Please, Don't See Me

Shu Jin's heartbeat gradually accelerated, and he stopped involuntarily, wanting to see more clearly.

But even if he couldn't see the other person's face clearly, it was impossible for him to admit his tall figure.After confirming who that person was, he clearly knew rationally that such a development should not continue, but the other person was like a magnet, attracting him to approach him uncontrollably.

Sheng Xinghe didn't bring any luggage, and put his hands in his coat pockets, his hair was a little messed up by the wind, and there were a few tiny snowflakes on his shoulders.

"Brother." Shu Jin called out timidly.

"Where did you go?" Sheng Xinghe asked flatly.

I haven't seen you for more than half a month, from the scorching seaside city to the icy and snowy north.

Sheng Xinghe put on a thick, well-tailored woolen men's coat, which immediately suppressed his temperament more calmly.If the last time Shu Jin saw Sheng Xinghe in a white shirt, he could still find a trace of his college days, but now he can't find it at all.The Sheng Xinghe in front of him is closer to the legendary upstart that Shu Jin saw on the encyclopedia, which made him feel strange and distant.

There is no one downstairs, except for the trees and grass in the community, which is a silent building.

The cold wind was blowing, Shu Jin was covered in cold air, his eyelashes trembled: "Go shopping."

Sheng Xinghe said, "What about the things you bought?"

Shu Jin was empty-handed, and was taken aback by the question, and said, "I wanted to buy it, but I didn't."

Sheng Xing Heben just asked casually, then turned around and went upstairs with him.

The two entered the elevator, and Shu Jin pressed the button.

He subconsciously stood on the right side of Sheng Xinghe, and when Sheng Xinghe turned his head to look at him, he lowered his head and dared not speak, his face was already red.

From the moment the elevator went up to when he opened the door of his house, all he could think about was why Sheng Xinghe came.

How did this work? He mentioned the company's name once, did Sheng Xinghe remember it?Moreover, Sheng Xinghe has at least a two-hour flight to Xingcheng, did he come to see him by the way on a business trip, or...

Shu Jin knew that last time they were not a happy farewell, Sheng Xinghe was very angry, and he couldn't give an answer, so what's the point of going on like this?

Shu Jin was very nervous, the key was inserted several times but failed to get into the lock.

Sheng Xinghe said "I'll come", and took the key from him. He felt that Sheng Xinghe's hand was cold, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting downstairs.

The lights in the living room were brightly lit, and Shu Jin forgot to turn off the lights when he went out just now.

Shu Jin casually kicked off his wet shoes in the snow, gave up his slippers to Sheng Xinghe, and wanted to walk in while wearing socks: "Brother, come in."

The house is very warm, but Sheng Xinghe grabbed his arm: "Put it on."

Shu Jin said, "There are no other slippers."

Sheng Xinghe raised his eyebrows slightly: "Do you think I can wear it?"

The height difference between the two is half a head, and the shoes are of course not the same size.

Shu Jin put back his slippers in embarrassment, and walked away sullenly: "Do you want some water?"

Sheng Xinghe took off his coat and hung his hand in the narrow entrance, maybe it can't be called the entrance, because standing here can have a panoramic view of the entire living room, with only a low shoe cabinet as a partition.

The decoration of the house is very old and simple, it looks like it is rented, and the area is pitifully small.

A fabric sofa and a TV. When people sit on the sofa and watch TV, they can touch the dining table on the other side. If you want to eat at the dining table, you cannot enter the room, because the chairs will occupy the aisle to the room.

Generally speaking, the whole living room is not as big as Shu Jin's previous bedroom.

Shu Jin seemed quite accustomed to such an environment.

He skillfully plugged in the kettle, took out the cup from the cupboard, took it out to wash it, and finally found the tea bag and put it in the cup. The timing was just right, and the water was already boiled when he turned around. .

From the age of 19 to 24, Shu Jin is no longer the bluffing, pampered teenager he used to be.

"Why do you live here?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

"It's cheaper here, and it's very close to my work, so I can sleep a little longer in the morning." Shu Jin handed him the water, "Be careful, warm your hands first."

Sheng Xinghe frowned.

He glanced at the coffee table and said, "Are there any guests just now?"

There were still two cups on the coffee table, which were used by Shu Zhaoyuan when he came here, but Shu Jin didn't have time to put them away, so he subconsciously said, "They are colleagues."

Sheng Xinghe: "Which one did you travel with last time?"

Shu Jin bit the bullet and let Lin take the blame, nodded.

He never dreamed that today would be so lively, and he reminded himself that he must remember to reply to his colleagues later, lest they get worried and really look for them.

Sheng Xinghe didn't sit down, so Shu Jin asked, "Brother, haven't you eaten yet?"

The house is so big, Shu Jin couldn't avoid Sheng Xinghe's sight all the time, and said, "I only have simple food here, such as dumplings and noodles. I don't know how to make complicated ones. If you're hungry, I'll go give it to you first." You prepare something to eat."

Just about to hide in the kitchen again, Shu Jin was grabbed by the wrist by Sheng Xinghe.

He trembled all over, and heard the sound of Sheng Xinghe behind him putting the cup on the dining table, and then a hug completely wrapped him up from behind.

Sheng Xinghe wrapped his arms around Shu Jin's thin body, and buried his head in Shu Jin's warm neck.

The hug was tight and possessive.

It made Shu Jin's nose sour, and his whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.

Neither of them spoke for a long time.

"No need to cook." Sheng Xinghe's voice was deep and a little sandy, as if he was suppressing some strong emotion, "I've eaten."

"Oh." Shu Jin stammered, "Okay, okay."

"Shu Jin."

Sheng Xinghe suddenly called his name.

Shu Jin seemed to have a premonition, knowing what Sheng Xinghe was going to say, and the trembling became more obvious.

Sheng Xinghe still hugged him firmly, with his broad chest firmly pressed against his back, and said in a hoarse voice, "You don't want me, and you don't reject me. How can there be such a good thing in the world?"

"...It's fine if you can't say it, I won't ask you again."

"No matter what I want to do in the future, you are not allowed to have any opinions. You are no longer alone, and I am no longer alone. We are reunited."

Shu Jin couldn't answer, he couldn't even simply shake his head or nod.

Sheng Xinghe came to a conclusion on this matter: "If you still feel sorry for me, then from now on, treat it as your atonement, as if I forced you."

After Sheng Xinghe finished speaking, he turned Shu Jin to face him.

Shu Jin's eyes were very red, and Sheng Xinghe, who was always proud, was not much better.

Shu Jin wanted to say something, but she couldn't speak after several attempts while watching Sheng Xinghe.

Sheng Xinghe reached out to cover his eyes, said in a low voice, "Don't look", and kissed him gently with his lips in his mouth, and then slowly deepened.Shu Jin was so kissed that he took a step back, and he hit the door frame of the kitchen. He was a little out of breath, and had to lift his head to bear it.

Shu Jin wept bitterly.

But his hand held Sheng Xinghe's sweater tightly.

As Sheng Xinghe said, he didn't dare to ask Sheng Xinghe, nor could he refuse Sheng Xinghe. He could only numb himself in this moment of joy, and be a coward who didn't have to choose or make promises.

That night, the two of them lay on the same bed again.

Sheng Xinghe wrapped his arms around Shu Jin, and pressed him into his arms, as if he wanted to completely make up for the power he gave up more than half a month ago.

They didn't do i.

When taking a bath, Shu Jin forgot to take the bath towel - he had put it in the suitcase before, Sheng Xinghe helped him find it according to the instructions, knocked on the door and handed it to him.

There was steam in the bathroom, and half of Shu Jin's exposed face was flushed with steam, with water in his eyes, and he thanked Sheng Xinghe.

Sheng Xinghe glanced at him, and his Adam's apple rolled: "Where are you going?"

Shu Jin said, "I was going to my mother's place."

Sheng Xinghe stood at the door without any fluctuations in expression.

Shu Jin immediately added: "Not going now!"

Sheng Xinghe said "um" in satisfaction, and closed the door for him.

After Shu Jin dried his body, he put on his pants and faced the dilemma of not being able to get off. His mind was full of Sheng Xinghe's extremely sexy Adam's apple, and he couldn't help but recall the feeling of biting it.

Lying on the bed at this moment, Shu Jin also kept his eyes open, his eyelashes brushing Sheng Xinghe's side face again and again in the dark.

Sheng Xinghe asked, "What are you thinking?"

Before waiting for an answer, Sheng Xinghe backed away a little, pinched his chin and asked again: "Shu Jin, what are you thinking?"

Shu Jin gently held Sheng Xinghe's hand and said, "Brother, I actually remembered something from my childhood."

"It was a few years ago." He told Sheng Xinghe, "At that time, I just graduated, and once I went to a construction site to do research and write an environmental report."

"There were a few children playing near the construction site that day, and they were divided into two factions, pretending to be fighting with brooms."

"I vaguely remembered that I had played that kind of game before. I found a branch on the ground... the first one was too thick, and I couldn't handle it. After walking a few steps, I found another thin one and took it. Just right in the hand."

While talking, Shu Jin felt a chill in his body.

He gritted his teeth involuntarily: "Everyone is shouting, I rejoined the game, as if I got stabbed by something."

There was a long silence in the room.

Finally, Sheng Xinghe hugged him into his arms again, and said lightly: "Maybe, I don't remember."