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"Linlin."

Xu Zheng tried to knock on the door of Yao Lin's bedroom, with a weary look on his expression.For a brief moment, Xu Zheng felt that everything was meaningless, dull and boring.

There was no movement in the room, but he didn't leave. He took a step back, as if he knew that Yao Lin was about to come out.Yao Lin glanced at him after opening the door, then went straight to the living room and sat down.Yao Yu sat on the side, his expression was exactly the same as that of a middle school student who failed the exam, frowning, knowing that he made a mistake, but still struggling.

Yao Lin looked at her younger brother and sighed.

Xu Zheng went to the restaurant and poured a glass of water for each of them, and placed them in front of the two of them.Yao Yu whispered "Thank you Brother Zheng", and Yao Lin nodded.

Then Yao Lin and Xu Zheng spoke at the same time, and the words came together.

"Linlin, don't think too much."

"You still have to come back to work?"

Both of them stopped talking.Yao Lin frowned, motioning for Xu Zheng to speak first.

Xu Zheng looked at her directly: "Anyway, there is always a choice between the two, and there must be losses in the choice. Human life is very short, and a new weapon is a generation. This is not counting the early stage, late stage, and technical difficulties. You know, I really want to do something of real value—but how much is a person’s value to a country? But to a person, it’s not a concept at all.”

This was indeed Xu Zheng's idea.If he didn't really agree with his idea of ​​giving up his so-called ideal, he could give up Yao Lin.However, they have dozens of people in a team, but they only develop a small part of the product, and the progress is advancing every year. This is not something that can be explained and measured by value, and it always depends on some ideals and beliefs.But his ideals and beliefs alone are not inescapable. He alone does not pose any threat or influence to the whole.

Yao Lin looked at the problem with a completely different way of thinking and a completely different angle from him.Xu Zheng even felt a little unable to communicate.

Yao Lin listened to his thoughts with no expression on her face, and nodded.

"I called Cheng Yang, and he said it was coming soon. Xu Zheng, I can't say what you said, let him persuade you." Yao Lin avoided Xu Zheng's eyes, "I don't know how to persuade you If you go back, you won't listen to the consequences and the future. I can only say that even if you stay, it's impossible for us to be together again. "

Xu Zheng felt exhausted and called out, "Linlin!"

In fact, Yao Lin is not an ignorant person, on the contrary, she is a rare person among a group of colleagues and sisters who knows what she is doing.Ever since her puppy love with Xu Zheng in high school, she knew exactly what she was doing. She knew at that time that no matter how she and Xu Zheng ended up, she would never regret starting this relationship.It's just that I was young at the time, and I felt lucky in my heart, thinking that maybe I could really live like this for a lifetime.

Xu Zheng can use mathematical models and logical analysis to think about problems, but she cannot and will not do so.

Thinking of this, Yao Lin smiled.Such Xu Zheng is cute, and the gap between them is huge.

"Since I was young, my parents divorced and threw me and Yao Yu to my grandparents, and then I took Yao Yu... The process made me understand one thing, which is the price between people." Yao Yu flinched visibly from the corner of her eye, but said nothing. "Xu Zheng, this is a very, very cruel thing. There can be a price between biological parents and children, and there is still a price between even the closest lovers. You think this is your choice now, but for me , what I would rather do is to fulfill you, do you understand?"

"I see."

"Then you come to fulfill my feelings. As you said just now, people are very small. So there are too many things that are more important than the relationship between two people. You know this better than me." Yao Lin sighed, "Emotions are temporary."

Xu Zheng felt that Yao Lin's statement was ridiculous, and he was a little anxious.

"But our relationship for so many years is nothing? You said that the relationship is temporary, and you are also temporary for Yao Yu?"

"These two are different."

"What's the difference?"

Yao Lin looked at Xu Zheng and burst into tears: "I am responsible to Yao Yu."

She wiped away tears.

"Of course, I'm not saying that I don't love him. But between me and him, blood is thicker than water, Xu Zheng. All the price between us can be transformed into the unbroken relationship of family love, but you and I Can't."

"But I can't see you just like this... Linlin..."

Xu Zheng raised his hand to caress Yao Lin's already thin face.Yao Lin felt that she was useless.Physiology can never deceive anyone, so she can't blame Yao Yu for his actions.

She remembered that she had an old face in the mirror, and the defense line in her heart suddenly collapsed.

"Xu Zheng, I'm already 28 years old!"

Yao Lin's words were so shrill that Yao Yu was so scared that he almost shrank into the sofa, but it also made him feel very distressed.Xu Zheng wanted to open his mouth to refute, but he couldn't say anything.

He tried it, and his voice was hoarse: "We...we can get married tomorrow."

"You know I'm not talking about this, you know I'm not talking about this." Yao Lin buried her face in her hands, took a few deep breaths, and calmed down, "Okay, even if we get married tomorrow, what then? You go back Luoyang, I can count the number of times I see you in a year on one hand. There is no common language between us, only the so-called 'love', 'love'. How many years can love last? We are almost 30 years old , When these feelings are exhausted, there will be no chance to start again."

Yao Lin stood still for a few seconds, and the living room was dead silent.

"So, the best way is actually to put your feelings in your heart. You find a colleague, and I find someone who I can see every day. Our relationship is still very beautiful, whether it is a memory or a lifetime wealth. .”

Xu Zheng stared at an open space on the floor.He has always been stubborn, and Yao Lin cornered him.

"But I can't give up."

Yao Lin nodded: "I can't give up either."

When Cheng Yang came, it was Yao Yu who opened the door for him.This is what he saw when he entered the door.

For Cheng Yang, Yao Lin subtly stayed in the position of "brother and girlfriend" from beginning to end.It was in high school, because Cheng Yang and Xu Zheng had a good relationship, so he even got acquainted with Yao Lin a little bit.Later, when Xu Zheng disappeared, he became a little more familiar with Yao Lin.

Even because of Chu Shiqing's matter, Cheng Yang still felt that he was a little sorry for Yao Lin.

After he pressed the intercom, no one spoke, and the downstairs unit door popped open.Cheng Yang walked all the way in the dark, and did not bother to turn on the light.After he went upstairs, he saw that the door of Yao Lin's house was opened a crack, and the light came out.Before he finished the last few steps, the door opened, and Yao Yu looked at him helplessly inside.

The last time he met Yao Yu, he was just a brat who had just graduated from primary school.

Cheng Yang suddenly didn't know where the anger came from, frowning, he went straight to the door and walked in front of Xu Zheng, clutching the collar of his high school friend, lifted him from the sofa, and punched him.

From the corner of his eyes, he saw Yao Lin standing up all of a sudden, Xu Zheng was annoyed, and stood up to fight him, but Cheng Yang stopped him with a word.

"Think for Yao Lin."

Xu Zheng sat on the sofa, as if he had lost his soul.

Everything he does seems to be trying to fight for the relationship between him and Yao Lin, but in fact every time he pokes an extra knife in Yao Lin's heart.Whether it was because he was immature or because Yao Lin and him really couldn't go on, Xu Zheng realized that he hadn't thought about things from Yao Lin's standpoint for too long.

He stood up and pushed Cheng Yang aside.Cheng Yang frowned and endured it without saying anything.Xu Zheng walked up to Yao Lin and held her face with both hands.

"I'm sorry, Linlin."

Yao Lin closed her eyes, but tears flowed out again.

"Linlin," Xu Zheng hurriedly wiped her tears, "I'm leaving now and going back tomorrow, and we won't see each other for half a year—I won't come to see you, and I won't be able to come out. But let's not do this Come to a conclusion early, okay? You should think about me more, think about how we can solve these problems, and don't keep thinking that you have to break with me."

Yao Lin twitched the corners of her mouth and smiled wryly.

"If you let me go after half a year, that little bastard, Cheng Yang, will tell me, and I won't come to see you. OK?"

Yao Lin nodded.

Without looking back, Xu Zheng dragged Cheng Yang to the door, wiping his face as he walked.

"Go, have a drink."

Cheng Yang didn't resist, so he accepted it.

The two of them searched for a long time just looking for a place, after all, it would be dawn in less than two hours.After finally finding one that was still open, the two of them drank for more than an hour before being asked to leave the store.

Xu Zheng drank so much that he was drunk.Cheng Yang couldn't drive, so he could only take a taxi and take him to his home and throw him on the sofa.Then he took a taxi and went to the hospital again by a strange coincidence.

Chu Shiqing was transferred to the People's Hospital in the city before.People's Hospital is very close to the place where Cheng Yang lived when he was a child.The day dawned very quickly, and within a few minutes, it changed from that hazy gray to a vibrant morning.

It's just that Cheng Yang was in a daze and didn't know what a vibrant morning was.

His face is not red after drinking, but it will be very red from the neck down, steam from the collar, and even a little swollen.Although it was early in the morning, there were already people coming and going in the hospital.Cheng Yang went to Chu Shiqing's ward with all his heart, stopped in front of the door, smiled, and then turned the doorknob.

As a result, the door was locked.

Cheng Yang cursed, and looked hard through the glass on the door.The room was very dark with the curtains drawn, and it was impossible to see Chu Shiqing's situation clearly.Cheng Yang hesitated for a while whether to wake him up like this, and finally started knocking on the door.

Just when the little nurse frowned and was about to come over to accuse him, Chu Shiqing moved in the room.

The little nurse glanced at him skillfully.

"Please be quiet in the hospital."

Cheng Yang dropped a bit, pointed to the room: "I asked him to come and open the door for me."

The little nurse smelled alcohol on his body, so her attitude became even worse.

"Are you a family member? Disturbing the patient's rest so early?"

The little nurse stared at Cheng Yang, trying to pull him away.Cheng Yang took a step back and pushed the little nurse's hand away from his arm with his hand, with a dull smile on his face.

This is what Chu Shiqing saw when he opened the door.

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