves me, and he doesn't want to hurt those people. Under the dilemma, why don't he simply stay out of it?Then his way is just to avoid it?

He smiled miserably, and said with a sarcasm, "If this is the case, then what good is such a way to oneself? Could it be possible to avoid the inability to make choices in your heart? If you don't ask for what others ask, don't even Don’t you want to face it yourself?”

"Princess?" He Yong asked, "Are you talking to Mr.? Everyone else has left, how can you hear me?"

Why bother to speak unintentionally, but with me it is transparent to the bottom, and the corners of the mouth are drawn together, "Yes, since you can't hear, you have to think clearly about what to do. But what I think is not what you think, why bother with this."

I didn't care anymore, I picked up a bowl of jade chopsticks and started eating.

After a few mouthfuls, he felt really tasteless, put down the jade chopsticks, and asked He Yong, "Are all the bath things ready?"

He Yong looked at me worriedly, and whispered, "Princess, do you really have to go?"

Seeing that she was puzzled, I flicked my finger between her brows and said teasingly, "Good Ah Yong, I don't know when you have me in your heart, but how much more important than that mountain charm?"

She almost cried, "Why bother making a joke!"

I raised my eyebrows indifferently, and asked her, "Yong, do you know what suffering is?"

She knew that I was deliberately avoiding the conversation, and was unwilling to compromise, so she bit her lips and refused to answer, frowning firmly to show her reluctance.

My heart softened, and I said in a good voice, "Ah Yong, I'm not joking. Everyone in the world suffers, even birds, beasts, and ruthless plants and trees, all have their own sufferings. With them, you may not be as powerful as you are, and you will live without knowing your age." Living without a safe place to cover your body, or bearing the changing heat and cold of the four seasons, or even the earth splitting and the sky collapsing and buried in no light, are all sufferings. With me, it is the suffering of parting."

"Farewell..." He Yong murmured sadly.

I took her hand and comforted me, "My mother passed away, I can't fight, my father has no love, I can't fight, sir, I still can't fight. Those people are different, they look forward to the father, look forward to The royal father can allow them to live in peace and security, and what they want and fight for is a struggle for life from the bottom of their hearts, how can I avoid it?"

"A Yong, I can't avoid it, do you understand?"

What I have said is completely clear, she is naturally intelligent, and she should understand it in her heart.

But she still shed tears.

I stretched out my hand to wipe away her tears, the entanglement of pity and guilt made people feel jerky, and said bitterly, "Ayong, maybe I took away your joy, if you really blame me, I can let you complain."

"Resentment, of course it is resentment!" She gritted her teeth angrily, "If it wasn't for the princess, how could I have suffered the pain of parting from him? But if it wasn't for the princess, what use is it for me to have a happy relationship? Now that I have it How can you be reconciled to losing it again? How can you be reconciled!"

"It's good, it doesn't have to be lost."

It's better for her to pour out her heart than to keep silent, so I said jokingly, "You and my husband both said that the refugees are terrible, but if you don't visit them in person, how will you know what will happen next? Whether it's a gain or a loss, how can you make a living?" Qingming discernment? Why don't you accompany me for a game, and let me see whether this game is a loss or a gain?"

She smiled wryly and shook her head, "I knew that the old man's strange principles would definitely teach the princess badly. Now it seems that the princess doesn't want to know whether the situation is good or bad, and she must go all out to make a judgment in person."

As if she had made up her mind, she wiped away her tears and said, "Princess is not afraid, why should I be afraid of something, if there is any difficulty left or right, why should I go with you!"

I was relieved to hear her answer, and I pulled her up and said, "That's it. If you fight, you may not gain anything, but if you avoid it, you will definitely get nothing. Fighting and avoiding, but gains and losses come and go, but people are always alone and clean." , if you don’t bring it with you when you are born, and if you don’t take it with you when you die, why bother to care about gains and losses.”

"I don't understand those ghosts, and I don't want to understand them. He only understands that since the princess is going, why can't she leave her behind!" She tightly held my hand, speaking resolutely.

"Okay. Then why bother me first, how about my lord accompany me to dress up?" I held her hands, unable to do a big gift, so I had to bow my body and make a shallow gift.

One is to make fun of her, and two, I really want to thank her for taking care of me.Although this ritual is done as a joke, it is a sincere one, it cannot be true or false.

He Yong stared, the bottom of his eyes were bloodshot red, she dragged me out before I could salute.

After taking a bath, He Yong waited for me to put on a heavy dress. I turned around in front of the mirror and came back, my whole body was heavy, and I said distressedly, "Ah Yong, it's really heavy."

"I have to wear it even if it's heavy!" He Yong pulled me to sit down, took out the jade comb and straightened my long hair, "I haven't put on any jewelry accessories yet, I'm going to the Quebec Terrace later, I don't know how long I'll have to stand there, you'll suffer of."

"Okay." I was helpless, it was just distressing, and a thought popped out of my heart, and I joked, "Shi Huan wears a crown and dangles beads every day, and when the sun falls, I am afraid that the neck will not be straight."

"I think not only his neck is heavy, but his mind is also heavy. He hasn't looked at you for so long!"

There is no need to blame, I pursed my lips and explained with a smile, "He came to see me, so I don't need to worry."

She paused with her fingertips, and said negatively, "I don't believe it!"

"It's true." I reassured me, and said lazily, "He also said that Fang Baiyu was originally a dragon bone, and it was originally a gift for my fourteenth birthday, but unfortunately I fell asleep."

He Yong tilted his head and looked at me through the mirror, "I said how familiar is that white jade, so I have seen it before."

Hearing her words, I immediately understood.

When I wanted to come, Huan was at Que Botai, so I thought about sending it to me, but I didn't wake up, so I delayed here.He Yong has followed Shi Huan to watch over me for more than a year, and there is always a chance to meet him.

I felt relieved, and looked at her through the mirror, "But don't worry?"

She curled her lips, "Even if he is really capable, it must be difficult to deal with so many people! Princess, don't expect everything from him, you should be very careful."

"I know, I know." I didn't expect that He Yong's disbelief towards Shi Huan would go to this point, so I went to obey her words.

She grunted softly and devoted herself to taking care of my long hair.

Because I didn't reach the hairpin, I didn't dare to comb my hair high, so I did a casual style.

The sides of the hair on the temples are pulled up, pulled up and then passed through the chignon to collapse, and then hang down naturally along the back.

With such care, the simple hair style is contrasted with gilt, which makes it more luxurious. Waiting for Heyong to hang the earrings, the jade-like plainness and clarity will come out. Without losing the elegance of natural pouring.

I looked down, looked left and right with joy in my heart, and hurriedly praised He Yong, "After all, it is my family, Mr. He Yong, who is so skillful that he perfectly brings out a beauty."

"It's good to praise yourself, I can't afford it."

She responded briskly, turned her hand to hook up the tracing black pen, and was about to paste it on the tip of her eyebrows, when I reached out to stop her.

"Ah Yong, don't paint your eyebrows."

She was slightly stunned, and then understood what I was thinking, her eyes were light with water vapor, she pursed her lips and said, "Okay, just don't draw."

I smiled and stopped talking.

She changed the foundation box of the powder makeup, dabbed the makeup powder on my face, and said after a while, "Thankfully, the princess is born with a good color, otherwise... it would be really wronged and kind-hearted."

"There's nothing to be wronged." Good intentions may not be able to do good things, I laughed at myself in my heart, and said shallowly, "Those who like me, like me, how can they only care about the color?"

"Stupid words." She sighed, "That's the princess, you were not born in an ordinary family. Those who marry are naturally equal to their names and eyebrows. If there is no such support, even if they are very beautiful, it will be difficult to obtain, and it will be a sad life." gone."

"That's right." I smiled slyly, looked at her and said, "According to your reasoning, then don't I have to marry a son of some country? Do you have to marry a palace servant?"

She was just putting on her makeup, her eyebrows and eyes were darkly annoyed, she pinched the tip of my jaw and thought, "Even the princes and relatives of Zhou Tianzi can't match the kindness of my princess. Those who were born in the depths of the royal power In the end, even if you feel sorry for you, you will always kill yourself for the regime, so it is better to seek an honest person who is wholehearted and honest."

"There are good words in the world, but they are not as good as those of a lover." I said lightly, causing trouble for her, and I couldn't help but think of Shi Huan.

Although we have mutual intentions with him, the world is unpredictable, and I don't know if there will be a time to marry, and I don't know if I can wait for that day.

"Back to God."

I was just thinking wildly, seeing her pinch her lip balm and approaching her, I quickly opened my mouth and pursed it lightly.

"It's done." He Yong hooked his little finger and wiped a few places on my lips, and stepped back to get away from the bronze mirror.

The person in the mirror is not like the one I tried to describe on the day of the New Year’s Eve. Why did I use skillful hands to make up the makeup? At this moment, I am amazing and calm. Even if the black eyebrows are not dyed, they still have strong charm because of the background color. Delicate and ready to fly.

I was in a daze, not knowing when I would grow apart.

The immature eyebrows are contrasted by a pair of black eyes that have experienced everything thoroughly, and they are hidden, not like an ignorant young girl who has not yet reached the age of hair.

I can't see my face clearly, it's my mother, it's Aning, is it really me?

"Ayong, if I never come back, you must remember my son Zhexia."

As a human being, we must always leave an existence. If I can't remember it, it's good for others to remember it.