Please, Don't See Me

Shu Jin, who fell asleep after confessing his confession, recalled in his dream the scene of saying this sentence to Sheng Xinghe many times.

The summer evening when we ate smoothies together, after we hid under the tree and kissed while walking the dog together, when we made cakes together, when we traveled together, and when we lost our voice during some intense exercise.

He had said "I love you" to Sheng Xinghe many times, but on the day they broke up, Sheng Xinghe asked him: "Have you ever loved me?"

Shu Jin didn't give an answer that day, but he kept telling Sheng Xinghe "I love you" in his heart.

Over the past few years, I don't know if Sheng Xinghe heard it.

This time Sheng Xinghe heard it.

When Shu Jin woke up, the sky became a bit dark, there was only a small high window in the cubicle, and a few gray clouds could be seen floating in the sky outside the window.

They were still in the same position they were in when they fell asleep. Sheng Xinghe was awake with his eyes on him.

Shu Jin rubbed his eyes, closed them again and rubbed them against Sheng Xinghe's arms: "Has the alarm clock not rung yet?"

Sheng Xinghe: "I turned it off."

Shu Jin said "Oh" and asked, "What time is it?"

Sheng Xinghe said, "Four o'clock in the afternoon." His tone was calm, and he asked, "Do you want to sleep a little longer?"

Shu Jin was startled when he heard the words, and immediately woke up, sat up quickly and said, "Why have I been asleep for so long", then went to rub his left arm, and it was already numb after staying in a sleeping position for a long time.

Looking back, he saw Sheng Xinghe also sat up, but still looked at him quietly, with deep emotion in his eyes, he thought something was going to happen.

Shu Jin opened his mouth to ask, Sheng Xinghe leaned over and kissed him on the lips, with a bit of sucking force, but it was very short, and it was over at the touch of a finger.

There was a slight sound during the kiss, and Shu Jin's face instantly became hot, and he sat there blankly, not knowing what to do.

Sheng Xinghe finished kissing, leaning his forehead against Shu Jin's, and said in a deep voice: "You can hang around for a while, or play on the computer outside for a while. I still have a few things to deal with, and I will call them to go together at 06:30 have dinner."

Sure enough, in the evening, Sheng Xinghe brought a few people who worked overtime in the company to have dinner together.As one of the bosses who arranged for everyone to work overtime, Sheng Xinghe was naturally the target of being slaughtered, not to mention that Shu Jin came, these people were even more excited.

When we arrived at the destination, there happened to be a mobile phone store nearby. Sheng Xinghe asked Jiang Jiang to order food first, and he took Shu Jin to pick out a mobile phone.

Shu Jin hasn't changed his mobile phone for several years, so he simply picked the latest model.

A mobile phone is worth more than half a month's salary. He wrinkled his face and felt distressed. He couldn't help but miss his old mobile phone.

Sheng Xinghe paid the money and took him to make up the card again. Only then did Shu Jin feel a little bit reconnected with the world.

The new phone has more functions, and the system has been updated more. On the way back to the restaurant, Shu Jin's attention was diverted. He kept messing with the phone and asked Sheng Xinghe a few questions.

"It's worth it. I knew I would have replaced it earlier." Shu Jin commented and sighed, "If I replaced it earlier, the old one can still be replaced with a new one."

Sheng Xinghe pointed out ruthlessly: "Then what you lost this time will be a new phone."

Shu Jin: "..." It makes sense.

After Sheng Xinghe finished complaining, he ordered him not to look at the phone again: "Put it away, and walk well."

They stood outside the shopping mall, and many children gathered beside the fountain with colorful lights, and there were big red lanterns and Chinese knots hanging everywhere.

Shu Jin put his phone into his jacket pocket, walked a few steps side by side with Sheng Xinghe, and was naturally held by Sheng Xinghe's hand.

There are people coming and going on the street, and someone may notice them.

But Sheng Xinghe didn't seem to care about this at all. He was no longer the boy he used to be. He had completely become an adult with enough confidence to go his own way, so no matter how others judged them, it didn't matter to him.

Shu Jin only hesitated for a second, then quietly held Sheng Xinghe back, forgetting the novelty of buying a new phone just now, and was looking at Sheng Xinghe's right face the whole time.

Shu Jin guessed that Sheng Xinghe already knew that he had something to hide from him.

The old mobile phone that has been used for several years, the cheap and cramped living quarters, the house sold at home mentioned last time, and all his current expenses for food and clothing, it can be seen that his financial situation has changed a lot. The change.

It can be said that the current Shu Jin is completely different from the past Shu Jin.

The world seemed to be turned upside down, and now he and Sheng Xinghe were upside down.

But fortunately, they are still trying to get closer to each other.

During the meal, Sheng Xinghe formally introduced Shu Jin to everyone, without extra prefixes, and said in his usual concise tone: "My boyfriend, Shu Jin."

Everyone applauded and booed.

Shu Jin barely held himself back from blushing or being ashamed, and saved face for Sheng Xinghe.

It's a pity that when he picked up the chopsticks, he almost couldn't hold it steady. The word "boyfriend" made his heart beat very disobediently, because this was the first time they used such an appellation to identify each other, not "friend", Not "brother", but boyfriend.

"Shu Jin, I heard Jiang Jiang mentioned you!" said the young male colleague who was taking chocolates from Sheng Xinghe's table in the morning, "I heard that you only met when Mr. Sheng was on a business trip last time. This is a resurgence of old love." !"

Shu Jin looked up and saw Jiang Jiang winking at him, so he relaxed a little: "Well, I won a luxury tour at the company's annual meeting, and I happened to meet him on a business trip."

The male colleague slapped his thigh: "It's such a coincidence, it looks like it's destined!"

The corners of Sheng Xinghe's lips turned up, showing that he was in a good mood.

Shu Jin also smiled: "It's my luck, maybe the luck points have accumulated until that day."

Jiang Jiang said: "Shu Jin broke his knee that day. After returning home, Mr. Sheng arranged for me to buy medicine. I didn't even get out of the elevator, so I went downstairs again."

She said something Shu Jin didn't know, and joked, "I haven't seen Mr. Sheng care about anyone so much. He didn't say a word to anyone in the elevator, so why did he care? Later, Sheng My husband called the hotel to complain that the swimming pool floor was too slippery, and I found out what happened~”

And this thing?

Shu Jin broke out in embarrassment, and immediately turned around and said to Sheng Xinghe: "Actually, the floor of the hotel is not slippery at all. I tripped over it myself. The hotel is really wronged, or... I will call them and explain to them."

Sheng Xinghe served him elegantly, and joked: "It's okay, the hotel owner dare not have any objections."

Shu Jin was shocked, is Sheng Xinghe so stupid!

Another older male colleague answered: "Hahaha Shu Jin, don't be nervous, the boss is an old friend of Mr. Sheng! Otherwise, why does Mr. Sheng live there every time he goes? But that's how he met Yours."

Sheng Xinghe: "So I still want to send him a red envelope?"

Everyone laughed.

When the meal was halfway through, someone came late and pushed the door open.

The person who came was tall and burly, and he looked a little familiar. Everyone called him "Boss Jing". Shu Jin vaguely remembered that this was Sheng Xinghe's college classmate Jing Chao, whom Sheng Xinghe mentioned last time.

Jing Chao sat down and asked someone to refill the bowls and chopsticks, greeted everyone with "Happy New Year", and looked straight at Shu Jin: "Long time no see."

The other party's eyes were like sharp knives, looking straight into people's hearts, Shu Jin was a little apprehensive: "Long time no see."

But in the next second, Jing Chao showed his white teeth, and said heartily: "I ran here on purpose when I heard that you were coming. This time, I will help Mr. Sheng keep you in prison. Remember not to run away." Ha!"

Sheng Xinghe raised his eyes: "Drink your tea."

It was originally just a simple meal, but because of Shu Jin's status and relationship, it almost became his welcome banquet, and he ate happily.

Shu Jin didn't reject such an arrangement. In fact, he didn't really understand what Sheng Xinghe's working environment and interpersonal relationship were like until this night, rather than in the illusory fantasy.

After the meal, everyone bid farewell at the door, Shu Jin was a little dizzy after drinking two glasses of wine, Sheng Xinghe went to the intersection to call a car.

Jing Chao who stayed with him suddenly said, "Don't leave him this time."

The cold wind was blowing his face, Shu Jin was taken aback, only to see Jing Chao's expression was a bit serious.

Seeing his surprised look, Jing Chao smiled again, and said in a slow tone: "Don't be nervous, I'm just an outsider, and I know it's not easy for you. If it were me, I might as well... But you are different , Shu Jin, I believe you will be different."

Shu Jin lowered his head, pondered for two or three seconds, and nodded: "En!"

Jing Chao didn't say how Sheng Xinghe lived in those years, and he didn't blame Shu Jin, but just told him one thing: "I know you guys will be different, guess what's the reason?"

Shu Jin: "What?"

Jing Chao said: "Sheng Xinghe asked me two years ago, saying that there is a kind of artificial eye technology that has been made very mature. Except that it cannot restore vision, its appearance is almost the same as that of ordinary people. He said that if he accepts this technological transformation , if I go back and look for you again, will the burden in your heart be lighter?"

Shu Jin froze, and his mind went blank.

two years ago?

At that time, they hadn't met again yet, did Sheng Xinghe, who had always been proud, actually plan to do this?

"As you can see, of course he didn't do it later." Jing Chao said, "I don't agree with him doing that. It's understandable if it's his personal request. Everyone has the ability to make themselves look better. But I know him too well, he didn't care about it at all, if he had surgery just to make others look at him pleasing to the eye, then the part of him that belonged to himself would be completely disintegrated. At that time when we quarreled It was terrible, he wanted to ask my opinion, but he refused to listen to me, insisted on going his own way, and even did the preoperative examination. But in the end, I don’t know why he didn’t go, I thought he gave up.”

Shu Jin's eyes were red, and he looked a little pitiful.

Jing Chao said: "This time when he came back from a business trip, I realized that he still hasn't let you go in his heart."

A car was slowly approaching them.

Sheng Xinghe called the car and walked back along the road.

Jing Chao: "In other words, it is impossible for him to let you go."