Please, Don't See Me

Shu Jin guessed that Sheng Xinghe's words were just a kind of comfort. Sheng Xinghe was already over five years old at that time, and he had already started to remember things.

Perhaps aware of what he was thinking, Sheng Xinghe continued: "Really."

Shu Jin grabbed the clothes on Sheng Xinghe's back, and didn't dare to ask Sheng Xinghe if it hurt. He would rather he really didn't remember how he felt at that time, and he didn't loosen his clenched teeth, and asked tremblingly: "Then you remember me?"

For the first time in several years they talked about it.

Did Sheng Xinghe remember Shu Jin among the group of children who played games in the open space next to the factory?

"I don't remember." Sheng Xinghe said, "In fact, I have a very vague memory of that day, how I went to the hospital and how I came home... Those memories are very shallow, and I can't even remember the pain at that time."

He paused, and said to Shu Jin like this, "You know, the brain actually fabricates some memories. The more you think about it, the more real it will be and the more perfect the details will be."

Shu Jin listened quietly, her heart gradually becoming calm.

Could what Sheng Xinghe said be true?

In fact, he is not sure about his so-called "remembering a little bit of childhood", at least he couldn't remember it at all before, otherwise, how could he stand on the moral high ground at the beginning, thinking that his family's funding of Sheng Xinghe was doing something Amazing charity.But the memory suddenly rushed into his mind one day, and he couldn't tell whether it was because of an incentive or just a psychological hint.

I felt something soft and moist touch my forehead.

It took a few seconds for Shu Jin to realize that it was Sheng Xinghe's lips.

Like a frightened bird, he hid in Sheng Xinghe's arms and eased in the gentle kiss. Even though the trembling lasted for a long time and did not stop, the warm embrace gave him a sense of security down to earth.

In his sleep that night, Shu Jin dreamed of the past for a long time.

In the evening, he and Sheng Xinghe were wearing short-sleeved shorts and walking their dogs by the river.Walking to a place where no one was around, Puff broke free from the leash and started running after a while.They went down to the almost dry river bed, picked up stones to float in the water, and competed whose small stones could hit the water level stone in the middle of the river first.

Shu Jin strenuously squinted one eye. Because he couldn't master this advanced skill, his eyelids kept shaking. The stone barely brushed against the water level stone several times, and fell into the water with a plop.

Sheng Xinghe searched the riverbed for a while, and soon found a suitable small stone, and hit the water level stone with one hit.

Shu Jin was defeated, observed Sheng Xinghe's actions, and said dissatisfiedly: "It's not fair!"

Sheng Xinghe turned his head: "What?"

Shu Jin complained: "You only rely on one eye, you don't even need to aim!"

Sheng Xinghe laughed: "...you're really rambunctious." Then, he walked around behind Shu Jin and helped him cover his right eye, "Come on, you try too. If you can't hit, you can shovel shit for Puff today."

Not far away, Puff is already looking for a good site to start making papa.

Shu Jin jumped away unconvinced: "I'm not afraid, just come here, you first find me a stone like yours!"

Waking up in the morning, Shu Jin's mood became much lighter.

For a moment, he was still in a dream, not knowing where he was, but Sheng Xinghe's sleeping face came into his eyes, and the four entangled legs also reminded Sheng Xinghe of the fact that he came back to him.

Sheng Xinghe didn't open his eyes, he probably didn't wake up yet, so he unscrupulously swept his eyes over the other person's forehead, eyebrows, eyes, bridge of nose and lips, lingering back and forth.

The phone suddenly rang briefly.

Sheng Xinghe frowned, but without opening his eyes, Shu Jin quietly turned around in his arms, reaching for the mobile phone on the bedside table.

Shu Zhaoyuan sent him a message.

He almost forgot about Shu Zhaoyuan coming out, his heart trembled when he saw the first half, but he was relieved when he saw the second half.

Shu Zhaoyuan said in a text message that he had an appointment with a friend today to discuss something, which was very important, so he couldn't come here for the time being.

Shu Jinru was caught in a crack, and he only hoped that this time would last longer. He didn't want to see Shu Zhaoyuan, especially when Sheng Xinghe came. He hoped that it would last as long as possible.

After getting up and washing up, Sheng Xinghe brushed his teeth in the bathroom.

Shu Jin walked over slowly, gently hugged Sheng Xinghe's waist from behind, then put his face on Sheng Xinghe's back shoulder, without saying a word.

Sheng Xinghe let him hold her.

The two conjoined twins finished washing in the bathroom before Sheng Xinghe turned around and asked him what he wanted to eat.

Shu Jin let go of his hand: "There is a soup dumpling shop nearby, I will take you to eat."

Sheng Xinghe said yes.

Before going out, Shu Jin called Sheng Xinghe to stop: "Brother, wait a minute."

He dug out a scarf from the closet, which looked new and not his style.He asked Sheng Xinghe to bow his head: "It's so cold outside, you should wear a scarf."

Sheng Xinghe came in a hurry and let him wrap himself up: "What about you?"

Shu Jin was wearing a turtleneck sweater, his eyes dodged: "I don't like wearing scarves."

Sheng Xinghe's expression seemed to be asking why he bought it.

Shu Jin: "I bought it before, and I bought it when I saw it and thought it looked good."

Sheng Xinghe wore this scarf very well, and if he didn't ask any more questions, Shu Jin's face would turn red if he asked again.

The two came to the breakfast shop, Shu Jin ordered, and the boss skillfully asked the waiter to pack for Shu Jin: "Two soup dumplings, take them away."

Shu Jin said, "I won't pack anything today, I'll just eat here."

The boss changed the order and took a second look at Sheng Xinghe. The businessman was very flexible. He looked at Shu Jin with a smile and said, "Yo, it's been a year. I remember correctly, it's your first dine-in!"

Shu Jin replied: "I'm usually alone, I don't want to take your place."

The store was very lively, and they found a place to sit down.

Sheng Xinghe asked: "Do you usually buy breakfast here every day?"

"It's not every day. I buy it every few days. Sometimes I oversleep and buy bread downstairs in the company." Shu Jin took the chopsticks, scalded them in boiling water, and carefully wiped the tabletop with paper towels. "But it's the first time I've eaten here since I moved here."

Sheng Xinghe said, "It's different from what I thought."

"What's the difference?"

"Be careful it's hot." Sheng Xinghe reminded.

The clerk in the store quickly brought up two servings of hot soup dumplings and kelp soup.

Shu Jin didn't eat outside food before, and didn't like to visit such small street shops.But with the slightly greasy tabletop, disposable chopsticks, and clean and delicious food, plus the noisy diners around, Shu Jin fit in very well, as if she grew up in this market since she was a child .

Shu Jin didn't know what to think of, a little embarrassed: "I'll take you to something delicious at noon."

Sheng Xinghe didn't mean that, but he didn't explain: "Okay."

The guy was busy and frizzy, and the vinegar dish was placed on the edge of the table, just to the right of Sheng Xinghe.

Shu Jin pushed him calmly, pretending nothing happened, and moved his eyelashes.After Sheng Xinghe took his first bite, he raised his head nervously and asked how it tasted.

Sheng Xinghe was slightly surprised, and said, "It's delicious."

Shu Jin's eyes lit up: "When I first came here, I knew you would like it too!"

While the two were eating, Shu Jin said regretfully, "However, the place will not be open during the Spring Festival. Look at the notice on the wall, and we will be on vacation tomorrow."

Sheng Xinghe said: "Well, we can do something else."

Shu Jin agreed.

Speaking of which, after breakfast, Shu Jin proposed to go to the supermarket to stock up.

The huge shopping mall is full of people buying new year's goods. Shu Jin wants to buy everything when he sees it, and he wonders whether Sheng Xinghe likes it or not, and whether Sheng Xinghe's appetite has changed in recent years.

Passing through an area, he suddenly looked over there: "Brother, wait for me here."

Sheng Xinghe said yes.

Shu Jin hesitated: "Don't wander around."

As people came and went, Sheng Xinghe changed the trolley, took out his phone from his pocket and pressed it.

Shu Jin's cell phone vibrated, and he was surprised when he took it out to see that an unfamiliar number was displayed on the screen...it was a call from Sheng Xinghe.

Sheng Xinghe was very calm, and rubbed his head with his hand: "Call me if you can't see me."

Shu Jin squeezed the phone, her heart was burning hot, and she walked away without daring to turn her head.

His palms were still hot after walking a long distance, and he saved Sheng Xinghe's name in the phone again, so that it seemed that they really had an intersection again.

No longer is the empty, connected person who has to be connected through fantasy.

It's someone who can hear his voice immediately after making a phone call.