Nancheng, nothing old.

It has been said in the book that you will travel thousands of miles, one period and one meeting.Once in a while, in short, once in a lifetime.

On Friday, I specifically checked and it was April 4th.

No one in the class mentioned anything about Lu Jiang anymore, but occasionally they still miss the almighty Lu Yian.When I was studying by myself that night, I received the first message from Lu Yian.

"Jiang Ming, it's Chinese language self-study at night, and the teacher isn't here, right? Do you want to come out early and I'll treat you to supper?"

I checked the time, it was only 35:55, the second period of self-study had just started, and there were still [-] minutes before school was over.But when I received the sudden news from Lu Yian, I couldn't help but smile on my face.When a person is really happy, the joy between the brows and eyes cannot be stopped.

I quickly returned: "Sister Lu, the teacher is not here tonight, where are you?"

"Come along the riverside road. The grilled fish at the farmer's market has already started grilling. Come out first and I'll let Lu Yiping pick you up."

Looking back at the classroom, there are about a dozen people who escaped to study late tonight, so I started to put the books in the drawer with confidence.Li Sumian turned around to look at me, and asked, "Seeing the spring on your face, where are you going?"

I didn't mind her teasing, and while putting away the book, I said: "Lu Yian invited me to eat grilled fish." The pride was beyond words.

"Miss Lu, I haven't seen her for a long time, why don't you take me with you?"

"It's your brother who misses her, so I don't want to take you." I ruthlessly exposed her, feeling inexplicably displeased with Li Suyan who had never met.

"That's right, I need to create opportunities for my brother, Jiang Ming, just take me there." Li Sumian tugged on my sleeve, acting coquettishly.

"My family dinner, why are you going? Be good. I'll make breakfast tomorrow. When the teacher comes, remember to ask for leave for me. Just say that my stomach hurts." I stood up and patted her head, ignoring her reluctance, He left with his schoolbag on his back.This is the first time I skipped class, and I lied to the doorman without blushing. I lowered my head, covered my stomach, and pretended to be in pain. I couldn't help laughing, but They always leave the school smoothly.

Lu Yiping was waiting for me at the gate of the farmer's market, his chubby figure could be seen at a glance.I locked my bike to the iron bars at the door and went in with him.

"Why did your sister come out to eat so late today?"

"She has an appointment with a friend. Sister Qinghan said to call me. I thought I would be bored by myself, so I asked her to call you."

"Chen Qinghan? Isn't she in Beijing?" I felt that all my joy was wiped out the moment I heard these three words.

"Sister Qinghan knew that my sister was in a bad mood, so she came to see her."

I murmured softly, "One is in a bad mood, so I have to fly thousands of miles from Beijing to see her."

Lu Yiping smiled and said: "Why are you so bitter? Sister Qinghan and my sister are very good friends. They have always said that they would come to my house to play. It's just that this time I just have time. And didn't it also be said in the book? Not far away, one session at a time."

"But it's also said in the book that once in a while is once in a lifetime."

Lu Yiping just laughed and stopped talking to me, which made me look petty.The wind at night was very cool, I pulled the zipper of my school uniform up to my neck, shrank my body and lowered my head to follow behind Lu Yiping.The store is at the far end, and it takes a few minutes to walk in.

He stopped suddenly and said, here, I looked up.Among so many people, I saw Chen Qinghan at a glance. She was sitting on the left of Lu Yian, sitting upright, a head taller than Lu Yian, and also taller than Ah Yan on Lu Yian's right, she seemed to stand out from the crowd.Next to Ah Yan was Zhang He, a history teacher in the next class. He had to say with emotion, this world is so small, where in life do we not meet each other.Bite the bullet and followed behind Lu Yiping, and didn't bother to look at Chen Qinghan. There were only two vacant seats. Lu Yiping sat next to Chen Qinghan. I could only follow him and sit next to Zhang He. Say hello to Zhang He apprehensively.I didn't have much contact with her. She looked at me for a while before she suddenly realized and asked, "Are you Lin Jiangming from Class [-]? Aren't you studying by yourself last night?"

When I didn't know how to answer, Lu Yi'an opened my mouth in time to help me: "Senior sister, I have forgotten your teacher's identity for the time being, and Jiang Ming and the others don't have a teacher tonight, so I just want to call Jiang Ming, so that I can have a chat with Lu Yiping." Companion, if Jiang Ming is missing, I will make up for her on the weekend."

Zhang He shook his head helplessly: "Next time, don't abduct students blatantly in front of me again." Then he turned his head and looked at me and said, "Don't be too restrained, just call me Zhang He in your spare time, you will stay with Yi'an I'm at ease together."

I didn't expect Zhang He and Chen Qinghan to be there. My initial joy was gone, so I could only bury my head in eating to cover up my emotions.Lu Yi'an briefly introduced me to Chen Qinghan, the younger sister of the downstairs neighbor.She was talking to Chen Qinghan, smiling from the beginning to the end, and I had to raise my head when I was named, and exchanged false greetings with Chen Qinghan.

It's a lie, because Chen Qinghan and I don't belong to the kind of people who are destined for each other, we don't have much to say, and after a few simple chats, Lu Yiping interrupted and diverted.It sounds like Lu Yiping and Chen Qinghan are meeting for the first time, but they seem to be no strangers at all.Zhang He had just returned from studying abroad, and he hadn't seen Lu Yi'an for a long time, and the two of them had a lot to say.I'm like an irrelevant person, I can only take a good look at Chen Qinghan when everyone is talking.As the saying goes, it is better to see once than to hear a hundred times. I often hear about her from Lu Yiping.She is prettier in person than in the photos, probably because of the curly hair becoming straight.She was wearing a light blue solid cardigan with Lu Yi'an's coat over it.She sits neatly, pins her hair behind her ears with her hands from time to time, her fingers are fair and slender, very pretty, reminds me of Lu Jiang, but she is much more generous than Lu Jiang.Chen Qinghan is a native of Beijing. She speaks Mandarin very well without too many accents. Her words are straight and round, and her speech speed is just right, which makes people want to continue listening to her. Compared with Lu Yiping, who talks to her, she is simply It was stumbling, with a local accent.I can't help but think of what Lu Yian wrote in his diary: "I like your beautiful Mandarin, although this will remind me that there is more than just a geographical gap between us." She knows that Lu Yian can't eat spicy food, and she knows that Lu Yian likes to eat celery in the side dishes.

It was as natural as it had been done countless times before, and they seemed so close.

Chen Qinghan's every move, frown, or smile is like a lady from a big family. She is out of tune with the noisy environment around her.I always feel that Lu Yian is not suitable for her. Whether it is a family or an individual, they may be friends, at least they should not be a same-sex couple.

They are intimate.I'm not [-]% sure that they are a couple, but the voice in my heart told me so countless times from the beginning, biting my heart, and I couldn't stop the pain.If I lower my head and look at them less, the pain will be lessened, if I stuff more things into my mouth, or say a few more irrelevant words to Lu Yi'an, if I can't hear their voices, the pain will be a little less.

But I can still hear them talking, and the five senses will not be like Xu Xian's, they will be closed as soon as they say it, and they will hear what they want to hear and what they don't want to hear.I heard Lu Yi'an's gentle and playful voice calling her "Qing Han".

She was so cheerful when she called her, sitting next to her and began to dance, abandoned her maturity in front of me, took off her disguise, there was a kind of unscrupulous joy, like a child who is not obsessed with the world.

They were reminiscing about the past, and Lu Yiping and I couldn't get in too much conversation, so I happened to be next to Lu Yiping, so I asked about the relationship between Lu Yian and Zhang He.

Zhang He is Lu Yian's senior sister, from the Department of History of Beijing Normal University, and Lu Yian was a freshman when she was a junior.Speaking of which, Zhang He is also my senior sister. She and Lu Yian were both in No. [-] Middle School. At that time, she was in the third year of high school and Lu Yian was in the first year of High School. The two of them only met each other a few times. , I was from the same middle school in high school, and I quickly became acquainted with each other and cherished each other.Later, after Zhang He graduated, he went back to his hometown to be a teacher, and he often got together with Lu Yian during the winter and summer vacations.

Occasionally, she turned her head and found that Zhang He and A Yanyi were very close, so she turned her head to ask Lu Yiping.Lu Yiping said: "Sister Yan was originally a friend of Sister Zhang He, so I got to know Lu Yian acquaintance." He just talked to me about Ah Yan, and Ah Yan passed Zhang He and leaned over to ask what we were talking about.I sneered and said, "Seeing that you are very familiar with Mr. Zhang, I'm just curious."

Ah Yan held a glass of beer in his hand, and half of his body was pressed on Zhang He, who was half-upward and approaching her.She said, "Little guy, would you like to have a drink with me?"

Both Chen Qinghan and I put orange juice in front of us.In the beginning, what Lu Yiping poured me was orange juice.I raised the glass in front of me, but Ah Yan said, drink beer, it doesn't matter if you drink a little beer.I subconsciously went to look at Zhang He, saw her smiling and said: "I'm not a teacher tonight, you can order as you like." After she finished speaking, Lu Yiping had already poured the beer for me.

I said, I would drink some white wine with my dad at home during the Chinese New Year.Ah Yan teased me for hiding my secrets, and then changed places with Zhang He, saying that he would have a few more drinks with me.Zhang He got up and changed places with her, but still ordered solemnly, "Minors should not get drunk."

Of course I knew she was afraid that I would be embarrassed sitting next to Zhang He.I started chatting with Ah Yan, only to find out that her name is Su Yan.

"Su Yan? Isn't it the same name as Li Sumian's brother who likes sister Lu?"

What I said immediately attracted the attention of everyone at the table.Chen Qinghan was the first to ask me: "You like Yian's boys?" After she asked, I turned around and asked Lu Yian: "Why didn't you tell me?"

Lu Yi'an also looked at me with doubts, so I briefly told what Li Suyan liked Lu Yi'an and what I heard from Li Sumian.Su Yan, Su Yan.Maybe it was just unintentional to say this, but I observed the relationship between Chen Qinghan and Lu Yian carefully.Chen Qinghan frowned for a moment, looking unhappy, Lu Yian eagerly explained all this as if no one was there.

Su Yan continued to gossip with me about Lu Yian, who is about 28 years old, and looks innocent, maybe this is the reason why she and Lu Yian became friends.I raised my head and saw Lu Yi'an looking at me with his chin propped on his hands, but I didn't know much.I laughed and teased Lu Yi'an: "Li Sumian said her brother is a handsome guy. If sister Lu wants to meet your peach blossom, go find her."

Lu Yi'an glanced at Chen Qinghan and then at me, pouted and shook his head: "Maybe he's not as handsome as I am." That pitiful look made everyone laugh, and Lu Yiping took advantage of his strength to hit her: "Just like you Like a dwarf melon."

Lu Yian and Lu Yiping quarreled openly, a pair of siblings looked like brothers.She looks younger than Lu Yiping, and at this moment she is about to turn into a child again without any scruples.However, I like her like this.

Even though she was among the few people, her eyes would not stay on me for long.I bowed my head silently, pretending to get along with everyone, and like a curious baby, I asked Su Yan about everything and listened to her tell me about her time in Chongqing.I tilted my head very seriously, and rarely looked at Lu Yian, so that when I got up, my neck was sore.

Because tomorrow is Saturday, everyone sat for a while, and it was already late when we got home, but there were still many people eating supper in the night market, just walking out, a long street, only a few people.The night wind was getting cooler, I pulled up the zipper of my school uniform, and Chen Qinghan was still wearing Lu Yian's jacket.Su Yan sent Zhang He off, and they left first.We watched them go, and the two walked hand in hand.

Lu Yian asked Lu Yiping to ride me back by car.She said that she would take Chen Qinghan to see the night in this small city.It was late at night, and I wanted to persuade her to change another day, but Lu Yiping had already spoken to me first, and he playfully promised to bring me there safely, and dragged me to open the bicycle lock.Lu Yi'an said goodbye to me, and Chen Qinghan also smiled and waved to me.

She said, "Jiang Ming, go home and go to bed early, good night."

I followed behind Lu Yiping, nodded slightly, but didn't reply.

I sat on the back seat of the bicycle, gently pulling on Lu Yiping's clothes.Turning around, I just saw the backs of Lu Yian and Chen Qinghan, they were holding hands, side by side, Lu Yian's head could only rub against Chen Qinghan's shoulder, Lu Yian wanted to jump in front of Chen Qinghan from time to time, but she didn't let go of the hand she was holding. Stretching her head in front of Chen Qinghan, the two of them seemed to be talking about something, only to see Lu Yian bouncing up and down, very happy, that happiness was only because of the person in front of her, it had nothing to do with this quiet night and this deserted street No.

It has nothing to do with me and Lu Yiping.

Lu Yiping's bike was riding very fast, I just saw it in a hurry, and when I turned around, my neck hurt a little.I said to Lu Yiping: "Chen Qinghan and your sister,,,,,"

I didn't finish my sentence.But this time, Lu Yiping didn't say "Lu Yian and Chen Qinghan are very good friends." He just said: "They are very important to each other."

I tightened my body and clenched my fists.The wind is really cool, with the rolling of the wheels, it invades my body from all directions. The coolness follows my breath, passes through my throat, and comes to my heart. Come and come, the precipitation will never leave , My chest is full of cold.

I remembered a saying that said: "Some people are the North Pole and the South Pole, day and night, participating in business, and the trajectory of life is so narrow that they should not meet each other. If they do meet, they will go their separate ways after seeing each other."

Lu Yi'an is not mine, Lu Yi'an will not be mine, why did I have to meet Chen Qinghan to understand this truth?Because love has always been from the heart, I will only understand when I see her heart is actually elsewhere.My heart, my world, what I desire is another person who is the same as me, but her love and her right are in others.

I can't ask for it.

The author has something to say: I think this is really a story that is as true as possible, and no one reads it. I don’t know where I got the courage to write it all the time.